i am actually still alive
Posted 4 years agoHaving a full time job + uni at the same time doesn't leave me with much time or energy to draw, though
    back/doing well/sorry for fave FLOOD
Posted 6 years agoSo i stopped browsing FA when i got super depressed 2 years ago, and since then, i got somewhere around 32000 submissions notifications. I only browsed journals from time to time, looking for commission openings.
Good news is, I've been feeling increasingly well since 6 months ago, and in december 2018, I think it was the first time in years that I didn't feel unhappy. The constant sadness, uncertainty and suicidal thoughts were gone, and it was... refreshing to finally FEEL something for once. Even though some self-doubt resurfaces once in a while, I think I'm on the right track to function like a normal person again. It feels like I'm coming back alive.
So if you've seen me faving your work from 3 months ago, don't worry - I'm just digging through my submission inbox, looking at all the fantastic art I've missed. I've only gone through 5k so far, there's soooo many of them
    Good news is, I've been feeling increasingly well since 6 months ago, and in december 2018, I think it was the first time in years that I didn't feel unhappy. The constant sadness, uncertainty and suicidal thoughts were gone, and it was... refreshing to finally FEEL something for once. Even though some self-doubt resurfaces once in a while, I think I'm on the right track to function like a normal person again. It feels like I'm coming back alive.
So if you've seen me faving your work from 3 months ago, don't worry - I'm just digging through my submission inbox, looking at all the fantastic art I've missed. I've only gone through 5k so far, there's soooo many of them
furry mousepads?
Posted 7 years agoI found a way to print my art on gaming mousepads pretty cheaply. I've ordered a test one, and i can say it's of very decent quality.
Available sizes:
M - 36cm x 29cm (14" x 11")
L - 48cm x 38cm (19"x 15")
Would you be interested in getting a gaming mousepad with my drawings on it?
If yes, what's a drawing of mine you'd like to see on mousepads?
    Available sizes:
M - 36cm x 29cm (14" x 11")
L - 48cm x 38cm (19"x 15")
Would you be interested in getting a gaming mousepad with my drawings on it?
If yes, what's a drawing of mine you'd like to see on mousepads?
photos on this account
Posted 7 years agoyes no
    i'm
Posted 7 years agogay and depressed ama
    so i made dA and it's a wild place
Posted 7 years agosomeone gave me a llama badge
what does that even mean
anyway there are some drawings i haven't posted anywhere else before, so check out andrusnabz.deviantart.com for more disappointment ™
    what does that even mean
anyway there are some drawings i haven't posted anywhere else before, so check out andrusnabz.deviantart.com for more disappointment ™
Commissions and life update
Posted 8 years agoTldr: commissions closed indefinitely,  if yours is still in the making, I will finish it. 
Ychs are a maybe
I'm alive, surprisingly.
I may have been neglecting this site a bit: https://puu.sh/xP2B7/3046a0fe34.JPG
My mental health was really bad over the past 2 months and I was unable to draw anything that I'd be satisfied with. I was very slow with trades and commissions. In general, this year I took my first commissions and I was utterly dissatisfied with how I made them. This is why I'm closing both indefinitely. I'm not confident and consistent enough with my art to take money for it. I'm still working on a few commissioned things - I haven't forgotten about you, I just hate to half-ass art and call it a day.
I thought about making ychs instead and coming back to my usual old style of "tiny peeps in huge landscapes". The first one will be a raffle held here on FA, then I'll think of some other ways like ych.commishes.com.
I decided to participate in inktober, but I'm posting my drawings on twitter, to avoid spamming this account too much. Check the out here: twitter.com/andrusnabz
    Ychs are a maybe
I'm alive, surprisingly.
I may have been neglecting this site a bit: https://puu.sh/xP2B7/3046a0fe34.JPG
My mental health was really bad over the past 2 months and I was unable to draw anything that I'd be satisfied with. I was very slow with trades and commissions. In general, this year I took my first commissions and I was utterly dissatisfied with how I made them. This is why I'm closing both indefinitely. I'm not confident and consistent enough with my art to take money for it. I'm still working on a few commissioned things - I haven't forgotten about you, I just hate to half-ass art and call it a day.
I thought about making ychs instead and coming back to my usual old style of "tiny peeps in huge landscapes". The first one will be a raffle held here on FA, then I'll think of some other ways like ych.commishes.com.
I decided to participate in inktober, but I'm posting my drawings on twitter, to avoid spamming this account too much. Check the out here: twitter.com/andrusnabz
updat, irrelevant fact #3
Posted 8 years agoI'm currently busy doing an overdue project and a full illustration commission, then im heading to a furry con,  futerkon.
 futerkon.
I'm coming back on 14th august, and then raffle^^
my fingers are alrighty, they still hurt (can't carry heavy objects), but i can hold a pen and draw, so it's ok ^^
irrelevant fact: i like to put stickers on everything i own, but it takes me ages to decide which one to put where, because i don't want to waste them.
http://puu.sh/wZA9s/534ee98c21.png example stickers
     futerkon.
 futerkon.I'm coming back on 14th august, and then raffle^^
my fingers are alrighty, they still hurt (can't carry heavy objects), but i can hold a pen and draw, so it's ok ^^
irrelevant fact: i like to put stickers on everything i own, but it takes me ages to decide which one to put where, because i don't want to waste them.
http://puu.sh/wZA9s/534ee98c21.png example stickers
approaching 200 watchers // hiatus
Posted 8 years agowow im 1 person short of 200 watchers, its like a room full of people who get notified each time i post a thing, holy damn
anyway ive broken 2 fingers and i could hardly finish the trade piece i uploaded today, im gonna take a short break to recover. afterwards, im gonna make a raffle to celebrate 200 watchers, howboudat?
    anyway ive broken 2 fingers and i could hardly finish the trade piece i uploaded today, im gonna take a short break to recover. afterwards, im gonna make a raffle to celebrate 200 watchers, howboudat?
i wish furaffinity's maturity filter was more detailed
Posted 8 years agorecently i don't feel like looking at porn at all, while i still want to look at gorey/abstract stuff. I wish there were separate tickboxes:
[ ] porn
[ ] implied sexual stuff
[ ] gore
[ ] alcohol/drug abuse
for now i've just disabled explicit rating, kept mature for the sake of gore, although some sexual stuff happens even in general rating (tag your shit correctly, people, please. pawing through shirt is still pawing)
    [ ] porn
[ ] implied sexual stuff
[ ] gore
[ ] alcohol/drug abuse
for now i've just disabled explicit rating, kept mature for the sake of gore, although some sexual stuff happens even in general rating (tag your shit correctly, people, please. pawing through shirt is still pawing)
twitter for more art and random stuff
Posted 9 years agoWhy doesn't FA have blacklists
Posted 9 years agoIs it bad that I unwatch a good artist if they post fetish art even once 
One vore pic and ooops my watch is gone
    One vore pic and ooops my watch is gone
fb acc rekt
Posted 9 years agosomeone reported my furry facebook for having a fake name (duh)
if you never knew i had one, i used it for posting traditional arts that i didnt post anywhere else
no more fb exclusive pics for you i guess :^)
probably gonna use weasyl for those from now on
https://www.weasyl.com/~andrus
    if you never knew i had one, i used it for posting traditional arts that i didnt post anywhere else
no more fb exclusive pics for you i guess :^)
probably gonna use weasyl for those from now on
https://www.weasyl.com/~andrus
trash meme and irrelevant fact #3
Posted 9 years ago46% furry ugh
[ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[ ] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 2
[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[x] you bite people if they annoy you (but I bite myself when I'm angry)
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 3
[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 1
[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[ ] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 4
[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 2
[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 2
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 4
Final total: 23
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"
Irrelevant fact #3: My wrist hurts from playing too much osu.
    [ ] you meow/bark to get attention
[ ] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 2
[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5
[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[x] you bite people if they annoy you (but I bite myself when I'm angry)
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 3
[ ] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[ ] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 1
[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[ ] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 4
[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[ ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 2
[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[ ] your username has something to do with animals
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 2
[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 4
Final total: 23
Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"
Irrelevant fact #3: My wrist hurts from playing too much osu.
I'm back, where to find me, irrelevant fact #2
Posted 9 years agoI'm almost done with exams, and i'm back to drawing stuff.
While practicing human anatomy i realised that im also really lacking in animal anatomy, expressions and composition. I'm trying my best to overcome these problems and if I'll be feeling confident enough by the end of the summer, i might be launching commissions or ych auctions ^^
regarding the FA hack/fuckup - I have a an account on:
Weasyl: https://www.weasyl.com/~andrus ( I would like this to become my main site for art, but there's much fewer people than on FA)
FN: https://beta.furrynetwork.com/andrus/ (not active, I hate the layout)
you can also hit me up on telegram - it's the same as my fa username :>
irrelevant fact #2: I have put a few lavender flowers on my window sill. My room smells nice and it matches the stripes on my ears.
    While practicing human anatomy i realised that im also really lacking in animal anatomy, expressions and composition. I'm trying my best to overcome these problems and if I'll be feeling confident enough by the end of the summer, i might be launching commissions or ych auctions ^^
regarding the FA hack/fuckup - I have a an account on:
Weasyl: https://www.weasyl.com/~andrus ( I would like this to become my main site for art, but there's much fewer people than on FA)
FN: https://beta.furrynetwork.com/andrus/ (not active, I hate the layout)
you can also hit me up on telegram - it's the same as my fa username :>
irrelevant fact #2: I have put a few lavender flowers on my window sill. My room smells nice and it matches the stripes on my ears.
so ive been forced to do a meme
Posted 9 years agoand im taking exams tomorrrow, but fuck it
arkes tagged me, shame on him
RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal
so ill be doing my sona which is basically me
1. What is your name?
Sona's actual name is toive, but I prefer andrus
2. Do you know why you were named that?
Parents called me like this since i remember.
3. Single or taken?
dont make me cry
4. Have you any abilities or power?
A fantasy version of my sona is an ice mage.
Fear me.
I'm gonna pierce you with icicles.
5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
I will and no one can stop me
jk, apart from magic im not adding any made up skills or personality traits,
6. What's your eye color?
Dark brown.
7. How about hair color?
Same as fur, so depending on season.
8. Have you any family members?
irl? yep, but none of them are furries.
9. Oh? How about pets?
none irl, none in furryverse
10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like
you
(edgyyyyyyyyyyy)
11. you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
skiing, ice hockey, music
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Physically? A few times, not as much as i'd like to. Mentally? I guess
13. Ever… killed anyone before?
that's the sound of da police
I killed arkes in csgo a few times
14. What kind of animal are you?
Lombax. They're anthro by definition.
if fictional species are not an option, then I'm a domestic cat :3
15. Name your worst habits.
overthinking everything
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
a few peeps
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
complicated as hell
let's just say im bi
18. Do you go to school?
Yep
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
you see, thats the problem about being bi
decisions, decisions
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
a few people that appreciate my drawings, but i wouldnt call them fanboys lol
21. What are you most afraid of?
not gonna tell you because you're gonna send me pics of it
22. What do you usually wear?
HOODIES FOR LIFE
but if there's no one home, i like to wear nothing :3
23. What's one food that tempts you?
chocolate plz
24. Am I annoying you?
yes, im supposed to be studying
25. Well, it's still not over!
foad
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
at this point its rather asking about my parents' class
27. How many friends do you have?
good question
28. What are your thoughts on pie?
im gluten intolerant
30. Favorite drink?
lots of tea. i drank over a litre of earl gray today
if you mean alcoholic - cider, malibu with milk.
31. What's your favorite place?
rooftops of any kind. and forests. and mountains.
32. Are you interested in anyone~?
right now, nobody in particular
which is kinda sad
33. That was a stupid question.
get out
34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
lakes are nicer for chilling with friends, but windsurfing on lakes is hell, so it's a tie
35. What's your type?
infp? entp? i get a different result each time
36. Any fetishes?
you really really really dont wanna know
37. Seme or uke?
why not both
38. Camping or indoors?
Camping
39. Tag people!
 tomeow
 tomeow  rstar97
 rstar97
    arkes tagged me, shame on him
RULES :
1. Pick one of your OCs.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your OC.
3. Tag four people to do this meme!
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal
so ill be doing my sona which is basically me
1. What is your name?
Sona's actual name is toive, but I prefer andrus
2. Do you know why you were named that?
Parents called me like this since i remember.
3. Single or taken?
dont make me cry
4. Have you any abilities or power?
A fantasy version of my sona is an ice mage.
Fear me.
I'm gonna pierce you with icicles.
5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
I will and no one can stop me
jk, apart from magic im not adding any made up skills or personality traits,
6. What's your eye color?
Dark brown.
7. How about hair color?
Same as fur, so depending on season.
8. Have you any family members?
irl? yep, but none of them are furries.
9. Oh? How about pets?
none irl, none in furryverse
10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like
you
(edgyyyyyyyyyyy)
11. you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
skiing, ice hockey, music
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Physically? A few times, not as much as i'd like to. Mentally? I guess
13. Ever… killed anyone before?
that's the sound of da police
I killed arkes in csgo a few times
14. What kind of animal are you?
Lombax. They're anthro by definition.
if fictional species are not an option, then I'm a domestic cat :3
15. Name your worst habits.
overthinking everything
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
a few peeps
17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
complicated as hell
let's just say im bi
18. Do you go to school?
Yep
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
you see, thats the problem about being bi
decisions, decisions
20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
a few people that appreciate my drawings, but i wouldnt call them fanboys lol
21. What are you most afraid of?
not gonna tell you because you're gonna send me pics of it
22. What do you usually wear?
HOODIES FOR LIFE
but if there's no one home, i like to wear nothing :3
23. What's one food that tempts you?
chocolate plz
24. Am I annoying you?
yes, im supposed to be studying
25. Well, it's still not over!
foad
26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
at this point its rather asking about my parents' class
27. How many friends do you have?
good question
28. What are your thoughts on pie?
im gluten intolerant
30. Favorite drink?
lots of tea. i drank over a litre of earl gray today
if you mean alcoholic - cider, malibu with milk.
31. What's your favorite place?
rooftops of any kind. and forests. and mountains.
32. Are you interested in anyone~?
right now, nobody in particular
which is kinda sad
33. That was a stupid question.
get out
34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
lakes are nicer for chilling with friends, but windsurfing on lakes is hell, so it's a tie
35. What's your type?
infp? entp? i get a different result each time
36. Any fetishes?
you really really really dont wanna know
37. Seme or uke?
why not both
38. Camping or indoors?
Camping
39. Tag people!
 tomeow
 tomeow  rstar97
 rstar97Inactivity, and irrelevant fact #1
Posted 9 years agoI'll be inactive for a month because I'm studying for my finals (or at least trying to).
I'll still be checking submissions when I'm on the bus.
Today I found out my favourite dnb artist is gluten intolerant.
    I'll still be checking submissions when I'm on the bus.
Today I found out my favourite dnb artist is gluten intolerant.
technically taurs are insects
Posted 9 years agothey have 6 limbs
    worked as a ski instructor for a week
Posted 9 years agobe warned kids, taking care of 8 spoiled brats for 8 hours a day is exhausting
    lol bday
Posted 9 years agowhy am i so old
    wow
Posted 10 years agoi finished Ori and the Blind Forest a few days ago and this game is impressive. Week or two earlier I finished Dust: an Elysian Tail. Both games were supervised by Microsoft Studios, the first being released 2 years after the other. The progress they made, considering the visuals, is just huge. Not talking about lens flare or something, but the animations - the way Ori tries to climb a wall but fails, or her behaviour when hit - it reflects her personality soooo well <3 However cliche the story may feel, both are very fun to play and have immersive worlds with tons of secrets. I fricking love secrets.
Definitely recommend. Both games.
Also a question: do you know any nice pics with big wintery landscape and small furry characters? I like changing my phone's wallpaper so it matches the season :>
Last year I had this: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15507359/
This summer I had this: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16186260/
    Definitely recommend. Both games.
Also a question: do you know any nice pics with big wintery landscape and small furry characters? I like changing my phone's wallpaper so it matches the season :>
Last year I had this: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15507359/
This summer I had this: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16186260/
Shnoooow <3
Posted 10 years agoYesterday evening 1 inch of snow fell
It was already gone today, but made me hyped for winter, skiing, ice skating bundled with hot chocolate and warm hoodies <3
    It was already gone today, but made me hyped for winter, skiing, ice skating bundled with hot chocolate and warm hoodies <3
mfw new nfs is online only
Posted 10 years agofurry network
Posted 10 years agowhere are
Posted 10 years agoall the horse taurs
i havent seen any lately
    i havent seen any lately
 
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