Working on finding things. Have about 100+ pics to take Selling off a lot of things soon. Will keep posted. I hope you all like shiny things. *faceplants*

~A

Needing new people to chat with... seriously. Bored out of my mind here and need conversation before I start dismantling anything I can get my hands on. Skype or AIM are the best ways to reach me but notes here work as well.


~A

I'm still alive..... And I've about a dozen new writing projects I want to finish... and get posted here. Surprisingly they are not Anahi stories either.

~A

Decided to revisit this with the Crew of the 'Clunk'. This is a pet project of mine but the crew is rather fun in their own ways. This was originally the Character interview meme from a few years back.

Characters:
Hastur
Sunan
Gunari
Rott
Tarbatabatini
1) WHAT SPECIES ARE EACH OF YOU?
Hastur: I'm a Bintur
Sunan: Genet...
Gunari: Dhole
Rott: I'm a Puppy!
Hastur: Dammit who let Rott into the drink again?
Tarbatabatini: I didn't and I am Feline
Hastur: What kind of Feline?
Tarbatabatini: I'm just a sweet little pussy cat..
Rott: Kitty!
Hastur: Tab... sweet pussy cats do not have canines the size of yours..
Tarbatabatini: Yes they do... They do don't they?
2) BOY OR GIRL?
Hastur: All female
Sunan: Male
Gunari: Male
Rott: I have dangle bits!
Hastur: *facepaws* Rott... shush. Tab sit on him...
Tarbatabatini: *sits on Rott* You got it. Oh and I am male as well
3) HOW OLD ARE YOU?
Hastur: 25
Sunan: 28
Gunari: 31
Rott: *muffled* 18
Tarbatabatini: 35
4) WHAT'S YOUR HEIGHT?
Hastur: i am a tall four feet six inches
Sunan: six foot *crosses arms over chest*
Gunari: i am five and eight inches
Rott: I'l thiiiiiiis high *paw waves from under Tab*
Tarbatabatini: I'm same as Gunari.
5) ARE YOU A VIRGIN?
Hastur: *blinks* Um.... Yes... yes I am
Sunan: *snorts* No, you are not and Neither am I.
Gunari: I respectfully decline to respond
Rott: I'm Not!
Tarbatabatini: *Sighs* I'm not and how long do I have to sit on him?
Hastur: Until we're done.
Tarbatabatini: Yes ma'am... You are the captain...
6) DO YOU LOVE ANYONE?
Hastur: I wouldn't call it love, then again I don't know honestly what to call it right now.
Sunan: *stays quiet and frowns*
Gunari: No.
Rott: I once humped a pretty females leg
Tarbatabatini: Yes, I do. *smiles and nudges at Rott* That does not count.
Hastur: Tab? You and I gotta have a talk.
Tarbatabatini: Maybe later. Maybe now *shrugs*
7) DO YOU HATE ANYONE?
Hastur: hate is a strong word... And if they were still alive... then yes yes I would.
Sunan: I have a strong dislike for someone *leans in the chair and crosses arms over his chest again*
Gunari: I choose not to hate, hate leads to horrible things.
Rott: I hate those annoying itches you can't reach... oh you said anyone... um... no?
Tarbatabatini: Rott... You are not allowed to drink ever again.
8) HAVE YOU KILLED ANYONE?
Hastur: No, and I would prefer to keep it that way
Sunan: Yes.
Gunari: yes, but those were violent times...
Rott: Killing is bad.
Tarbatabatini: Rott I think you need a nap... and yes I have killed in the name of duty.
9) DO YOU HAVE ANY SECRETS?
Hastur: *stays oddly quiet*
Sunan: Has the nice interviewer asked a question... and Yes we all have secrets.
Gunari: *simply stares*
Rott: Yes.. I have lots of secrets... *counts on fingers* one... three... six....
Tarbatabatini: We all do, we would all rather not discuss them.
10) WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE FOOD?
Hastur: Ripe Yoyog Fruit.... so sweet and juicy
Sunan: Rare meat, doesn't matter what
Gunari: Food is food.
Rott: I gnaw on bones.
Tarbatabatini: Grilled Dorridian slug... mmmm so tender
11) WHAT DO YOU DO TO RELAX?
Hastur: Running the ship is relaxing... or soaking
Sunan: Cleaning my Rifles
Gunari: Old style board chess.
Rott: I work on my AI's ... Though Miss Hastur needs to let me put on in the ship
Tarbatabatini: relax? Go to a tavern and watch the Wenches dance
12) WHAT SEASON DO YOU LIKE BEST AND WHY?
Hastur: I like the Rainy season, I sleep best then
Sunan: *shrugs* Dun have a favorite
Gunari: I have no preference
Rott: I like running through the leaves in fall.
Tarbatabatini: Winter, it's cold
13) IS THERE ANYTHING IN YOUR LIFE YOU REGRET DOING?
Hastur: Hiring a creeper
Sunan: I think this goes along with the 'do you have a secret' question
Gunari: Agreed
Rott: Um sticking my tongue to that plate of steel while we were one frozen planet
Tarbatabatini: *laughs and moves off Rott* Signing my life away to the military.
Hastur: Aren't you AWOL?
Tarbatabatini: Define AWOL? I prefer indefinite leave of absence.
14) WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR LIFE EXPECTANCY IS?
Hastur: Oh I am hoping for forever... Too many shiny things to... look at.
Sunan: As long as I am given
Gunari: *shrugs* Waking up another day is good enough for me
Rott: I will transplant my brain into a robotic interface
Tarbatabatini: *Laughs* Long enough to produce a family I hope.
15) HOW DO YOU IMAGINE YOUR DEATH TO BE?
Hastur: As long as it isn't in an Airlock... I don't care.
Sunan: Swift and painless
Gunari: Messy and probably all over the place
Rott: You guys are morbid, I won't die if I interface. INTERFACE!
Tarbatabatini: I dun think about that.
16) YOU ARE TO BE PUT TO DEATH FOR A CRIME YOU DID NOT COMMIT, WHAT WOULD YOUR LAST WORDS BE?
Hastur: Can I scream at the top of my lungs?
Sunan: I think Gunari and I would both try and take out as many of them as possible... Screw 'last word'
Gunari: *nods*
Rott: *gives huge puppy eyes* I... no *whines*
Tarbatabatini: Can we get some questions that aren't depressing?
17) IF YOU'D HAVE WON THE LOTTERY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH THE MONEY?
Hastur: New ship or new silks
Sunan: New guns And Has you have enough silks, can't argue with the New ship part.
Gunari: more exotic materials... And yes. Please get a new ship.
Rott: ROBOTS!
Tarbatabatini: a house... away from this lot
18) IF ANYONE CAME UP WITH A NICKNAME FOR YOU, WHICH WOULD IT BE?
Hastur: Has
Sunan: Grumpy
Gunari: usually just get called Pilot.
Rott: um....
Tarbatabatini: Already have one, Tab... Too many look like their heads will explode trying to say my name.
19) IF YOU'D BE FANTASTIC AT ONE SPORT, WHICH WOULD IT BE?
Hastur: acrobatics count right? They do on Corrid
Sunan: Sharpshooting
Gunari: You don't need help with that Sunan But I'll agree with you on that.
Rott: That one game with the stick and the ball...
Tarbatabatini: Sports? nah... not my thing
20) AND FINALLY, DO YOU HAVE ANY PHOBIAS?
Hastur: Corridian Anglerpods
Sunan: Has doesn't your family have one as a pet?
Hastur: Doesn't mean I'm not afraid of it... Who in their right mind splices deep sea fish with amphibians and gives them a puppy complex'?
Sunan: *blinks* Your mother
Hastur: That's besides the point. And answer the question.
Sunan: I have face death... What else is there to fear?
Gunari: I fear nothing...
Rott: Anything with no legs... slithering things are creepy
Tarbatabatini: anything with more then 4 limbs

* Hastur & Crew © Anahi *

So yeah yesterday was my birthday and tomorrow is my anniversary.... but this last week has been odd. An accident at work proved to me I am very hard headed.... By that I mean that a 40pound steamer fell on my head with not so much as a bump... I did have a head ache for several days and I still am recovering from the burns on my hands. but those are healing rather nicely. I've made strides in moving out of this god forsaken state and am well on my way to getting my license...finally. This is day 3 of 4 off and I am actually getting rather bored. oh well... bck to the grind soon enough.

~A

...be with you...

*facedesk*

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Star_Wars_Day

happy birthday Nahi

Next up: Anahi's list.


Song of Death by Oomph!

Angel of death by Epica

Iron by Woodkid

Chrome by VNV Nation

Supercrush by Devin Townsend project

Slowly working on playlists for all of my characters. Decided to do Hastur first.

Last days by Max Richter

Ebla by ES Posthumus

Fortune Days by Glitchmob

Palladio by Escala

Hope by Apocalyptica

So what am I listening too these days? Here ya go.

Little Lion Man by Mumford & Sons

Chrome by VNV Nation

Hey there Cthulhu by Eden brooks

In high heels through nights of broken glass by Ordo Rosarius Equilibrio

Eiszeit by Eisbrecher

Peer Gynt: Anitra's Dance

Love by Abney Park

Holy War by Abney park

Love you to the end by And One

Sorrow by Bad Religion

Lux Aeterna by Clint Mansell

Heavy By Collective Soul

Imperial march by Rage against the machine

Nice random list, there are more though. Mostly Triore, Triarii, Eisbrecher, oomph, Rammstein and And one.

Seeing as I haven't given an update for a wee bit I figured I should

Yes, I am still alive.

Yes, I still plan on moving.

And yes I am still Nahi, still grumpy and what not.

Go here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3232619/

Contest to get a custom collar from the artists open to Felines and big cats *grins* You know you wanna enter.

So what am I listening too? Here ya go.


1. Ooomph! - Song of death
2. NIN - And all that could have been
3. Mumford and Sons - Roll away your stone
4. A perfect circle - Counting bodies like sheep
5. Triore - Another love another hate
6. Triore - Fires burn like fires do
7. Psychosticks - Minimum Rage
8. Clint Mansell - Lux Aeterna
9. Woodkid - Iron
10. Triore - The missing hour
11. Abney park - Love

Let us extol the virtues of voluptuous mocha skinned women… no not really. So working as a manager trainee in fast food is so much fun. Being of a ‘darker’ complexion I get mistaken at least once a day for being of Hispanic heritage… WRONG AGAIN FUCKERS black and German…. I am the black sheep of one family and the white sheep of another. But it irritates the fuck out of me when people walk up and assume… that I do not speak English. More then once I have gotten ‘Oh can we have someone who speaks English?’ Why yes you can now get the hell out of my store. I make it no secret that I don’t like my job. It’s not what I want to do and I dun have the capabilities at the moment to do what I want. What is it I want you may want to know? Well that’s a secret. I am still working on many things here and there but not my passion and dream. Anyways. I get the people that assume that I don’t understand them so therefore I get the people who have to slowly enunciate every single word as if I am too stupid too understand. So my response to that is generally to do the same thing back to them. It doesn’t often work but there are a few that ad sufficiently chastened to knock it the fuck off. It’s either that or I start spouting gibberish German. And a lot of it. I think I may have to learn a few phrases in an African language. Just to get my point across. I have had recently one person argue with me that the customer is always right and therefore if he says I am a Mexican then I am one and I just have to deal with it. I call bullshit on that. There is the customer being right and then there is being a dick… he was being a dick.

I also make it no secret that I have a bad temper and working at the place I do makes me hold the reins of my temper tight each and every day I work. I am not a people person; I am not seeking to learn humility by working there. As it is the higher ups are the worst by far. They could give a rats ass about the employees and the dreadful state that the store gets in oh have I mentioned that it get to 99F in the store during the summer when the AC decides to die? And it’s only 99F because the thermostat doesn’t get to the triple digits… Haha I literally work in hell.

Wow I got sidetracked bad didn’t I? But yeah I work in hell literally…

Yeah… I got no more rant is done….

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Ah so it’s near the end of 2011, and what a year it’s been.

I met many new people, got in touch with a lot of old friends. Got to see my tiger at a con. And got to be screwed over at work...

2012 represents another step forward to a grand idea that is currently in the works. No, it is not art. It is a facet of myself. There are a few people that know what this is, the mass of you do not get the privilege. It is something meaningful and worthwhile for me.


What does 2012 mean for me?

I am still on a hunt. I still like too hunt, however fruitless they may seem to be.

I will have an Etsy store opening sometime after the start of the year.

I will be moving at some point in 2012.


~A

My project board is filled, I have a one on and one off schedule at work and insomnia. I know what I need to get done and frankly this weekend I won't have time.

THings to do:

1) I have a pattern for Ghost tits.... no spare money to buy materials currently
2) Fistmas song is written no helium to record and dead of night is not the time to record something when living in an apartment
3) Oh about a dozen bracelets to finish
4) Same amount if not more of hair feathers

Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house
Not wanting to piss her off, not even das maus.
The knives were hung by the bedside with care,
In hopes that someone stupid soon would be there.

The Anahi nestled all snug in her bed,
While visions of weaponry danced in her head.
And Nahi all tired with lemonade nightcap,
Had just settled her brain for a long Morning’s nap.

When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter,
She sprang from the bed to see what was the matter.
Scowling she grabbed her blades and flew like a flash,
Threw on her only robe and tightened the sash.

I haven't been sleeping.

Not very well anyways.

So I went for a walk.

It is terribly quiet close to 3am.

It's time when all that are good sleep and those that are up to no good are awake and plotting.

Is that the category I fall under? Am I up to now good?

That is the question I pondered among many others during my night time walk.

It was silent save for the jingling of my keys and chain. The night sky was oddly light for the time of morning.

So I pondered things, many of which were fleeting thoughts. Some of which were ideas that have stuck with me. I am in a creative funk, I have been for a while. It's sad that there are so many Ideas and thoughts rolling around in my head and I have no way to express them fully...

I realized during my walk several things.

I am stifled, yet I don't know how.

I am an outsider still.

I will never change who I am, I can never change that core of my being.

It's rather odd musing at 0230.

Everything is rather odd at that hour

~A

If you have me on a list, please do not expect me to be the one that always starts a conversation. I do a lot at the computer and often have my messengers collapsed so I dun see who is online and what not. Do NOT assume that I am ignoring you.

~A

okay... so found an article about relationship advice/tips that can be found in the twilight series... and that got me thinking... in a rather abstract way. Because it was stating that the quiet ones were often in touch with their emotions and blah blah blah... and I thought well thank god they didn't bring up how sparkling is good for a relationship...

Anyways. I came to this thought: Twilight vampires sparkle.... men shouldn't sparkle unless they are FAB-U-LOUS or if you rather flaming.... so it led to this thought.

TWILIGHT IS A METAPHOR! For what you want to know? Well sparkling beautiful men = gay Bella = straight and boring as a fucking stick in the mud. But it's a metaphor for how the power of love can change a person from their 'evil ways' or make them straight.... so true love conquers sparkliness.

yeah this is a really out there thought.....


*This is a product of too much caffiene and being completely relaxed ILU! *

The last couple of weeks. Have been interesting to say the least. I know that most of you perhaps skim over this and the few that actually pay attention to these updates are glad to know I am alive. or something. Anyways. Have a song.



Yes there is meaning for it. No I am not saying what.

~Anahi

What is it you might ask? Hahaha.... not going to tell you. Ever. I am simply quite pleased with how things are going right now.

 Seradhe &  padfootsm

yep, am going. I need a vacation.

Gonna be with  seradhe strype  Cooper and  basilisk2150



If I know you and you wanna hang with me send me a note can give my number to ya.

Hoping  Seradhe 's first con is a awesome experience for him

~Anahi

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