Im Alive and doing okay.
Posted 7 years agoHi every one who is still around..
Im sorry for such a long leave of absence. if any of you read journals you are the first to know I am back.
I have been through what feels like hell and back. I had so many bad things happen either around me or I've encouraged onto myself. Don't worry, I've never been in any harm.
I've been reaching out and trying to find myself. im in a much better place, ive been very stable for the last month and I am extremely happy to say Jaz has been great too! She's still Near by in the aria but far enough way that she has her own space and land to thrive and grow in. Im so proud of her.
I have a lot of due art, for Tundrawolf, neptin, and Suchtrashly. all Due art will be posted within the week with formal apologies. im sorry for what had happened. Have a splendid weekend everyfur. <3
Change in life
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Hey everyone,
So I've just had the craziest and probably the 2nd saddest weekends I have ever had.
Most of you know my irl best friend Jaz. [My character on here is strongly based on her]
Anyway she had just turned 18 and graduated and all back on Tuesday, but here on Friday late at night after I had taken her out to eat for her birthday she got a call from her mom.
In a raging fit her mom blew up on her out of nowhere and kicked her out and straight up disowned her. She has kept her clothes hostage and wont bring them to her or let Jaz onto the property at all.
She had stayed with me for the weekend just falling apart at the seams and I've been trying to help her in anyway I could. Jaz had recently decided yesterday that it would be best if she just got as far away as she could from her mom. once she gets her stuff tomorrow with the help of a police escort and a friend she's moving half the state away....
I feel like I'm loosing my best friend all over again... This is just bringing bad memories all over again from the time her mom sent her away and told me with a straight face that she was never coming back.
I know this time she'll have a phone and will still be able to talk to people either by text or social media but I just cant help it. i'm just going to be so lost without her this summer and I don't even know how to process this all quite yet.
I'm sorry to Those I owe art too still. I have little to no excuse.. I will see them through and I promise I will get them done!!!!! I think I just need to calm down a bit.
Thanks for sticking around guys. <3
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Commission for
Raffle winner
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WINNER WINNER CHICKEN DINNER!
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Congratulations to
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Winner of the 2018 raffle! i'll be sending in a note here soon to the winner.
Thank you all who participated!! It means soo much to me seeing all of your support! <3
Also a few updates!
Days have been so long lately and move so slowly.... We got dumped on by about a foot of snow!! witch is really nice concitering we have had less than 3 inches within a snow system within the last 2 years! So this is a huge change!! I love snow though, its so pretty!
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Working on
commission// expected completion Feb. 25th
RAFFLE!! {{{CLOSED}}}
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EDIT
HEY THANKS EVERYONE! THE RAFFLE IS OVER! I'LL DRAW THE WINNER TOMARROW AND WILL MAKE A WHOLE NEW JOURNAL FOR UPDATES AND SUCH!
THANKS FOR PARTICIPATEING!
Holy mowlly!
I forgot all about the annual Christmas raffle I usually do, but I was lucky enough to catch this special occasion!!!
So up and coming here on the 24th of February is my 21st birthday! So I am sharing this special occasion with you guys.
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---So here is how its gonna go.---
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I'll pick ONE winner this time.
***The winner will get 1 full body colored drawing and 1 laminated badge of given character.
The drawing will have a very simple back drop/background***
This raffle will start today. Feb. 2 and go on until Feb 9.
That's next Friday!!! One week!!
Good luck!
--Comment below if you'd like to enter this raffle.
--Your username will be placed in the magical Rainbow squid hat
"If you must see the hat here it is, http://www.furaffinity.net/view/21932877/"
--in exactly one week I'll announce the winner and personally message them.
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Slacking
Posted 7 years agoHey guys and gals!
Sorry but I've realized I've been slacking bad with uploading stuff or getting my work all together to get it upload.
Keep a look out For some cool changes as the new year arrives!
As in quality, quantity, and new characters to join the crazy family!
I may not be on a whole lot until January. I wont be able to post anything until January anyway but i'll try to get on every now and then to check messages and try to stay active with everyone.
But Merry Christmas from my end, Happy holidays and a happy new year!! <3
Good news EVERYONE!
Posted 8 years agoHi-a guys and gals!
Sorry for being a bit inactive, but I was recently offered a full time position out at a chicken farm!! I've been running around and trying to get ready for this big "move".
For the pass year and a half I've been working 4 part time jobs just to barley stay afloat. each month was either a hit or miss. So with this full time job, I'll not only be making enough, but I can lighten the load off my shoulders. I left 1 part time job and reduced the other 2 down.
I love working with these birds. they can be real sweethearts and well as little jerks. Hahaha.
Inktober is not canceled, I'm just going to have a large upload hear soon
!! Spooks the season!!
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Hello one and all!
October is hear and so are our artist favorite time of year of challenges! I missed out on last years, but as an artist I feel I want to challenge myself. I'm gonna commit to this INKTOBER challenge as much as I possibly can!
I may even try an INK-GORETOBER mix every now and then. :3
LETS GET 'ER DOOOONE!!!
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Pcik some!
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Hey everyone!!
I was just curious. witch of my characters would you like to see more of?
I draw some more than others, and I've tried to kick the "Shy" ones up front, but they lag behind from time to time.
So, who would you guys like to see more of? Who do you want to get to know more?
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Friend in need!!
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Hey everyone!
Is going through some serious stuff right now!
Between medical bills and regular house bills they are just a bit short behind.
If you want to go check out their stuff they do all kinds of commissions and YCH's.
I'd appreciate if you would go check
artwork, spread the word, or even donate/ commission from them.
They even have some Cute a$$ partials for sale too.

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WWWWWOOOOO
Posted 8 years agoALright!
I HAVE POWER AGAIN!!!!!!!
Systems are up and going again and a lot sooner than expected!
Also in my time in the dark I felt the need to make a huge announcement. it may be small to you guys but I've been struggaling with my sexual identity for years. mainly because I never knew ALL THIS existed until I was a freshman in highschool. So 6+ years ago. ((Perks of living in a small redneck town in the hills))
I found the Axesuality community 2 years ago, and felt right at home.
But guys and gals and all of you other pals, I like to finally come out.
Im sure I've known for a while but I did not accept it fully till of recently.
I am gay.
weeeew. not sure what to say now that I've finally written it. but WOW.
Thanks everyone for sticking around. Ya'll are the best. I want to send all of you big hugs right now.
Keep being awesome. <3 <3
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Tight situations
Posted 8 years agoHey everyone.
Im in a bit of a hole.
I have been and will not be on much for the next several days.
Our electricity has been shut off here at home and i wont be able to pay off the due amount for awhile.....
Take care everyone!!
I'll be fine and so will my family.
With much love, Ally.
Im in a bit of a hole.
I have been and will not be on much for the next several days.
Our electricity has been shut off here at home and i wont be able to pay off the due amount for awhile.....
Take care everyone!!
I'll be fine and so will my family.
With much love, Ally.
IM ALIVE!!
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Hey so it was all short notice and I have barley been home at all this week, just enough to sleep...
Between work and the county fair I am beat and sun worn!!
My cousin Jaz was showing her first horse, (a yearling Morgan) and I went every day all day to show her my full support!!
Between helping her stay stress free and working the mare all day I've been coming home with dead legs and useless eye lids. I'm sorry for not keeping up at all on here or even telling ya'll I'd be offline this week, but hey. I didn't expect too. LMAO!!
Hope everyone is staying cool, its been HOT HOT HOT here!!
Crap im sorry - update
Posted 8 years agoI'm so sorry guys, <Raffle pepes>
My grandma has been having issues and things have been getting worse. I meant to get those pics sent a week ago and my mind has been elsewhere on other problems that I just forgot. i'm so sorry. Monday afternoon they are getting sent out for sure!!!
I'm so sorry. bear with me
Updates! Raffle winners please read!
Posted 8 years agoHey everyone I have some good and bad news!!
Good news, my sister gave birth Yesterday and I am now an aunt of 2!! She's cute like a wee Radish!! Ahh!! <3
Anywho that means i'm gonna go visit her over the weekend to go meet my new niece and say happy birthday to my nephew.
Sadly I have to leave my work here, so I cant work on anything while i'm gone, and that includes uploads.
So bad news... the Raffle. Tonight I was going to upload the Raffle winners drawings, but i'm leaving in the next hour or so, so I have to get ready for that.
So what I am going to do is upload Monday as soon as I get home!!
My neice is a week early and I am so sorry for the inconvenience but I really need to go on this little trip.
I'll see ya Monday, and have yourselves a wonderful memorial day weekend!
Updated storm, and Comic con?
Posted 8 years agoWeew!
We got lucky, and we are all safe!
We had 60+ MPH winds, but my town didn't get hit as bad as the town to the north did. Trees got uprooted, and lots of hail it was something I haven't experienced first hand before. None of the twisters hit around my aria, but more did hit east Iowa and north west. no great news of any destruction but shingles and poor roofs blown off and lots of down limbs in the worst hit arias.
I'm just happy me and my family are safe, and preying for those out there who got hit worst.
Also, this weekend is WIZAED WORLD COMIC CON!! and STAN F*CKIN' LEE, father of Marvel and all its universe is going to be there!!
Sadly I'm going to miss him entirely for I can't go until Sunday due to our school's graduation on Saturday. (gotta see my lil' friends graduate and eat there food) ;)
Stan Lee is only going to be there Friday and Saturday, but non-the least I at least can go this year and enjoy the con in all its glory. <3
Yall stay safe and take care out there!!
STORMS!!
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Under a tornado watch, with extreme risk and potential (multiple) twisters throughout Iowa. strong winds and hail to accompany these storms. Stay safe other Iowan furs!!
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Update:1
Posted 8 years agoHey guys.
Sorry I havnt been very active lately, I've been working hard on those Raffle winners, but this last week has been hetic.
I am starting up with 4 my 4th job that I was thrown into, only because i'm getting paid with some 'high quality' art supplies. (( I used the quotes because I don't know the brand and haven't seen them, i'm just saying what this crazy lady told me. ))
I've been home only an hour a day for the last 3 days, beside the 5 1/2 hours of sleep I get at night. this week should calm down, but who knows for how long..
My Grandma had a sever heart attack back on the 28th. she was doing fine but was shaken up. it wasn't her first, but it hit her hard. after two nights in the hospital things were A-Okay and she was released. my mom went to stay with her to make sure things would be fine.
[i](here's the kicker. My mother and I live a-ways away from my gram and we haven't been over to visit like we used to in about 10 years. ya we have popped in to say high, but that was every other year. we were more out of the loop on how things have been than what we thought and were told.)
[/i]My mom found out she had some form of Dementia or Alzheimer's, and it really was bad and kicked in after the heart attack. My gram, who is normally a sweet, and timid person was lashing out at paramedics and officers, and she shook her finger at a paramedic and popped him in the mouth. as funny as it sounded when I heard it, it was hard to believe she did that, and she doesn't remember doing it and was shocked herself. Some days she remembers some of her 7 kids, and others she wont recognize any. But she is now in a Center where they have people who are trained and equipped for such. so she is in a safe environment now. sadly she wont ever be able to go home, but she is safe and getting the care she needs.
Anyways I will try to get back on track, and get on a roll on things now that everything is calm. Take care everyone! have a wonderful day!!
Winners!!! 100+ raffle!
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The time has come, and the time is HERE!!
The three winners of the raffle are;
thetundrawolf
eriko93
luciabalthazar
Each winner will receive a colored full drawing pose of their choice! {{ no background!! }} and a full sheet filled with sketch expressions and a body sketch of their choice.
I'll note each of them for info.
Thank you all for participating and making this possible!!
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::REMINDER!!: 100+ watcher Raffle!!
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Guys the time is almost up!!
Go hear to get a chance to win some free art!
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8173915/
Ends Tuesday, 4-18-2017 at 6:00 USA central time!
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Newcomputer??
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Hey everyone!
A good fur is saving up for a newer computer!!
starryprince is saving up to get a new computer, and needs your help!
They have awesome YCH and art work, so give them a watch while you stop by.
Here is their journal:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:52500099
Here is their gallery:
https://www.furaffinity.net/gallery/starryprince/
100 + watcher RAFFLE!!
Posted 8 years agoThe time has come!!
Thanks for all the support guys! Now its time I return the offer.
Now that we've reached this mile-stone, I am throwing a Free art Raffle!!
To enter; just comment below on this journal under the raffle comment, and you're name will be put into the Rainbow-squid hat of Raffles!!
This raffle will last a week! (today) Tuesday through Tuesday the 18th!
I will be drawing 3 names!!
The winnings will consist a colored full drawing pose of your choice! {{ no background!! }} and a full sheet filled with sketch expressions and a body sketch of what you want.
SFW Only! Blood is acceptable.
1 Character only!!
And good luck!!
Digital changes
Posted 8 years agoHey guys, I saw this coming (due to my lack of luck), But I can no longer get into my paint program.
My laptop is rejecting my tablet all of a sudden, and I get keep the program I paint on open, due to it crashing every time.
I have a few made and ready in advance, but I don't think I can do anything to fix this problem myself. So now every other Tuesday will be digital until I either run out, or I can fix this. i'll still upload traditional Friday-Saturday, and every other Tuesdays I will upload traditional as well.
:UPDATE: Hospital trip
Posted 8 years agoWe came home four hours later. its not what we thought it was, but then again they don't know either.
The doctors took some x-rays, blood work, and a sample from her with little luck.
So far as we know she has some worrying spots in her chest and lower abdomen. We don't know what they are so we have to go back Wednesday for a CT scan.
I know there are a lot of these, and that few people read them, but it does feel good to type this out, and talk to you guys. you are all amazing people.
Have a Wonderful day!
-Ally
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Off To the hospital
Posted 8 years agoMy mother is in a lot of pain this morning so we are hospital bound to go check out what is wrong.
I'm not sure if this will disrupt any of my activity on here or not, so don't be alarmed if I may not be on for a few days.
I'll keep ya'll updated
Happy tuesday everyone!
Posted 8 years agoI have a few good news' i'd like to share!!
First off, I have a job that may work for me and i'm exited to join the team! i'm not hired yet but fingers are crossed!
Second, Trades are open as well! I'm down for both digital and or Traditional trades!! However because im still new and practicing with Digital. commissions for digital are Not available still.
Third and final, Traditional Badges are available to commission!
Things are going to be okay hopefully! :)