Hey guys, I know it's been a long time since I last talked to any of you, but I wanted to let you know what I've been going through lately. You see, I have severe depression and I had suicidal thoughts, so I'm taking medication and going to therapy to seek help for the problem. Now, even though I take medication, I have yet to go to therapy as I didn't have an appointment yet, but be rest assured that I will go to therapy.

Alright, so, I've been hiding the the fact that I suffer from depression, well, to most of you, and only a few of you already know of it. But, I digress, onto the subject at hand. I come from a very loving family, yet I have no friends whatsoever. And I have the nagging fear that if I tell my family that I'm gay, I'd lose their love and support, and without it, I wouldn't be alive. I wish I had friends outside of the internet that would love and support me, but I get really nervous when it comes to meeting other people outside of the internet, though I know it would be better for me, and it doesn't help that my dad kinda scrutinizes every potential friend that I would make, even though I'm 24.

This is still going to be my main account, but i have a Weasyl account too. If you guys were wondering what it is, here it is, http://www.weasyl.com/profile/davidwindlow

This is a notice to all of my followers. I'm posting some art that I like from FA onto my Tumblr, giving credit where it's due, but if I somehow not gave the correct credit where it should be, please, let me know and I shall fix it, even if it take me a long time. my Tumblr is http://davidwindlow.tumblr.com/

Hey guys, sorry for the long delay between postings. But here I am once again, and in need of help. I need actors, actresses, writers (I'll be a part of the writing team), and editors. For what you ask? Well, I have so much creativity, and an idea in my head. A heroic adventure in Second Life. I need editors to take out the death poseballs that are in the game, wait, no, maybe I don't need editors. Maybe if all of the actors and actresses have death animations, yes, that's it, death animations, that'd make it easier on me. Oh, and I need someone to help me figure out what program I should use to record all of the actors and actresses voices through Skype and how to put them into the movie, because without that help, the movie would be a huge flop, and I don't want that to happen. so please if you could, email me if you are wanting to help out in this movie, and I'll make sure that the credit goes to the correct people. My email is alexanderthebloodbathjohnson[at]yahoo.com

Thanks to those that are patiently waiting, I have a new surprise. One of my friends on Second Life is a really good furry artist and I got some art already queued up from him. But sadly, his tablet is broken, so all artwork is halted for now. What I was planning on doing was have him finish the artwork once he gets a new tablet, have him send the pictures to me via e-mail, and then I'll post the artwork up here, all credits to him of course. Oh, and as for what the artwork is going to be, that's going to be a surprise.

I'll keep you updated.

Love, Alexander Johnson aka davidwindlow1 Resident on Second Life.

I found a sim on Second Life that got me to thinking. Isn't there a person that you barely know yet you love so much that you want to spend time with them before they die? Well, I've been pondering, why not spend every day with them, cause you don't know when they'll die, like my real life brother, sure I knew him almost my entire life, yet I didn't spend very much time with him and I'm regretting it even today. So please, do this for the person that you're following right now, no, for yourself and the person that you barely know yet love so much. Spend time with them like it's the last day in your life.

Love from the always horny woltah, David Windlow.

I have made a facebook profile for my furry side. it's http://www.facebook.com/alexanderth.....oodbathjohnson

Okay, just to tell you guys, my cat, Maggie, died this morning. I loved her very much and it tore me up when she died. She was 18 years old when she died, but she was loved very much.

I think all of you are going to like these videos that I have recorded from JTV. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1af5etyb-TE http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EaFul1MLmWU http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qhUv_yclYNs

God, I was wanting to Anthrocon so badly, yet due to my house being sold, money problems and and a splitting of my family, I couldn't go. Now I have a severe case of depression which will take weeks to get rid of. How come every time I'm looking foward to Anthrocon there is something in my path? Shit, now I'm crying.

Alright, so right now I'm getting bored with the fighting games I currentle have in my possession. So I was wondering, if any of you guys have any Playstation 2 fighting games that they don't want anymore, please contact me through e-mail. alexanderthebloodbathjohnson[at]yahoo.com

Well, I have had yahoo for quite a while now, and I was wondering if you guys would Private Message me your e-mails so I would have fellow furries to talk to and send funny stuff to. I might not be on Yahoo a lot, but I'll try. I also have Yahoo IM. Or you could e-mail me at alexanderthebloodbathjohnson[at]yahoo.com

I have Twitter, follow me! http://twitter.com/davidwindlow

I can't remember the people that I'm watching that make music, the only one that I remember is DJ Anthro. So guys, help me out and tell me if you're one the people I'm watching that makes music. Thank you.

Oh my god, you guys have to watch this. xD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tjak__s77Fg

Alright, so if you guys haven't heard, there's a blind guy on American Idol, and he has an amazing voice, in fact, everytime I hear him sing, I cry. Another thing, all of his songs that he sings is really heart-felt, so you can't help to fall into a trance while he's singing. And it also goes to show, that no matter what, even if you're blind, or deaf, this is nothing that can stop you from realizing your dream.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rhHjPDFzWM

Okay, as you can tell, I haven't been working on my fursona's story lately, but that's because I've been very busy at a place that is training me to prepare for my work life, life of my own, and then after that I'm going to go to Great Oaks, where I'm going to get training to become a hotel manager, which, if I pass, I would want to be in one of the hotels that are always used in Ohio for fur cons, that is my dream, and like Henry David Thoreau said, "I have learned, that if one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and the endeavors to live the life he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours."

Oh my god, the day I have long awaited for! The last day at my high school. I wish you guys were here at this moment because we are having a full-blown party! I hope you out there get as much excited as I am at this moment.

I was suprised at these videos, take a look at them and tell me what you think.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThObaKJPRlo
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0QvCAvOZHzs
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOeWz2k4tTI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K15JqbQmt8k
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMiTl7OY7n4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=deRF9oEbRso

Ok, well, I'm currently working on my fursona's story and so far, I'm impressing myself, for this is going to be the very first story that I'm working on, and I'm planning on finishing it, unlike the other story that I was working on and never got around to finishing it, plus, it was years ago since I started that story, plus the characters in it, who by the way are from Christian Forums in the rpg section in a thread called Hidden Embers have moved on.

I will keep you updated on my fursona's story.

Chris Prichard aka Alexander Johnson

Argh, well, today I'm bored. There's nothing to do, so I trying to find stuff to entertain me to beat the living daylights out of my boredom.

Ok, I think it's time for a little taste of what I call a rant.

You know what pisses me off, people who say that they'll get whatever the fuck they are supposed to be doing later and they don't fucking do it like they say they would! "Oh Alexander, why do you have to be such a bitch about something that someone said that they would do?" Simple, I expect them to do what they are asked to do and don't gripe about it! Oh, and another thing, I just had it up to the shit-filled moon about people making gay jokes at my school, the kind that offends me (being a closet homosexual yet have yet to tell my parents) and any other kind-hearted gay person at my school. I mean, come on, what if all of the gay people at my school started to make jokes that would offend straight people! So this is my message to those shit-filled heads. Don't you ever make another gay joke unless you want to be bent over a chair and have a spiked dildo shoved up your ass until your eyes start to bleed!

Sorry about that guys, but I had to get it off of my chest because if I said I was gay at school people would fucking ridacule me for being gay and talk about me behind my back.

Ok everybody, just a head's up, it's my birthday today and I just turned 19 at 2:42 am this morning. So, I'll be around here if you want to talk to me, because there's nothing that I'm doing at the moment.

Ok, I have to tell you something, since I can't draw to save my life (I'm horrible at drawing) I've sent a request to someone to draw my Furcadia character, since I have no picture that would fit him perfectly, except for one picture but it's too large to put on my character's website. On a diffrent note, I already told my parents about the incident when I was 5 before I headed out the door to go to school. Oh, and have you read the Redwall series by Brian Jacques? There's about 20 to 22 books in the Redwall series, so if you can't read fast, which I can, it'll take a long while for you to read it, but it's worth the wait.
Christopher Kyle Prichard, aka, Alexander Johnson.