Aparece!
General | Posted 16 years agoOdio cuando mis sentidos se desvian y no puedo manejaros, odio cuando mis sentimientos se atraviesan como peces en el agua y no puedo atraparlos, no puedo controlarlos y dejo que todo se desborde y me haga sentir como una adolecente sin control de nada ni de nadie.
Pero mi corazón palpita y espera, mi vida tiene un solo sentido y espero, pacientemente a que todo se haga realidad. Pero ahi esta, frente a mi, toda mi angustia y mis ganas de decir cuanto me fascina ser amada.
Mi pregunta es si alguna vez le importaré a alguien que no sea solo mi familia y yo ... te importo? y si es así ... cuanto?
Que tan impresindible puedo llegar a ser para una persona, eso nunca lo sabre, pero si se que para mi siempre seran importantes, solo esas personas que dedican su tiempo a escuchar y no juzgar, a ellas, puedes amarlas sin limite, por que estarán ahí siempre para ti.
Pero yo no tengo personas así ... sigo sola ... por que lo que haga o diga, siempre sera juzgado.
Y te espero cada maldita noche, solo para compartir unas horas, para respirar profundamente y saber que en mis brazos eres feliz y que en los tuyos encuentro paz y alegria.
Llegarás alguna vez?
Lo dudo.
Pero mi corazón palpita y espera, mi vida tiene un solo sentido y espero, pacientemente a que todo se haga realidad. Pero ahi esta, frente a mi, toda mi angustia y mis ganas de decir cuanto me fascina ser amada.
Mi pregunta es si alguna vez le importaré a alguien que no sea solo mi familia y yo ... te importo? y si es así ... cuanto?
Que tan impresindible puedo llegar a ser para una persona, eso nunca lo sabre, pero si se que para mi siempre seran importantes, solo esas personas que dedican su tiempo a escuchar y no juzgar, a ellas, puedes amarlas sin limite, por que estarán ahí siempre para ti.
Pero yo no tengo personas así ... sigo sola ... por que lo que haga o diga, siempre sera juzgado.
Y te espero cada maldita noche, solo para compartir unas horas, para respirar profundamente y saber que en mis brazos eres feliz y que en los tuyos encuentro paz y alegria.
Llegarás alguna vez?
Lo dudo.
a good way to know me
General | Posted 16 years agoOkay I stole this from Ragnarok ... I found it cool :)
Quiz: 100 truths
001. Name → Paula
002. Nickname(s) → Akelei, Konstantinne, Anghara.
003. Status → Single.
004. Zodiac sign → Leo.
005. Male or female → female.
006. Elementary → Saint Margaret of Scotland.(translated from spanish)
007. Middle School → same above
008. High School → one year in Albert Einstein H.S. (Maryland).
009. Smart → you tell me.
010. Hair color → black ... super black.
011. Long or short → medium getting longer.
012. Loud or Quiet → depends on who is next to me.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera → camera.
015. Health freak → what?.
016. Drink or Smoke? → social drinker counts?.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → always xD.
018. Eating or Drinking → Neither at the moment.
019. Piercings → None.
020. Tattoos → 1.
FIRSTS:
023. First Mate → don't remember
024. First best friend → Leslie
025. First award → High School best grades, first place
026. First crush → uf David ... 8 y.o.
027. First pet → perico and niño, cats
028. First big vacation → trip to USA
030. First big birthday → sweet 15/16 (chile-usa).
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nothing.
050. Drinking → pinaple juice
052. I'm about to → play SL.
053. Listening to → Schandmaul.
054. Plans for today → finish the character profile for our story.
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → guess so.
059. Want to get married? → ha!.
060. Careers –website graphic designer.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes .. then lips :3
070. Shorter or taller? → taller than me.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both.
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or relationship → one step to the other.
077. Troublemaker or hesitant → someone with courage to be next to me.
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → contacts T_T.
081. Ran away from home → my home is always safe :3 i love it.
084. Broken someone's heart → ufff ... T_T sowwy.
085. Been arrested → no way.
087. Cried when someone died → does pets counts?.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → of course.
090. Miracles → mmm guess so.
091. Love at first sight → totally.
092. Heaven → Yes.
093. Santa Claus → love him :)
094. Sex on the first date → Depends :3
095. Kiss on the first date → Depends:3
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → I would like to change some of my decisions but I can't complain really.
099. Do you believe in God → Yes.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag people? don't have contacts yet xD
Quiz: 100 truths
001. Name → Paula
002. Nickname(s) → Akelei, Konstantinne, Anghara.
003. Status → Single.
004. Zodiac sign → Leo.
005. Male or female → female.
006. Elementary → Saint Margaret of Scotland.(translated from spanish)
007. Middle School → same above
008. High School → one year in Albert Einstein H.S. (Maryland).
009. Smart → you tell me.
010. Hair color → black ... super black.
011. Long or short → medium getting longer.
012. Loud or Quiet → depends on who is next to me.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans.
014. Phone or Camera → camera.
015. Health freak → what?.
016. Drink or Smoke? → social drinker counts?.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → always xD.
018. Eating or Drinking → Neither at the moment.
019. Piercings → None.
020. Tattoos → 1.
FIRSTS:
023. First Mate → don't remember
024. First best friend → Leslie
025. First award → High School best grades, first place
026. First crush → uf David ... 8 y.o.
027. First pet → perico and niño, cats
028. First big vacation → trip to USA
030. First big birthday → sweet 15/16 (chile-usa).
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nothing.
050. Drinking → pinaple juice
052. I'm about to → play SL.
053. Listening to → Schandmaul.
054. Plans for today → finish the character profile for our story.
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → guess so.
059. Want to get married? → ha!.
060. Careers –website graphic designer.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH OPPOSITE SEX?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes .. then lips :3
070. Shorter or taller? → taller than me.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both.
074. Sensitive or loud → Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or relationship → one step to the other.
077. Troublemaker or hesitant → someone with courage to be next to me.
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → contacts T_T.
081. Ran away from home → my home is always safe :3 i love it.
084. Broken someone's heart → ufff ... T_T sowwy.
085. Been arrested → no way.
087. Cried when someone died → does pets counts?.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → of course.
090. Miracles → mmm guess so.
091. Love at first sight → totally.
092. Heaven → Yes.
093. Santa Claus → love him :)
094. Sex on the first date → Depends :3
095. Kiss on the first date → Depends:3
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → I would like to change some of my decisions but I can't complain really.
099. Do you believe in God → Yes.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag people? don't have contacts yet xD
getting into FA
General | Posted 16 years agoOkay ... I haven't heard of this page before til now, when a good friend of mine showed me his artwork in here.
So ... I wanted to post on one of his pics and I made this account for it, but I must confess I am not an artist person, but this sweetie of mine encourage me to show you what I do in SL ... yes I do also play SL and I'm addiceted.
What else? ... ah yes ... I speak spanish, so I'm writing some fantastic epic story with my friends and my character is a basted white tiger, if is that the english name lol.
I might be doing some shots of what my character is into and showed to you :3 sounds good enough, isn't it?
just one last thing ... I love my wolf ;)
Ak :3
PS.: okay too many wolf reminds me my dead dog and its really makes me feel sad when I see amazing drawings of wolfs T_T
So ... I wanted to post on one of his pics and I made this account for it, but I must confess I am not an artist person, but this sweetie of mine encourage me to show you what I do in SL ... yes I do also play SL and I'm addiceted.
What else? ... ah yes ... I speak spanish, so I'm writing some fantastic epic story with my friends and my character is a basted white tiger, if is that the english name lol.
I might be doing some shots of what my character is into and showed to you :3 sounds good enough, isn't it?
just one last thing ... I love my wolf ;)
Ak :3
PS.: okay too many wolf reminds me my dead dog and its really makes me feel sad when I see amazing drawings of wolfs T_T
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