Hi,

During my change to Tristanthewolf was difficult, and I didn't go about it as easily as I should've, because I had little to no support

It all changed when I started opening up to people

And from there, I had to be careful with who I speak to online.

Hope everything, makes sense for you guys.

There has, in the process of this change, a lot of connections I have had to discard... and perhaps I have been a bit too cutthroat to some in the past, I know that I have for sure, but as the years have gone on, I have become softer and easier to reason with
However, sometimes some relationships never really work out.

Such is the effect of parasocial relationships 😅
I would like to ask you guys for your patience as I settle into my new writing name and my new existence as Tristanthewolf.

It will take a long time to feel comfortable but it will be worth it.

I won't be discarding AlexNightmurr or anything, but it is finally time for Tristan to come forth, haha

Thanks, everyone.

Hi,

The story has been updated with the little bits I am writing on my Telegram channel day to day

Maybe, new updates will come in the future.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/63333437/

Thanks everyone for waiting for so long :)

More info here:
https://x.com/tristanthewolf5/statu.....96128731103248

I would like to take this time to be grateful for what I have, my friends, my family, my community. I would like to keep making myself happy in the future and keep being a good pup.

I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday filled with smiles laughter and happiness. Awooo!

Hello, everyone.
I wish you all a wonderful Christmas, and thank you so much for a year of support. I will have to keep relaxing, be happy, and smile. It is imperative to do so for everyone around me. But, I don't have to go through things alone. Because family and friends are always there 😊❤️❤️❤️❤️🤗🐺

Awooo!

I'm just so over them.

I like discord I think it's wonderful.

But I really get a lot of comfort out of talking with people online about my life, what I'm doing, hobbies and all that...

It is rare to find friends like these, because I'm very online, and a lot of furries have their own real life and real friends in ... you know... grass and stuff. But I don't have that at all, I just have online stuff.

So, I get a lot more comfort out of chatting over text, but it can be difficult, because a lot of furries fade if we don't connect over something essential like gaming or something, and it can be hard to find what you believe to be the right people, because I am also quite reclusive and keep to myself.

All of this is to say, I'm just glad I have my son.

Hey, you guys.
I'll have to delay my island story to release early next year.

And plus, the story will be around 30-40% larger from what I initially announced.

It has been a really ambitious story, and I haven't released something chunky like this for years, because I was so busy getting my health back on track lol. I know its really ambitious, but it does need time to have a consistent quality all the way through.

It's going to be a huge milestone for me, and I won't have to put crazy efforts like this in again.

#MidgardIsland

Sorry, I haven't talked much lately.

I been cooking and baking.
Making cupcakes today.

Excited, and happy.

See you all soon, in my stories, and all that.

Mwhahahaha! I will not take a break from uploading. But still, it will be deprioritized. Thank you, everyone.

Hey you guys, because of things happening IRL and me wanting to spend my time on better things, I might have to take a break from posting on FA. I won't take a break from posting stories on TG, but I will stop the porn for now, even uploads of stuff I've commissioned, because things are getting rough for me and I don't have the chance to think about it right now. Thanks all for ur understanding.

Hi folks,

I put together a folder of art and materials for my project I worked so hard on.

Thank you everyone <3

https://t.me/ALXNWritings_2/903

Considering I've drifted away from everything & everyone I used to associate with these past 2 years, I also decided to delete my "positive" folder which contained a lot of now-painful memories. I was so sad, that I used to cling onto anything positive.

I was so sad, that I used to inflict that hurt on others, because it always felt like nobody understood me. I always felt so alone, lost and lonely. And all I really did was write stories and stroke my dick. Well, it is time to move beyond that....

Lately work has been super hard.
And I care too much and I don't want to.
It's consuming me completely.

It's kind of scary.

I want to discover myself through love for RPGs, gaming, being silly on the Internet and having fun with friends :)

Hiya folks, my social media plan for Telegram is now done.

Hope you guys enjoy my new channel.

I carried a lot of content over from my other channel and the past.

It is becoming a place to express my passion and love.

Hope you guys enjoy.

https://t.me/ALXNWritings_2

Lately I have so much time on my hands since I stopped gooning as much.

I have

- Organised all my email accounts
- Organised all my files
- Spent a lot of time with my discord server and people online
- Started to love and embrace gaming again
- Rediscovered my love for Final Fantasy and RPGs
- Met awesome friends who help me feel better about myself and my feelings
- Created a story based on my real-life experience and love for Final Fantasy (the Tale of Midgard Island)

I am sure these changes will mean the best for me in my future.

Thank you everyone for watching, and hope to see you soon.

The last thing to do is organise my porn which will be fun XD

Take care, everyone.

Hello! Good news everyone!

I put everything into this post.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62995824/

Hi folks

I'm in the process of re-evaluating my telegram channels and making a plan for the future for myself in the fandom as a content creator

I will return in 2026, but to do so I need to re-do my social media (telegram only), so please bear with me

My telegram channel (created 2025) is now private (closed off), and I am in the process of updating all the links in the channel and on Furaffinity.

I'm about 50% done with this now but will update you next year. Have a good one guys and look forward to my submissions! ^^

The conversations I have with people nowadays are just as good as gooning. I need to think carefully about my new lifestyle and what I want in the future. I have achieved what I want already, but I would like to keep in this direction, and possibly return to a more comforting lifestyle like before, right? It's something that might need a lot of work, so maybe I can go back to private journalling for a bit while I figure it out.

It isn't a sad post just a random vent.

To be honest you guys, I've never had a happy life. I was bullied constantly in school, and my parents were always very strict and mean to me. My parents are a lot easier now. But it's hard for my mind to move on.

Lately I'm realising how sad and upset I used to be and just how much of a shit life I had honestly. Yeah, of course I wanted to die, or something. You know, it's really sad. We often make our worst decisions in desperation. I hope everyone gets better and happy.

I just don't know what else to say. But this is what I feel, so...

I want to move on but I love speaking to you all and knowing you're there.

I want to love my mother. I want to forget about all the comments she made in the past and I want to make her proud and happy to see me. I want to bake her brownies and see her happy for a time. I want to sit there for 15 mins and listen to her talk about her interests. And I want to leave when it feels like it gets too much.

And I want her to go to bed happy knowing her son loves her.

I don't want to overextend myself for my family but I don't want to cut them out neither. This is what my heart says...

Hey guys! A new ref sheet of Alex is in process! It is being created by https://x.com/lanladeo

I have hope he will knock it out of the park and create something I truly enjoy.
In fact, I don't doubt it at all ....

More info: https://t.me/ALXNWritings2/4283

Hello you guys.

The island story WAS reaching a completed state, but...

Well, as the document is well and truly being worked on, more inspiration just keeps hitting me. The plot is ironed out and all big events are accounted for. After 6 months of autistic obsession over the world I built and am sharing to you now, I can finally come to the fun part which is writing it. I want to write more small moments in the story to increase the quality. A majority of the story is based on drafts I wrote from October 2024-June 2025, but now that it finally feels like a story, I want to expand the world even more and make it nicer to read.

Because of this I'll do a hard cap to release the story before 2026. Its gone on long enough and I want to move on eventually.

Thanks

https://t.me/ALXNWritings2

Hiya folks. I added a sticker pack for my Ezin character from my Midgard Island story.

https://t.me/addstickers/EzinMidgardIsland

New art has been posted for my story: https://t.me/ALXNWritings2/4153

The story that I am writing is coming along well. It is about a lonely mercenary called Ezin (pictured) who travels to an island fated to bring rumour and death because he wants to die. But when he arrives at the island, he meets a woman he falls in love with instantly, and they resolve to uncover the secrets of the islands together, due to their shared goals and interests.

Along the way, they uncover the truth behind the island's many mysteries: the voices that ring out at night, the ominous mist which surrounds the island, and the pair find themsevles through adventure.

It is currently 50 pages and 9k words long, it will be released in a few weeks as I'm polishing up the final details of the story now. I've been working on it for a year now ^^

When I first started creating the Midgard Island story, I was really alone in my life, but now I have someone important to call a friend, and my life has improved in small steps. I do hope that maybe my story helps other people find the strength to move forward. Personally, I wrote this story as a way to express my feelings and just get better.

I am a nice guy generally, but my mental health used to be bad for a long time. it is nice to see that after so many years I have improved as a person, and able to write and do the things that I enjoy.

Honestly my life hasn't changed that much. But I am able to combat the growing sadness more and more each day and I am getting some good friends. I do like being by myself a lot more nowadays

I don't know. I'm just such a sensitive guy. It's hard when you've reacted to things your entire life instead of just thinking things through. Lol