so yeah i am still here, i just been busy with life and stuff. birthday is this month so yay but just a quick update to let you know that i am still here still alive and stuff like that

so today is october 28th which means its my birthday, and i turned 30 yay

so yeah i am still here, still alive. life has been busy as fuck. not going to sugar coat it or beat around the bush, but life is really busy for me know. for those that follow me on twitch, that is why you have not seen me streaming in a while. I been busy, dealing with personal stuff and shit. i am still here

yep, today is my birthday today and that is basically it

https://www.twitch.tv/voltage_sergal final day of the mario kart 8 tournament qualifiers, any donations will help me out and i got some cool tier 1 subs emotes since i am trying to make streaming my full time job, so please take a look and all donations will help out the channel and get some better equipment

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10366055/ going to bump this journal here

well today is my birthday so yay

so my birthday is in 2 days aka october 28th so yeah i am going to be 28 years old



( yes voltage sergal and voltage charizard have tits, just in case if anyone is wondering)

so my birthday is in 12 days so exciting , so if you want to make some birthday art for me go ahead you have full permission to use my characters but if not a simple happy birthday will do in 12 days

so the tittle says it all. and i will be posting some art that i have commissioned soon

yep today is my birthday yay

so yeah i am not dead i am just busy. i have not been feeling well at all. i am trans and go with she/her pronouns and yeah just been real slow on uploading arts

i am not dead, i am very much alive, i have not posted anything as of lately since i been busy with work. which going alright but thats for another journal for another time but i want to give a general update on what is coming in the future for my characters so thats what this journal is going to be about so lets get right into

to get this off at the start i will slowly be giving/ transitioning all my male characters female counter parts or changing them into female to reflect my true self

what will this mean for future commission?

this will mean you will see a slow increase in female art and a slow decrease in male related art here

will you be getting rid of any of your male characters?

no, i will not likely be using them as much in the future

what kind of ref do you still need?

a proper ref of alan the rat king
a proper ref of alana the rat queen
a proper ref of luther
a proper ref of voltage sergal ( female version
and the different forms they all have

basically i am still working on it, it takes some time for me to get things rolling and oh yeah outfits and stuff will be coming

first off let me just thank you everyone for the support you have given me on my last journal, it means a lot to me thank you.


i am still shaken up from a incident the happened to me at work, but since its late and i need to grab dinner, i will copy and paste what i have said on twitter


Voltage the level 26 wedge
Voltage_Furry
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Still a bit shaken up from the incident from yesterday. I felt kinda of violated when my fucking coworker did that too me. I was so much in distress for all of my shift. This why I said in my journal on FA, it's a maybe if I am going to transition to a female irl
Voltage the level 26 wedge
Voltage_Furry
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For this exact reason, my fucking coworker violated my space and made me feel so fucking god damn uncomfortable. I want to fucking yell and God damn punch him and yell at him. But in the moment I just froze complete shocked.
Voltage the level 26 wedge
Voltage_Furry
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4m
For those who don't know, when I was in highschool ( before I was transgender) I had a similar experience to this. During a final for my ceramics class, I have this one male classmates put his hand on my leg and kinda of laugh after class thinking it was a joke.
Voltage the level 26 wedge
Voltage_Furry
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4m
I felt so very uncomfortable with that, so I waited and told the teacher on what happened. He got suspended for a couple of days and I was still in shock by that touch.
Voltage the level 26 wedge
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So fast forward to yesterday, this mother fucking god damn fucker, decided it would be nice to put his hand on my back near my right shoulder, rub it a couple of times, then pat me on that back and said " I am only joking/kidding buddy" while he smile and laugh, while
Voltage the level 26 wedge
Voltage_Furry
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4m
I was not God damn laughing, I was uncomfortable with him doing that because he brought up bad god damn memories. Yes I did a CSM and Assistant store manager, because I was not going to let this shit slid with me. It made me uncomfortable and made me feel vulnerable.
Voltage the level 26 wedge
Voltage_Furry
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4m
Yes I am transgender. Yes I am happy with my self. This shithead of a coworker want to make me kill myself because of what he has done. That shit can really affect someone you God damn fucker. Least I have a good support of friends to help me.
Voltage the level 26 wedge
Voltage_Furry
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Voltage_Furry
I just really want to get this off my chest for real

well its been a while since my last journal, but i guess its time to come out for one last time, and for a good reasson too. I always been feeling like something was missing from me. I always have this dream of me wearing a cute dress being cute and female like. on Feb. 12th i announced that i was am non binary which was okay with me for a bit, then i Feb. 19 i announced i was genderfluid which was fantastic for me, but after a while i felt that something was off something was missing from my life. Today i am proud to announced, that i am transgender. what dose that mean for my characters and me well my dear lovely readers i will answer some of those question.


Q: will you be transitioning from male to female irl?

A: that is up in the for me right now so its a maybe or maybe not


Q: will you be making all your characters female to match your real self?

A: no, all my characters will have female version of them self so i will both have male and female version of my characters

Q: what are your new pronouns?

A: my new pronouns will she/her

Q: will you be mad if i call you the wrong pronouns?

A: not really

hello everyone, i have big news to share with you. last week i announced that i was non binary, but over the course of the following days, i have started to have second thoughts. i always like the she/her pronouns along with he/him pronouns. so i am going to just put it out
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Voltage the level 26 wedge
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i am a genderfluid fur. now before you go unfollowing me and hating me. let me just say that i always like to be called beautiful and gorgeous which is weird coming from me. because my NB announcement tweet, i said i did not feel male or female.
Voltage the level 26 wedge
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well i had time to think and have friends say a sentence with the she/her pronouns and i kind of like being called a she, it feels nice but i like to be called he some of the times.
Voltage the level 26 wedge
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so with the help of some of my friends, we discover that i am genderfluid. so it took me a while to build up the courage and tell everyone that follow me i am a genderfluid fur.

Okay. The big thing I wanted to tell you all is that I am coming out of the closet as non binary male. Before you unfollow me because of this. Let me give you all what's going on. I know for a fact Identity as a male and will always be a male but in my mind I don't feel like a
Male. I mean i don't believe I was born in the wrong body. It just that I don't look very masculine or feminine and same goes for my voice, I don't really sound very masculine or feminine. I am just me, just me nothing else. I talk with some friends of mine they decided to try some Different pronouns and the one that stuck with me is them/they. I like those pronouns so today I am happy to announce that I am non binary male and I am proud of it. I AM A NON BINARY MALE AND I AM PROUD OF IT

happy birthday to me 26 years old

I ask this because I have an idea for a birthday pic

yeah so my birthday is 13 days away yay

so far going to be 26 that means character age updates


alan the rat king will be 26
rey roo will be 25
voltage will be 24
luther will be 23
alana will be 22

first off, i am not dead i am still much alive. i have decided not to move to FurryLifeOnline because of stuff mainly me not having enough time to copy and past every single description for all my arts.

second, my birthday is this month oct 28th if you want you can draw any of my characters but if not, just wish me a happy birthday that is all

third, I been slowly dealing with some things on the side regarding a refund from an artist, i am planing on doing an artist beware on them but like i said i been mostly tired from work and mostly just tired of dealing customers nasty attitudes so yeah thats going to take some time

and finally, i working on a project from  The_Character_Consultancy which is going to take a some time to finished, because of what i mention above and me not feeling well over the last couple of weeks, so i hope you will stay tuned for that

hello everyone,

this is just me saying that i will be slowly moving my gallery to FurryLifeonline or FLO so if i have commissoned you please send me a note, with links to said commission. since i lost most if not all my commissioned art on my old laptop, but will still be active here ( just copy and pasting the description and tittle of all my commissioned art, so if you want to follow me here is my link https://furrylife.online/profile/14.....ansoftbelly90/

and my twitter

https://twitter.com/alansoftbelly

is their any artist that i have comissioned in the past, for art, that i did not upload, i want to upload them. Due to my messy way of organzing things, i cant tell if i upload the pic or not. please send me a note with what i have commission from you so i can organized it better

i posted this on twitter but I will share it here

This is not cannon to lore and story of my characters. I really want a pic of Alan the rat king macro preparing to stomp on something with the view point looking up from the ground showing the rat king paws

so yeah it is a silly idea but its my silly idea

I want to make journal to thank all the thousands of service members that risk their lives protecting this country. Thank you for your service and remember if you see anyone dressed up in uniform today be sure to thank for their service