After a hiatus, I think its time to come back to the art scene here. Got some sketches to upload. Ill upload them Friday or Saturday. Be on the look out.

It hasn’t been getting better for me mentally. Honestly, it gets worse no matter how many times I lie to myself about getting better. Art itself becomes less of a passion and more like a chore now and with no support with people I once called friends, it’s just feels meaningless. No one buys my art commissions, said people stopped talking to me after a fight, other people want to do things to cheer me up only to leave me waiting for nothing or just outright ditching me.

Looking at it now, I never really had friends. Real friends. So yeah. Hiatus, not closing anything or deleting my account. Just an archive of broken dreams and lost faith.

Thank you for your support to those that actually liked my work. Maybe in another lifetime, things will be better. We’ll see.

Looking for someone familiar with designing a Nelvaanian. Send note with refs.

So I am moving soon and did a cleanup of all my characters I use less than others, if used at all. I made a small list of them on my Toyhouse if interested.

https://toyhou.se/alpha1178/charact.....folder:2751386

Check them out and PM me if interested.

Welp, sorry to my Russian (and anyone else that uses that site for payment) but Boosty is officially broken on my end. Can't do it from my phone, can't do it from my three computers (Desktop, Laptop, Macbook).

I really hate how Russia had to ban itself over the control of land that doesn't belong to them, only to be ousted by the world and banned from using an international banking system which resulted this. Not that the people are to blame, they have no word on this matter... Sorry I can not support you anymore that I could with such wonderful talents. Hopefully everything settles down and things get back to normal...

So Recently, I have been looking through my list of characters and they are missing their sex and species...
Old Format: {First Name} {Last Name}
New Format: [Sex] {First Name} {Last Name} (Species)
I have done that from my personal drive, now to my MEGA Library along with uploading new characters that I have bought. My children need the love from everyone.

With that, sketches are halted.

[EDIT] Finished updating and organizing the civilians in the library.

Link

I recently opened commissions to a small number, mainly due to work still being busy till August. Only Lineart as I am also taking on Procreate as my new default platform for simplicity.

Due to my upcoming detachment (mini deployment to a specific area) I bought an iPad and Procreate. Gonna hone my skills to that app and platform as I did not feel comfortable bringing my old Surface Pro or my Expensive Wacom Cintiq 13HD tablet. My last deployment took a beating with my Surface Pro and well… Tax return came in and I got an iPad.

Anyways, still looking for pokegals. Any of the Eevolution, Latias, Lopunny, Garchomp, another Blaziken (Strong or athletic) and some avians. Looking for a Delphox too.

Lately, I’ve been craving for more pokemon girls but most importantly a delphox. There’s specifics to my likings but just show me what you got. :>

https://www.pillowfort.social/alpha1178
Check it out, got me a pillowfort and I hope to move some art blogging there since Tumblr has been dead.

Need me a shortstack girl(s) as I think I made everyone around 5' and Above. Anyways, know anyone good at making custom adopts or selling shortstacks?

So I am stuck with in a pickle and decided to sell some characters. These characters were acquired a long time ago but still have what was sent to me. Anyways, the link is here:

https://toyhou.se/alpha1178/charact.....folder:2751386

These are unused or cut characters that either did not fit my storyline or were out of helping people get out of financial problems. Most of them were from FB years back which unfortunately, have no record of who they came from. Take a look and send me note if any interest you.

So after a few years being on here, I finally achieve 100, 200 and now 300 watches. Gonna skip 400 and go for 500. Dunno how that will happen but hey, patience!

So for 300 watches, I decided to hold up a raffle.
Terms:
Comment below a ref, must be a watcher (new watchers welcome)
Make a journal entry about it, attach link to comment for extra entry
And await for the deadline which is set for the 31st of this month.

Winner will be announced via new journal and noted. Sounds generic but eh, Winner gets a colored artwork from me (Can't afford anything right now, thanks DFAS) in any theme (within reason, nothing too explicit). One character, and one character only.

Questions can be attached on your entry reply.

Good luck.

Edit: No one participated so I cancelled it. Oh well.

In the morning of this day, my mom held me from going to school today. I was only 7 and we just moved from another area of the Valley. I didn't know why it was a no school morning, but I just went to my room and played with some toys. Soon after that, I heard my mom yell as if something happened to her. My parents, watching the events unfold, saw the second plane hit. While the first tower was already on fire, I ruled out that the events were not accidental. The fire raged on the second tower and I just watched. I wondered what kind of people would do this. It was a morning of shock.

Skip to this year, my deployment was surely going to get extended as our boat made it through the Suez Canal. Our AOR was the same as before, Arabian Sea. But what made it different from last year was the actual loading of bombs and having our jets loaded with our specialty weapon; jammers. As soon as they flew off, we waited. Our jets came back unharmed, other jets came unloaded. We were later told that we were defending against enemy forces attacking our troop on ground, evacuating Afghanistan. Finally, this war was coming to an end.

Today, after 20 years, this chapter has concluded. I still feel the shock, but knowing our folks are back home, the war has ended, and I achieved a lot between now and then, I'm at peace.

Back to drawing some art.

Huh, in my time active here, I have surpassed not only 100, but 200 watchers... That's cool. I'm only 10 people away to get 300. Maybe if I reach that, I'll fund a raffle for a color commission. Or maybe a free drawing to the winner of the raffle.

Dunno. I'm kinda happy this was realized today. Thanks everyone. :>

Recently, I got a text from my mother regarding an uncle who died. He, among another, had succumbed to Covid. He was already weakened with his Diabetes. From what I heard from my mother, he passed in his home after requesting to leave the hospital to be transported home. With the care of his family, he finally went to rest.

He was one of my godfathers (while I am agnostic, my mother's side of the family is really religious.) and first born to the family, a similar trait we share. So many memories, yet no longer in this plane of existence. I will miss you, Uncle. Thank you for the memories.

As I reflect on this, I wonder how I can protect my family while I am away from my home state. My father has the weakest immune system in the family, which bring fears of him catching the disease. I recently saw them as I came back from my recent deployment, a great relief that they are fine now. I just fear for the future.

So recently, I returned to homeport and now my squadron will be working into a maintenance period. It was a rough ride these past two years but I finally made it. I also technically made 2nd Class so I will soon have to update my ID.

Gosh, it feels good to be home. Uploading art later. Boat life is hard.

Last year, I set off to see the world and work inside a floating airport... BUT the first part didn't happen from closer view... As in hitting a port and venturing off to see what the culture and traditions of said countries...
Did see Morocco and Egypt. That is it.
It was all due to the stupid pandemic that still clings on to this day. Now with this upcoming deployment called a double pump, because the world needs us or something, we are called once more to sail out to sea and just SEE the world as it still suffers from this virus.

I have heard that there are safe havens for ships to hit up and set out their sailors to a reserved beach but it's still a rumor. Not sure if we WILL hit these havens or we are gonna break another record of hitting no ports throughout a new year... Last we done was 206 CONSECUTIVE days without hitting port. The San Jacinto almost won but they hit anchor by just an hour... Meanwhile Ya Boi IRON IKE wins the day with the full record bestowed on us... Not that it was the best record to break but we did it anyways... (Except only later this year some other ship broke it by a literal day and now claim that record... bitches.)

So yeah... This account will remain inactive until I return. I will miss you all and you're precious characters...
I will take the time to develop and grow the characters I have bought and make them into characters of a world I have built for them.

Just random doodles and practice lewds... Note if interested

Comms open, check current listing on Commission Info's tab.
Have REF and details ready. Payment options limited to Paypal.

So I have a bunch of other characters to upload and well, it's difficult to upload them without a watermark since I don't trust anyone since art theft is a virulent issue on the Internet. Don't want my poor babies to be used by anyone else but me.
Uploading though, PostyBirb is a great program.

So admins are childish and without details. With a lack of UI being fixed, I think I am gonna pull away from it and leave the account as is.

On the other side of things, I made some inventory and I outnumbered characters between sexes; a nice 5:1 Female to Male ratio. So I am in need of males to be warriors and everyday citizens. Only time will tell when I get those I already have, a basic role and story.

As all of them have been uploaded onto Toyhouse, it's time to upload some of the remainder onto FA since I got backed up on some and others needed some compression because they were too big for FA to upload. Also, all are watermarked with an updated watermark. Paranoia strikes deep when you own characters and people out there think it's ok to steal a character and use it to "RP" as they like. Nah, nah, nah, nah... I am watermarking them because yes.

Uploaded all known characters that I have acquired. https://toyhou.se/MagniusClockwork