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Posted 13 years ago:D
I am overwhelmed, stressed, pissed off, and happy.
Really stoked about this semester of school, gonna be working more into my major, AND
AND
AND
I am starting my own ARG.
Because Tim, Troy, Joseph, Jeff, Vinnie, and Evan are so fucking cool.
I'll be posting my first entry soon (nothing scary yet)
and the tumblr is
pendet.tumblr.com
I' really stoked about my new project, and Hope this works the way I want it to.
If you like the slenderman mythos, or marble hornets, or tulpa theory, or EverymanHYBRID, you might like some of the shit i'll put out. :3
I am overwhelmed, stressed, pissed off, and happy.
Really stoked about this semester of school, gonna be working more into my major, AND
AND
AND
I am starting my own ARG.
Because Tim, Troy, Joseph, Jeff, Vinnie, and Evan are so fucking cool.
I'll be posting my first entry soon (nothing scary yet)
and the tumblr is
pendet.tumblr.com
I' really stoked about my new project, and Hope this works the way I want it to.
If you like the slenderman mythos, or marble hornets, or tulpa theory, or EverymanHYBRID, you might like some of the shit i'll put out. :3
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Posted 13 years agooKAY, PEOPLE ACTUALLY KNOW ME AND KNOW WHO I AM ON EVERYWHERE ELSE ON THE INTERNET, SO THIS IS GONNA BE MY SOUNDING BOAAAARD.
My best friend's in Italy for the semester and i am falling for him so hard, dude. I mean, there's always been this odd sexual tension between us, but what's a Tebi without sexual tension?
Anyway.
He and I have both made mistakes in past relationships, had our hearts broken and broken people's hearts and realize we're both really flawed people, but this doesn't mean we don't deserve to be happy. We keep talking, and I love these talks cos even though half the time one or both of us ends up crying, I can feel us both grow. I can't wait to see him when he gets home, only partially because he keeps alluding to how much he enjoyed the days over this summer when we were free to like...hold hands and sleep together and shit during pagan week.
I thought after the debacle with Harry and his issues that I wouldn't be able to give my heart. I thought I'd be that cold forever, but he's made his way in and...I don't want to think about having to live without my anamchara- even if we decide a romantic relationship isn't good for us.
I also went home this past weekend
and went to hookah with
zuke and had fun and shit, but heard that harry's been spreading rumors about m /a-fucking-gain/. Apparently now I'm taking him to court? What? I don't even. I had begun the process of getting an Order of Protection but thought better of it-since that last degrading text message he hasn't talked at me. If he does, i'll get back on that train.
Rest of the weekend was nice, though, Hung out with big brother and the mattsicle (who I think's coming to visit the weekend of the endgame of this year's humans vs zombies!!).
And I currently have two dwarf hamsters in my possession- one mine and one my housemate's (mine's named coulson. He's a cutie.) They're curled up in a toilet paper tube I put in their cage.
My best friend's in Italy for the semester and i am falling for him so hard, dude. I mean, there's always been this odd sexual tension between us, but what's a Tebi without sexual tension?
Anyway.
He and I have both made mistakes in past relationships, had our hearts broken and broken people's hearts and realize we're both really flawed people, but this doesn't mean we don't deserve to be happy. We keep talking, and I love these talks cos even though half the time one or both of us ends up crying, I can feel us both grow. I can't wait to see him when he gets home, only partially because he keeps alluding to how much he enjoyed the days over this summer when we were free to like...hold hands and sleep together and shit during pagan week.
I thought after the debacle with Harry and his issues that I wouldn't be able to give my heart. I thought I'd be that cold forever, but he's made his way in and...I don't want to think about having to live without my anamchara- even if we decide a romantic relationship isn't good for us.
I also went home this past weekend
and went to hookah with
zuke and had fun and shit, but heard that harry's been spreading rumors about m /a-fucking-gain/. Apparently now I'm taking him to court? What? I don't even. I had begun the process of getting an Order of Protection but thought better of it-since that last degrading text message he hasn't talked at me. If he does, i'll get back on that train. Rest of the weekend was nice, though, Hung out with big brother and the mattsicle (who I think's coming to visit the weekend of the endgame of this year's humans vs zombies!!).
And I currently have two dwarf hamsters in my possession- one mine and one my housemate's (mine's named coulson. He's a cutie.) They're curled up in a toilet paper tube I put in their cage.
HEY um This artist is really good
Posted 13 years ago
zaidaAlso, free arts here!
Posted 13 years agoLet's uh, write a journal
Posted 13 years agofor the first time in a dick and a half.
I'm doing pretty okay this semester, in a good home with people who love me and get me and all my horseshit.
Have the friends I need
Got my tongue peirced
iunno....
uhhhh i have a tumblr. Follow that!
iactaaliaest.tumblr.com
yyeaaahh!
I'm doing pretty okay this semester, in a good home with people who love me and get me and all my horseshit.
Have the friends I need
Got my tongue peirced
iunno....
uhhhh i have a tumblr. Follow that!
iactaaliaest.tumblr.com
yyeaaahh!
Bliss
Posted 13 years agoSo, where to begin? I haven't been on here for an extended period of time in a month or two, so, general news update:
I switched majors from Parks Management to Therapeutic Recreation, which makes me aaaallll of the happies.
I was in a relationship with my friend Harry for a bit, and while it was tremendous fun, last weekend we figured out that while we're awesome best friends, we are waaaay too volatile to be lovers. I still get to keep my best friend, though, which is really cool.
This week is my exam week, and I'm actually not all too concerned but for my metalsmithing and Environmental Literature finals. I'm not too stressed about them, though.
I reforged a connection with an old friend of mine from years back, and holy shit I forgot how much I missed talking to this guy.
The only bad thing of late has been the fact that for the last five days I've been running a 101+ fever that sometimes refuses to be knocked back. I know it's impossible to fry your own brain with a fever, and the fever's a sign of the body fighting off infection, but I get uncomfortable being so weak. ah well.
I'm really looking forward to this summer- I'm probably going to be staying at my friend's place for FanExpo up in Toronto (woot woooooot), and I may (may) be able to save up enough money to go to GMX in the fall. I'd probably cry if I do actually end up going. GMX. NASHVILLE. SAHJFKFKSHJ
And, well, that's all that's really new with me of late. I'm really happy. I'm headed to bed now. G'night! Sweet dreams.
EDIT: OH OH OH AND I AM LIVING WITH REALLY PRETTY ACTRESS NAMED MAURICIA NEXT YEAR AND I AM SO EXCITE TO LIVE WITH A FRIEND IN A HOUSE
I switched majors from Parks Management to Therapeutic Recreation, which makes me aaaallll of the happies.
I was in a relationship with my friend Harry for a bit, and while it was tremendous fun, last weekend we figured out that while we're awesome best friends, we are waaaay too volatile to be lovers. I still get to keep my best friend, though, which is really cool.
This week is my exam week, and I'm actually not all too concerned but for my metalsmithing and Environmental Literature finals. I'm not too stressed about them, though.
I reforged a connection with an old friend of mine from years back, and holy shit I forgot how much I missed talking to this guy.
The only bad thing of late has been the fact that for the last five days I've been running a 101+ fever that sometimes refuses to be knocked back. I know it's impossible to fry your own brain with a fever, and the fever's a sign of the body fighting off infection, but I get uncomfortable being so weak. ah well.
I'm really looking forward to this summer- I'm probably going to be staying at my friend's place for FanExpo up in Toronto (woot woooooot), and I may (may) be able to save up enough money to go to GMX in the fall. I'd probably cry if I do actually end up going. GMX. NASHVILLE. SAHJFKFKSHJ
And, well, that's all that's really new with me of late. I'm really happy. I'm headed to bed now. G'night! Sweet dreams.
EDIT: OH OH OH AND I AM LIVING WITH REALLY PRETTY ACTRESS NAMED MAURICIA NEXT YEAR AND I AM SO EXCITE TO LIVE WITH A FRIEND IN A HOUSE
SPAMMING YOU WITH ALL OF THE MEMES
Posted 13 years agoLevel 1
(X) Smoked A Cigarette
(X ) Smoked A Cigar
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 3
Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
(X) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 6
Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
() Slept With A Co-worker
() Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 8
Level 4
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Furaffinity Friends
(X) Been To Paris
() Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
(X) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 12
Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
() Been Snowboarding
() Met Someone Through Internet
(X) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 14
Level 6
(X) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 19
Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(X) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 24
Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 29
Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 31
Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 35
Level 12
() Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 37
Level 13
() Had / Have Braces
() Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 39
Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 44
Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 48
Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
() Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 52
Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 56
Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 60
Level 19
(X) Crashed A Party
() Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 62
Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 65
Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
(X) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 69 (LAWL 69)
Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
() Done / Attempted A One-Handed CartwheeL
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 72
Level 23
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 76
Level 24
(x) Believe(d) In Ghosts
() Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
() Gone Streaking
(X) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 78
Level 25
() Played Chinese Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 81
Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one (asked, didn't make.)
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 85
Level 27
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
() Gone Skinny Dipping
() Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 89
Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 94
Level 29
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
() Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 98
Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
x ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas (moped only holds a gallon and a half)
TOTAL: 101
WOO POINTLESS.
(X) Smoked A Cigarette
(X ) Smoked A Cigar
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 3
Level 2
(x) Are / Been In Love
(x) Dumped someone
(X) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 6
Level 3
(x) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
() Slept With A Co-worker
() Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 8
Level 4
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Furaffinity Friends
(X) Been To Paris
() Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
(X) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 12
Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
() Been Snowboarding
() Met Someone Through Internet
(X) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 14
Level 6
(X) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 19
Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
(X) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up
SO FAR: 24
Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 29
Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
(x) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake
SO FAR: 31
Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized
(x) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 35
Level 12
() Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 37
Level 13
() Had / Have Braces
() Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 39
Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 44
Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 48
Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
() Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins
SO FAR: 52
Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(x) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 56
Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(x) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 60
Level 19
(X) Crashed A Party
() Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped By A Monkey
SO FAR: 62
Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
(x) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 65
Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
(X) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 69 (LAWL 69)
Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
() Done / Attempted A One-Handed CartwheeL
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(X) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about
SO FAR: 72
Level 23
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
(x) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 76
Level 24
(x) Believe(d) In Ghosts
() Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
() Gone Streaking
(X) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 78
Level 25
() Played Chinese Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused
SO FAR: 81
Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one (asked, didn't make.)
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed
SO FAR: 85
Level 27
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
() Gone Skinny Dipping
() Been Kicked Out Of Your House
SO FAR: 89
Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
(x) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 94
Level 29
(x) Been Used
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
() Licked A Cat
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 98
Level 30
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
x ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas (moped only holds a gallon and a half)
TOTAL: 101
WOO POINTLESS.
Let's do the "uncomfortable" meme!
Posted 13 years agoStolen from
What color are your underwear/panties?
Blue
Do they have a design?
Nupe, just pretty, solid, electric blue
Girls, what color is your bra?
Black and gray
Is there a design?
Cammo :3
what color are your socks?
Bright, eye-searing pink.
Is there a design on them?
nuh-uh
Are you a virgin?
That ship sailed a while ago.
Happy that way?
Absolutely.
What is your favorite sex position?
I don't have a favorite. I love the variety.
What is your sexuality/sexual orientation/What the fuck do you consider yourself?
Bisexual, male preferential.
Do you look at hentai?
mhmm.
Real porn?
I really like James Deen gi;uhea;jlw/
Do you read smutty/porn stories?
Read 'em and write 'em! Might have one up in a couple days.
Do you read/watch/look at gay porn/hentai/stories?
Not usually. Just ain't my thing if i can't get involved.
Who was your first kiss with?
Gabe Ostroff.
Are they of the opposite sex?
Yes
Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
Kissed four girls, never gone farther than second base.
Is there any one of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
Consider? Probably, if I was single.....
What would you do if you walked in on your partner having sex?
Slantyface, shrug, and leave.
Do you have any piercings other than your ears?
My eyebrow, lookin spiffy as it is :3
If so, where?
^
Do you have any tattoos?
One....maybe getting more over the next few years.
If so, where?
Left side of my ribcage.
Have you ever been pregnant/got a girl pregnant?
I had like.a two-day pregnancy scare that i told no one about once.
Ever done any illegal drugs?
Me and Mary Jane got a nice little friendship going.
If so, which ones?
HURRHURRRDURRR
Have you ever cheated on someone?
Cheated on two of my boyfriends.
Ever been cheated on?
OH. HMM. LEMME THINK.
Have you ever been called a whore/slut?
Every fuckin day, bro.
Do you own any sex toys?
No, sadly. Puppet has been angling at us getting a plug with a bunnytail on it, though.
Have you ever had a sexual fantasy involving a relative?
no.
Have you ever masturbated?
Love it.
Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself?
I love taking pretty pictures of myself :3
Have you ever taken a naked picture of someone else?
jus :3
Are you on any form of birth control(the pill, the patch, etc)?
no, i'm really leery of medical/chemical stuff.
Have you ever written/drawn smut/porn?
yus.
Do you swear in front of your parents?
Dad, yeah. Mom.....has grown lenient over the last couple years. "ass" "shit" and "bitch" are the roughest things have gotten with her.
Do they care?
My dad taught me how to curse. Mom used to get reallllllyyyyyy pissy.
Are you uncomfortable yet?
No, this was kinda lame :/
Are you taking this quiz of your own free will?
yes? wat...?
Pfffft
Posted 14 years agoI was all sad and shit.
And then I remembered who I am.
Fuck you, bitch.
I'm a fucking CANNIBAL
Housecats are FOOD
And then I remembered who I am.
Fuck you, bitch.
I'm a fucking CANNIBAL
Housecats are FOOD
Word vomit
Posted 14 years agoI'm angry and hurt that she got to draw my baby
i guess he's not mine anymore, but still.
She's always been closer to you than I have. Ah well.
Die's cast
it hust HURTS.
Knowing, even as egotistical as I am, how I think i'm hot shit, that she's always been better.
I am ashamed of myself, and the fact that it went by okay for so long.
In otheer, less depressing news- being single is actually kind of cool once you get used to it.
I'm making things, and doing things, and working, and can actually be proud of the work from my own hands now- it's no one's but mine.
I'm finally defining the Tebi.
*plops down, scratches behind her ear with a paw*
Also also, I'm having a 21st birthday party on april 27th- my best friend, Bear, is formulating it for me. I'm pretty excite. Good things to look forward to, in addition to the fact that I might finally get my ARG up and running.
AND IT'S MY LITTLE SISTER'S BIRRTTTHHDDAAAAYYYYYY
i guess he's not mine anymore, but still.
She's always been closer to you than I have. Ah well.
Die's cast
it hust HURTS.
Knowing, even as egotistical as I am, how I think i'm hot shit, that she's always been better.
I am ashamed of myself, and the fact that it went by okay for so long.
In otheer, less depressing news- being single is actually kind of cool once you get used to it.
I'm making things, and doing things, and working, and can actually be proud of the work from my own hands now- it's no one's but mine.
I'm finally defining the Tebi.
*plops down, scratches behind her ear with a paw*
Also also, I'm having a 21st birthday party on april 27th- my best friend, Bear, is formulating it for me. I'm pretty excite. Good things to look forward to, in addition to the fact that I might finally get my ARG up and running.
AND IT'S MY LITTLE SISTER'S BIRRTTTHHDDAAAAYYYYYY
Goodbye, sweet
Posted 14 years agoMy life, she is beautiful!
Posted 14 years agoI am taking 18 credits this semester hoshitz (flexes)
Recreation Leadership
Inclusive Leisure Services
Acting II
Intro to Metalsmithing
Interpreting Literature
and
Literature and the Environment.
I am so happpyyyyyyyy. My rec leadership professor yesterday told me she loves my speaking voice, and my Metalsmithing professor said he was very confused as to why I am not an art major. *starry eyes*
And then today I got my scene in acting, and I got paired with a guy i've developed a friendship with who I really like as an actor!
Recreation Leadership
Inclusive Leisure Services
Acting II
Intro to Metalsmithing
Interpreting Literature
and
Literature and the Environment.
I am so happpyyyyyyyy. My rec leadership professor yesterday told me she loves my speaking voice, and my Metalsmithing professor said he was very confused as to why I am not an art major. *starry eyes*
And then today I got my scene in acting, and I got paired with a guy i've developed a friendship with who I really like as an actor!
Busy Busy week
Posted 14 years agoThis week, on Tuesday, I came up for a week to visit some friends at the college I used to go to, in Syracuse. I was really excited to see my old friends agaon-some of whom I hadn't seen since may.
I stayed with two of my closest friends- Andrew- who I've talked about before, tiger, and Fenna, who is the very pretty birdish art major and she loves to snuggle with me.
Its been a good week. I've had good sushi, and indian, smoked a lot with the tiger and our other friends, Panini and Jon, and last night, Panini threw a party at his apartment, and for the first time since I left here, I felt safe and happy and allowed to let go. These people are wonderful.
I'm heading back so Slippery Rock on Sunday marning, and bringing zuke and he and my mom are going to help me move into a new apartment, where I'll be living by myself. (And maybe a pair of rats, god I hope so).
I may be going into some hard times, I can see them heading up in front of me, but this is gonna be my nightlight when things turn awful.
I stayed with two of my closest friends- Andrew- who I've talked about before, tiger, and Fenna, who is the very pretty birdish art major and she loves to snuggle with me.
Its been a good week. I've had good sushi, and indian, smoked a lot with the tiger and our other friends, Panini and Jon, and last night, Panini threw a party at his apartment, and for the first time since I left here, I felt safe and happy and allowed to let go. These people are wonderful.
I'm heading back so Slippery Rock on Sunday marning, and bringing
zuke and he and my mom are going to help me move into a new apartment, where I'll be living by myself. (And maybe a pair of rats, god I hope so).I may be going into some hard times, I can see them heading up in front of me, but this is gonna be my nightlight when things turn awful.
Requestable artings from a wonderful artist!
Posted 14 years agoI've been thinking. (please read)
Posted 14 years agoI'm no longer a part of the amoeba (nor do i want to be jesus christ), and I'm not a wolf, nor have a ever been one, so my username is outdated.
Not to mention /meg/ innacurate.
I may transfer to Tebi or something of the kind.
Also, Puppet's been going through a transition, she's been toying with the idea of shedding her doglyness in favor of goatness. Thoughts?
And I may be going to AC this year.
SHIT IS GRAND.
Not to mention /meg/ innacurate.
I may transfer to Tebi or something of the kind.
Also, Puppet's been going through a transition, she's been toying with the idea of shedding her doglyness in favor of goatness. Thoughts?
And I may be going to AC this year.
SHIT IS GRAND.
It's gonna be a happy new yearrrrr
Posted 14 years agoSo, my zuke is the bestthing.
We went downtown for New Years, even though this man hates crowds, with my little brother, sister, her friend, and assorted other folks, and i got straight /shitty/. He took care of me and it was wonderful and nothing hurt.
And I kept stealing my friend from canada's cigar. woo.
zuke is the bestthing.We went downtown for New Years, even though this man hates crowds, with my little brother, sister, her friend, and assorted other folks, and i got straight /shitty/. He took care of me and it was wonderful and nothing hurt.
And I kept stealing my friend from canada's cigar. woo.
100 Questions
Posted 14 years agoStolen from 
1. How old will you be in five years?
25
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Just me. Lonely
3. How tall are you?
5'7
4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Seein muh tigger.
5. What's the last movie you saw?
Halfwatching Gangs of New York currently.
6. Who was the last person you called?
Bear
7. Who was the last person to call you?
zuke
8. What was the last text message you received?
"If this is all there is, this misery I feel, then I can't do this"
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
David, I fink.
10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Text
11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
LoLing :3
12. Are your parents married/divorced?
Divorced.
13. What time did you wake up today?
10 am >.<
14. What color are your eyes?
Hazel-green
15. What are you wearing right now?
Unnerpants and a gray tank
16. What’s your least favorite part of sex?
When my hips get all achy
17. Do you like Christmas songs?
Some.
18. Do you have a favorite place or places?
With my boys.
19. Do you have a least favorite place or places?
This apartment.
20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
Belgium, with David. Or Ireland again
21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
A mom? That'd be nice.
22. Do you tan or burn?
Burn like a hoe
23. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Usually as naked as i can
24. Would you ever wear a thong?
Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
25. How big is your bed?
Single >.<
26. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
The Fae. I was scared of being a Changeling.
27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
A very very portable desktop. My laptop battery doesn't hold a charge.
28. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
"Sorry I'm not sorry!"
29. What color are your sheets?
Gray flannel with white checkerboarding.
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2 and a body pillow
31. What is your favorite season?
Winter
33. What do you like about winter?
TThe snow and the cooold..
34. What do you like about the summer?
Warm breezes and going to the ocean
35. What is your favorite aspect of spring?
Fresh starts
36. How many states/provinces have you lived in?
New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania
37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
New Brunswick, Kenmore, Sweet Home, North Buffalo, Syracuse, Slippery Rock
38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Bare feet, PLEAASEEE
39. Are you a social person?
Sometimes yes, sometimes no.
40. What was the last thing you ate?
Hot cocoa
41. What is your favorite restaurant?
Bleu Monkey Cafe in Syracuse, NY
42. What is your favorite kind of ice cream?
Panda Paws
43. What is your favorite dessert?
Creme brulee. mmmm
44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
Miso, or Won Ton
45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
Grape :3
46. Do you like Chinese food?
oh yus
47. Do you like coffee?
mmmmmmmmmmmmm
48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
I go through a gallon every two days or so
49. What do you drink in the morning?
Water, and sometimes occaisionally tea or coffee
50. What church/temple/synagogue/other do you attend?
I can't go to SPIRAL anymore...so nothing......
51. When was the last time you went to church/temple/synagogue/other?
September, I got to be in a ritual
52. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not really meant it?
Most times I'm in a catholic church
53. Do you like to cuddle?
mmmmmm.
54. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
No such thing in such a narrow bed.
55. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for?
Him to love me
56. Have you ever gotten stage fright?
Everytime I'm onstage
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes'm.
58. Do you know how to play poker?
Yeh
59. Do you want kids?
Two, please.
60. Do you speak any other languages?
Some Latin, some Spanish and some French
61. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
none?
62. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?
Taken my vitamins
63. Have you ever written a letter to a politician?
yeh
64. When flying, do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
Windoe
65. Do you know how to drive a stick?
Nurp
66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Noms!
67. What's your preferred method of paying for things?
????????.
68. What is/are your favorite TV show/s?
Don't watch much TV
69. Can you roll your tongue?
Yeaahhhh buddy
70. Who is the funniest person you know?
My sister's BF
71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Bear, Donald, and Midnight
72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
A Portal remix
73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
mhmm
74. What red object is closest to you right now?
My blanket from granpa.
75. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)?
no....
76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Close!
77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
a bear
78. Do you flirt a lot?
At parties, yus
79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Hawt sawss
80. What are you most afraid of?
Being alone
81. Can you change the oil on a car?
no. wanna learn.
82. Have you ever run out of gas?
Earlier this week >.<
83. Sum yourself up in 10 words or less.
Finis Origine Pendet
84. If you were an evil bastard, what would you be doing?
making my roommates lives a living hell
85. What was the last book you read?
"The Help"
86. Do you read the newspaper?
Nah
87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Time magazine :3
89. Do you watch soap operas?
no.
90. If you were taking a poop and eating a bowl of cereal at the same time and you dropped the cereal, which would you do: finish pooping then clean up the cereal or clean up the cereal then finish pooping?
Finish pooping.
91. Who is in the picture frame closest to you?
None
92. Jane Austen, yea or nay?
NO
93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
"don't leave...i need you"
94. What is your favorite candle scent?
Sandalwood
95. What is your favorite board game?
Apples to Apples. Or Bonanza
97. How is your relationship with your mother?
Good, currently
98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
Lauren Aquilina.
99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
4 days?
100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you?
zuke
1. How old will you be in five years?
25
2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
Just me. Lonely
3. How tall are you?
5'7
4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
Seein muh tigger.
5. What's the last movie you saw?
Halfwatching Gangs of New York currently.
6. Who was the last person you called?
Bear
7. Who was the last person to call you?
zuke8. What was the last text message you received?
"If this is all there is, this misery I feel, then I can't do this"
9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
David, I fink.
10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Text
11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
LoLing :3
12. Are your parents married/divorced?
Divorced.
13. What time did you wake up today?
10 am >.<
14. What color are your eyes?
Hazel-green
15. What are you wearing right now?
Unnerpants and a gray tank
16. What’s your least favorite part of sex?
When my hips get all achy
17. Do you like Christmas songs?
Some.
18. Do you have a favorite place or places?
With my boys.
19. Do you have a least favorite place or places?
This apartment.
20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere?
Belgium, with David. Or Ireland again
21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
A mom? That'd be nice.
22. Do you tan or burn?
Burn like a hoe
23. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Usually as naked as i can
24. Would you ever wear a thong?
Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
25. How big is your bed?
Single >.<
26. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
The Fae. I was scared of being a Changeling.
27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
A very very portable desktop. My laptop battery doesn't hold a charge.
28. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
"Sorry I'm not sorry!"
29. What color are your sheets?
Gray flannel with white checkerboarding.
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
2 and a body pillow
31. What is your favorite season?
Winter
33. What do you like about winter?
TThe snow and the cooold..
34. What do you like about the summer?
Warm breezes and going to the ocean
35. What is your favorite aspect of spring?
Fresh starts
36. How many states/provinces have you lived in?
New Jersey, New York, and Pennsylvania
37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
New Brunswick, Kenmore, Sweet Home, North Buffalo, Syracuse, Slippery Rock
38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Bare feet, PLEAASEEE
39. Are you a social person?
Sometimes yes, sometimes no.
40. What was the last thing you ate?
Hot cocoa
41. What is your favorite restaurant?
Bleu Monkey Cafe in Syracuse, NY
42. What is your favorite kind of ice cream?
Panda Paws
43. What is your favorite dessert?
Creme brulee. mmmm
44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
Miso, or Won Ton
45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
Grape :3
46. Do you like Chinese food?
oh yus
47. Do you like coffee?
mmmmmmmmmmmmm
48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
I go through a gallon every two days or so
49. What do you drink in the morning?
Water, and sometimes occaisionally tea or coffee
50. What church/temple/synagogue/other do you attend?
I can't go to SPIRAL anymore...so nothing......
51. When was the last time you went to church/temple/synagogue/other?
September, I got to be in a ritual
52. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not really meant it?
Most times I'm in a catholic church
53. Do you like to cuddle?
mmmmmm.
54. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
No such thing in such a narrow bed.
55. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for?
Him to love me
56. Have you ever gotten stage fright?
Everytime I'm onstage
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes'm.
58. Do you know how to play poker?
Yeh
59. Do you want kids?
Two, please.
60. Do you speak any other languages?
Some Latin, some Spanish and some French
61. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?
none?
62. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?
Taken my vitamins
63. Have you ever written a letter to a politician?
yeh
64. When flying, do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
Windoe
65. Do you know how to drive a stick?
Nurp
66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Noms!
67. What's your preferred method of paying for things?
????????.
68. What is/are your favorite TV show/s?
Don't watch much TV
69. Can you roll your tongue?
Yeaahhhh buddy
70. Who is the funniest person you know?
My sister's BF
71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Bear, Donald, and Midnight
72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
A Portal remix
73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
mhmm
74. What red object is closest to you right now?
My blanket from granpa.
75. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones)?
no....
76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Close!
77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
a bear
78. Do you flirt a lot?
At parties, yus
79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Hawt sawss
80. What are you most afraid of?
Being alone
81. Can you change the oil on a car?
no. wanna learn.
82. Have you ever run out of gas?
Earlier this week >.<
83. Sum yourself up in 10 words or less.
Finis Origine Pendet
84. If you were an evil bastard, what would you be doing?
making my roommates lives a living hell
85. What was the last book you read?
"The Help"
86. Do you read the newspaper?
Nah
87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Time magazine :3
89. Do you watch soap operas?
no.
90. If you were taking a poop and eating a bowl of cereal at the same time and you dropped the cereal, which would you do: finish pooping then clean up the cereal or clean up the cereal then finish pooping?
Finish pooping.
91. Who is in the picture frame closest to you?
None
92. Jane Austen, yea or nay?
NO
93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
"don't leave...i need you"
94. What is your favorite candle scent?
Sandalwood
95. What is your favorite board game?
Apples to Apples. Or Bonanza
97. How is your relationship with your mother?
Good, currently
98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
Lauren Aquilina.
99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
4 days?
100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you?
zukeCONCLUSION
Posted 14 years agoALL OF THE FURRY COMMUNITY IS ONE BIG FUCKING CIRCLEJERK OF PEOPLE WHO I HATE.
(X) IS FRIENDS WITH (XX) WHO IS MAD AT (K) FOR "TRYING TO STEAL HER MAN", BUT (XX) IS ALSO FRIENDS WITH (Q) WHO IS FRIENDS WITH (N) WHO HATES ME FOR STEALING HER MAN.
WHOOPS FUCK YOU.
IDGAF HATERS GON' HATE
(X) IS FRIENDS WITH (XX) WHO IS MAD AT (K) FOR "TRYING TO STEAL HER MAN", BUT (XX) IS ALSO FRIENDS WITH (Q) WHO IS FRIENDS WITH (N) WHO HATES ME FOR STEALING HER MAN.
WHOOPS FUCK YOU.
IDGAF HATERS GON' HATE
Brosephs
Posted 14 years agoTonsilitis sucks.
Wuargh.
But uh....I get to come home and see my Zukers in less that two dayssssss
AND THE TIGGER IS VISITING IN A MONTH OH GOD I'M GONNA THROW HIM AROUND AND SHIT.
Wuargh.
But uh....I get to come home and see my Zukers in less that two dayssssss
AND THE TIGGER IS VISITING IN A MONTH OH GOD I'M GONNA THROW HIM AROUND AND SHIT.
F5 mother fuckerrsss
Posted 14 years ago:D
I love this gif so hard.
I love this gif so hard.
Controversial Survey
Posted 14 years ago[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?
Yeh! Leggo!
[02] Would you do Meth if it was legalized?
nonononononono. Bugs. and I value my teeth
[03] Abortion: for or against it?
For it, but only under extenuating circumstances. It shoudn't be a method of birth control, goddammit.
[04] Do you think a country would fail with a female president?
No, and I pity this country's first female leader, because as it stands, she will be elected not on a basis of her merits as a leader, but on what she's got between her legs.
[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?
No. Killing people for killing people is still /killing people/. Life is precious. Even tainted lives. i beleive our criminal justice system focuses far too much on locking criminals away and not rehabilitating.
[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
Yes. not because I wanna be able to smoke a doob in public, but because jesus christ the marijuana legislation also applies to hemp. Hemp is SO FUCKING USEFUL.
[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?
I have two rules when it comes to sex: If you wouldn't be comfortable sleeping next to him and spending the morning/day after, don't share a bed with him. And if you can't talk to your partner about sex and what you want, you're not mature enough to be having it.
Also, Wrap that shit. Please.
[08] Do you believe in God?
I believe in many.
[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
Gods yes. Love is love, no matter who it's between.
[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
it's a problem, to be sure. The illegality and unregulation is a big problem. But building a wall isn't going to help shit. We're handling it grossly incorrectly.
[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
I don't think so. I don't think a 12 year old has the maturity to permanently put her life to the side and put her child first- as you must if you raise a child.
[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
Yes. I think if a lot of kids were taught healthy drinking younger, we'd have less of a problem drinking in college.
[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
Yes. done for all the wrong reasons.
[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
Under certain circumstances, I agree. If someone is dying and in dire pain and just frittering money away, they should be allowed to set their affairs in order and go in peace.
[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?
I don't know. I don't think so.
[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
uhm, yes? that's a large payoff for very very very small trouble. never said it had to be a public thing or what sized american flag it had to be.
[17] Who do you think would have made a better president? McCain or Obama?
Obama. John McCain is a bigot, and Sarah Palin an idiot
[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
Yes, but i don't give a fuck.
Yeh! Leggo!
[02] Would you do Meth if it was legalized?
nonononononono. Bugs. and I value my teeth
[03] Abortion: for or against it?
For it, but only under extenuating circumstances. It shoudn't be a method of birth control, goddammit.
[04] Do you think a country would fail with a female president?
No, and I pity this country's first female leader, because as it stands, she will be elected not on a basis of her merits as a leader, but on what she's got between her legs.
[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?
No. Killing people for killing people is still /killing people/. Life is precious. Even tainted lives. i beleive our criminal justice system focuses far too much on locking criminals away and not rehabilitating.
[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
Yes. not because I wanna be able to smoke a doob in public, but because jesus christ the marijuana legislation also applies to hemp. Hemp is SO FUCKING USEFUL.
[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?
I have two rules when it comes to sex: If you wouldn't be comfortable sleeping next to him and spending the morning/day after, don't share a bed with him. And if you can't talk to your partner about sex and what you want, you're not mature enough to be having it.
Also, Wrap that shit. Please.
[08] Do you believe in God?
I believe in many.
[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?
Gods yes. Love is love, no matter who it's between.
[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
it's a problem, to be sure. The illegality and unregulation is a big problem. But building a wall isn't going to help shit. We're handling it grossly incorrectly.
[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
I don't think so. I don't think a 12 year old has the maturity to permanently put her life to the side and put her child first- as you must if you raise a child.
[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
Yes. I think if a lot of kids were taught healthy drinking younger, we'd have less of a problem drinking in college.
[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
Yes. done for all the wrong reasons.
[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
Under certain circumstances, I agree. If someone is dying and in dire pain and just frittering money away, they should be allowed to set their affairs in order and go in peace.
[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?
I don't know. I don't think so.
[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
uhm, yes? that's a large payoff for very very very small trouble. never said it had to be a public thing or what sized american flag it had to be.
[17] Who do you think would have made a better president? McCain or Obama?
Obama. John McCain is a bigot, and Sarah Palin an idiot
[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
Yes, but i don't give a fuck.
Furries, I'm sick
Posted 14 years agoLike.....really fucking sick.
I have a fever, and have had a pressure headache for six days now. I can't breathe through my nose.
Latest development: when I woke up about half an hour ago, there were three ladybugs crawling on my ceiling. Can't particularly tell if they're real or not. I think one is.
I have a fever, and have had a pressure headache for six days now. I can't breathe through my nose.
Latest development: when I woke up about half an hour ago, there were three ladybugs crawling on my ceiling. Can't particularly tell if they're real or not. I think one is.
No Subject
Posted 14 years agoC'est moi, c'est moi, tis I! *strut*
Thoughts
Posted 14 years agoI've got a whole bunch of duct tape lying around my apartment, and I used some to make bags for my sister and I- was wondering what the general interest level for duct tape items would be?
I can make messenger bags, totes, wallets, and would be willing to try out other things. I heard of Flip flops? Sounds interesting to me.
Hoping to go to a craft store this weekend to buy moar duct tape in a variety of colors, if you want an item, suggest a color! This first batch of 'em I'll be doing free, and if that goes well, I'll start taking commissions!
Five slots for free duct tape things? (please dear god no backpacks, I want to learn how to make them first, without giving out a product I'm not proud of)
I can make messenger bags, totes, wallets, and would be willing to try out other things. I heard of Flip flops? Sounds interesting to me.
Hoping to go to a craft store this weekend to buy moar duct tape in a variety of colors, if you want an item, suggest a color! This first batch of 'em I'll be doing free, and if that goes well, I'll start taking commissions!
Five slots for free duct tape things? (please dear god no backpacks, I want to learn how to make them first, without giving out a product I'm not proud of)
No Subject
Posted 14 years agoI was told today that your boobies still look funny. teehee.
