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Posted 5 years agoYup ,nr 5647874 of journals you probably will read again or not, thats up to you.
Me and my characters wish you ALL a Merry Christmass and eventually a happy New Year. Aswel as any other celebration you may choose to follow.
It's been a rough one for all, some more then others but i hope all is well and things get better again.
Personally for me, it's doing so-so owkayish. Work has slowed down but still enough. Real life same as ever. Got my bike fixed as the chain and weels where reaaaaaaly worn down. Also my back wheel had cracks in the frame it seems so got that replaced aswel.
Cat unfortunally died recently, mom whas very upset and down from that but sadly thats life.
Grandparents seem to do well despite their old age and luckaly so far so good still healthy despite a few setback in the year.
Got myself a new moniter and might have it next year. Went for the LG27GL850-B and am curious to see if i can tell the diffrence from the samsung syncmaster 2223nw now. Might keep this as a second screen if possible.
Still as always looking for my never ending quest on getting a brand spanking new pc rig. I've been watching youtube and looking for so many things these months it's crazy. I'd like to have a beast and boy thats gonna cost me. Can't believe i still have this 60Gigs of SSD thats filled to the brim so mutch i had to delete games to keep it a bit clear to be able to download stuff.
Art whise: Well ... am certain i wonna continue but it's taking me a lot of effort to even begin.
So with this i wonna appologise IMMENSLY to those who watch and those i watch so mutch to the point am ashamed i would be called an artist. Am just a dude who can draw a wee bit better then your average Joe.
I have pieces that should be worked on, i have things i would like to continue and finish ,i have new things i wanted to try or make that diden't ,i have pieces that would look even better when lined and coloured, i have so mutch good art in my inbox i whant to reply and give my toughts about it and comment as i understand that it realy shows how mutch worthy it is.
Again my appologies.
Sadly i just jmneow, i can't even find a word for it.
So sorry am a lazy ass, sorry i can't seem to finish things ,sorry that i keep making random stuff, sorry that i honestly can't seem to create art as it should be done and sorry if i don't reply or comment back. Or if i did, it offended and whas harmfull, i don't mean to be disrespectfull, am just limited to a very standard basic english ( and plentyfull of errors ).
I'm gonna keep on going the way i best can and do what i can even if it might not be so wonderfull like others. Also am not fishing for compliment or anything , it's just that "artist" self doubt and comparization that we shoulden't do. Just work how you like it and love it and keep on going no matter how bad i might think it is. You all let me know you enjoy it so amma gonna try and keep on going.
Thats also the biggest reason i don't do commisions ya know. I've been asked plenty of times and i would love to but taking peoples hard earned money for a crappy work that keeps being delayed. I don't like and whant that.
So to end this , happy holidays to all , may it hopefully be good ones. Keep safe, keep healthy, keep being cool and keep being awsome yall.
Me and my characters wish you ALL a Merry Christmass and eventually a happy New Year. Aswel as any other celebration you may choose to follow.
It's been a rough one for all, some more then others but i hope all is well and things get better again.
Personally for me, it's doing so-so owkayish. Work has slowed down but still enough. Real life same as ever. Got my bike fixed as the chain and weels where reaaaaaaly worn down. Also my back wheel had cracks in the frame it seems so got that replaced aswel.
Cat unfortunally died recently, mom whas very upset and down from that but sadly thats life.
Grandparents seem to do well despite their old age and luckaly so far so good still healthy despite a few setback in the year.
Got myself a new moniter and might have it next year. Went for the LG27GL850-B and am curious to see if i can tell the diffrence from the samsung syncmaster 2223nw now. Might keep this as a second screen if possible.
Still as always looking for my never ending quest on getting a brand spanking new pc rig. I've been watching youtube and looking for so many things these months it's crazy. I'd like to have a beast and boy thats gonna cost me. Can't believe i still have this 60Gigs of SSD thats filled to the brim so mutch i had to delete games to keep it a bit clear to be able to download stuff.
Art whise: Well ... am certain i wonna continue but it's taking me a lot of effort to even begin.
So with this i wonna appologise IMMENSLY to those who watch and those i watch so mutch to the point am ashamed i would be called an artist. Am just a dude who can draw a wee bit better then your average Joe.
I have pieces that should be worked on, i have things i would like to continue and finish ,i have new things i wanted to try or make that diden't ,i have pieces that would look even better when lined and coloured, i have so mutch good art in my inbox i whant to reply and give my toughts about it and comment as i understand that it realy shows how mutch worthy it is.
Again my appologies.
Sadly i just jmneow, i can't even find a word for it.
So sorry am a lazy ass, sorry i can't seem to finish things ,sorry that i keep making random stuff, sorry that i honestly can't seem to create art as it should be done and sorry if i don't reply or comment back. Or if i did, it offended and whas harmfull, i don't mean to be disrespectfull, am just limited to a very standard basic english ( and plentyfull of errors ).
I'm gonna keep on going the way i best can and do what i can even if it might not be so wonderfull like others. Also am not fishing for compliment or anything , it's just that "artist" self doubt and comparization that we shoulden't do. Just work how you like it and love it and keep on going no matter how bad i might think it is. You all let me know you enjoy it so amma gonna try and keep on going.
Thats also the biggest reason i don't do commisions ya know. I've been asked plenty of times and i would love to but taking peoples hard earned money for a crappy work that keeps being delayed. I don't like and whant that.
So to end this , happy holidays to all , may it hopefully be good ones. Keep safe, keep healthy, keep being cool and keep being awsome yall.
Can you hear it ??
Posted 5 years agoHeyo peepz, howis y'all??
Hope everyone is doing good despite the current events going on everywhere.
My side is reasonably well, i can go work ,tough things have slowed down significantly due to not getting resources. Sad news that grandma is in the hospital due to faling down and has either a broken foot or a fractured one. Either way it aint good, specially for my mother and uncle. Our grandparents are sorta still mobile and good they can take care of themselfs but it's getting worse each year and they honestly don't wonna go to a home. So ma and uncle (and the rest ) are taking care most of things for em.
She's getting back thuesday and hopefully all things go well.
Spending most of my free time still getting a new pc and all these nvidia and amd news is killing me seeing there is sooo mutch info. Same with monitors ,shees.
Other free times just gaming, grounded got a new update thats fun swimming arround and dying from a big koi fish and suffocating.
S22 of D3 is comming and the bone spear build looks really fun ( when you have the best gear and can one shot things. )
Got medieval dynasty on steam early acces, just a town builder in medieval times, nothing too special but nice to spend some time in for those who like that kinda stuff.
Doing some heartstone with the new content. I am realy not a competative player as i caught myself being pissed , mad and hysterical when my opponent has op cards and one shots me early or with the most dumbest way etc. Also the battlegrounds and dual arena's aint helpin. It's single player story driven games for me :p
Satisfactory also had an update tough i haven't used the new things yet as i finally have my nuclear power up and running but all the rest has been cleared so i can't make the basic stuff and need to remake it all.
Sadly no new art works :( Gotta try and get back into that ....again... So many fun fantasies to portrait yet no drive nor will to do so.
Anyway the reason i made another journal whas to ask if people know any good places where i can safely get some "FREE"sound files?? That also doesen't need me to make an account or signing in. I've been asked and pointed out to add some sounds to the animation i made aswel as future ones ( when that happens ) I have no clue yet how to do it but if there are folks out there who can point me in the right direction, it would be appreciated.
Also making talking animations is fecking hard, like 5 sec of time equals a days work to get everything lined up for shure so appreciate the damn work animators do.
So wish you all well and take care, until next time.
Hope everyone is doing good despite the current events going on everywhere.
My side is reasonably well, i can go work ,tough things have slowed down significantly due to not getting resources. Sad news that grandma is in the hospital due to faling down and has either a broken foot or a fractured one. Either way it aint good, specially for my mother and uncle. Our grandparents are sorta still mobile and good they can take care of themselfs but it's getting worse each year and they honestly don't wonna go to a home. So ma and uncle (and the rest ) are taking care most of things for em.
She's getting back thuesday and hopefully all things go well.
Spending most of my free time still getting a new pc and all these nvidia and amd news is killing me seeing there is sooo mutch info. Same with monitors ,shees.
Other free times just gaming, grounded got a new update thats fun swimming arround and dying from a big koi fish and suffocating.
S22 of D3 is comming and the bone spear build looks really fun ( when you have the best gear and can one shot things. )
Got medieval dynasty on steam early acces, just a town builder in medieval times, nothing too special but nice to spend some time in for those who like that kinda stuff.
Doing some heartstone with the new content. I am realy not a competative player as i caught myself being pissed , mad and hysterical when my opponent has op cards and one shots me early or with the most dumbest way etc. Also the battlegrounds and dual arena's aint helpin. It's single player story driven games for me :p
Satisfactory also had an update tough i haven't used the new things yet as i finally have my nuclear power up and running but all the rest has been cleared so i can't make the basic stuff and need to remake it all.
Sadly no new art works :( Gotta try and get back into that ....again... So many fun fantasies to portrait yet no drive nor will to do so.
Anyway the reason i made another journal whas to ask if people know any good places where i can safely get some "FREE"sound files?? That also doesen't need me to make an account or signing in. I've been asked and pointed out to add some sounds to the animation i made aswel as future ones ( when that happens ) I have no clue yet how to do it but if there are folks out there who can point me in the right direction, it would be appreciated.
Also making talking animations is fecking hard, like 5 sec of time equals a days work to get everything lined up for shure so appreciate the damn work animators do.
So wish you all well and take care, until next time.
Help a humie out
Posted 5 years agoYup still arround but ,busy and tired while melting away from heat. Work is getting back up but like a sudden hailstorm after a normal sunny day. Plus one colleague works like 3/5th AND has this week fryday off and the other one is home due to spots injury. Yay all the work for me alone woohoooooo.....Also OBVIOUSLY schools are open and we are getting a spike again.... WHO KNEW!!! I probably am still going to work instead of going into lockdown since there is work now.
That aside ,on to the important part
I've been contacted to spread the cry for help arround and so i will as it's the right thing to do.
"My Mother recently has passed away and right now I'm trying to accumulate some money to pay for expenses.... But if you could... spread, post or tweet this; only donate if you can
Please, Any periodic tweets, retweets or telling of friends, others Would be appreciated (not facebook, i dont use it much)
https://www.gofundme.com/f/anita-cancerfund
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9606769
https://twitter.com/LazyyReader/sta.....46206322216960
"
So if you can, help out a tad and spread it arround, the more it goes arround the more people can help eachother.
That aside ,on to the important part
I've been contacted to spread the cry for help arround and so i will as it's the right thing to do.
"My Mother recently has passed away and right now I'm trying to accumulate some money to pay for expenses.... But if you could... spread, post or tweet this; only donate if you can
Please, Any periodic tweets, retweets or telling of friends, others Would be appreciated (not facebook, i dont use it much)
https://www.gofundme.com/f/anita-cancerfund
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9606769
https://twitter.com/LazyyReader/sta.....46206322216960
"
So if you can, help out a tad and spread it arround, the more it goes arround the more people can help eachother.
Just curious , getting new PC
Posted 5 years agoSo i whas just wondering, since i am STILL looking for a newer pc ( i swear when i watch youtube vids am like oh i'll wait until that comes out to have a better one )
How often do you guys and gals change/upgrade your rigs??
Mine is like what seems about 6-8 years or so. I think this is my 3th one with ony a second screen ( huray for adapters ), still my first sound boxes , second mouse and meaby a second keyboard. My headset also a second i think and that one really is worn out.
Don't think i can upgrade and just gotta go full blown brand spanking new, case is small and everything is probably so outdated i am going to have troubles finding the parts that could fit etc. With this one i changed my GC and added a harddisk for more space ( god these steam games and updates just eat space like pacman ,same with blizzards ones )
Oh yea it also still has win7 XD
Also ,what would be a good idea afterwards for it?? Like it still functions even tough all my disks are in red and sutch. Meaby a storage unit for just works and reference pieces etc.
How often do you guys and gals change/upgrade your rigs??
Mine is like what seems about 6-8 years or so. I think this is my 3th one with ony a second screen ( huray for adapters ), still my first sound boxes , second mouse and meaby a second keyboard. My headset also a second i think and that one really is worn out.
Don't think i can upgrade and just gotta go full blown brand spanking new, case is small and everything is probably so outdated i am going to have troubles finding the parts that could fit etc. With this one i changed my GC and added a harddisk for more space ( god these steam games and updates just eat space like pacman ,same with blizzards ones )
Oh yea it also still has win7 XD
Also ,what would be a good idea afterwards for it?? Like it still functions even tough all my disks are in red and sutch. Meaby a storage unit for just works and reference pieces etc.
Funny/hilarious/odd commercial
Posted 5 years agoWell go look at it and think off it what you whant, i found it funny hilarious and also well made even tough i don't think it fits the product.
I came across this with browisng 9gag and tought it would be funny to share for those who would enjoy it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8-rbaXo3Qc
There is more of them so just search kia hamster commercial or something.
I came across this with browisng 9gag and tought it would be funny to share for those who would enjoy it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8-rbaXo3Qc
There is more of them so just search kia hamster commercial or something.
Help a human
Posted 5 years agoKinda feels like an adoption if you are furries and aliens XD
Anyway as always people have it tough these times with all sorts of situations.
Barkkorn is one of those and is in need for some aid https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9548861/
check it out, it won't hurt.
Anyway as always people have it tough these times with all sorts of situations.
Barkkorn is one of those and is in need for some aid https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9548861/check it out, it won't hurt.
Rant 758!!
Posted 5 years agoWell nothing mutch here , am just gonna vent my anger/dissapointment/woe's whatever it's called where things don't work out how i planned it etc. Ignore nothing special or anything just me going banana's.
Also is anything going on with youtube?? I recently have errors when loading a vid but then it loads. I have addblocker so meaby thats the thing but it's odd as i diden't had it before.
Still here to read my rant ?? Ah well sit back, relax and enjoy my petty story.
Pc had a blue screen recently , did scans and everything i could think of and so far so good nothing anymore but still anoying as fuck since i don't know what da hell coused it. Still using win 7 with regular screens telling me to upgrade plus the new EDGE whas forced so threw that in the bin pretty fast.
Besides that just regular life.
On to the real reason am gonna rant about. So i've been on technical unemployment for a while now. With just a few days here and there for a days work or more. Last time it whas a full week again. Now It's friggin thursday with the previous days of the week off and tomorrow on fryday 3th a new season is gonna start on Diablo3 and whas looking forward for that since i finally could start on it during the day instead of after work. Did some research on how to start etc. The blue screen thing whas already a kink in my plans since i don't know what it's cousing the problem. Only thing i can think of now that i hope is the problem just a software update and not my Grafics card.
So here i am doing scans and updates to see if that helps and so far no problems.
....The phone rings.... it's da BOSS!!.... Hey can you work tommorow?? Oh and next week 2 ?? Thanks byeee.
UN-FRIGGIN-BELIEVABLE!!! THE ONE DAY I WHAS LOOKING FORWARD TO GAME MOST OF THE DAY ,RUINED ,RUIIIIIINED!!
Like what karma did i have to deserve this?? One friggin day , the only day i would have prefered NOT to work. All week long he could have picked any day but noooohooo pick the one dam day a new season starts and i could have started when it went on.
Am like: AAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHJFDSJF?BQTUOIDU .....
Eugh, my day and weekend is ruined now. I should have ignored it or told him i diden't wonna but who's gonna drop work for over a videya game hu??
I know it's petty and first world problems, there are many out there who are overworking during this crisis and am shure many lost jobs due to it and here i am sitting being angry at my boss to call me back in for the one day i wanted to start up again gaming. I just had to vent it a bit.
UPDATE!! Am still bummed but i looked it up when it actually starts ,aaand found out it starts at 5 and i stop working at 5 so meeeeeeaby i loose about 45 min of starting time ( I bike back and forth to work ). It's not that i am aiming to top the leader boards or go for server first or anything honestly , i just casually play. So i would have spend mutch of my day just doing other things and at 5 begin so not all is lost honestly. Just wonder why i need to come in tommorow while i got a mail i start monday and not that fryday.
UPDATE2!!
Now ,am really sad/upset/down.
So i get into work ,change , my supervisor explains what i am going to do ,get the stuff etc. Then am ready to go and wonna leave so i ask the boss for anything else. NOW he tells me it's for MONDAAAAY ,so why da hell am i here then?? A cabinet or something ?? NO I HAD TO COME IN TO CLIP THE HEDGE!!! Friggin what?? Honestly i understand i am under your payroll and i got nothing else to do but to clip the hedge?? Friggin hire a gardener or something shees. Ah well i did it anyway but still pffff c'mon.
Also is anything going on with youtube?? I recently have errors when loading a vid but then it loads. I have addblocker so meaby thats the thing but it's odd as i diden't had it before.
Still here to read my rant ?? Ah well sit back, relax and enjoy my petty story.
Pc had a blue screen recently , did scans and everything i could think of and so far so good nothing anymore but still anoying as fuck since i don't know what da hell coused it. Still using win 7 with regular screens telling me to upgrade plus the new EDGE whas forced so threw that in the bin pretty fast.
Besides that just regular life.
On to the real reason am gonna rant about. So i've been on technical unemployment for a while now. With just a few days here and there for a days work or more. Last time it whas a full week again. Now It's friggin thursday with the previous days of the week off and tomorrow on fryday 3th a new season is gonna start on Diablo3 and whas looking forward for that since i finally could start on it during the day instead of after work. Did some research on how to start etc. The blue screen thing whas already a kink in my plans since i don't know what it's cousing the problem. Only thing i can think of now that i hope is the problem just a software update and not my Grafics card.
So here i am doing scans and updates to see if that helps and so far no problems.
....The phone rings.... it's da BOSS!!.... Hey can you work tommorow?? Oh and next week 2 ?? Thanks byeee.
UN-FRIGGIN-BELIEVABLE!!! THE ONE DAY I WHAS LOOKING FORWARD TO GAME MOST OF THE DAY ,RUINED ,RUIIIIIINED!!
Like what karma did i have to deserve this?? One friggin day , the only day i would have prefered NOT to work. All week long he could have picked any day but noooohooo pick the one dam day a new season starts and i could have started when it went on.
Am like: AAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHJFDSJF?BQTUOIDU .....
Eugh, my day and weekend is ruined now. I should have ignored it or told him i diden't wonna but who's gonna drop work for over a videya game hu??
I know it's petty and first world problems, there are many out there who are overworking during this crisis and am shure many lost jobs due to it and here i am sitting being angry at my boss to call me back in for the one day i wanted to start up again gaming. I just had to vent it a bit.
UPDATE!! Am still bummed but i looked it up when it actually starts ,aaand found out it starts at 5 and i stop working at 5 so meeeeeeaby i loose about 45 min of starting time ( I bike back and forth to work ). It's not that i am aiming to top the leader boards or go for server first or anything honestly , i just casually play. So i would have spend mutch of my day just doing other things and at 5 begin so not all is lost honestly. Just wonder why i need to come in tommorow while i got a mail i start monday and not that fryday.
UPDATE2!!
Now ,am really sad/upset/down.
So i get into work ,change , my supervisor explains what i am going to do ,get the stuff etc. Then am ready to go and wonna leave so i ask the boss for anything else. NOW he tells me it's for MONDAAAAY ,so why da hell am i here then?? A cabinet or something ?? NO I HAD TO COME IN TO CLIP THE HEDGE!!! Friggin what?? Honestly i understand i am under your payroll and i got nothing else to do but to clip the hedge?? Friggin hire a gardener or something shees. Ah well i did it anyway but still pffff c'mon.
Lol Deviant art
Posted 5 years agoSoooooo, if anyone else is on DA, they might have probably seen a bit of eclips hate here and there. For those who don't, Deviant art has been the same for years with some bugs and all. Then a year back introduced a new way/lay out etc but still whas optional. Recently they announced they are gonna force this thrue for all to use may 20 i think it whas.
A lot of people diden't like this so obviously made journals polls and so on about it, even posting no eclips art to share for everyone to upload and use. One of these protests whas also a 3 day no log into DA witch i did. It whas kinda nice actually , diden't had stress to see every post and trying to comment on them :)
Aaaanyway i think am gonna extend that longer , why should i log in?? Nobody misses me there and i haven't posted in years...i could post my works from here but think people don't like that a lot over there, Ah well.
So todaaaay i recieved an e-mail.... FROM DA SAYING THEY MISS ME !! XD
So funny , i never gotten a mail from then , not even birthday wishes :( Could also be i just daily took a peek on whats new and all.
No idea whats going on over there now since i can't watch others their journals and sutch but if you do , lemme know.
Damnit i accidently went over there for a sec , hope that doesen't count.
A lot of people diden't like this so obviously made journals polls and so on about it, even posting no eclips art to share for everyone to upload and use. One of these protests whas also a 3 day no log into DA witch i did. It whas kinda nice actually , diden't had stress to see every post and trying to comment on them :)
Aaaanyway i think am gonna extend that longer , why should i log in?? Nobody misses me there and i haven't posted in years...i could post my works from here but think people don't like that a lot over there, Ah well.
So todaaaay i recieved an e-mail.... FROM DA SAYING THEY MISS ME !! XD
So funny , i never gotten a mail from then , not even birthday wishes :( Could also be i just daily took a peek on whats new and all.
No idea whats going on over there now since i can't watch others their journals and sutch but if you do , lemme know.
Damnit i accidently went over there for a sec , hope that doesen't count.
A pc question
Posted 5 years agoSo far i tried some on-line results but it isen't helping so just asking if anyone else had this issue.
Recently i have this oddety where it seems my windows are alt-tabbing while not using the key or anything , it just happens automaticly. No idea what this cauzes it as i never had this before.
I whas playing a game and suddenly went to desktop , it wasen't in window mode. Happend a few times. Can't say it's on a regular time or just random but looks random. It's also very annoying when writing or typing and suddenly it happens , preventing me to type and then after like 2 sec it returns to the page i have.
It doesen't switch between programs, just the window goes a bit non used/usable and then back.
Thats it , thanks for looking and if you may have an idea , just tell me, it may help or it may not , doesn't hurt to try.
Recently i have this oddety where it seems my windows are alt-tabbing while not using the key or anything , it just happens automaticly. No idea what this cauzes it as i never had this before.
I whas playing a game and suddenly went to desktop , it wasen't in window mode. Happend a few times. Can't say it's on a regular time or just random but looks random. It's also very annoying when writing or typing and suddenly it happens , preventing me to type and then after like 2 sec it returns to the page i have.
It doesen't switch between programs, just the window goes a bit non used/usable and then back.
Thats it , thanks for looking and if you may have an idea , just tell me, it may help or it may not , doesn't hurt to try.
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Posted 5 years agoMy sfm models
Posted 5 years agoA lot of people have noted me about it to use and i don't mind sharing them. Do note that they aint the best or top notch, they are creations of trial and error with still some errors....lots of em.
If there are problems , ask and i'll try my best to help out but i can't fix everything. I think everything works fine so far as non have reported errors so far.
Also for those who did ask and gotten them ,what did you make ?? I haven't seen anything with what i created. Does that mean they suck or aren't that good ??
Anyway here is the list of what i have made so far and can/may be used.
https://sta.sh/0om0tincw comb
https://sta.sh/0101fisoso56 electric toothbrush
https://sta.sh/05u6gxt5wlu toothbrush
https://sta.sh/01sh4o82i5yf wooden backscratcher
https://sta.sh/02a5kro21lyx stocks
https://sta.sh/0brrhyugn9d dragonclaw backscratcher
https://sta.sh/0182sb1m0hvu paintbrush
https://sta.sh/0q89grtm56b hairbrush
https://sta.sh/0n5anqip32h rack
https://sta.sh/016hg9ttcu1o Boxstocks ( the one i used for playtime )
https://sta.sh/02eyf1rqe50j flosser
https://sta.sh/01g08964qtfr blockstocks
https://sta.sh/01j2vxeilfnz a lovely feather with some bones to animate
https://sta.sh/0ehr7e2b5wh another feather with bones for animation.
https://sta.sh/01vr0p6uwssi second simple feather with bones.
https://sta.sh/01e48jypjown I recreated the pinwheel with the knowladge and more experianced use of blender now. I realy like it, had some troubles but could work it out.
WARNING!! Read this !! While it looks good and a tad large originally , i noticed the wheel isen't attached to the model while in blender it is, i have to find out what i did wrong here. What you can do is lock the wheel to the handle and then it works fine.
https://sta.sh/01kzb6zzw46b A basic chair to keep your subs in and have fun teasing and tormenting their feet.
https://sta.sh/09k3lfh0mhy Another brush, the plastic hard type one.
https://sta.sh/0ipoo7rl63q Inverted stocks but pointed up so you can keep your pets to dry while tickle tormenting their soles.
Some seem to have troubles with the files not downloading or missing or something else. I whas sugjested to use dropbox or others to share them. I have made a dropbox and hopefully this now works. I am not certain if these work so a bit of help is appreciated how to set things up and stuff.
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/oc2h2ao3.....ez4hom16a?dl=0
https://sta.sh/012ysfm3y5r3 The chest i once made as a tutorial or try and then modified it somewhat.
NEW UPDATE 23-01-2021!!
https://sta.sh/01orbtvm568v Finally got this darn duster to be working
If there are problems , ask and i'll try my best to help out but i can't fix everything. I think everything works fine so far as non have reported errors so far.
Also for those who did ask and gotten them ,what did you make ?? I haven't seen anything with what i created. Does that mean they suck or aren't that good ??
Anyway here is the list of what i have made so far and can/may be used.
https://sta.sh/0om0tincw comb
https://sta.sh/0101fisoso56 electric toothbrush
https://sta.sh/05u6gxt5wlu toothbrush
https://sta.sh/01sh4o82i5yf wooden backscratcher
https://sta.sh/02a5kro21lyx stocks
https://sta.sh/0brrhyugn9d dragonclaw backscratcher
https://sta.sh/0182sb1m0hvu paintbrush
https://sta.sh/0q89grtm56b hairbrush
https://sta.sh/0n5anqip32h rack
https://sta.sh/016hg9ttcu1o Boxstocks ( the one i used for playtime )
https://sta.sh/02eyf1rqe50j flosser
https://sta.sh/01g08964qtfr blockstocks
https://sta.sh/01j2vxeilfnz a lovely feather with some bones to animate
https://sta.sh/0ehr7e2b5wh another feather with bones for animation.
https://sta.sh/01vr0p6uwssi second simple feather with bones.
https://sta.sh/01e48jypjown I recreated the pinwheel with the knowladge and more experianced use of blender now. I realy like it, had some troubles but could work it out.
WARNING!! Read this !! While it looks good and a tad large originally , i noticed the wheel isen't attached to the model while in blender it is, i have to find out what i did wrong here. What you can do is lock the wheel to the handle and then it works fine.
https://sta.sh/01kzb6zzw46b A basic chair to keep your subs in and have fun teasing and tormenting their feet.
https://sta.sh/09k3lfh0mhy Another brush, the plastic hard type one.
https://sta.sh/0ipoo7rl63q Inverted stocks but pointed up so you can keep your pets to dry while tickle tormenting their soles.
Some seem to have troubles with the files not downloading or missing or something else. I whas sugjested to use dropbox or others to share them. I have made a dropbox and hopefully this now works. I am not certain if these work so a bit of help is appreciated how to set things up and stuff.
https://www.dropbox.com/sh/oc2h2ao3.....ez4hom16a?dl=0
https://sta.sh/012ysfm3y5r3 The chest i once made as a tutorial or try and then modified it somewhat.
NEW UPDATE 23-01-2021!!
https://sta.sh/01orbtvm568v Finally got this darn duster to be working
Locked up with a pet
Posted 5 years agoHey all ,hope everyone is safe and healthy and doing their best not to get bitten by that bad bug. Myself am doing okay , i am currently home as i can't work my job as electrician.
Am not laid of or something , just technicall unemployed or something along those lines. Been gaming A LOT!!
So i whas wondering ,for those lucky few who have partners and also have to stick home. Would you spend a lot of it doing some fun kinky things together??
Like if i had woman that whas into it aswel, i could spend everyday tickle tormenting her with pleasure all the time. Ofcourse it could get boring or repetetive after a while but now we could spend a lot of time together having tickly fun.
How would you guys spend that time like this or what would you love to have happen to you??
Fun item i have read during my time here is that sex toys have seen a rize in sale and a little gif of a woman showing how to use a medical glove as fake butt to fuck.
Stay safe and healthy yall.
Am not laid of or something , just technicall unemployed or something along those lines. Been gaming A LOT!!
So i whas wondering ,for those lucky few who have partners and also have to stick home. Would you spend a lot of it doing some fun kinky things together??
Like if i had woman that whas into it aswel, i could spend everyday tickle tormenting her with pleasure all the time. Ofcourse it could get boring or repetetive after a while but now we could spend a lot of time together having tickly fun.
How would you guys spend that time like this or what would you love to have happen to you??
Fun item i have read during my time here is that sex toys have seen a rize in sale and a little gif of a woman showing how to use a medical glove as fake butt to fuck.
Stay safe and healthy yall.
Unreal engine 1k mats FREE!!
Posted 6 years agoFor those who use it ,take a look
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FraG7qOtY1o
Well i think it's free as uuuuuuusuallyyyyy , it's free until you actually whant the things you need and then have to pay up so your choice.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FraG7qOtY1o
Well i think it's free as uuuuuuusuallyyyyy , it's free until you actually whant the things you need and then have to pay up so your choice.
Pc upgrading ,assitance appreciated.
Posted 6 years agoIt's 2020 , this faithfull device has brought me many joys but it's time i upgraded to a newer one. Also due to windows not supporting the best os win7 aswel anymore. Altough i don't see why it's that troublesome as it still works. Yea probably some safety issues and all but so far so good. Kinda hate that life is sorta forcing you to get certain things for being able to live. Like banks rather have you use an app for on-line banking and stuff. So you NEED a smartphone, whant to have a job , better get a pc and a printer with on-line accounts etc.
1th world problems right. Still ,6 to 7years of working ain't bad, only had to change the gc once and fitted it with a second HDD for more space.
Anyway i've been looking and looking and looking and i just can't decide. Ryzen seems a good option now instead of the intel one and apparently a nvida gc would be better for blender renders.
Ssd's are now on board it seems aswel.
I also would like to upgrade my screen as it's an old flatscreen vga port one. Buddy of mine games more then me and loves his 144Hz while am still at 60 and using some adapters for my hdmi port.
Am not so keen on the water coolers, haven't had one before so am a bit scard on using those.
Don't need any of that rgb ooh my case has every color of the rainbow crap. It just needs to work and unless it can project a real life cortona hologram i don't need it, no one is going to see that pc but me and the occasional mosqito in my room and it doesen't need to be a rave party aswel.
So is there anyone out there that knows his stuff about this and sorta point me in the right direction??
Ammount i like to throw at it ?? As little as posible but i understand quality costs sooo meaaaaby 2500€ , thats the pricing i've seen so far. Well i found on for 7000$ but thats overkill. Had like 4 gc in it
I also have seen that it's cheaper to just buy parts and put it together and frankly it looks doable , it's just being logic and fit the right part in the correct slot etc. Only thing that scares me a bit is the thermall paste with the processor , am shure there are vids about that everywhere. So i shall see, i removed and put in parts before so how hard can it be to but everything together.
1th world problems right. Still ,6 to 7years of working ain't bad, only had to change the gc once and fitted it with a second HDD for more space.
Anyway i've been looking and looking and looking and i just can't decide. Ryzen seems a good option now instead of the intel one and apparently a nvida gc would be better for blender renders.
Ssd's are now on board it seems aswel.
I also would like to upgrade my screen as it's an old flatscreen vga port one. Buddy of mine games more then me and loves his 144Hz while am still at 60 and using some adapters for my hdmi port.
Am not so keen on the water coolers, haven't had one before so am a bit scard on using those.
Don't need any of that rgb ooh my case has every color of the rainbow crap. It just needs to work and unless it can project a real life cortona hologram i don't need it, no one is going to see that pc but me and the occasional mosqito in my room and it doesen't need to be a rave party aswel.
So is there anyone out there that knows his stuff about this and sorta point me in the right direction??
Ammount i like to throw at it ?? As little as posible but i understand quality costs sooo meaaaaby 2500€ , thats the pricing i've seen so far. Well i found on for 7000$ but thats overkill. Had like 4 gc in it
I also have seen that it's cheaper to just buy parts and put it together and frankly it looks doable , it's just being logic and fit the right part in the correct slot etc. Only thing that scares me a bit is the thermall paste with the processor , am shure there are vids about that everywhere. So i shall see, i removed and put in parts before so how hard can it be to but everything together.
3D buzz is releasing everything
Posted 6 years agoApparently becouse of the horrible decease of cancer and site not getting anywhere anymore ( or thats what i could make of it )
The are realeasing all there coures for free to all , so if there is something oyu can use as an artist-programmer and so on , i would advise to give it a look.
NOTE it seems there is an error or warning advice that you can ignore , i got on to it so nothing seem to be abnormal.
https://www.3dbuzz.com/
The are realeasing all there coures for free to all , so if there is something oyu can use as an artist-programmer and so on , i would advise to give it a look.
NOTE it seems there is an error or warning advice that you can ignore , i got on to it so nothing seem to be abnormal.
https://www.3dbuzz.com/
Lets make some more
Posted 6 years agoAlrighty ,i finished my little comic? adventure? photoshoot? with the playtime serie. https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery.....04071/Playtime
Now i know it's been interesting to see and all so i would love to know your toughts about it.
What did you enjoy about it?? What are the good parts , what are the bad parts?? Did you enjoy the build up and the non tickle scenes or just skip and get at it??
I mean i enjoy a good story and the build up towards the tickling so i implemented that. I enjoy tickle art like you all do and i know it's a ton of work but a few panels that lead up to it and some more showing the tickling with an aftermat piece just is amazing to see for me. Thats just me tough as i've noticed the ones not involving tickles diden't get that mutch love yet put the same ammount of love and work on it.
Where the tekst parts decent or does it need some work?? I just went with it on the fly , i diden't had a layed out plan or anything.
Stuff like that , fill in what i might have forgotten.
Seeing a lot of people liked and enjoy it , whas wondering if i should try it some more??
That whas probably a dumb question with a big fat YES as awnser.
I understand that most enjoy my hand drawn works but as it is now for me personally i don't have the way to do so. I can be a LOT more creative with tickles that way and i know you all missed my blue blobby self having a willingly or unwillingly victim to torment silly. I do what i can with what i have.
So i would like your input on the following things:
Cenario , what should it be?? Tough i am limited to the props and models i have ,sooooo nothing too fancy or detailed, ill do my best with what i have.
Some story or directon it should go as to how they get into the situation , why they get tickled ,how , whats the ending ,etc.
I think thats about it, what do you all think??
Now i know it's been interesting to see and all so i would love to know your toughts about it.
What did you enjoy about it?? What are the good parts , what are the bad parts?? Did you enjoy the build up and the non tickle scenes or just skip and get at it??
I mean i enjoy a good story and the build up towards the tickling so i implemented that. I enjoy tickle art like you all do and i know it's a ton of work but a few panels that lead up to it and some more showing the tickling with an aftermat piece just is amazing to see for me. Thats just me tough as i've noticed the ones not involving tickles diden't get that mutch love yet put the same ammount of love and work on it.
Where the tekst parts decent or does it need some work?? I just went with it on the fly , i diden't had a layed out plan or anything.
Stuff like that , fill in what i might have forgotten.
Seeing a lot of people liked and enjoy it , whas wondering if i should try it some more??
That whas probably a dumb question with a big fat YES as awnser.
I understand that most enjoy my hand drawn works but as it is now for me personally i don't have the way to do so. I can be a LOT more creative with tickles that way and i know you all missed my blue blobby self having a willingly or unwillingly victim to torment silly. I do what i can with what i have.
So i would like your input on the following things:
Cenario , what should it be?? Tough i am limited to the props and models i have ,sooooo nothing too fancy or detailed, ill do my best with what i have.
Some story or directon it should go as to how they get into the situation , why they get tickled ,how , whats the ending ,etc.
I think thats about it, what do you all think??
Blender renewal
Posted 6 years agoAlright , new year has started and i have been busy working out how the new blender 2.81 works aswel as creating some work following along with tutorials. Now i just need to relearn how i can port things back into sfm and aggrivate myself again trying to find out why a model misses textures or all the meshes are fucked up etc etc.
So i wanted to ask anyone and those who sometimes ask me for those models and sutch ( wich i haven't seen any usage off!!! )
What next ?? What would be good for me to try and make to be used in sfm ?? PLEASE don't say feathers , as mutch as i would love to ,i just can't seem to figure out out to friggin create em. It's relatively easy tough ,mesh for the stem ,a plane for the texture but fuuuucking hell how do i keep it transparent and create bones for a good looking stroke. Gotta see how thats going to workout.
Personal project for this year , robotic tickle arm. Yea i can use other arms in sfm to do that buut i feel it lacks that umpf as a good robotic tickler. Those are always fun to have in a tickle lab. Might look crappy tough, i've seen some who are so detailed and look like they could be real but alas am not that creative and good at making em. Even if i had a scematic for it , it's still going to take a lot of me to have it made in blender.
Anyway hope you all had a wonderfull year and lets have an even better one this year. Happy new year!!
So i wanted to ask anyone and those who sometimes ask me for those models and sutch ( wich i haven't seen any usage off!!! )
What next ?? What would be good for me to try and make to be used in sfm ?? PLEASE don't say feathers , as mutch as i would love to ,i just can't seem to figure out out to friggin create em. It's relatively easy tough ,mesh for the stem ,a plane for the texture but fuuuucking hell how do i keep it transparent and create bones for a good looking stroke. Gotta see how thats going to workout.
Personal project for this year , robotic tickle arm. Yea i can use other arms in sfm to do that buut i feel it lacks that umpf as a good robotic tickler. Those are always fun to have in a tickle lab. Might look crappy tough, i've seen some who are so detailed and look like they could be real but alas am not that creative and good at making em. Even if i had a scematic for it , it's still going to take a lot of me to have it made in blender.
Anyway hope you all had a wonderfull year and lets have an even better one this year. Happy new year!!
Another journal filled with best wishes
Posted 6 years agoYay another christmas, my best wishes to all those who celebrate today ( aswel as other days ) whatever they like celebrating.
May the year end aswel as start with a good, positive vibe
For me so far, all is swell. Can't complain too mutch , life goes as it is. Had a good meal with the fam, no fat loot but then again i realy honestly don't ask anything. I am content with what i have and if i want something i'll work for it and go get it....even tough that something is already on my shopping list for a year or 2 since i can't make a decission damnit.
Also my appologies to all who follow as i haven't been active for a lot aswel that i haven't posted any art. If there is something i do whant then it's a mirical drug i can shove in my spine to get working on that....and my weird back pains. Guess thats life at 36 and my unhealthy position behind the pc i guess.
Again my appologies for all those i watch and admire , seeing you all work you butts off creating so many beautifull works and pieces that deserve the attention and comments/critiques. I should say something about it but honestly i can only muster a well done /good job and praize it like many others do over x100. There is so mutch love put in it aswel as hours of work and suffering to get it all completed and i can or can't say more positive things about it then one line is depressing and not worthy.
So feast ,enjoy the time and keep up all the good works people. Give others that little joy in life even if it's a bit.
May the year end aswel as start with a good, positive vibe
For me so far, all is swell. Can't complain too mutch , life goes as it is. Had a good meal with the fam, no fat loot but then again i realy honestly don't ask anything. I am content with what i have and if i want something i'll work for it and go get it....even tough that something is already on my shopping list for a year or 2 since i can't make a decission damnit.
Also my appologies to all who follow as i haven't been active for a lot aswel that i haven't posted any art. If there is something i do whant then it's a mirical drug i can shove in my spine to get working on that....and my weird back pains. Guess thats life at 36 and my unhealthy position behind the pc i guess.
Again my appologies for all those i watch and admire , seeing you all work you butts off creating so many beautifull works and pieces that deserve the attention and comments/critiques. I should say something about it but honestly i can only muster a well done /good job and praize it like many others do over x100. There is so mutch love put in it aswel as hours of work and suffering to get it all completed and i can or can't say more positive things about it then one line is depressing and not worthy.
So feast ,enjoy the time and keep up all the good works people. Give others that little joy in life even if it's a bit.
Found my nephew XD
Posted 6 years agoI don't know how i came across it or what it's from but found it funny.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5XOB4OeLFo
Also side note , the game "no mans sky" seems to be good these days and is on discount. I might get it with the winter sales on steam.
Anyone that has some response on that it should get it or not??
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r5XOB4OeLFo
Also side note , the game "no mans sky" seems to be good these days and is on discount. I might get it with the winter sales on steam.
Anyone that has some response on that it should get it or not??
Looking for a better googeler ,pc troubles.
Posted 6 years agoYea, pc troubles. Trying to find where the problem may lie. I don't know how old my pc is atm, at least 5 and changed my grafphics card like 2y ago i think.
So what doesen't it do?? When i push the power button, most of the time it boots with no problems. However a few weeks ago , the screen stayed black altough my screen light whas blinking. So i tought it diden't booted. Pushed the power button for a few seconds and restarted.
Most of the time the second starts it goes normally.
Sometimes this doesen't work and i just use enter on the keyboard and seems to be restarting on it's own and then it works back again.
However today whas vexing as i tried and tried over and over and diden't get a screen. So i tried some things here and there. Then i decided to power my speakers and try again. It boots and hear the windows start up sound. This means my screen or my card might not be working. Screen is older then my 2y old card sooo i tried a diff screen.
Nothing when i added it so reboot it again. Suddenly i got visual on both screens.
So now i can see on my old screen so both the screen and the card still work, so why does it sometimes not activate and what issen't doing it's job?? The screen or the card.
Told the problem to a friend and he said it could be the memory.
Also one time i whas gaming D3 and suddenly my screen went static. So am leaning more towards my card thats not working correctly.
So far i haven't found a solution on the net, might make a post on some pc forum to see what they have.
So what doesen't it do?? When i push the power button, most of the time it boots with no problems. However a few weeks ago , the screen stayed black altough my screen light whas blinking. So i tought it diden't booted. Pushed the power button for a few seconds and restarted.
Most of the time the second starts it goes normally.
Sometimes this doesen't work and i just use enter on the keyboard and seems to be restarting on it's own and then it works back again.
However today whas vexing as i tried and tried over and over and diden't get a screen. So i tried some things here and there. Then i decided to power my speakers and try again. It boots and hear the windows start up sound. This means my screen or my card might not be working. Screen is older then my 2y old card sooo i tried a diff screen.
Nothing when i added it so reboot it again. Suddenly i got visual on both screens.
So now i can see on my old screen so both the screen and the card still work, so why does it sometimes not activate and what issen't doing it's job?? The screen or the card.
Told the problem to a friend and he said it could be the memory.
Also one time i whas gaming D3 and suddenly my screen went static. So am leaning more towards my card thats not working correctly.
So far i haven't found a solution on the net, might make a post on some pc forum to see what they have.
Out of this world
Posted 6 years agoHeya all, how are you all doing ?? Hope it's going swell.
Me?? Am doing so so ,but not bad, just the usual life busyness so sadly no time for some new stuff. I have been sick last weekend, nothing to serious , a small cold i guess.
I whas wondering, anyone playing Outer worlds?? I am pondering on getting it but on steam. So i gotta wait for it. So far on youtube i see some good results about it , lot's of playstyles , some... tips and tricks and stuff but overal good things.
Dunno if am going to play it again after the first one , shure i can pick diffren't things and all but honestly i haven't played fallout 4 that mutch either. We shall see.
Edit; I have no idea whats going on but today while i whas playing D3 my system seemed to have crashed sooo am also having some pc problems it seems. So either my vid card is going kaput ( again ) or i realy need a new system/rig.
Me?? Am doing so so ,but not bad, just the usual life busyness so sadly no time for some new stuff. I have been sick last weekend, nothing to serious , a small cold i guess.
I whas wondering, anyone playing Outer worlds?? I am pondering on getting it but on steam. So i gotta wait for it. So far on youtube i see some good results about it , lot's of playstyles , some... tips and tricks and stuff but overal good things.
Dunno if am going to play it again after the first one , shure i can pick diffren't things and all but honestly i haven't played fallout 4 that mutch either. We shall see.
Edit; I have no idea whats going on but today while i whas playing D3 my system seemed to have crashed sooo am also having some pc problems it seems. So either my vid card is going kaput ( again ) or i realy need a new system/rig.
The kink genie
Posted 6 years agoOdd tought i had but seemed like a good idea to ask aswel as wonder what kind of awnsers i get.
What if, you find an odd sex toy and when rubing it you release a kink genie??
You get 3 wishes BUT they can only be kinky ones. What do you wish for??
More wishes don't count and if you do, you get slapped with the toy.
As for me , i'll have to think loooong and haaard about it since i realy have a weird thing that i can't decide quick. Like if you ask others something they can immidiatly say something or with a little uuuhm and thinking about it but me , whooo boy , try again next week and i still might need more time.
Anyway, one at least so fast out of my mind would be a secret door to be transported to a private space where all sorts of gear would be thats sound proof and has all the neccesary things like extra rroms for sleeping , toilet , shower , tv etc. Basicly a big house/villa/building out of the way. Plus if i whant or like a gear/set up or furniture/bondage stuff , i just need to go to a part where i scan in the item i whant and it magickly makes it in the room so i can take it with me.
Altough this might not be a kink one , more materialistic so it may not count.
What if, you find an odd sex toy and when rubing it you release a kink genie??
You get 3 wishes BUT they can only be kinky ones. What do you wish for??
More wishes don't count and if you do, you get slapped with the toy.
As for me , i'll have to think loooong and haaard about it since i realy have a weird thing that i can't decide quick. Like if you ask others something they can immidiatly say something or with a little uuuhm and thinking about it but me , whooo boy , try again next week and i still might need more time.
Anyway, one at least so fast out of my mind would be a secret door to be transported to a private space where all sorts of gear would be thats sound proof and has all the neccesary things like extra rroms for sleeping , toilet , shower , tv etc. Basicly a big house/villa/building out of the way. Plus if i whant or like a gear/set up or furniture/bondage stuff , i just need to go to a part where i scan in the item i whant and it magickly makes it in the room so i can take it with me.
Altough this might not be a kink one , more materialistic so it may not count.
Huawei help
Posted 6 years agoCoulden't find some help or assistance on-line so tought i might aswel try it here and there.
So as a smartphone i have a huawei P8 for like 2-3-4y i think with no problmes tough i think my loader is getting a bad connection and doesen't charge unless it's in a certain position but still works so far.
Recently however i noticed something with taking photo's. I take most for work for reference or to show the boss how far i am etc etc. Now i took some and when i tried to look at them gain after a few hours or next day ,i only have grey ones with 'no miniature' available on them. Sometimes when i enlarge them some do show and most don't. Also some sometimes show and then not the next day. Sometimes they are good.
I also tought oh wait i can see them on my cloud since they get stored there aswel but those i took weren't there but others where.
Anyone with a slight idea on whats going on ?? Oh i also save them on my sd-card and there is pleeeeeeeenty of space left.
Also i don't know if it's related but also recently with the photo's. My mobile game of fallout shelter of a vault i made seemed to have dissapeared and hwas sad since i had so mutch time put into it. Yet i put it back on and tadaa it whas back , and then lest again and then back.
There a way like a pc to restore it to a previous point in time or something ??
Oh and while you are here , listen to this , it's lovely.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Yy.....;start_radio=1
Wow classic
Posted 6 years agoAnyone going to give it a shot ??
I loved wow when growing up. The raiding, story , etc. Also becouse i loved playing WC3 and TFT of it.
Now tough , eeeeh, all that grinding and lvling again , working up those proffesions. Altough it's all nogstalgic and all i don't think i'll give it a try , it's sutch a drag to do it all over tough many might enjoy it once more doing all those fun things.
I loved wow when growing up. The raiding, story , etc. Also becouse i loved playing WC3 and TFT of it.
Now tough , eeeeh, all that grinding and lvling again , working up those proffesions. Altough it's all nogstalgic and all i don't think i'll give it a try , it's sutch a drag to do it all over tough many might enjoy it once more doing all those fun things.
Hows life??
Posted 6 years agoEeeyo folks hows everyone doing?? Just a journal to summerize life and whats been going arround with me. Could be a long one so read, don't read it's all good.
Short version it's all good and well.
Sooooo where to begin?? Overal am doing owkay. Work is ..a tad hard these days but am maneging. Colleauge of mine is a dad of 3 kids and he gets some sort of parrent leave to help arround the house and keep an eye on them. I can understand 3 kids is a load of work but honestly my parents managed just fine with the 2 of us without it. So yea more work for me and one other to try and do. Plus he is also making a lot more mistakes that we have to put time into to correct aswel. Still it's doable.
Yet lately i feel no more hmm dedication or devotion to it anymore. Like when i whas younger i whas like , ooh i gotta have to work , do my best , be my best etc etc. Now am like , aah another day of work, lets see how i will live the day. I whas so eager to work and help people. Now it's more eh it pays the bills. It's also not that i whant it to change. I earn but in my eyes not enough but don't ask for a raize. It's decent enough and am not in financial trouble or anything , just whant some extra to perhaps have some extra's Yet i don't whant to work harder for it. I god mad respect for my boss and the work he does and things after workhours, it's like he doesen't stop working even after all the kids are out and is a grandparent himself and all but danget sometimes he's just so... boss like.
Now am like ,why do i have to start earlier if i only get paid transport pay thats way lower yet have to put up 8h of work someplace else etc etc all those things. Recently i just think they should be happy i still even show up and do my slow ass need to work harder stuff.
However i feel sooooo tired these days it's making me think i just go see a doc whats up with me. Like shure i don't do mutch before ,ya know , game and draw a little but now.... i just sloutch on my chair and watch youtube of people pointing out all the recent bad stuff game companies are producing or doing. Even in the weekends i hardly have the energy to game or do other things. Perhaps i need to sleep in a few days. I got this auto clock of me with work, sleep at 11 , wake up before 6:30 or closebye. Meaby a few more hours would get me back with some juice.
It's also that there are some days i get up and feel, ah it's going to be one of those days again. Just wonna get thrue it and sleep it off. Nothing is interesting or doable , just...eurgh.
Hmmm for the rest of it, well all is good realy. Nothing to worry about ,altouuuugh i am comming to that feeling that our grandparents aren't gonig to last long anymore so am trying to prepare me a bit for it. It's going to be horrible but thats life.
Turning 36 in a while so yay me for being still alive for it.
Gaming whiseeeee ...eeeeaaaah dunno i don't feel that drive anymore like i used to. Wow whas my life a few years ago, just spending so mutch to lvl , gear up , raid ,etc. Now.... eh plus classic is comming on my b-day buuuuut am so used to the wow now am not shure i'll enjoy the classic. Meaby start over and join a guild again.
Other games can't seem to enthrall me or keep me hooked aswel. I got witcher 3 and all but don't feel the need to quest.
I am playing satisfactory now and then , it's a fun one but am currently stuck trying to get the nuclear power up plus there is more to come and i am already at my limit to craft all the things in there. I suck at building and planning.
Mostly i just game to get like the daily xp or bonus things on stuff like Heartstone and Heroes of the storm. I did found out some card arts is done by artists here so i love seeing that.
Art whise, same like the games, no drive for it anymore altough i still itch to make some kinky creations i just don't feel the drive or juice for it. Am already slacking off and had time off to do something buuut nada. So far am just enjoying the art pieces all you lovely people create. Blender has recently upgraded so i need to stick some time into learning on how it all works and am not shure if it stayed somewhat to same for having models exported itno sfm so i gotta look into that aswel. PLUS well i made the animations with making images and put them in belnder to make a smoothy animation so thats also going to need some work to look into..... that i am not doing since am so ....lame.
Tablet whise am still looking into it as i hardly ever used a tablet and the ones that you can draw on seems way better but alas also costs more. So while i whant to try it ,am also thinking , if i buy it i need to work with it becouse if i don't i just threw out x ammount of finances for nothing but seeing how unmotivated i am sometimes ( mostly) i fear thats going to happen.
I also realy whant to comment on the pieces i recieve to admire but alas due to the tiredness or lack of energy i just put it out for other days but that keeps on extending. So sorry for that yall.
Seems windows 7 is going out aswel so i gott upgrade to 10 unfortunally sooo i've been thinking of either getting a new pc since this one is 5-6y old , all my disks are pretty full ( thank you steam ) and jist looking at characters in overwatch is making it beep aswel as just alking arround in satsifactory so yea my 1y old grafics card aint pulling it anymore. If my future games that i whant to play are cyberpunk and outer worlds ...+ subverse. am guessing i reheeheeheheeheahly need a new one. Plus a new screen. Am always been the type that seas ,well if it still works why replace it but if it's neccesary it needs to be done.
Mmmmmh guess thats about it. Still i realy would like to meet up with a young gall to have a days worth of good tickling session with her. Hopefully not when am 80.
Short version it's all good and well.
Sooooo where to begin?? Overal am doing owkay. Work is ..a tad hard these days but am maneging. Colleauge of mine is a dad of 3 kids and he gets some sort of parrent leave to help arround the house and keep an eye on them. I can understand 3 kids is a load of work but honestly my parents managed just fine with the 2 of us without it. So yea more work for me and one other to try and do. Plus he is also making a lot more mistakes that we have to put time into to correct aswel. Still it's doable.
Yet lately i feel no more hmm dedication or devotion to it anymore. Like when i whas younger i whas like , ooh i gotta have to work , do my best , be my best etc etc. Now am like , aah another day of work, lets see how i will live the day. I whas so eager to work and help people. Now it's more eh it pays the bills. It's also not that i whant it to change. I earn but in my eyes not enough but don't ask for a raize. It's decent enough and am not in financial trouble or anything , just whant some extra to perhaps have some extra's Yet i don't whant to work harder for it. I god mad respect for my boss and the work he does and things after workhours, it's like he doesen't stop working even after all the kids are out and is a grandparent himself and all but danget sometimes he's just so... boss like.
Now am like ,why do i have to start earlier if i only get paid transport pay thats way lower yet have to put up 8h of work someplace else etc etc all those things. Recently i just think they should be happy i still even show up and do my slow ass need to work harder stuff.
However i feel sooooo tired these days it's making me think i just go see a doc whats up with me. Like shure i don't do mutch before ,ya know , game and draw a little but now.... i just sloutch on my chair and watch youtube of people pointing out all the recent bad stuff game companies are producing or doing. Even in the weekends i hardly have the energy to game or do other things. Perhaps i need to sleep in a few days. I got this auto clock of me with work, sleep at 11 , wake up before 6:30 or closebye. Meaby a few more hours would get me back with some juice.
It's also that there are some days i get up and feel, ah it's going to be one of those days again. Just wonna get thrue it and sleep it off. Nothing is interesting or doable , just...eurgh.
Hmmm for the rest of it, well all is good realy. Nothing to worry about ,altouuuugh i am comming to that feeling that our grandparents aren't gonig to last long anymore so am trying to prepare me a bit for it. It's going to be horrible but thats life.
Turning 36 in a while so yay me for being still alive for it.
Gaming whiseeeee ...eeeeaaaah dunno i don't feel that drive anymore like i used to. Wow whas my life a few years ago, just spending so mutch to lvl , gear up , raid ,etc. Now.... eh plus classic is comming on my b-day buuuuut am so used to the wow now am not shure i'll enjoy the classic. Meaby start over and join a guild again.
Other games can't seem to enthrall me or keep me hooked aswel. I got witcher 3 and all but don't feel the need to quest.
I am playing satisfactory now and then , it's a fun one but am currently stuck trying to get the nuclear power up plus there is more to come and i am already at my limit to craft all the things in there. I suck at building and planning.
Mostly i just game to get like the daily xp or bonus things on stuff like Heartstone and Heroes of the storm. I did found out some card arts is done by artists here so i love seeing that.
Art whise, same like the games, no drive for it anymore altough i still itch to make some kinky creations i just don't feel the drive or juice for it. Am already slacking off and had time off to do something buuut nada. So far am just enjoying the art pieces all you lovely people create. Blender has recently upgraded so i need to stick some time into learning on how it all works and am not shure if it stayed somewhat to same for having models exported itno sfm so i gotta look into that aswel. PLUS well i made the animations with making images and put them in belnder to make a smoothy animation so thats also going to need some work to look into..... that i am not doing since am so ....lame.
Tablet whise am still looking into it as i hardly ever used a tablet and the ones that you can draw on seems way better but alas also costs more. So while i whant to try it ,am also thinking , if i buy it i need to work with it becouse if i don't i just threw out x ammount of finances for nothing but seeing how unmotivated i am sometimes ( mostly) i fear thats going to happen.
I also realy whant to comment on the pieces i recieve to admire but alas due to the tiredness or lack of energy i just put it out for other days but that keeps on extending. So sorry for that yall.
Seems windows 7 is going out aswel so i gott upgrade to 10 unfortunally sooo i've been thinking of either getting a new pc since this one is 5-6y old , all my disks are pretty full ( thank you steam ) and jist looking at characters in overwatch is making it beep aswel as just alking arround in satsifactory so yea my 1y old grafics card aint pulling it anymore. If my future games that i whant to play are cyberpunk and outer worlds ...+ subverse. am guessing i reheeheeheheeheahly need a new one. Plus a new screen. Am always been the type that seas ,well if it still works why replace it but if it's neccesary it needs to be done.
Mmmmmh guess thats about it. Still i realy would like to meet up with a young gall to have a days worth of good tickling session with her. Hopefully not when am 80.
