Today I thought was gonna be horrible ... In a sense it was the most stressful .. But .. I saw my dad ...
He kicked me out on my 18th birthday
The 14th of August
Now it's November 14th I'm forced to go to his house one final time ...
He's leaving for good ..
His house is sold and everything
The car he promised me I didn't get .. But instead I got his Mercedes e320 ...
He helped pay my first installment and he knew where I lived all along ...
The bad news about all this I have to pay insurance and need a job ASAP by the next month ... But good news I got a car ...
He gave me everything he had and he gave me actual care ...
The care I felt lacked for years ... Out of all the hate between him and my mother the manipulation the neglect .... I cried on the inside but I couldn't cry on the outside .. My regret ...
I wasn't the best I could be ....
My new goal is to be able to support this car ...
Sadly the insurance is 1600 per 6 months .. Believe me it was the cheapest in comparison to 3000...
But ya ...
Besides money costs this is really touching ... I want to type more but I'm still with him ., wanna know more talk to me below .ill let ya know when I am home .. In my car ...

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6238250/
cause i been going through some shit... and when a friend asks you for help and you cant really help cause of your own BS you wanna help as best as you can
so please even if you wont help
even if you wont say a word
just take a look and see her work
cause shes not bad and shes a hyper liz like me so hell big boobs and some cock ay ?
but ya seriously help would be nice too ^^

Please pardon any typos or any stupid shit in this journal I am tired and sleepy due to drugs and I'm using voice on my phone to type this out so Camming back from surgery I didn't really have a chance to directly talk with the doctor my mother did and what was analyzed so far is this .. I originally had a kidney stone apparently and passed it on my own but it caused irritation in the irritation deleted to some blockage this blockage caused my urinary track infection and then the urinary tract infection which took me so long to get antibiotics soon cause my inflamed kidney and bladder The coughing blood was only due to strep throat which was easily resolved at some point I believe even sooner did all this but it would be either percent correct of anything that's going to happen it's going to take two weeks to get back to the doctor and now I'm gonna have to pay another $180 holy crap actually don't think I can pay this one this time... All good news is there's no cancer all that fun stuff and stuff and it's probably weird happened if the first damn place gave me fucking and I biotics instead of took five damn fucking days to fucking give me simple antibiotics
So yup going to sleep now tired drugged up water water or water or water or water or water or water or water or water for two weeks
So good night everyone good morning I don't know fuck I'm tired thank you all for supporting me holy crap my throat you drive yeah this this can get better

heading to bed stopped drinking my precious zephyrhills water and getting ready for surgery nao, nini all
but before i go ... im gonna share something a very awesome driger named  durrn shared with me
( because people are butts and took the video that had nearly over 200k views in less then a few months here's the tumblr version )
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-PKNuZovuSw
http://vivzie-pop.tumblr.com/post/1.....-then-promised
pretty awesome in my opinion
cheered me up big time

Good news
And bad news
Good news Medicaid pays for anesthesia and the hospital
Bad news this will hurt like hell later they said and will cost me 375
I can pay for it but it's gonna suck on the house this month is all
So surgery tomorrow
Scared in pre op hoping all goes well T.T

Hope for good news 0-0

On my phone at the hospital and I was bout to go ask bout my bill
bla bla bla
secret personal information like social cant give out yadayada
now they said you were born august 14 1995 ?
i say yes
their response was
you dont have a bill? medacaid paid for it.
ME:........................
Me on the inside: oh my fucking god thank you something fucking good finally happened!!!!
Me: why did they pay for it ?
Mark ( the hospital dude at the desk) : it says your bill was over 19000$ and that even medical needy couldnt cover it so you qaulified for medicaid and they paid for the amount in full and whatever bills you have from the hospital till November first will be paid
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SO LONG STORY SHORT A BIG AMOUNT OF STRESSS RELIEF TY GOD
FUCKING TY
Also thank you everyone who supported me and assisted me to even get to the hospital in the first place. I know this may sound weird but if you think of it I couldnt of got this without everyones help^^ TY

i can possibly upload more if i ever find anything hiding around that i forgot when it comes
and ya dont be afraid to talks and stuffs .
sorry if anything i uploaded was someones not so favorable cup of tea ^^;
ty for everyone loving the lovely works i got
ty for everyone supporting
and holy crap bulk uploads are hard when you have to constantly search around for everything lol
again hope you guys enjoy

ALSO I HAVE A HALLOWEEN PIC BUT IM ONLY UPLOADING IT A FEW DAYS BEFORE HALLOWEEN ! ^^ hehe so waits

You been warned .
It's not much but it's better then nothing ^^
dont be shy to comment it lets me know if people want more or not

I has a lot of non posted art T.T some for Halloween and some of just Aly who you all seem to enjoy

Aly : do you not enjoy me ?

Devin : no no I do your adorable and all I'm just over here managing everything and everyone eyes are on you dear just a little jelly is all

Aly : * whimpers and snuggles the little wolfy . Whilst shi holds him shi asks you * well ya guys , do you wanna see more of me ? I have gotten even bigger and I have some friends involved as well , and you may even see me in my casual happy place . Who knows ^^ also if this is a yes I'll even put back all my old stuffs for all ya ga..I mean guys and grrls. * the lizardess churrls as shi brushes hir fingers through the wolfy's fur giving him subtle licks .

Devin : s..stop it you ! Your gonna make the computer fal... * crash *

Fuck you ! God dammit fuck you so hard
First you say I have a cyst in my kidneys
Then possible cancer
Then I just have a uti that is almost spreading to my kidneys cause you refused me antibiotics
I'm still bleeding and you haven't given me anything I waited over 5 days for a culture which is suppose to take less then 4 and then they say oh sorry after everything we did and took your money there's nothing else we can do after you waited so long and we will have to send you to urologist who is gonna charge me even more money ?!?!?

I swear if I wasn't able to vent this I may of lost a screw and bought a fun and killed every dumb fuck doctor I ever met . Maybe it will give some incentive to other doctors to know what the fuck they are dealing with before they pull shit out of their ass


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On a lighter note how's everyone else today ? I want M&Ms but don't have any T.T nor am I buying any really ... ( chicken noodle soup and ramen for days now )

FA is back
That's a surprise XD
in lew of what has happened though I wants to adds all peoples on here that actaully give a Shiz on other websites or Skype
Cause I don't trust the fact that " this won't happen again " deal

Also how is everyone ?
I'm feeling better btw
Still tiny microscopic bits of blood , but little to no pain at all . So I'm just in the ... I don't know a fancy word for final stages so I will just say final stages of recovery . So yay!

cause i dont know how
im failing so bad
im trying to use this or livestream
i cant get livestream and ughhh
why the fuck not try picarto so hell please someone help me set it up T_T

I hate needles
I hate IV
I hate drugs
I hate being put under
I hate hospitals , but I really needed to go ...

I had a severe case of UTI which supposedly almost spread to my kidneys hence the blood .
Testicular pain was not understood why it happened but I still have . Maybe it's cause it's that bad of a case I do not have a testicular torsion thank god . But there is swelling in the left testical which is quite odd
I'm staying with 700 milligram antibiotics and need to take two daily . So goody . Just gotta deal with pain for 7 days but good new no surgery ... Unless I waited then who knows what would happen to me kidneys...

Now for the bad side ... Hospital bills are gonna eat me
Alive

I don't even know why I'm alive now ...
Fuck this
Fck everything
...
Sigh
I want someone to fucking talk to me please ...
I'm scared
Depressed
And Idk what the fuck is gonna happen...

And that is
Testicular pain! Like
Someone kicked me in the nuts !
And I haven't got kicked in the nuts ..
I am still waiting for my results but on the doctors note it says
UTI
Or the likely ones at this point
Kidney stone
Renal cyst
Nephrolithiasis
...
I can't shit you guys .. It's been 3 minutes and it feels like someone is squeezing my balls to death ...

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6173623/

Personally I like Jessica >\\> steal her while you have the chance cause a few are already gone .
I would buy one but to those that read my journals you are probably aware of my situation by now

still bleeding..
but i called the MD office and clinic and the Wellington Scan center
heres the news
WARNING IF STUPID PISSES YOU OFF DO NOT READ THIS ! CAUSE ITS FULL OF STUPID



I NEED TO WAIT AT LEAST 24 more hours for what is accurately a result of what the fuck is wrong with me

I am suppose to be sceduled for the CT scan today but i called them in and wondered what the fuck and they said " we need to speak to your doctor ' in my head im like i dont fucking have a doctor but what i said was " i am sorry to say but i only was able to go to a medical clinic , and before hand i even provided their name number location and the name of the M.D specialized person who analyzed me took my samples and was assigned to me , there isnt much more to provide "
there response " did you have insurance? " * facepalm* " i dont its why i went to clinic and why you guys gave me the 275 dollar estimate for the CT scan ." their response " okay we will call you later " hung up.....
im like no thats the same bullshit they said before
so called the clinic today and told them the exact shit that just happened and they said . " they should of had you in by now cause we need the results to accurately see whats wrong with you " im like " mhm, is it possible you guys can book the appointment ? cause im not lying im over here still bleeding and in pain and they wont just let me walk in i tried " the lady was kind and said " okay we will fax everything over to them and they should call you back " im like " thank you , is there anything else i should be aware of though in the meantime " response " keep drinking fluids and stay away from caffine " i have never had coffe in my whole life except when i was in highschool once and hated it , same for monster and im not really a huge fan on soda either " after that i wondered if im allowed to eat anything or shit and yadayada ..
so im ovr here fucking waiting now like a little bitch

status: lethargy is kicking in . either due to whatever the fuck i have or maybe the amount of blood im losing
still coughing and peeing blood.
sight remains okay
sides dont seem to hurt
breathing ehhh
headaches.. much much headaches..
EDIT : Also im now drinking cranberry juice cause that supposedly is suppose to help

I just went to a walk in clinic cause the hospital and emergency room charged up the ass
And well I need a CT scan ... And I have 90 dollars left t.T it costs 275 the least ...
I have medical information and all if you want proof , because people think I fucking lie about the shit that happens to me...
So please for the love of god I need donations or I'll take a crap load of coloring commissions ... Or even sell my OCs ...

My Paypal is xhumungousaurx[at]gmail.com
Please for the love of god I would appreciate even the simplest of pennies

Goal reached so far 163.85 + my 90.08 In Bank of America = 253.93 out of 275$ thank you so far guys ! As of 10/06/2014 3pm still not 275 and no other way of getting the funds besides standing on the intersection and begging Y.Y I will actually have to do that if nessesary cause it's bad enough that it have to ask in the first place T.T.

I have plenty now even for Paypal tax maybe if they take any when I transfer it to my bank . Ty so much everyone <3 I'll keep you posted !

I just woke up ... Coughing and peeing blood ... I kid you not I'm in pain and scared ... It's never been so hard to pee before ... I can't afford more medical bills fml .. God hates me I swear ..

got tagged by sinji aka  thewp

RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal

OC picked up: Sinji

1. What is your name?
Aly Dalstry , but just been nicknamed Aly D

2. Do you know why you were named that?
cause people were too lazy to pronouce (dal-s-tree) i guess? and i was named aly since birth?

3. Single or taken?
Im choosing to be not taken due to previous experience T_T

4. Have any abilities or powers?
being able to twist a cherry with my tongue count ? oh oh wait! i know ! growing ! just my family stops me before i reach any more then a country T_T

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
Sue me

6. What's your eye color?
* blinks looking at a compact mirror * blue err i dont know what type specifically >.<

7. How about hair color?
Purple !!! with some pink highlights when im feeling fun

8. Have you any family members?
OF FUCKING COURSE!

9. Oh? How about pets?
My kitty !! nya~ it gets all my lurv

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
small things, err mean people, blood, death,VORE ,tomatoes, knots in my hair , strawberry based or added foods.. ill shush... too much bad things >.<

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
RECENTLY GOT INTO GAMING YAAY IM PART OF THE COOL KIDS NOW! * does a nerd dance and trips over her own tail * also cooking fattening foods when i can >///> its just fun to make and eat hehe

12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
multiple times... moving on now!

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
NEVER ! NEVER NEVER NO SHUT UP THATS A FILTHY QUESTION TO ASK YOU WHORE!

14. What kind of animal are you?
Lizard dragon hybrid ( MOSTLY LIZARD THOUGH ) but people always call me a dragon so i go with it * shrugs*

15. Name your worst habits.
nail biting , tail biting , uncontrollable petting , growing , haggling , biting on hair... lots and lots of biting

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
i always look up to lots of people figuratively and literally . i always feel so small

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
bi - male pref

18. Do you go to school?
bout to if this program i am kicks in!

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
it will be very very very very very tough for me to choose that im not anxious but i definitely want it someday yes

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
I doubt it , i can bet everyones off admiring some sexy fellows like Lonich Nikki and lilith they are all so big its hard to miss em

21. What are you most afraid of?
making people mad , which is why i profusely apologize and being crushed and going hungry

22. What do you usually wear?
not much honestly unless needed

23. What's one food that tempts you?
question that varies .. but for now i want a shitload of mushroom pizza ! good pizza too not crappy take out pizza places

24. Am I annoying you?
the mary sue question and killed people question ticked me off a little other then that your fine

25. Well, it's still not over!
Its cool just watch what ya ask

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
low to middle just on the cusp of middle

27. How many friends do you have?
to be honest i would say 18 are good friends 7 are my best friends and 2 i would give my life for since i knew em since i was like 14 and they have been there for me a lot

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
depends on the pie

30. Favorite drink?
IF YOU LIKE PINA COLLADAS !

31. What's your favorite place?
Some place where there is lots and lots of snow idc bout the temperature! i just cant stand the heat dammit

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
possibly

33. That was a stupid question.
i know why ya asking so much personal stuff? why do i ask not like you listen or answer my questions anyway

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
are there sharks in the lake?

35. What's your type?
someone who likes another for who they are not just looks... also big .. they need to be really big .. minimum 6ft 4 inches tall the least and better be able to still grow!

36. Fetishes?
HYPER nothing else matters! oh wait growing

37. Seme or uke?
d fuck ?

38. Camping or indoors?
Camp indoors! unless its some place snowy out doors for life!

39. Tag People!
im not good with tagging ... and i doubt people would actually do it but hell why not
 username1996  xephier  thatoneguyouknow  squidink calling it now his hobby is stealing clothes.. and  krauser_Cusack if you wanted to be tagged and i didnt tag you its either cause i thought you may of already done it or im afraid to tag a lot of people feel free to do it! its fun when you get into it!

And to some who had or don't currently own pets

I was out for 3 hours this Saturday morning looking for my damn cat cause I thought my mom left the door open to our 7 story apartment building and I thought someone took him and or worse . Or he just got lost

For 3 hours I'm sweating calling out " LITTLE BASTARD ?" Cause that's his god damn name
I shit you and everyone not
So after that I am bout to go home and make some fliers and my mom tells me .
Your cat is hiding in my boots !! Get your ass back up here and make me something to eat
I hate hearing her voice like that
But you can not tell this but I walked to the elevator and hugged the mail boxes crying so happy he's okay ... I just poured cat nip over " little bastard" and gave him tuna fish hugging the crap out him so happy he's okay . I can't
I never will be able to get over this guy .. He means my life to me .. Literally I was on a bigger point of breaking then I ever was before .

http://sta.sh/218v6lpn86o1?edit=1
( bunch of my little bastard pics T.T I'm buying him a bell and a collar now )
Blame http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14610265/

But ya .. I don't even know why i made this now
I just needed to vent my love for this little guy ...











Now if you will excuse me I need to shower cause I almost shit my self and I smell like a sweaty pig mixed with wet dog fur and piss

cause ya know who else celebrates the month of October for the real purpose any more ?

I has a computer !!!!
A working functional not crappy computer !!
I want to play games with people ! Meet people actually play games with others ..
But I can't afford any new games that cost money sooo boo
Reccomend some free stuff please I'm eager and want to be able to do something

I went to a college today cause of my classes and I took a look at this book cause it
Tickled
My
Fancy
Yes laugh at it >.> everyone else did when I told em
And it costed 105.65 !!!
I'm like
Fuck no
Hell no
God no
Choke a bitch no
http://imgur.com/DVBPJfF

And when I went to
Slugbooks.com
http://www.slugbooks.com/search_MS1.html
I see 38$ I'm like okay I can live with this now
These fellas ain't smoking that crack rock
So spread the word cause I saw a girl buying the exact same book and as I was gonna tell her no don't buy it ! An instructor gave me an evil look that made me swallow the air in my mouth and think deaths door was down the hall 0-0

So tell everyone you know that is in college or going to college
DONT BUY FROM THE FUCKING SCHOOL BOOK STORE BUY YO SHIT ONLINE SAVE MONEY AND DONT STARVE