I wanted to talk about the game Fantasy Life because I believe it is a truly wonderful game filled to the brim from end to end with charm. I hope more people play it and enjoy this game. Even though the multiplayer elements are undercooked, I still play it with my friends often since it's a very good way to level and get materials. I hope more people play this game and notice its charm as well as Mr Uematsu's music.

I am glad I rediscovered my roots in my love for writing. If 13 year old me would know what I'm doing now I think he would be very happy. Moreover I am glad to have overcome my troubles in this fandom and I am glad I am away from all the toxicity and doing things that I enjoy for nobody but myself. This is the life I was supposed to lead, and it took me quite a few years to achieve this goal. I wish dearly to be surrounded by friends I know irl but you can't have everything.

I will open Telegram comments on my channel when I have someone to moderate for me

In the meantime I would like to ask how are all of you doing?

Hi folks I will stop writing short-form NSFW content on my Telegram channel (posted on the day), as it doesn't make me feel right

what I'll do is that I'll just pop any of these fantasies into my private draft channel then put them into an archive/document when I feel like its time.

Please accept my apologies for pushing so many people away
There is nothing I can do except learn from it and try to remain calm in the years to come.

Hiya folks

I think it's about time we say goodbye to Alex, or maybe what you knew of him.

I was thinking of selling him or deleting my posts of him but I didn't really want to do that cuz I put so much effort in my stories and stuff for him.

So I think what I'll do is stop imagining myself as Alex. And just be Tristan.

It's possible I may commission Alex in the future especially with Tristan because father son stuff is peak, on god.

And I will probably make stories with him in the future.

But definitely good for me to leave the big buff wolf around, I think Alex has always been an archetype rather than actually me.

I'm happy to do this, my AD was closed off some time ago and I'm glad I left my kinky stories behind, as well as my interest for it kind of plummeted to the ground. It makes me happy to move on and spread my wings so to speak

I am glad such things are happening and bringing me closer to me hehe.

As well as that you can see my behaviour everywhere has normalised. So it's good.

Lately looking back on my old posts really made me have a crisis of identity

But in the end I managed to recover, so I think the right thing to say is that I'll leave Alex behind.

Looking at things, seeing no more horny Alex (well, much reduced), my behaviour on twitter, my reduced presence on THAT other site, and now I made steps for my privacy by privating my nerd/vent channel (which is silly)

It seems as though the change to Tristan was successful in pretty much everything I wanted

It is good I am not divided anymore

If I continued the way I am, I would really be at odds with myself. Pervy gooner and cute boy can't be too strong, they must be balanced

Like Avatar yes.

All I need now is confidence

I am planning a return to the furry fandom, I'm working on a lot of things in the background. Mostly stories, I'll be gone for around 3-6 months. Once I come back I'll be 'gone' again...

I am taking a social media break, just... living the life that I made for myself.

This includes my Telegram channel as well.

Also I was discharged from the health service because I am a lot happier now.

Please note all these updates and previous updates to the archives now also reflect on FA where the updated documents can be downloaded / viewed. Thanks all bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Update to "AlexNightmurr's Writings - Death Wolf Story Collection"

- Grey background added to text for easy reading experience

Update to "AlexNightmurr's Writings - The Definitive Collection" (2020 works)

- Grey background added to text for easy reading experience

Update to "AlexNightmurr Writings - 2021 Works - Volume #1"

- Grey background added to text for easy reading experience

Update to "AlexNightmurr Writings - 2021 Works - Volume #2"

- Grey background added to text for easy reading experience

Update to "AlexNightmurr Writings - 2021 Works - Volume #3" (not posted to FA)

- Grey background added to text for easy reading experience
- Updated to fix an issue with one of my stories being posted where it shouldn't be.

Update to AlexNightmurr's Big Archive

- File updated to reflect these current changes. The AlexNightmurr Writings Archive pdf documents have had their names changed for easy of visibility

https://t.me/ALXNWritings2

Because I will mention this story in the new scalie superiority document I will upload, I decided to re-upload this story. When I first released the story at that published date, it got over 4k views. It was truly incredible. And made a furry crush of mine (at the time) cum very hard, so I was happy.

https://t.me/ALXNWritings2/1668

Hi folks thanks for continuing to support. I consolidated an archive for my new Telegram channels (Tristan's Corner 2023-2024) and Alex's/Tristan's Writings (2025-present).

It is a really good archive with some really good stories towards the end so please enjoy. I can't upload it to FA so I'll post a journal here. Thanks guys and take care.

https://t.me/ALXNWritings2/1520

hiya folks.

a new work announcement!

https://t.me/ALXNWritings2/1496

Story illustrations now come with scene descriptions and character descriptions.

https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....s-and-Designs/

Today I felt so much love. I feel so much love for the friends that I do have, my online furry friends, my irl friends and my irl fur friends. I'm soooooo happy.

🤗🤗🤗❤️❤️❤️

I am continuing the project for a friend I got rocky with XD

As well as that, continuing my writing projects as normal.
Hmmm... There is nothing to share. Pretty much everything is done on the writing end. I am just waiting on art. This year will be great guys, just wait!

Love you and see you soon.

Alex.

Writing related channel: https://t.me/ALXNWritings2

A while back I said I'd update the archive for my SFW stories and I finally have now. You can view an overview of the changes here:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59332048/

As you all know I've been uploading more WIPs of art and more content to scraps.

You can view on these on:

https://www.furaffinity.net/scraps/alexnightmurr/

Of course, everything is organised in folders.

However, there is a thread on my Twitter AD which is about my writing passion. I would like to get the contents of that thread over to my scraps at some point as well, so keep an eye out :)

Merry christmas, love you all and see you soon.

A few years ago I used to work on stories every day. I used to think "it's everything I have". Of course, it's not the case now, but I can feel that dedicated passion returning. The fact that I think "I should work on the story today" means I have found my passion again. After I thought it was all over, that my passion dried up... When I sorted my personal issues with the fandom, my passion for stories only seems to have resurfaced.

I will be making a new VN style story, here is a preview :)

https://x.com/tristanthewolf5/statu.....02975151419509

https://x.com/tristanthewolf5/statu.....11802343375115

Am so proud of myself. Am happy wolf *wags*

Discord is very poggers.

Embrace Discord era. That's me rn xD

Since getting Nitro I must say I really like that you can have certain coloured backgrounds. Atm I'm using the one which has the neon vibe.

Also I have my own server where I dump my own thoughts, journals, story, nerd stuff and YouTube stuff. It's really really nice honestly, I don't regret moving from Telegram to there XD

Might need help with this.

My sexual thoughts are so overwhelming, so I decide to woof out on them on my AD (https://x.com/alexthewolfad), but also, I'm at a point in my life where I need to focus on school, but when I'm home, I can't, because my sexual thoughts are overwhelming me. I've tried to repress them for a long while, but all it does is make me upset and hate myself.

So I decide to woof out on my puppy peen in a feedback loop of writing coursework, and then jerking it to write another fantasy, it tends to work, until eventually the desire ebbs out.

This used to concern me a lot more, but I'm starting to understand just how my mind works. I want to know how anyone else who deals with ADHD. Please feel free to share if you like.

But have you seen my Telegram channel??? That was a fucking mess! Just basically one big soup for all my thoughts. Good for a while, but it quickly got overwhelming for me, hence why I left.

https://t.me/ALXNWritings2

Hi guys

Multiple new JOEs will be released over the coming weeks

I will upload them to Twitter and my Telegram channel

More info: https://t.me/ALXNWritings/2896

Hi guys if you followed me for my new JOE I posted it to my Telegram channel as well because a lot of people were having issues accessing it.

https://t.me/ALXNWritings/2854

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57364286/

Hi guys

My novella series will be released to the public with improved quality and content so that I can finally release them to the public (my FA)

More info here

https://t.me/ALXNWritings/2643

Hiiiiiiiiii guys! Its been so long since I last uploaded!!!!

How are y'all? Are you being good packmates in my absence? XD

I want to get started on a new story collection.
Do let me know what you want.

And feel free to join my Tele channel to stay in the loop with me!

https://t.me/ALXNWritings