Well,hello there and good day to all of you. Its been a while hasn't it. Just over 3 years. No I haven't given up on art. I just hit one hell of a artblock. I had this sheer wall of hatred for feeling like I was getting nowhere with my art and burnt out hard. I know I've come along way, but there i still so much to learn and develope. Hell I didn't even know until the other day I had purchased Clip Studio but never ever used it >_>.
Long story short my on cintiq13hd finally died after 11 years. So now I'm doodling on a Huion kamvas 13. Feels so nice <3
Still a bit out of practice, but I'll get back into the groove soon enough.
Anyways peace out and remember don't be hard on yourself. Take time to learn and don't compare yourself to others.

Why the hell do wisdom teeth exist?
In immense pain, which has been steadily getting worse the last few days and I just want to take a pair of pliers and pull the remaining three out.
I have an emergency dental appointment tomorrow and an actual thorough one booked in August. I just can't do this any more. I'm close to tears trying to eat comfortably and trying to interact with customers at work in a friendly manner. I'm thankful for wearing a mask, means I don't have to fake smile -_-

I know its been a while since I've actually dedicated time to actually drawing anything. Honestly last year was a mess for my mental health.
With gyms being opened then closed suddenly, I haven't had my usual way to vent and relax myself.
It was like I had my favourite thing dangling just out of reach only for someone to snatch it away without warning.
It was only recently I decided to take up home HITT workouts with my partner to do something instead of wallowing in my own self pity and frustrations. Trust me...if I could, had the space and was able to afford my own indoor gym equipment I'd do it in a heartbeat.
And at least on the plus side I'm booked in for my vaccination now that the 4 weeks are over since I caught covid (not fun).
For now I'm just going to take my time and look after my mental health and ignore the voices in my head when they become a little too loud.

Now boarding the hot mess express, next stop the isolation station.
Yep my partner tested positive using the nhs test, waiting for my test kit to arrive.
We both took rapid test that I got given from work which came out negative.(we both work at an opticians)
Long story short wash your hands and wear your damn mask properly, sick of seeing people with it below their noses or on their chins. -_-

With the horror movie that was 2020 gone, lets make 2021 count!
Remember its a marathon, not a sprint, take it one step at a time and look after yourself and loved ones.
Do that one thing you've always wanted try, but were too afraid of doing <3

Woo,yet another rotation around the sun!Happy Birthday to me!!! Time to consume red velvet cake and collapse into a food coma.
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p.s just taking a mental break drawing wise,I'll start back up soon enough after battling my demons.

I literally have no idea what I'm doing anymore.

So long story,moving to a new home with my partner  fenra,will be offline till I have actual wifi in the home.I will however be able to check at work,using my small mb of mobile data and the gym on my mobile for things whilst I wait for the broadband box to arrive.

I'm still alive!!! @3@

Honestly I'm glad to be done with 2017.2017 was indeed an unimaginable horror show and if not a fight to the finish.
I took blow after blow and now its my turn to counter attack.
To those of you I ask,join in the fight and make this year your bitch!
Bring it on 2018....I'm ready for you.