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Posted 13 years agoSo I made a new account, I feel kinda weird being "Citrus" using the user name "Alabamatheopossum"
For some reason FA won't let me upload icon/avatars (WTF.) But the new account is 
citrus.
I'll still be using this one for awhile, while I get things set up over there, but I will (probably within the few next weeks or so) be migrated over to that account
Just a heads up c:
citrus.20 things I want to do before I die~
Posted 13 years agoTotally stole this from a friend of mine ;p thought it would be fun to put this shit down.... on.... the internet?
1. Become a well known piercer with my own shop
2. Get a place to live with
3. I feel very sheltered, I haven't really ventured out of the USA, and I don't want to die without seeing other parts of the world. So maybe do some traveling
4. I want to live a happy life with I mean granted life will throw us bumps in the road, but... I want to live a life where even if I'm having problems at work or whatever, I can come home and he'll be there being a sarcastic asshole to me and make me laugh, and we'll run off and have hot kinky sex and snuggle for like an hour afterward. Hahaha. Then I'll make him something yummy c:
5. Although I'm very reluctant to admit this, but a part of me wants to eventually have kids.
6. I really want/need to tell a few people off, my family&friends completely abandon me when I needed them the most, and we're still not talking to this day. I want to think of the biggest "fuck you!" thing to say to them and make them cry >:o
7. I want more tattoos. I have this pretty cool chest piece idea thats been in my head for awhile, I just need to find the money to do it. ahaha
8. I really want to get some of my closest friends together and go on a killer vacation with them. Like one we'll be talking about for a long time. haha
9. I'd like to get to a point with my art that I could make money off it
10. I'd also like to get to a point where I could sell fursuits and make money off it.
11. It would be cool to manifest some kind of cool talent like magically knowing how to skateboard, or like, being able to round-house kick someone. Hahahaha.
12. I would like to go to Anthrocon, its always been a dream of mine since its the most well known furry con and it looks so fun ;-;
13. I think it would be nice to own a house.
14. Live to see the day where there is equality in America. . .
15. I'm not gunna lie, I want to get married, and not like a courthouse wedding xD
16. I want to see Blink 182 live a million more times before I die. xD And I want to meet Travis Barker and thank him for something he said publicly about my friend who passed away.
17. I always envisioned my death as me taking my own life, but when I'm way older, I'd imagine growing old with someone who passed and I wanted to die before i forget the wonderful life I lived, and I didn't want some painful kidneys failing death. I could make it a magical night, eat my favorite food do my favorite thing, then take my own life remembering what an amazing life I lived, and die happy.
18. I want to stay a night or 5 at an unusual hotel like the Madonna Inn or Beckham Creek Cave Haven
19. I want to learn how to scuba dive, i think. I feel like looking at the ocean is almost romantic, an untouchable place, I just don't want to like, get eaten or drown or anything.
20. I must admit, I'd like to visit like really awesome amusement parks before I'm old and at risk of a heart attack. Lol !
1. Become a well known piercer with my own shop
2. Get a place to live with
3. I feel very sheltered, I haven't really ventured out of the USA, and I don't want to die without seeing other parts of the world. So maybe do some traveling
4. I want to live a happy life with
I mean granted life will throw us bumps in the road, but... I want to live a life where even if I'm having problems at work or whatever, I can come home and he'll be there being a sarcastic asshole to me and make me laugh, and we'll run off and have hot kinky sex and snuggle for like an hour afterward. Hahaha. Then I'll make him something yummy c:5. Although I'm very reluctant to admit this, but a part of me wants to eventually have kids.
6. I really want/need to tell a few people off, my family&friends completely abandon me when I needed them the most, and we're still not talking to this day. I want to think of the biggest "fuck you!" thing to say to them and make them cry >:o
7. I want more tattoos. I have this pretty cool chest piece idea thats been in my head for awhile, I just need to find the money to do it. ahaha
8. I really want to get some of my closest friends together and go on a killer vacation with them. Like one we'll be talking about for a long time. haha
9. I'd like to get to a point with my art that I could make money off it
10. I'd also like to get to a point where I could sell fursuits and make money off it.
11. It would be cool to manifest some kind of cool talent like magically knowing how to skateboard, or like, being able to round-house kick someone. Hahahaha.
12. I would like to go to Anthrocon, its always been a dream of mine since its the most well known furry con and it looks so fun ;-;
13. I think it would be nice to own a house.
14. Live to see the day where there is equality in America. . .
15. I'm not gunna lie, I want to get married, and not like a courthouse wedding xD
16. I want to see Blink 182 live a million more times before I die. xD And I want to meet Travis Barker and thank him for something he said publicly about my friend who passed away.
17. I always envisioned my death as me taking my own life, but when I'm way older, I'd imagine growing old with someone who passed and I wanted to die before i forget the wonderful life I lived, and I didn't want some painful kidneys failing death. I could make it a magical night, eat my favorite food do my favorite thing, then take my own life remembering what an amazing life I lived, and die happy.
18. I want to stay a night or 5 at an unusual hotel like the Madonna Inn or Beckham Creek Cave Haven
19. I want to learn how to scuba dive, i think. I feel like looking at the ocean is almost romantic, an untouchable place, I just don't want to like, get eaten or drown or anything.
20. I must admit, I'd like to visit like really awesome amusement parks before I'm old and at risk of a heart attack. Lol !
100$ raffle for commissions ~!
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Posted 13 years agoAdoptables.
Posted 13 years ago'sup?
I'm in the process of making some adoptables, it is taking me like an hour to make each one, I'm tying to make them all different and awesome looking...
I'm in some need of cash, and my art sucks too much to ask for commissions, so I am using a base with permission and making some adorable adoptables that will be in need of a good home
c:
Just a heads up .~.
I'm in the process of making some adoptables, it is taking me like an hour to make each one, I'm tying to make them all different and awesome looking...
I'm in some need of cash, and my art sucks too much to ask for commissions, so I am using a base with permission and making some adorable adoptables that will be in need of a good home
c:
Just a heads up .~.
Uncomfortable Meme.
Posted 13 years agoWhat color are your underwear/panties?
Black lace c:
Do they have a design?
Its a flowery lace pattern.
what color are your socks?
I'm barefoot, I hate wearing socks. But when I do they're short colorful and mismatched.
Is there a design on them?
You dumb.
Are you a virgin?
Pssh, no, I'm a nymphomaniac
Happy that way?
Of course! I have many morals about below my belt
What is your favorite sex position?
Uhm, Well I really like that missionary position where your knees are like touching your tits, and the guy isn't like on top of you, hes up right. Mmm omg. XD and I also really like doggy. And of course standing up or anywhere not in a bed (ex: on a table/counter, a couch. Ext) I dunno, I just really like sex.
What is your sexuality/sexual orientation/What the fuck do you consider yourself?
I use to think I was straight, then I thought I was a lesbian, for at the time I didn't really think the male gender was attractive at all, then I just associated myself as bisexual, and just recently I discovered pan sexuality, so I guess I am a pan, because I don't discriminated against gender or gender identity. But I'm with the most loving/awesome guy ever, so it doesn't matter what my sexuality is because I'm not interested in anyone but
Do you look at hentai?
Not at all, that makes me feel awkward.
Real porn?
On occasion, not to like get me all fluffed up, but usually for laughs.
Do you read smutty/porn stories?
I have, but not really in a long time.
Do you read/watch/look at gay porn/hentai/stories?
Furry porn only, but just the art, it doesn't get me all fluffed up, most things don't (unless its real life interaction)
Who was your first kiss with?
This asshole who I dated for 9 months and he cheated on me with my BEST FRIEND. UGGHH~~!!!
Are they of the opposite sex?
Yes.
Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Yes I have. It was okay. I liked the kissing better than the sex xD and the tits, ugh the tits <3
Is there any one of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
LETS SEE... c:
What would you do if you walked in on your partner having sex?
I would probably make a huge crazy scene and beat the shit out of all of those involved, and then I'd be a horrible sobbing wreck. Sounds about right.
Do you have any piercings other than your ears?
ears are stretched, nipples and christina. recently took out my venom bites and industrial. and still have my labret hole
If so, where?
DUDDDEE ^^^
Do you have any tattoos?
I have an ugly ford v8 emblem tattoo on my foot, and my best friends name (who passed) in her hand writing on my ankle
If so, where?
lol. read above.
Have you ever been pregnant/got a girl pregnant?
Never ever.
Ever done any illegal drugs?
Yes.
If so, which ones?
I smoked pot a few times, and I've done MDMA and bk-MDMA
Have you ever cheated on someone?
Yes, I have.
Ever been cheated on?
Yes.
Have you ever been called a whore/slut?
I have, but I don't think it was ever serious.
Do you own any sex toys?
Nope~
Have you ever had a sexual fantasy involving a relative?
0_0 wat. Never, that really grosses me out.
Have you ever masturbated?
WHO HASN'T? come on now
Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself?
Of course!~
Have you ever taken a naked picture of someone else?
Yeah, Hahha. Only just recently.
Are you on any form of birth control(the pill, the patch, etc)?
I use birth control pills. ANDDD on occasion condoms.
Have you ever written/drawn smut/porn?
All of the above c:
Do you swear in front of your parents?
On occasion, I always hesitate right before I do XD
Do they care?
Not at all, he laughs, but ITS MY DAD. LMFAO
Are you uncomfortable yet?
I haven't been, yet.
Are you taking this quiz of your own free will?
Yes?
Black lace c:
Do they have a design?
Its a flowery lace pattern.
what color are your socks?
I'm barefoot, I hate wearing socks. But when I do they're short colorful and mismatched.
Is there a design on them?
You dumb.
Are you a virgin?
Pssh, no, I'm a nymphomaniac
Happy that way?
Of course! I have many morals about below my belt
What is your favorite sex position?
Uhm, Well I really like that missionary position where your knees are like touching your tits, and the guy isn't like on top of you, hes up right. Mmm omg. XD and I also really like doggy. And of course standing up or anywhere not in a bed (ex: on a table/counter, a couch. Ext) I dunno, I just really like sex.
What is your sexuality/sexual orientation/What the fuck do you consider yourself?
I use to think I was straight, then I thought I was a lesbian, for at the time I didn't really think the male gender was attractive at all, then I just associated myself as bisexual, and just recently I discovered pan sexuality, so I guess I am a pan, because I don't discriminated against gender or gender identity. But I'm with the most loving/awesome guy ever, so it doesn't matter what my sexuality is because I'm not interested in anyone but
Do you look at hentai?
Not at all, that makes me feel awkward.
Real porn?
On occasion, not to like get me all fluffed up, but usually for laughs.
Do you read smutty/porn stories?
I have, but not really in a long time.
Do you read/watch/look at gay porn/hentai/stories?
Furry porn only, but just the art, it doesn't get me all fluffed up, most things don't (unless its real life interaction)
Who was your first kiss with?
This asshole who I dated for 9 months and he cheated on me with my BEST FRIEND. UGGHH~~!!!
Are they of the opposite sex?
Yes.
Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Yes I have. It was okay. I liked the kissing better than the sex xD and the tits, ugh the tits <3
Is there any one of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
LETS SEE...
c:What would you do if you walked in on your partner having sex?
I would probably make a huge crazy scene and beat the shit out of all of those involved, and then I'd be a horrible sobbing wreck. Sounds about right.
Do you have any piercings other than your ears?
ears are stretched, nipples and christina. recently took out my venom bites and industrial. and still have my labret hole
If so, where?
DUDDDEE ^^^
Do you have any tattoos?
I have an ugly ford v8 emblem tattoo on my foot, and my best friends name (who passed) in her hand writing on my ankle
If so, where?
lol. read above.
Have you ever been pregnant/got a girl pregnant?
Never ever.
Ever done any illegal drugs?
Yes.
If so, which ones?
I smoked pot a few times, and I've done MDMA and bk-MDMA
Have you ever cheated on someone?
Yes, I have.
Ever been cheated on?
Yes.
Have you ever been called a whore/slut?
I have, but I don't think it was ever serious.
Do you own any sex toys?
Nope~
Have you ever had a sexual fantasy involving a relative?
0_0 wat. Never, that really grosses me out.
Have you ever masturbated?
WHO HASN'T? come on now
Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself?
Of course!~
Have you ever taken a naked picture of someone else?
Yeah, Hahha. Only just recently.
Are you on any form of birth control(the pill, the patch, etc)?
I use birth control pills. ANDDD on occasion condoms.
Have you ever written/drawn smut/porn?
All of the above c:
Do you swear in front of your parents?
On occasion, I always hesitate right before I do XD
Do they care?
Not at all, he laughs, but ITS MY DAD. LMFAO
Are you uncomfortable yet?
I haven't been, yet.
Are you taking this quiz of your own free will?
Yes?
That moment of terror..
Posted 13 years agowhen you realize you haven't seen you fursuit head anywhere, and frantically dig into your closet to find your dad had shoved it in a box and put a 50 pound bag of trash on top of it for 2 months,
completely smooshed and one of her ears is ripped of.
I'm going to cry. maybe.
completely smooshed and one of her ears is ripped of.
I'm going to cry. maybe.
:c
Posted 13 years agoI am unhappy.
Anyone wanna help me
Posted 13 years agopay for me to go to the dentist to get like 6 fillings?
no...
yeah I didn't think so either.
*rips at teeth*
I can't eat anything :c
no...
yeah I didn't think so either.
*rips at teeth*
I can't eat anything :c
Meme... about me, I guess.
Posted 13 years ago1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
Actually nobody knows what to call me! Buttt, I go by Fiona
2. How tall are you?
5'1''
3. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Dark Brown
3. What about eye color?
Hazel
4. What orientation are you?
Bismexual
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
I'm madly in love, fuck off. c:
6. What do you do in your spare time?
Read, Draw, Text, Complain, Sex.
7. What's your job?
I am jobless.
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
My ability to make almost everybody laugh. I mean come on, some people I just can't budge! No sense of humor is a buzz kill.
9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
I have a really hard time telling anybody "no", and when I do I let them walk all over me because it was hard enough for me to say it the first time.
10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
I am really quiet, and appear stand-offish, but I just have horrible social anxiety! Talking to people scares the literal poop out of me!
Good! Hold on, yer coming up on some deeper questions now... ready?
11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
My own self. I do tease the idea of pastafarian.... Arrrr
12. Do you drink?
I drink to survive! Not alcohol though, I can do without
13. Do you smoke?
Almost never, certain occasions I have.
14. What are your fears?
The loud sound wind makes when is crashes against a house or window you know, that howl/whistle. Dark Murky water, abandonment. The unknown (you know, like "OMG IS THIS SPIDER/SNAKE I JUST CAME ACROSS VENOMOUS" "Where am I going to go, how will I survive, how will I afford this?"
15. What are your dreams/goals?
I'm thinking about going to fakir, and become a professional piercer. I want to be able to live with my man without serious complication (money/illness) I can handle everything else. I want more piercings and tattoos (please&thankyou)
16.Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Haven't we all? I'm hoping this one will last, and I won't have to worry about that anymore.
Almost done!!! Time for some lighter topics now :D
17. Who's your best bud?
All except are non-furry and for privacy reasons they shall be left unnamed (aka I have no friends)
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Some penis, because afterward a nice meal usually presents itself. lulz.
19. Favorite drink?
Citrus flavored sodas. Or raspberry tea.
20. Favorite color?
Yellow, Green, Purple
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Teleportation.
22. Favorite movie?
The adventures of Milo and Otis, 4lyfe broski
23. Least favorite food?
Seafood. XP
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Giant Stuffed Shells with marinara, cheesy garlic bread, a bottle of raspberry Mikes Hard and banana cream pie. nao please.
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
I WISH I could drive a mustang boss 429, Orrr a 1970 Buick Skylark
Last 5 questions. You're in the homestretch, come on, you can make it! Lets see what gets under your skin.
26. Most disliked bug?
Anything that flys in my mouth/hair/eyeball, or sneaks up on me by surprise, other than that I'm cool with creepycrawlies
27. Most hated pet peeves?
Flush the damn toilet
28. Dislike in life?
"People who want to shove their opinions and ideals down your throat."
29. Most annoying?
Nobody takes me seriously. I'm intelligent, strong, and know what I want in life, deal with it.
30. Mot disliked TV show?
Anything that lowers your IQ by just watching it, most of the MTV series, Jersey Shore, that kind of thing.
Actually nobody knows what to call me! Buttt, I go by Fiona
2. How tall are you?
5'1''
3. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Dark Brown
3. What about eye color?
Hazel
4. What orientation are you?
Bismexual
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
I'm madly in love, fuck off. c:
6. What do you do in your spare time?
Read, Draw, Text, Complain, Sex.
7. What's your job?
I am jobless.
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
My ability to make almost everybody laugh. I mean come on, some people I just can't budge! No sense of humor is a buzz kill.
9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
I have a really hard time telling anybody "no", and when I do I let them walk all over me because it was hard enough for me to say it the first time.
10. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
I am really quiet, and appear stand-offish, but I just have horrible social anxiety! Talking to people scares the literal poop out of me!
Good! Hold on, yer coming up on some deeper questions now... ready?
11. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?)
My own self. I do tease the idea of pastafarian.... Arrrr
12. Do you drink?
I drink to survive! Not alcohol though, I can do without
13. Do you smoke?
Almost never, certain occasions I have.
14. What are your fears?
The loud sound wind makes when is crashes against a house or window you know, that howl/whistle. Dark Murky water, abandonment. The unknown (you know, like "OMG IS THIS SPIDER/SNAKE I JUST CAME ACROSS VENOMOUS" "Where am I going to go, how will I survive, how will I afford this?"
15. What are your dreams/goals?
I'm thinking about going to fakir, and become a professional piercer. I want to be able to live with my man without serious complication (money/illness) I can handle everything else. I want more piercings and tattoos (please&thankyou)
16.Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Haven't we all? I'm hoping this one will last, and I won't have to worry about that anymore.
Almost done!!! Time for some lighter topics now :D
17. Who's your best bud?
All except
are non-furry and for privacy reasons they shall be left unnamed (aka I have no friends)18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
Some penis, because afterward a nice meal usually presents itself. lulz.
19. Favorite drink?
Citrus flavored sodas. Or raspberry tea.
20. Favorite color?
Yellow, Green, Purple
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Teleportation.
22. Favorite movie?
The adventures of Milo and Otis, 4lyfe broski
23. Least favorite food?
Seafood. XP
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
Giant Stuffed Shells with marinara, cheesy garlic bread, a bottle of raspberry Mikes Hard and banana cream pie. nao please.
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
I WISH I could drive a mustang boss 429, Orrr a 1970 Buick Skylark
Last 5 questions. You're in the homestretch, come on, you can make it! Lets see what gets under your skin.
26. Most disliked bug?
Anything that flys in my mouth/hair/eyeball, or sneaks up on me by surprise, other than that I'm cool with creepycrawlies
27. Most hated pet peeves?
Flush the damn toilet
28. Dislike in life?
"People who want to shove their opinions and ideals down your throat."
29. Most annoying?
Nobody takes me seriously. I'm intelligent, strong, and know what I want in life, deal with it.
30. Mot disliked TV show?
Anything that lowers your IQ by just watching it, most of the MTV series, Jersey Shore, that kind of thing.
Kony 2012.
Posted 13 years agoMOVING
Posted 14 years agoBack to Massachusetts.
in one month.
/excite.
in one month.
/excite.
CONFESSIONS... OooOoOOo
Posted 14 years agoConfession 1: Your biggest fear.
Abandonment.
Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
O_O overly-sexual people.
Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
Blue Waffle.
Confession 4: Best dream.
c: /cheesy
Confession 5: Favorite memory.
I'm not sharing my happiness with you :P those are mine to cherish.
Confession 6: Worst experience.
O_o Pap smear D,:
Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
... People who speak with bad grammar.
Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
What am I NOT paranoid about? ... though one of the things though would be strange sounds when I'm alone/in the dark
Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
"Damn this girl is sexy... And talks about poop, I'm in love." bahaha.
Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
Do what your heart desires, ya never know when you might not be able to
Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
My daily 5 hour long headaches.
Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
Build a rat-rod
Confession 13: Biggest regret.
Leaving Massachusetts a month ago.
Confession 14: Hidden talent.
I don't know, its still hiding.
Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
I have a different way of seeing things, and my over analytical-ness keeps me entertained for hours.
Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
Be happier, I complain way too much... Especially to those I care about most, so I should focus on appreciating them and not dwell on myself.
Confession 15: Worst habit.
My willingness to please anyone
Confession 16: Most important person in your life at the moment.
Person? Singular?, but that's not to say other people in my life aren't important, I treasure anyone willing to put up with me right now
Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
The ones I don't have, probably to be better with art/my crafts, or some kind of musical talent.
Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
About how cute/sexy/beautiful I am, or how funny, compassionate, understanding and amazing I am? I have some awesome friends who know how to make muh day c:
Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
I could talk about how I have little hope for humanity, but honestly. I don't even care. As my future-corpse-husband George Carlin would say,
"The planet will think of something. What would you do if you were the planet? How would you defend yourself against this troublesome, pesky species? Let's see... Viruses. Viruses might be good. They seem vulnerable to viruses. And, uh...viruses are tricky, always mutating and forming new strains whenever a vaccine is developed. Perhaps, this first virus could be one that compromises the immune system of these creatures. Perhaps a human immunodeficiency virus, making them vulnerable to all sorts of other diseases and infections that might come along. And maybe it could be spread sexually, making them a little reluctant to engage in the act of reproduction."
Confession 22: Something that makes you cry?
Being a disappointment to those around me, not being good enough, you know, typical pity-party-girl things.
Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
Everything. I find humor in everything, even dead babies, because I'm a sick-fuck.
Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
I'm not materialistic at all... But uh, the Zombie Survival guide is my bible... Hmm. My birth control pills too c: iPhone for everything-purposes. (Texting, Internet, Pictures, Music, Games)
Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Country Music.
Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
Making fursuits I guess.
Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
Live my life to the fullest, and move the fuck outta here.
Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
MYSELF. HURHURUHR.
Confession 29: A random confession.
I hate being alone.
Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
Random, crazy, fun, loving.
Abandonment.
Confession 2: Worst Nightmare.
O_O overly-sexual people.
Confession 3: Something you wish you could forget.
Blue Waffle.
Confession 4: Best dream.
c: /cheesyConfession 5: Favorite memory.
I'm not sharing my happiness with you :P those are mine to cherish.
Confession 6: Worst experience.
O_o Pap smear D,:
Confession 7: Biggest pet peeve.
... People who speak with bad grammar.
Confession 8: Something you're paranoid about.
What am I NOT paranoid about? ... though one of the things though would be strange sounds when I'm alone/in the dark
Confession 9: What you thought of your current best friend when you met them.
"Damn this girl is sexy... And talks about poop, I'm in love." bahaha.
Confession 10: Your strongest principle/belief.
Do what your heart desires, ya never know when you might not be able to
Confession 11: What annoys you the most.
My daily 5 hour long headaches.
Confession 12: Something you want to do before you die.
Build a rat-rod
Confession 13: Biggest regret.
Leaving Massachusetts a month ago.
Confession 14: Hidden talent.
I don't know, its still hiding.
Confession 15: Favorite thing about yourself.
I have a different way of seeing things, and my over analytical-ness keeps me entertained for hours.
Confession 16: One thing you would change about yourself if you could.
Be happier, I complain way too much... Especially to those I care about most, so I should focus on appreciating them and not dwell on myself.
Confession 15: Worst habit.
My willingness to please anyone
Confession 16: Most important person in your life at the moment.
Person? Singular?
, but that's not to say other people in my life aren't important, I treasure anyone willing to put up with me right now Confession 19: A skill you wish you had.
The ones I don't have, probably to be better with art/my crafts, or some kind of musical talent.
Confession 20: Biggest compliment you've ever received.
About how cute/sexy/beautiful I am, or how funny, compassionate, understanding and amazing I am? I have some awesome friends who know how to make muh day c:
Confession 21: What you hate most about society.
I could talk about how I have little hope for humanity, but honestly. I don't even care. As my future-corpse-husband George Carlin would say,
"The planet will think of something. What would you do if you were the planet? How would you defend yourself against this troublesome, pesky species? Let's see... Viruses. Viruses might be good. They seem vulnerable to viruses. And, uh...viruses are tricky, always mutating and forming new strains whenever a vaccine is developed. Perhaps, this first virus could be one that compromises the immune system of these creatures. Perhaps a human immunodeficiency virus, making them vulnerable to all sorts of other diseases and infections that might come along. And maybe it could be spread sexually, making them a little reluctant to engage in the act of reproduction."
Confession 22: Something that makes you cry?
Being a disappointment to those around me, not being good enough, you know, typical pity-party-girl things.
Confession 23: Something that makes you laugh.
Everything. I find humor in everything, even dead babies, because I'm a sick-fuck.
Confession 24: Most treasured possession.
I'm not materialistic at all... But uh, the Zombie Survival guide is my bible... Hmm. My birth control pills too c: iPhone for everything-purposes. (Texting, Internet, Pictures, Music, Games)
Confession 25: Something no-one expected you to like.
Country Music.
Confession 26: Strangest hobby.
Making fursuits I guess.
Confession 27: Biggest ambition.
Live my life to the fullest, and move the fuck outta here.
Confession 28: Something stupid you used to believe in when you were younger.
MYSELF. HURHURUHR.
Confession 29: A random confession.
I hate being alone.
Confession 30: A few words to, honestly, describe yourself.
Random, crazy, fun, loving.
Dumps
Posted 14 years agoI'm in them.
I'm fucking miserable.
:-I
I'm fucking miserable.
:-I
Skype?
Posted 14 years agoPeople should add me, and talk to me. I'm lonely
Fionapriceharrington
Fionapriceharrington
Whoa, what?
Posted 14 years agoI've only had this account for like 4 months and I just hit 2000 page views!
:D
cool.
<3
:D
cool.
<3
Sleep?
Posted 14 years agoNope.
Ben and Jerry's though
Ben and Jerry's though
Writing, dump my thoughts and feelings here.
Posted 14 years agoMy heart pounds as I walk down the isle of the plane, looking left to right, holding my bag so I don't smash into others whom are putting there bags and coats into the over-head compartments, I take a deep breath before sliding myself into my seat by the window. I put my bag at my feet and stare at Boston's horizon out the oval shaped dirty plane window thinking to myself "What am I doing? Why am I on this plane? Why am I going to California?" I swallow my regret down for I know there is no other option but to leave what and who I love behind. I put some music to calm my nerves, I try to zone out... I continue staring out the window then I'm jolted forward, the plane is heading to the run way... My heart pounds faster, my mind "Let me out! No, I can't be on here!" I watch in a panic as my plane gets ready to take me far from Massachusetts, panic sets in, I fidget in my seat as my plane jets down the runway, I hear the roar of the plane, we lift off, I crane my head and watch Boston leave my sight as we head up into the foggy clouds... No turning back now... Will I ever see this horizon again?...
Sitting here... Brooklyn, New York on my laptop at a bench waiting for my food to be delivered to me, as I look to my right, a giant wall of windows, I watch the traffic of planes, landing, taking off, parking, loading, I will sit here watching these planes come and go as I sit here alone missing him, wondering when I'll return to him, and see him next. If 3 hours hurts this bad, how bad will a week hurt? a month? 6 months? a year? Is returning realistic? Is this love and hope a waste or will the pain and heartache be worth this? Is there any choice to loving someone? To choose not to? ... Where the fuck is my food?... I hope he's okay. I wonder if he is thinking about me, I wonder if he has the same fears and thoughts as I do. I hope that if we both hold on this will work out. I not only want it to work out but NEED it to.
fidgets with here iTunes, turning it up to drowned out the sound of last calls for planes, the smell of french fries in the air makes my stomach growl. I haven't eaten a lot the past few days, I haven't slept a whole lot the past few days. California: There is nothing out there for me, my dad, who is too preoccupied with himself to acknowledge me, I'm sure they're will be a lot of late-night drives testing myself, driving as far east as I can before I turn around, teasing myself with the idea of coming back, lots of sitting at home doing nothing because I'm poor, neglecting myself, my health, or will there be change? Will I be able to find a job when I return to the city of trees? Will I be able to save enough money to move back to Massachusetts and be able to support myself until I get a job and start my life as an adult? So many questions, and fears that only the future can tell.
Okay. I'm done writing... I guess this is a little vent/dump for my thoughts. I have so much going on I need to put them somewhere, so I thought, why not on a website in which almost no one will read this.
Bleh.
:c
Sitting here... Brooklyn, New York on my laptop at a bench waiting for my food to be delivered to me, as I look to my right, a giant wall of windows, I watch the traffic of planes, landing, taking off, parking, loading, I will sit here watching these planes come and go as I sit here alone missing him, wondering when I'll return to him, and see him next. If 3 hours hurts this bad, how bad will a week hurt? a month? 6 months? a year? Is returning realistic? Is this love and hope a waste or will the pain and heartache be worth this? Is there any choice to loving someone? To choose not to? ... Where the fuck is my food?... I hope he's okay. I wonder if he is thinking about me, I wonder if he has the same fears and thoughts as I do. I hope that if we both hold on this will work out. I not only want it to work out but NEED it to.
fidgets with here iTunes, turning it up to drowned out the sound of last calls for planes, the smell of french fries in the air makes my stomach growl. I haven't eaten a lot the past few days, I haven't slept a whole lot the past few days. California: There is nothing out there for me, my dad, who is too preoccupied with himself to acknowledge me, I'm sure they're will be a lot of late-night drives testing myself, driving as far east as I can before I turn around, teasing myself with the idea of coming back, lots of sitting at home doing nothing because I'm poor, neglecting myself, my health, or will there be change? Will I be able to find a job when I return to the city of trees? Will I be able to save enough money to move back to Massachusetts and be able to support myself until I get a job and start my life as an adult? So many questions, and fears that only the future can tell.
Okay. I'm done writing... I guess this is a little vent/dump for my thoughts. I have so much going on I need to put them somewhere, so I thought, why not on a website in which almost no one will read this.
Bleh.
:c
BLEH.
Posted 14 years agoSo I am heading back to California sooner than planned, I'll be getting in pretty much exactly at 12am on new years day,
I finally left 's house after like 3 weeks and I seriously miss him. I am currently staying with my brother, who works 10am-6pm, so I'll be alone like all day. Lame.
I want some Chunky Monkey and some Gummy Bears right now.
I finally left
's house after like 3 weeks and I seriously miss him. I am currently staying with my brother, who works 10am-6pm, so I'll be alone like all day. Lame.I want some Chunky Monkey and some Gummy Bears right now.
HURHUR. MEME+JOURNAL SPAM
Posted 14 years agoALL | ABOUT | ME
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- Name: Citrus/Fiona
- Single or taken: I have no idea. LOL.
- Sex: FEMALE :D
- Birthday: December 19
- Sign: Sagittarius
- Hair color: Haha, I have no idea. Brown/red/black/blonde
- Eye color: Green?
- Height: 5'1 1/2 ;P
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: BISMEXUAL
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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: tresemme color protection ;P
- What are you listening to right now?: SHUT UP - Blink 182
- Who is the last person that called you?: Daddy dearest.
- How many buddies are online right now?: I don't have friends.
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F A V O R I T E S
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- Animal: I have to choose?!
- Color: Purple
- Drink: raspberry iced tea
- Element: Earth.
- Food: pasta, nomnom
- Game: Elder Scrolls ;P all of 'em
- Movie: 28 days/weeks later :P
- Song: WHERES THE BLOODY KNIFE PARTY?! Haha... just kidding, I don't have one.
- Subjects in school: School, HA.
- T.V: Supernatural ;P
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath? Yes, haha.
- Smoked?: Yeah
- Bungee jumped?: no
- Made yourself throw up?: I've tried, but it doesn't work, I just dry heave.
- Skinny dipped?: yes
- Ever been in love?: yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes x3
- Pictured your crush naked?: Hahahaha. no comment
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes x3
- Cried when someone died?: Of course.
- Lied: Come on now, who hasent?
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yeah.
- Used someone?: I'm a manipulative bitch, I know.
- Done something you regret?: Nah man.
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Levis Jeans, Zac Brown Band tee shirt, mitch match matched socks.
- Desktop picture: Its a galaxy.
- CD in player: HA
- DVD in player: HA
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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched:
- Hugged:
- You kissed: x3
- Talk to online:
- You sexed it up with: NOT THAT THIS IS APPROPRIATE BUT
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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: Yes
- Open-minded?: Yes
- Arrogant?: Yes
- Insecure?: Yes
- Random?: Yes
- Hungry?: No
- Smart?: Yes
- Moody?: Yes
- Organized?: Yes
- Shy?: Yes
- Difficult?: Yes
- Bored easily?: Yes
- Entertained easily?: Yes
- Obsessed?: No
- Lazy?: Yes
- Angry?: Yes
- Happy?: Yes
- Hyper?: Yes
- Trusting?: No
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning I: Go to bed.
- Love is: Exciting, painful, amazing, complicated, indescribable
- I dream about: Death, gore, pain, suffering, sadness.
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Shoes. lmao
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Hahahaha.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Nope
- Wish you were younger?: Not at all
- Cry because someone said something to you?: I'm a baby, leave me alone.
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Too many times
- Of Cd's I own: I don't keep track
- Of scars on my body: I don't keep track
- Of bones I've broken: None.
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- Name: Citrus/Fiona
- Single or taken: I have no idea. LOL.
- Sex: FEMALE :D
- Birthday: December 19
- Sign: Sagittarius
- Hair color: Haha, I have no idea. Brown/red/black/blonde
- Eye color: Green?
- Height: 5'1 1/2 ;P
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: BISMEXUAL
____________________________________________________________________________
S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: tresemme color protection ;P
- What are you listening to right now?: SHUT UP - Blink 182
- Who is the last person that called you?: Daddy dearest.
- How many buddies are online right now?: I don't have friends.
____________________________________________________________________________
F A V O R I T E S
____________________________________________________________________________
- Animal: I have to choose?!
- Color: Purple
- Drink: raspberry iced tea
- Element: Earth.
- Food: pasta, nomnom
- Game: Elder Scrolls ;P all of 'em
- Movie: 28 days/weeks later :P
- Song: WHERES THE BLOODY KNIFE PARTY?! Haha... just kidding, I don't have one.
- Subjects in school: School, HA.
- T.V: Supernatural ;P
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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
____________________________________________________________________________
- Given anyone a bath? Yes, haha.
- Smoked?: Yeah
- Bungee jumped?: no
- Made yourself throw up?: I've tried, but it doesn't work, I just dry heave.
- Skinny dipped?: yes
- Ever been in love?: yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yes x3
- Pictured your crush naked?: Hahahaha. no comment
- Actually seen your crush naked?: Yes x3
- Cried when someone died?: Of course.
- Lied: Come on now, who hasent?
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yeah.
- Used someone?: I'm a manipulative bitch, I know.
- Done something you regret?: Nah man.
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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: Levis Jeans, Zac Brown Band tee shirt, mitch match matched socks.
- Desktop picture: Its a galaxy.
- CD in player: HA
- DVD in player: HA
____________________________________________________________________________
L A S T | P E R S O N
____________________________________________________________________________
- You touched:
- Hugged:
- You kissed:
x3- Talk to online:
- You sexed it up with: NOT THAT THIS IS APPROPRIATE BUT
___________________________________________________________________________
A R E | Y O U
___________________________________________________________________________
- Understanding?: Yes
- Open-minded?: Yes
- Arrogant?: Yes
- Insecure?: Yes
- Random?: Yes
- Hungry?: No
- Smart?: Yes
- Moody?: Yes
- Organized?: Yes
- Shy?: Yes
- Difficult?: Yes
- Bored easily?: Yes
- Entertained easily?: Yes
- Obsessed?: No
- Lazy?: Yes
- Angry?: Yes
- Happy?: Yes
- Hyper?: Yes
- Trusting?: No
___________________________________________________________________________
R A N D O M
___________________________________________________________________________
- In the morning I: Go to bed.
- Love is: Exciting, painful, amazing, complicated, indescribable
- I dream about: Death, gore, pain, suffering, sadness.
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Shoes. lmao
___________________________________________________________________________
D O | Y O U | E V E R
___________________________________________________________________________
- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Hahahaha.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Nope
- Wish you were younger?: Not at all
- Cry because someone said something to you?: I'm a baby, leave me alone.
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: Too many times
- Of Cd's I own: I don't keep track
- Of scars on my body: I don't keep track
- Of bones I've broken: None.
Christmas...
Posted 14 years agohttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sy9_JjLnmZI
:D
(Deck the halls with boughs of holly fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la)
(Tis the season to be jolly fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la)
Outside the carolers start to sing
I can't describe the joy they bring
Cause joy is something they don't bring me
My girlfriend is by my side
From the roof are hanging sickles of ice
Their whiny voices get irritating
It's Christmas time again
So I stand with a dead smile on my face
Wondering how much of my time they'll waste
Oh God I hate these Satan's helpers
And then I guess I must have snapped
Because I grabbed a baseball bat
And made them all run for shelter
It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone.
Well I guess it's not cool to freak on Christmas Eve
Cause the cops came and arrested me
They had an unfair advantage
And even though the jail didn't have a tree
Christmas came a night early
Causes a guy named Bubba unwrapped my package (hot damn)
It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas
I'm so not looking forward the holidays.
its going to be filled with yelling and all that angry jazz.
:D
(Deck the halls with boughs of holly fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la)
(Tis the season to be jolly fa-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la)
Outside the carolers start to sing
I can't describe the joy they bring
Cause joy is something they don't bring me
My girlfriend is by my side
From the roof are hanging sickles of ice
Their whiny voices get irritating
It's Christmas time again
So I stand with a dead smile on my face
Wondering how much of my time they'll waste
Oh God I hate these Satan's helpers
And then I guess I must have snapped
Because I grabbed a baseball bat
And made them all run for shelter
It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone.
Well I guess it's not cool to freak on Christmas Eve
Cause the cops came and arrested me
They had an unfair advantage
And even though the jail didn't have a tree
Christmas came a night early
Causes a guy named Bubba unwrapped my package (hot damn)
It's Christmas time again
It's time to be nice to the people you can't stand all year
I'm growing tired of all this Christmas cheer
You people scare me
Please stay away from my home
If you don't wanna get beat down
Just leave the presents and then leave me alone
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas (please post my bail)
I won't be home
I won't be home for Christmas
I'm so not looking forward the holidays.
its going to be filled with yelling and all that angry jazz.
Its my birthday.
Posted 14 years agoand I am sick.
Well, POOP.
EDIT: at least I get to spend it with
Well, POOP.
EDIT: at least I get to spend it with
Whats that smell?
Posted 14 years ago's smelly ass.c:
Posted 14 years agoRegarding... Everything!
Posted 14 years agoSo, I know a lot of people recently watched me, most likely because of my Citrus fursuit head. I just thought I'd let you guys know that I'm not going to be finishing her up until January. (and by that I mean no fursuit work until then !) I'm currently in Massachusetts (Fursuiting stuff lives at my home in California) and I'm out here visiting friends family and working for some extra $$ So I have no time to really even work on and fursuits.
Regarding people interested in commissioning me~ I'll be taking commissions after the Citrus suit is done, taking a suit at a time! I'll have a waiting list, so you can be in line, but I don't want to stress myself out by making too many at once, (Especially considering I've only just started making suits.) Price wise I'll be making them ridiculously cheap (400$ for a full approx. 200-250$ for partial and 150$ for heads) Although all of my family is actually upset that I'm not charging more for my many hours of work, I AM new, so I feel like I need to get my foot in the door a bit, then I may charge more later on.
Oh also, I cut my hair ridiculously short a few days ago, I have a Chelsea 'Hawk, EEEEY <3
Regarding people interested in commissioning me~ I'll be taking commissions after the Citrus suit is done, taking a suit at a time! I'll have a waiting list, so you can be in line, but I don't want to stress myself out by making too many at once, (Especially considering I've only just started making suits.) Price wise I'll be making them ridiculously cheap (400$ for a full approx. 200-250$ for partial and 150$ for heads) Although all of my family is actually upset that I'm not charging more for my many hours of work, I AM new, so I feel like I need to get my foot in the door a bit, then I may charge more later on.
Oh also, I cut my hair ridiculously short a few days ago, I have a Chelsea 'Hawk, EEEEY <3
