so I've waited ohhhh i dunno 10 mins for the pictures to load......think i might get into league first lol

In other news there is a strong chance i will be moving back to texas very shortly here have a good job offer in arlington think I"m gonna take it. we got a new car but now its in the shop i really dont wanna go into detail there just say im not hanging around the safest of people but im trying to fix that as best i can. I came out to my mother as being transgender and told her that at some point in time i want a sex change............and she said she would help me in any way she could so i suppose things are going good minus the pickle we are in with the car.

so my room mate came home one day after work and his voice was gone and now im being kept up with a cough stuffy nose and indigestion

got a job interview at publix on monday cant wait should be able to get in for like 9.50 an hour with my work experience or some where around there hello money $$ ^^

I'm done with the fandom between trying to get into school work and taking care of my mother I don't really have time for all the petty bull shit drama that has consumed the fandom and since its obvious that some one still is trying to troll me ill make it so they cant any more.I'm just a lil to busy doing this thing thats known as being a responsible adult unlike some people i know *cough cough* my ex's
only keeping in contact with those i consider to be friends.
thank you and have a nice day

and now have a job at wall-mart lol

so im gonna start working for this company next wednesday called melaleuca.....in my first month i could make over 4k if i do it right here goes nothing

so this is a positive update i guess
i now have 2 jobs which makes me roughly 2k a month and i do next to nothing
I am living comfortable in a 4 bedroom 2 bath house with a pool and i pay next to nothing for rent
im surronded by people who care about me
and things are only getting better
the cancer isnt that bad in all honesty all i have to do is have a procedure done in the next couple of years and i wont ever have to worry about it again

So i found out that i have all the symptoms of the cancer that runs in my family from the cysts to my body not filtering certain things to being grossly underweight......so by the time im 25 I will have to have major surgery........my mother has a tumor in her maxillary sinus and might have to have that removed leaving her horriably scared for the rest of her life im going through almost 1-2 packs a day....i might have to end up taking care of my mother in the near future and im starting to lose it slowly i dont know if i can keep my sanity for much longer.....im gonna try to....getting to see him would help alot though......

worked 6 days this week was sposed to be off for three and only had 20 hrs scheduled instead got almost 40 hours and got called in on both my off days and worked a double shift

im bored....got work today at like 230pm first day back to work in four days they gave me a lovely little 4 day vacation for my 21st was nice..........with any luck in about 6-9 months ill be taking a vacation to texas for two weeks................
P.S. life is getting better finaly

who the fuck hacked my account...i didnt notice it until today but theres a bit of text in my info that i didnt put there and i know for a fact that didnt there are only 2 people that i know of maybe three that would do this.......seriously guys

http://www.addictinginfo.org/2012/0.....mississippi-2/
seriously the fuck

you dont have to suffer any more mellisa and you will be missed

Well much thanks to my ex pandaku for helping me to get to florida and see my sister and family......on the note of my sister......she has maybe a few days left........her liver has shut down and she only has one functioning kidney......10 years of fighting the cancer has done a number on her........but on a bright note I have made amends with both my sister and my brother in law and might even go back to working for him once he's done with his current job....also I don't give a rats ass what any one says ill take florida wheather over texas wheather any day florida wheather is so much cooler......and I hate using this android phone to type this.

IM GOING HOME.......im finally getting out of this shit hole known as Texas

ok just got on...saw the new set up
da fuck
that is all

of work.....yay i guess

will be showing up at the con for a day or two to see friends
warning if i dont like you and you try to approach me and talk to me.....not gonna gurantee that i wont bitch slap you into next year

http://www.stopacta.info/
so basically this thing makes S.O.P.A look like a joke......like we if they were put side by side we wouldn't be able to take S.O.P.A seriously
for the love of god click the link get informed and do what you can to stop it from passing
this will fuck any country over that signs it
http://www.stopacta.info/
http://www.stopacta.info/
http://www.stopacta.info/
http://www.stopacta.info/
http://www.stopacta.info/
http://www.stopacta.info/
http://www.stopacta.info/

So today was amazing and shitty all at the same time........turns out my sister wants to see me....which is AMAZING.........how ever it's because she thinks she is going to die........... basically....let me just put it this way
she either has a mass infection in her abdomen or a tumor
theres really no upside to either since this infection has quite possibly been there for 5 years
and the chemo and radiation will prolly kill her
so i have to find a way to go to florida POSSIBLY on the drop of a dime.........
no pressure none at all......... but at the chance to see my sister.....

tomorrow 9 am
kinda nervous

Me and my hubby decided that we are not going to furry fiesta mostly because there's to many people that i cant stand there and will honestly deck in the face if i see them. And then there's the fact i don't see it smart to spend the money
so not going prolly not gonna go again im pretty much done with furries and am looking forward to moving out of Texas within the next few years

so i have a new yahoo who wants it
also this guy who told his name was akon new york and some other shit talked to me for like half an hour fucker was drunk as hell....like he told me his age and then asked me how old i thought he was........and when i said what his age was he goes how did you know my actual age....

he popped the question last night....needless to say i said yes....and was VERY speechless