besides being a fun word to say...I sure do know a lot of people who lie...ah well it is what it is.


anyhow Its tmi Tuesday! so ask me questions!


ALSO: LADIES LEND ME THINE EARS!

I'm still single ._. that is all

so first off I wanna apologize. I get fairly moody sometimes. life's been rough lately. all this stress from being in and out of work, relationship troubles and general drama built up and I kinda blue up yesterday. actually feel pretty good today. ice cream and sad music made me feel better Haha.


huge thanks and my love to:

 mac-tir3
 fluffybastion
 ronas-a-vampire
 kruddthedragonboy
and
 wulfywaffle

for being the best friends a shark could ever need.


I love you all so much. you guys dont even know how much I do love you <3<3<3

I'm still gonna be a little less active than normal for a little bit. till I get some stuff resolved with friends and settled into my new job.

thanks to everyone else for putting up with my ass.

for that you get ..tits: (o)(o) yay

this could last for the rest of the night or for the next few days or weeks...


I just feel like complete shit. if you want my Skype let me know and ill note you...

who wants to come to NC and give me a hug? ill make cookies......

Y'all know the drill!



ASK MEH

EAT IT PATRIOTS! EEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!




Y'all Aint Got Nothin On Them Panthers!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12101258/


freakin checkit...pound a butt, or be pounded

if anyone elses journal notifications is the same as mine, then this journal should be the only thing NOT related to the $1111 raffle which is blowing up FA





comment if this was the only different journal


comment if it wasn't the only different journal



COMMENT BECAUSE I FUCKING SAID SO PEASANTS!


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3VYyQO2OYoU

seriously...check this out...this is crazy

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5259913/

this seriously has to be the most amazing thing I have ever seen.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IHQr0HCIN2w

I meet someone interesting and new. and it's awesome. I love this community, I (generally) love the people. I love you all! thanks for being awesome and making this sharkess a happy girl!

Senpai notices me......


NOTICE ME DAMN IT!!!!




























Please?

yep, because of the recent influx of new watchers, I figured id shoot up a TMI Thursday and answer some questions from you guys!

so ASK ME ANYTHING!

I really wanna hear from you guys! please?

Bored, Stole this from some shark >.=.>

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
....I COULD...but will I? shit...probably not for a while

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
single...T.=.T I have terrible relationship luck...I get cheated on a lot...and for some reason..all the guys and girls I would want to become romantically involved with...are always taken

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YaG5SAw1n0c (just kidding...id probs turn in to a little girl and get all nyah >//////>)

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
*sigh* yes, its such a cop out bullshit excuse

5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
Yes </////< they kinda know who they are...specially one brit in particular >/////>

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
HELL NO
job hunt
parents
bullshit
ohgodwhy
Please kill me.

7: Do you want to be single?
....in the words of my petty officer when I asked him a stupid question on if I could do something: FUCK NO ASSHOLE!....I hate being single....

8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
I stay in cause I have no life and no rl friends besides coworkers..and even then, those are aquaintances

9: How late did you stay up last night?
bout 1 am.

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
uh...the last time I talked to him >.=.>

11: Last three things you had to drink?
Monster, Coke, Water
yep, because water helps you live longer lol

12: Have you ever pretended to like someone?
yes, but not in that *leading the person on a string* kinda way, ive done it just cause im too nice of a person and had a hard time turning people away if I didn't like them that much...nowadays, I just stopped caring so much, and honestly if I don't like you, ill definitely let you know.

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
......lets just say I was about to propose in a few months, then I found out she'd been cheating on me.

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
probably my parents...we do live in a 1 bedroom apartment...yay for sleeping on a tiny ass bed in a crawlspace like room...

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
not really...I feel bad for like a week, then I get really angry at them..FUCKEM....then I stop giving a shit.

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
yeeeeeuuuuuppp...always single...

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Freezing my ass off in the cold wind and rain waiting for a damn job fair (took me 3 hours to finally get inside, then another 3 or so hours to get to a damn interview)

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
no....T.=.T

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
uh.....no....im not an alcoholic...but....im getting there lol (kidding kidding, I enjoy alcohol, but not to that extreme)

20: What would you name your future daughter?
not sure, im quite fond of the names: Elizabeth, Andromeda and Alicia

21: Do you miss anyone?
Not really....I mean I talk to my closest friends on almost a daily basis...so yeah...

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
Nope.

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
actually, yes, I do believe so. well..a futon...which can count xD

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
generally yes, but hiding your feelings isn't good for you, but at the same time broadcasting them to the world isn't either (disregard my ragey journals, this place is my only real social media and my only place to help release my emotions...so yeah, I can, but I prefer not to)

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
I generally don't cry when I get mad, I mean ive done it, but I rarely get THAT mad (its like Armageddon)

26: Who did you last see in person?
anyone on here? no one, well besides my good friend Taylor... I don't know his iconname (or how the fuck crazy way he spells it) he knows who the hell he is (mah citruswolf frand)

27: Are you listening to music right now?
no...oddly enough

28: What is something you currently want right now?
a mate (boyfriend/girlfriend)

29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
FUCK ITS COLD OUT HERE...(it was raining and wind blowing so hard....cold)

30: How is your heart lately?
kinda cold,but its beating, which is nice

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
sometimes

32: Are you wearing socks?
oh hell yes, I got them at the job fair and they are comfy as fuck...yay for textile mills

33: What do people call you?
Mera, Sharkess, Shark. don't really have too many nicknames

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
probably not, hes most likely asleep by now...damn timezones T.=.T

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
uhhhh...every day? haha job hunt and financial situations aren't fun, along with the general bullshit status of the nation.

36: Who did you last share a bed with?
......my cheating whore of an ex.

37: Did you do something bad today?
nope...not today...unless I count not doing anything bad as a bad thing

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
uh...not really sure...besides my ex...lord that's sad...that's almost a year ago..

39: Do you get stressed out easily?
I try not to, shit happens I suppose

40: Will you sing today?
already did today...got bored and started singing random shit in the car

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
yeah..generally my feelings about them and then I clam up cause I get nervous

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
my sister Freya  blackangelvampire shes generally my go to for really important shit

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
uh yeah...last time was when I decided to say " Fuck You Gravity" and fall down the stairs at BootCamp, (and that kids is how I got the nickname "ChinStrap")

44: What are you listening to right now?
Sleepwalk by Santo and Johnny
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1st_9KudWB0

45: What is wrong with you right now?
Tired, cold, lonely.

46: What is on your wrists right now?
skin, hair, a scar from years and years ago?

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
Navy Issue t-shirt (the navy blue t-shirts you wear under NWUs)

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
such a hard choice..id say the cider, cause it goes better with whiskey

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
Sometimes when Im sad

50: Are you a good artist?
if musically inclined counts, then yes, im Very talented (so ive been told)

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
sometimes....mostly its a cold, very cruel game.

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
uhhh...yes...because I was with some of the best men and women I have ever known, had a stable job and everything was going well....God I miss the Navy...

53: Ever been on a golf cart?
? what a random question.....yes I have

54: Do you have trust issues?
sometimes....im slowly becoming a cynical bitch though...

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
I have...last person was almost two years ago, her name is Jen, shes the only person ive done that with haha

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
I really don't know, maybe somewhere.....

57: Do you use chap stick?
Carmex....its better

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
yep, slapped that asshole right across is face...bastard deserved it too...(its pretty funny seeing a short white kid bitchslap some tall ass black dude)

59: Do you have a little sister?
nope

60: Have you ever been to New York?
I kinda wanna go...but...dem yanks don't get along to well with us southerners

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
im fairly sure <3

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
no...

63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
laying in bed just chillin

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
yeah, wont go into detail

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
a couple people, im pretty sure they know who they were.

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
nope, one was a fun little kiss fest with a random pretty lady after we got pretty drunk at a party and the rest was my ex lol

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
no T.=.T

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
someone else...I hate a lonely bed

69: Will next Friday be a good one?
I certainly hope so!

Feel free to steal if you want <3

Today is Veterans Day. on this day at the 11th hour of the 11th day of the 11th month in 1918 a temporary cease of hostilities was put into effect. Ending what was known at the time as "The War to End All Wars". On this day I would like to thank all those who served and those who are still serving in the military. I hope to rejoin my brothers and sisters in arms one day.


Semper Fortis ~ Always Courageous

never done this before, so I figured it might be fun <3

VERY IMPORTANT, - PLEASE POST YOUR WISHLIST ON MY JOURNAL AS WELL SO I CAN READ IT!

I love the holidays and I want to post this journal in hopes that others will do it, so I can maybe make wishes comes true.
So before to use your list below for me to view and see if I can grant anything :D


~Step 1~
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big.
The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just
your email address where folks could get in touch with you.

~Step 2~
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make
someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or
a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money
on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's
holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no
guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of
knowing you made someone's holiday special!


~Step 3~
The List

Paypal : wgallagher3[at]carolina.rr.com
Address : Note Me

1. Art of Meraxes (clean) (ref:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11817674/)

2. Art of Meraxes (naughty, close friends only) (ref:http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11817674/)

3. SNOW!, someone do some sort of voodoo raindance and make it snow.

4. Cartel Coins for StarWars:The Old Republic, been needing some unlocks unlocked in my legacy

5. To give out as much love and hugs as possible, cause, I love all of you <3

6. A vacation, okay I don't expect, nor want anyone to buy me this what so ever (cause, my god, I could never accept something that expensive from someone, its just something I would love to do.

7. uhhhhh...a girlfriend? (I hate being single lol)

8. good book reccomendations?

9. I cant think of anything for 9...so..how about, my Christmas wish for 9 will be to think of something for 9.

10. To have as many as my watchers post there own journal so I can find some wishes to grant!!

Education and armor, self-defense, our tribe, our language, our leader?all help us survive.

slowly reading over the Resol'nare (Six Actions, the core belief system of what it means to be a Mandalorian.) as instructed by my Buir (my adopted Mandalorian father and mentor)

shit this stuff is difficult. luckily for me Mand'alor hasn't called for a rally or else. damn I'd be the shame of the clan. oh well I'm slowly learning what I keyed to know everything before is just cin vhetin (passing snow, water under the bridge)

at least I finally have a name chosen. Mesh'la Kyr'am (pronounced Maysh-lah Kee-rahm) it means literally beautiful death.the last name was a title presented to my Buir, and as his adopted child it passes to me. I chose Mesh'la as ky name because I can see beauty in everything and can make everything beautiful. or like I tell other Mandalorians . I make death an art, therefore beautiful. Haha

this journal is a little random but more ofba conglomerate of thoughts to I can organize my training.

I do need to start designing my armour. I'm gonna base it off of Mandalorian Neo-Crusader armour and Roman Centurion Armour.


will that's it for now....ill probably update this journal as my training continues.

alright..don't judge. I know the conceptions of people who get this. mostly filthy ass people who roll around in cat shit.

somehow. I got fucking ringworm on ky arms and legs. I'm assuming I got it from my job since, shit, that place is pretty dirty. I honestly don't know hoe I got it. I bathe and hygiene regularly...every damn day. I don't fuck with cats. nor do any live near me. except a stray but it knows not to mess with me..(I hate that damn cat...) and I never mess with it. anyhow I've had this for a few weeks and it's driving me INSANE. constant stinging and itching. been putting a topical salve for it on the rash spots and it's kinda unresponsive. anyone got any amazing ideas to help out? (doc visit is out of the question since I don't have any medical insurance and the "affordable care act" is far from affordable and I refuse to line some fatcat thundercunt politicians pocket.. >.=.>

they make me lol.
liek srsly....super lawl

until I can properly crop it on my computer. unless it came out okay? my phone can sometimes work miracles with cropping

it seems....that every time I upload porn of Meraxes. activity on my page explodes. people comment on journals non stop, shouts notes etc.

once the time between titties increases...it dies out and everyone poofs..



WHAT THE HELL GUYS!?

>:c

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5150305/

It was gonna end Halloween but circumstances arose and it got out back till the 22nd!

Work Hard; Someone on Welfare Depends on You!!

well woke up to incessant bitching from my mom. apparently (an I looked) there was a tiny speck of dirt in there that wasn't there before so now i gotta clean it. which I have no problem with. it's just under the notion that there's a teenie tiny speck and suddenly it's my fault. AAAAND of course she's bitching and moaning to my dad about how I'm trashy and filthy because i didn't make up my bed this morning.

they have this notion stuck in their heads that I'm some sort of trash fiend because the apartment they "rescued" me from was such a shithole. sure it had a lot of trash. inhad cleaned it so many fucking times and my roommate just trashed it all over again. so I said FUCK IT and stopped cleaning in hopes he would do something...but he never did.

anyway...long story short. I'm probably going to be needing a place to stay sometime soon. cause I can't live on my current job. it's temp work. next month it will probably be gone...I don't care where I have to go as long as it's not here...

soooooooo just got job. lol. that was fast. BUT it's only 8 bucks an hour. and it's 3rd shift. this really hurts. but...it's better than nothing