Oh yeah, FA is still a thing

18th of October (technically yesterday for me but today for a lot of others) and another year older

30, time to be even more dad.

HEY! My good bud is open for comms!
He's been working and improving on his art rapidly
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11086938
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11086938
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/11086938

Deleted my Twitter/X account
Don't care for the site anymore

Find me on BSky
https://bsky.app/profile/alexiboof.bsky.social
Or on telegram channel
https://t.me/AlexiPosts

October 18
Both my birthday and moving day
Finally getting our home situation sorted by moving house today, looking forward to it but it's just been ongoing for so long
And just so happens to have fallen right on my birthday too
Just gonna have to hold off on anything till tomorrow or maybe next week
Oh well, worth it 🩶

Some good news (from last week that I just didn't post here)
We've been formally confirmed for a new place to live!
Been dealing with the look for one and the worry about being evicted anytime since February
Plan is to move on the 18th which also happens to be my birthday

Things are slowly coming together

So...what's been going on with me since my last journal?

Quick summary of this year

Trip to Japan: Utterly fantastic time, had been looking forward to it and enjoyed it immensely

Got back and on that same day found out me and mum will have to move (at some point that we didn't know when)
Couple days later slipped and cracked a rib. Dealt with that for months
Medical and financial pressures adding up by that point...

Followed up by the near hospitalisation by a migraine in April that felt like it was killing me at work


But that was all stuff from previous Journal's, shit just doesn't stop this year...


June and July went, recovering slowly but steadily...then August hit and I get a case of Mycoplasma, aka Walking Pneumonia (and Rhinovirus too which is the common cold) which put me off work for nearly a month. Literally made me more sick than Covid ever did even though I had that twice

And right as I was getting past it, finally feeling normal again after weeks of being so sick (And surviving on my wonderful $31 of sick leave I had left/accumulated since last problems) I get another migraine, this time being the worst I've ever experienced.
Woke at 2am to a pretty bad headache, 30 minutes later I was violently vomiting and attempting to take my medication i have for these migraine episodes but no luck.
Follow that with an hour and half of repeated vomiting, shower, trying to sleep it off, repeat until it got so severe I had to go to the hospital. I'm fortunate my Mum was already awake at the time to take me to the ER

Thankfully I didn't have to wait long before I was brought to a bed. Given an IV with both fluids (to replace the huge amount I had lost) and medication to try stem the pain plus a steroid painkiller ontop of that. I'm not one to usually complain about pain but this was the worst pain I had ever experienced. It made my cracked rib seem like a mere papercut by comparison

I don't remember much of anything else that day. I just know I was discharged at some point and brought home and slept right through till the afternoon. Yesterday felt pretty good until about mid afternoon where the medication really felt like it was wearing off. It felt like I had hit a brick wall and passed out for a good 10 hours
Only to wake up this morning feeling even worse again, which is most likely to be the lasting remnants of the migraine still going on, they used to last a couple days like this.

Pretty much seems like the preventatives I got haven't worked and I'm going to reach out to my Neurologist again. I cant live with them if they're going to only going to become more like this

Plus Mum and I now know we need to move in the next month...so wonderful, ontop of everything


I've never struggled so much in a year before, I've never been in such a position where I'm begging for help
It feels wrong for me to do. People have given me so much kindness and I have nothing to show except I'm still here, still surviving thanks to such generosity


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paypal.me/AlexiWolf

I've probably forgotten something, probably missed something but I just felt I needed to write things down.

I'm so tired

Few months ago I wrote this journal
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10858093/
And I appreciate everything everyone has done for me

Still the saga won't end, just seen a neurologist (finally I know, this was earliest appointment I could get) and hopefully have some preventatives for the migraines which it seems that this constant pain is a constant migraine. My once episodic migraines seem to have evolved into this constant pain and then the episodes themselves have gotten far worse
Hopefully the preventatives help mitigate them and the CT scan I need to get will clear up more things

It never ends... I'm so tired of this year

It's been a rough time these past two months. Copying what I wrote on other socials over here. I dont have energy to rewrite it all
Things were good...and then...

I hate asking for help but friends have convinced me to ask

Any little bit helps

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paypal.me/AlexiWolf

So I had my trip to Japan in February and literally the day I got back home one of the first things I was told is that we're having to look for a new place to live
Two days later I have a slip and fall while walking to work and cracked a rib which put me out of work for a week
Been recovering since and still in pain till this day
Dealing with the financials of looking for a new place to live with Mum
Financial pressures from that and medical expenses were taking their toll but I was okay for a bit even though I couldn't work as much thanks to my back
Then two weeks ago, near hospitalisation from migraine that felt like it was killing me at work

I almost passed out and was shaking from the pain
And the constant head aches I've had every day for two weeks requiring painkillers all most every day since
I really should have taken an offered ambulance
I really should have gone to hospital
Now having blood tests and an MRI to hopefully diagnose it so even more medical expenses I simply cant afford
I'm tired from endlessly dealing with crap, its been taking its toll on me, mentally, physically, financially

I've said this a lot lately

When it rains it pours

It's fitting to how I've been feeling

Yet another circuit around the sun
Another year older
Old man noodle

That's just it.
Taurs 💜

I always need more of them and definitely need to find more artists to indulge in taurboof

Happ birfday to meeee