I finally have the domain name I've wanted ever since signing up for FA. I will be moving most of my stuff to shortly so stay tuned!

Seriously! I have nothing left to do! Give my life purrrrrrposssse!

It really doesn't matter what you pay me. If I like something enough I might just keep working on it. Nothing wrong with that, huh? Shoot me a note or e-mail. Just get me out of this pit!

Comment on this journal with a number and I'll answer!

started it :P

1: Full name
2: Zodiac sign
3: 3 Fears
4: 3 things I love
5: 4 turns on
6: 4 turns off
7: My best friend
8: Sexual orientation
9: My best first date
10: How tall am I
11: What do I miss
12: What time were I born
13: Favorite color
14: Do I have a crush
15: Favorite quote
16: Favorite place
17: Favorite food
18: Do I use sarcasm
19: What am I listening to right now
20: First thing I notice in new person
21: Shoe size
22: Eye color
23: Hair color
24: Favorite style of clothing
25: Ever done a prank call?
26: What color of underwear I'm wearing now?
27: Meaning behind my URL
28: Favorite movie
29: Favorite song
30: Favorite band
31: How I feel right now
32: Someone I love
33: My current relationship status
34: My relationship with my parents
35: Favorite holiday
36: Tattoos and piercing i have
37: Tattoos and piercing i want
38: The reason I joined Tumblr
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other?
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
42: When did I last hold hands?
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days?
45: Where am I right now?
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
49: Am I excited for anything?
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
51: How often do I wear a fake smile?
52: When was the last time I hugged someone?
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
55: What is something I disliked about today?
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
57: What do I think about most?
58: What’s my strangest talent?
59: Do I have any strange phobias?
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
61: What was the last lie I told?
62: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
64: Do I believe in magic?
65: Do I believe in luck?
66: What's the weather like right now?
67: What was the last book I've read?
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline?
69: Do I have any nicknames?
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had?
71: Do I spend money or save it?
72: Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
73: Is there anything pink within 10 feet fof me?
74: Favorite animal?
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
78: How can you win my heart?
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
80: What is my favorite word?
81: My top 5 blogs on Tumblr
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
83: Do I have any relatives in jail?
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
86: What is my current desktop picture?
87: Had sex?
88: Bought condoms?
89: Gotten pregnant?
90: Failed a class?
91: Kissed a boy?
92: Kissed a girl?
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
94: Had job?
95: Left the house without my wallet?
96: Bullied someone on the internet?
97: Had sex in public?
98: Played on a sports team?
99: Smoked weed?
100: Did drugs?
101: Smoked cigarettes?
102: Drank alcohol?
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
104: Been overweight?
105: Been underweight?
106: Been to a wedding?
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
109: Been outside my home country?
110: Gotten my heart broken?
111: Been to a professional sports game?
112: Broken a bone?
113: Cut myself?
114: Been to prom?
115: Been in airplane?
116: Fly by helicopter?
117: What concerts have I been to?
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
119: Learned another language?
120: Wore make up?
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18?
122: Had oral sex?
123: Dyed my hair?
124: Voted in a presidential election?
125: Rode in an ambulance?
126: Had a surgery?
127: Met someone famous?
128: Stalked someone on a social network?
129: Peed outside?
130: Been fishing?
131: Helped with charity?
132: Been rejected by a crush?
133: Broken a mirror?
134: What do I want for birthday?
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names?
136: Was I named after anyone?
137: Do I like my handwriting?
138: What was my favorite toy as a child?
139: Favorite TV Show?
140: Where do I want to live when older?
141: Play any musical instrument?
142: One of my scars, how did I get it?
143: Favorite pizza topping?
144: Am I afraid of the dark?
145: Am I afraid of heights?
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad?
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
148: What I'm really bad at
149: What my greatest achievements are
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me
151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery
152: What do I like about myself
153: My closest Tumblr friend
154: Something I fantasize about
155: Any question you'd like

Who of you condone the owner, not the maker, altering a suit? Are there any conditions that have to be met for you to deem it okay? Are you 100% against it? Are there certain things that you feel the wearer should never alter? Discuss!

I went to the doctor today to see what on earth is wrong with my back. Tuns out I've a muscle spam. They took x-rays as well and didn't see anything bad. However, if the pain does not subside by Monday I will need to have an MRI done to make sure I don't have a herniated disc 8C

This means that I will be off the rest of the week which also means no money..... I know that I haven't posted anything on here in a good while but I can assure you that I still draw just fine XD I'm kind of on a Pokemon kick right now so if you or anyone you know would like some Pokemon, any generation, form and rating, please please PLEASE let them know.

Also because of the large bills I got and now not being able to work I will be cutting back even more on outings and trips which really hurts my heart. It's the one joy that I have in life right now is trips. *Shrugs* Not much I can do about it though.

I don't post much because I don't produce much. The things I do make don't have anything to do with this community right now either. In short, commission me to see more or be patient ^^'

I've seen some pictures CLAIMING to be "chibi" orgies and really... they aren't. They're smaller in features I guess but that's it. Not pudgey or cute at all. I kind of feel like this should be fixed. I have no problem doing it BUT I need pictures.... STILL pictures. I can look them up of course but Google has a way of leading me to unsafe sites that try to ensnare me. You guys have any *ehem* midnight sites that are safe? I really want to draw more porn for personal release but need visual sources. Your contributions will of COURSE gain you the chance at being featured in some of these pictures too.

Comment if you feel something is missing from the list :3 It's a work in progress.

Kyomu No Naka De Yuugi/ Malice Mizer
Monster/ Skillet
Ghosts N Stuff/ Deadmau5
Oh Oh Oh Sexy Vampire/ JustinBs Radio Edit
Mitternacht/ E Nomine
Go Zombie/ Zombie Girl
Monsters/ Matchbook Romance
Dragula/ Rob Zombie
Buried Alive/ Creature Feature
6 Underground/ Sneaker Pimps
Passive/ Perfect Circle (Radio Edit)
Monster/ Lady Gaga
Cry Little Sister/ Aiden
Living Dead Girl/ Rob Zombie
People Are Strange/ Echo and the Bunnymen
Thriller/ Micheal Jackson
This is Halloween/ The Nightmare Before Christmas
Halloween Theme/ John Carpenter
Beetlejuice Theme/ Danny Elfman
Dead Mans' Party/ Oingo Boingo
Bloodletting (Vampire Song)/ Concrete Blonde
Paint It Black/ The Rolling Stones
Boris the Spider/ The Who
For Whom the Bell Tolls/ Metallica
Forsaken/ Disturbed
The Greatest Show Unearthed/ Creature Feature
Duende/ Delerium
Dreaming/ Bruno Coulais (Coraline Theme)
Enemy Unseen/ Bleach OST 1
Granite/ Pendulum
Intro- Park Theme/ Buckethead
The Boogie Monster/ Gnarls Barkley
Such Horrible Things/ Creature Feature
Oogie Boogie's Song/ The Nightmare Before Christmas

Video Game Music
The Haunted Church/ Banjo- Kazooie
Castle Theme/ Donkey Kong Country 2: Diddy Kongs' Quest
Bloody Tears/ Simons' Quest: Castlevannia 2
Ghost House/ Super Mario Kart
Bowsers' Castle/ Mario Kart 64
Shadow Peach Music/ Paper Mario 2: The Thousand Year Old Door
Luigis' Mansion/ Super Smash Brothers Brawl OST
Cave Area/ Kid Chameleon
Pumpkin Hill/ Sonic Adventure 2

i love a certain kind of music for which  snap will slap me for no doubt. J-Pop..... though with a little bit of house in it. Actually I'm not sure what catagory this song would fall into but I'm in love with it.... I want more music like it. Please. PLease help me, guys.

So Fame So Fame by Metrickz feat. Ritcher ->http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rRaXzm_oIIE

I'm going to try to be more active over at my poor neglected DA site since this I've noticed I'm becoming far too dependant on this one to be up all of the time. This doesn't meant I'm shutting down my gallery or removing things from it or leaving the FA. It simply means that I'm creating more than one place to store my work so if one's down I can use the other.

In other news I had my surgery today and it went fine. Bad thing is well.... it hurts... and it's my right hand.... so I can't draw.... It might be like this for a week or so until I will be able to write or draw without it hurting. Even typing sucks. All I did was get a Glangliod Cyst removed but it still messed with my tendons and what not. Also while on the pain meds I can't drive... so yeah, get ready for hyper lonely week 2011!

I was not in a good modd half of the convention. So much so that I left last night at 2030. I want to say it was due to feminine issues but I'm just not sure. I met some really cool peoepl, had some great food and got to see those I haven't in a long time. Still, I don't know if the convention thing is for me. Furries will be furries I guess but damn guys, bath and try to have a bit of tact. *Shrugs* Oh well. What's done is done. Don't look for me to go MFF this year though. I think I'll go to Sugoicon instead and call it a day.

Shout out to and for being so very lovely to hang out with. To for putting up with me, making awesome gift art and finally allowing me to try a Pistachio for the first time in my life (they still taste weird *eats another one*). and for always being peppy and unknowingly cheering me up. Thank you to all of the local furs for chilling with me and making me laugh, all that good stuff like that. To :kyrlancelo: for being an awesome new friend that I made at this con and making me feel better :3

And of course a very warm thank you to all of those whose commissioned me! , , , and

I'm in Florida right now and currently have severe spotty reception so I may be afk if we can't get this solved tomorrow. All is well otherwise :3

Yeah I'm getting it. Yeah I'm pretty nervous. I have to get a cyst removed on my dominant hand. You know, the one I draw with *shivers*

On another note, what would you all want to see in the IFC art show? It has to be no more than PG-13. I'm kind of wanting to draw nothing but Halloween themed pieces. Would people go for it? Anything you guys want to send my way to inspire me would be super appreciated!

So some of you may know about my expedition into ear stretching and how I down sized one a few weeks back. Well I'm pleased to say that stretching to a 6g again went much better this time. The process of tugging frequently on the ring, taking a hot shower, using a personal lubricant and pincers has worked the best for me. The thing is that I'm not sure that I want to stop at a 4g. I mean I know there are limitations for stopping at that gauge and progressing to something like a 0g. You all have any opinions on staying at a 4g or going further?

You heard right. You name it I'll draw it. Doesn't really matter if it's a creep fetish. I need money, you want things drawn. Simple as that really. The only catch is that I will not be posting it in my gallery and depending on how freaky it is, I don't want credit for it if you post it.

The End!

I'm not at work today because the Yellow Jacket sting I received Saturday afternoon is being a bitch and has grown to 6" in diameter :C I also decided to remove my right 6g pincer since it's being hurting for the last 4 days and was still bleeding. When I took it out it bled a bit more and I kind of took that as meaning there was a rip somewhere in the hole. So today has been a real banner day :/

So a couple of days ago I was able to successfully stretch my right ear lobe to a 6g. The left had been done 2 days prior to that. The left is still a teeny bit sore but the right is the one I'm concerned about. I used some saline solution to clean them today since they seemed a bit mad and thought it might help. Used a Q- tip I swabbed the front and back and moved it a wee bit to get some of the saline in the opening to clean it. The thing is that when cleaned the back of one of these ears (I don't know which but I'm thinking the right because it hurts more?) there was a small crusty with a very small amount of what looked like blood in it. When I swabbed the back of the right ear again there was a faint trace of blood. I did this three times and it went away. Is the hole ripped? Should I go back down to an 8g? What will happen if I don't? If I had someone like my husband look at it, would they be able to even see a tear that small? I guess I should buy some 8g jewelry that I like if I have to downsize instead of settling for what was cheapest :/

Thoughts, suggestions, words of wisdom, jewelry places you'd recommend? I'd been going to Razz- Matazz but you've got to know what you're looking for as the pieces I bought can't withstand saline treatment.

It's not a new idea so I've discovered but I would kind of like to build one for my first fursuit.... well first self made suit anyway. I was going to base it off of the Polyphemus Moth... though it would be more fun for it to look all crazy but I might just stick to a normal patterned suit for a first time. The thing is that I don't want to step on any toes and I know Manda Panda or Syncha has a character called Mothcat she plans to have built with in the next year.

Any thoughts? Is this a bad idea to do since there are so many bugs haters out there? Too hard for a first time build? Chocolate or vanilla ice cream? X3c

...... is a squid. We talked about it while waiting in the vets' office for his cat to throw up (we thought he might've eaten poison :/). I said I thought he was a bear to which he exclaimed he's not into the kind of gay stuff (referring to the leather bears X3). So I asked him what he thought he would be. A squid.... is what he said. How the hell do you anthropomorphisize that?!?!?!? I'm gonna try but damn! Anyone else wanna take a crack at it?

Over all I had a good time. Made some new friends, got to know old ones better and finally put some faces to names on here. Sales were not good but it seemed to be hit and miss for a lot of people. It was pretty disheartening to see how few good deals were not selling in the art show Sunday. Either way, this is a pricey con. Even though I made more this con then I ever have before the cost of going is around $100/ day. It doesn't help when you spend $220 in the dealers room either >.>

So next year is in the air. If I have the funds I will go since I know now that the likelihood of me making up con costs is not good. I'll except it as a fun con and not a profit one. I want to thank everyone that came by mine and Bloodhounds table in AA Saturday and Sunday. I loved meeting the people she knew (especially the Englander with the Scottish accent ) and appreciate all those that commissioned me or bought work from me. It was very humbling to be chosen to work for you in a sea of so many other big name and talented artists. Thank you!

I would also like to thank some dear friends for being there for me in more ways than one. and . You kept me company, entertained me, consoled me, had lunch with me and made the con that much better. Thank you all so very much :3

I think that it had been something like a week since the last time I tried to stretch my 8gs to 6gs. Well it was worse this time. I was taking a hot shower and had bathed myself, looked at my hands and felt they were close to pruny enough and I started the process. It still only takes the taper half way and no more, So I decided that I would leave it in and try some more when it stopped hurting. It was tough getting to sleep since it felt like I had a new piercing, aka it fucking hurt, but I managed somehow. The thing is that when I got up this afternoon (I went to bed at 4am, don't judge my sleeping schedule :P) I went to ease the pain a bit with some cleaner and it wouldn't budge. It was stuck in my ear. So I decided to take it out and put my damned 8g back in (it was only one ear). That wasn't fun, about a 7 or 8 on the pain scale.

Am I destined to stay an 8g forever? I bought these pretty little opalite stones for my holes when they're 4gs but if I can't even get to a 6g. I'm a pretty impatient person and all but I'm not seeing how time might allow the lobe to accept this taper. Should I use teeny weighs or something? Should I seek professional help at this point? (Not that kind, spazz).

Not enough time to really fiddle with it right now anyway with AC only ksnafksdjhgfkls three days away *freaks a little bit*.

I tried to make a price sheet for AC that was printed from the computer but did not care for it. Instead I am torturing myself, yet again, making on from scratch by hand. I select an art nouveau font, sketch all of it out, draw little critters in the empty spaces, ink and then color it. With all the crippling effort I was wondering if such a thing even holds water with possible clients walking through artist alley. Do you think they can even tell a difference? I most certainly will be posting this monster when it's done as I don't plan on changing my prices for a good while.

Alright, I've been racking my brain everyday while at work trying to think of what Pokemon I want to cosplay as at Sugoicon in November. Granted I have a good while to think I want to know your alls opinion. Should I choose from all 700 something pokemon or the most recent 152? My favorite one right now is Zebstrika but I can't see a cosplay out of it being a girl but a boy instead... *Sighs* I dunno.... there's just so many to choose from :/

Not sure what can and can not be sold at an AA table besides commercial items and collaborative things but I plan on making about 5 back pack pouch type things for $20 each. They will be lined but will not have a front pocket or anything. I have some material to make some but I didn't know if you guys had any suggestions on subject matter if I purchase a couple patterned cottons tomorrow.

A little nervous about AC since I haven't been in four years and have NEVER done AA at a large con. I'm not too sure what to show people to get them interested other than what I've shown at the few cons I have done AA at. I have a few cutie porn/ gore pictures but they're in a mostly blank sketchbook. Omit them? Copy and print them? So the book anyway? Is presentation critical at this con or is it like any other one? Am I interviewing for McDonalds or Donald Trump? That kind of thing.....

Anyway, I can't wait to see everyone and draw, dance, suit and talk till I can't anymore

Sadness. I tried to stretch my lobes from a 8g to a 6g annnnnnnd NOTHING! That taper went no where :O I guess I could try again tomorrow night but did you all do anything special when it came to getting bigger?