It's been little over a year since I've moved back from colege and work. At my new job a year and still hate it. But I'm inspecting cars for Pennsylvania and emission testing. Finaly doing mechanical work other then being a tire tech. This spring will be my 15th ish year being a fur and finally having 2 fursuits being made. Come out of my shell alot but still shy. Still working on my rust bucket cars. Jimmy is 90% done. Camaro has the v6 out. And 350 carb engine gonna be put in. 700r4 is gonna get rebuilt and new k member suspension updated. And student loans will have me broke for a while. Went from a fox/wolf hybrid to a chubby hyena/kangaroo hybrid. Ummm. Trying to lose weight and build muscle, trying to control this depression I have so I keep busy trying not to think about it.

I'm looking to have a reff sheet and badge of the sona done. The only thing is I don't have a working paypal acount. So idk how to pay. I can pay cash.

a year has come and gone so fast and i have only 2 months of skool left and idk what i should do. i have a crappy job and a crappy car, and descent apartment. and i miss being home. but theres no jobs there and i hate my family. i have the choice to stay in cleveland or move back to pa. i have some money saved up half is going to tools, some to a crown vic i like and the rest is for a suit. but idk. times running out and im not ready.

i keep making list on if i should buy this subaru ive been looking at, fix my gmc jimmy or buy a awesome suit. they are all in my spending range and now i have a job i can afford little things now. i just dont know what to do with this money thats burning a hole in my pocket.

im looking at 2 92-93 chevy s10 pickups in ok shape. both 5 speed and one has been lowered 3in. and ones a v6 the other is a 4cyl. or a 04 subaru outback sport. 5 speed clean. but clutch slips alittle and a small crack in windshield. all three in the 1500-2500 range. idk what to choose.

im trying to save money to stay in skool and i have an extra room at my apartment that isnt being used. im particular at who moves in. must have a steady income to pay each month. im looking for some one around 20yrs non smoker or drinker. idk if pets are aloud. i can see if pet rats or small animals, i have rats. i live on a second floor, utilities will be divided, just gas and electric. rent would be around 200 plus 25 if u want cable. i wake up around 6am everyday for skool, i have a futon frame and maybe a dresser that was left there. the room is small but spaceious. im several blocks from downtown cleveland ohio. ill be staying until november of 2014 and im trying to re enter in my skool for some thing else so ill be in the apartment another year and half. idk im just throwing it out there. i keep to my self so ull prolly not see me much.

my twenty furst bday is tomorrow -12th- and im telling every one. hehe. i had dinner today cuz tomorrow ill be off to cleveland. had chinese food and shared a drink wif my big sis. her bday is on thursday so we had a special dinner. i havent seen her in 2 months so it was the best gift to see her. i might have a small party on monday if any one is in cleveland that wants to have drinks -sorry only soda for me= like around 4 just message me. hehe. im very excited but i feel like im old. and itll be the 12th year ill be in the furry fandom. hehe.

i wish there was more time on the weekends. im in erie acouple weekends a month and it feels like i dont get things done. i bought more parts for my engine and i realy wanted to drop it back in the truck so ill have room for tareing down my blown escort engine but i have to do things that take up time first. ive already moved the aircompressor in the basement for room but i have 3 tranies and t-cases in the way. along with a sh!t ton of parts on my bench. i found a 80s dodge daytona with all its turbo parts in it and i might strip it down an turbo the escort engine i have.-im a beast at rebuilding motors-hehe . im thinking of selling my cherrypicker and maybe an engine stand cus i want a foldable one to store easaly. the one i have was altered to take engine out of boats. and its big. god idk if i can survive living in cleveland and going to skool for another year. the streets and long drive is tearing up my car. i have to buy 4 new tires already and i miss being home. im turning 21 in 28 days and im dreding each day. people are saying its fun able to drink but i dont. i see what happens when people drink or do drugs and stuff. i may look and act like i do but im gonna stay clean. i dont wanna mess up my life more then it is. and i belive in may will be the 12th year aniversary of me being in the fandom. i feel old. hehe. im trying to goto as many meets as possible in oh and pa, if my car take the abuse, but atleast i get 30-40 mpg rather than 5-15 mpg in the truck i was useing. hehe. 20 bucks almost gives me a full tank. hehe and no cons for me, maybe one but i have my reasons not to go. and i think thats it. i know i might have more.

my munchkin had one kitten and ive been up with her for the past couple days cuz she didnt want to nurse her and idk what happen i came home and found the kitten laying in the kitchen cold and not moving. she could of lived another day or years if i just stayed home. ghgfnhjfnmjnj. fuck everything.

my escort is fixed and an hour driving and braking the engine in it seems better then ever but it has a idle issue idk why, i think its the cheep plugs and wires i got. i still need to fix the brake hose and front strut and an alinement and tires. so i still have a little work to do but im glad its running. also im sadly trying to sell my blazer. ive given up on it and its just a money pit and id rather use the money for a suit from it. im not much of a web person =i just cant remember all passwords or user names. hehe= i made a blimped account. its a cool site. once i get a computer ill update my account and post pics. hehe.

i fixed my car. several months of puting 6 cars into one. rtv holding everything together but it still wont die. i like how every one in skool or just everyone asks there mommies and daddies for new things tool,cars,free rides to college. i have a messed up family, tools from my dead dad, but he was a carpender so there useless. a car that ductape and rtv is holding together and doesnt pass inspection. got screwed by working for my money hungry mom and the dude that owned this little sh!tty farm and every one that lived/boarded horses there. im driving my moms gas guzzling suv with a horrible rod nock and coolent leak. i can bearly buy tools so i can work at a real job. and im not certified to work at a dealer. i know more auto repair then my skool is teaching, computer broke, my sis moved out of the house, and im sick. but atleast im living on my own, i have moved on unlike others i know, i dont have to see people that i realy want to kill, im getting a suit soon, have 2 plushies i love to death, 21, and have the best mate i ever had. i can build an enging from pan to carb but bearly know how to use a computer and i like it like that,hehe. and i have a dozen pumpkin spice donuts all to my self. so idgaf. hehe.

im thnking of haveing a meet either in cleveland or erie pa. i was also thinking of a car meet also at krispy kremes. maybe when the weather warms up. is anyone interested?

i need my car back. its back home in pa all alone with no heart. this weather needs to warm up. the only engine i liked got scraped so i have to piece one togeather. my engine repair teacher told me to either or. to rebuild or take a chance on getting a used engine. i can rebuild but it can cost up to 500 or spend 230 plus 70 for a head gasket kit cuz i have to remove the head to check if the cylinder walls are good. driving a 5speed for 5 years and going to an auto, its hard to get out the habbit of using both feet. hehe. and gettin 5 miles per gallon from my moms truck sucks.

ive been looking around to find an inner tube or rubber bladder to put in a plush animal i have. i cant find anything that i can use. im looking for a round, size of a basketball. i didnt know if soccer or valleyballs had removable inner tubes in them. were could i find one with a oneway valve or stoper. please and thankyous.

Shits been crazy for the past month. skool is ok, steering and suspension is a layed back class. my great great uncle pasted away at the age of 95. so im still overcomeing of that and im in cleveland and missed the barrial and church thing. so yah. =sigh= my shitty ass car decided to drop a valve seat and destroyed the #4 cylinder so i might rebuild the engine, find a used one or i have an eye on a subaru impreza. so there goes my hole fursuit fund. Im driving my moms truck now and god its a gas hog. gots my gps stolen yesterday here in cleveland while paying my internet bill. laptop is dieing on me. i have a lot to catch up on. hehe. Ihave a 94 jimmy im looking to sell. its not road ready and its a project.

1st my fan on my laptop breaks. my local skate shop in pa is not selling skate boards or bikes anymore, my family is split up cuz no one will make up or for give each other, its snowing, moved to a new barn which is shittier then the barn we were at, im fat, car broke down, my neighbor that ive known my whole life has all timers, all happened when im in ohio instead of back home in pa. things are not the same as when i was 13. i need a time machine. or wish i could start life all over again. i hate being old. sorry for this lil rant.

I don't know why but not having my car is making me sad. i did get new parts for her so hopefuly she'll last untill i get the jimmy running. i got new shifter bushings, rear strut, whole exhaust system, tie rod, bearing, heater controls, battery terminals, lights and she didn't like that. hehe blew out a brake line so now i'm driving my moms ghetto gas drinking v8 explorer. i want my 5 speed gas sipping little car. im thinking of returboing her. but idk.

i have 2 very frendly barn kittens there 1-2 years old. male and female, not fixed. i have a moma with 3 kittens, within a week theyll be ready to go. im looking for good homes for them. message me if ur serious about adopting them.

ill be staying here in cleveland this weekend and really want to see it. anyone down to come with.

within a year from graduating highskool ive gained 55 pounds. yes im fat. hehe. i was use to going to skool at 7 then work at 1 to 330, skate or walk home and didnt eat anything allday and shovel stall every other day.. im kindof thinking of =i know its bad to do= is to not eat anything for a couple days at a time. i get out of skool around 140 and im stuck in my apartment all day so i know ill gain weight fast if i just lounge around. finding a job to keep me busy is hard. ive even been looking for a rice burner engine to disassemble or a 454bbc. any tips. ive kindof quit drinking pop and eating heathyer and nothing. my goal is 160. im around 205lbs.

Happy halloween everyone. i hope everyone issafe,warm, and didnt eat too many sweets. hehe. oh yah for got yesterday was my fathers 18th aniversary of him passing away so i miss u. take care everyone. =goes back to eating poprocks and drinking coke= hehe.

i know skooling is more important but i wish it was free. 2k gone within a half month. and i still need to pay for utilities and next months rent. and a shock piece rotted out on my car and idk if i can make it home next week cuz of no gas monies. i do have quarters for laundry. hehe. =goes back and eats romon noodles= if any one is looking to buy a parts/fixer upper truck let me know. i might sell mine. or a car amp.

i just hate being far away from home. im safer home. i dont have to have a knife in my pocket just to walk across the street to skool. =i still carry one at home= im afraid to skate board here in cleveland, i know ill get jumped for my board and stuff. its always cold in my apartment. auto motive classes are hard. i blew out 2 tires on my car cuz of branches and parking on the street. my car is sh!t and starting to brakedown on me. 2nd hand laptop keeps braking down. havent seen my sis in 3 weeks. hard finding a good room mate to share the exspences. im broke and been eating ramon noodles and white castle. hehe. i hate waking up at 5am. but its life and idk if i can make it threw it. i just miss home,friends, high skool, old job, family, and my truck, and being 13 again.

im going full time for skooling in cleveland and trying to get a meet together. if there is any one that wants to go just send me a message. i have room at my apartment if any one wants to stay. or just chill. i live close by down town. im home in erie almost every other weekend i can pick up anyone thats on the way.