http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5226170/
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heh... yeah hangin with the "youth" at church... and would MUCH rather be on herex3
also, I will have up more art that i have drawn if I can get my wonderful friend to upload them for me x3

I know i havnt been on in awhile but im back!
How is every body?
I've missed you all so much!

I am so happy to be back!

I've been focusing on school and all, what has everyone else been up to?

I missed you all so much x3

I may be in horrible pain, light hurts my eyes, cold is like a punch and heat boils
But it gives me an excuse to sleep with my momma in her bed and lay my head on her lap on the couch so she can play with my hair and what not
Whoo
I like stretchin out and relaxin' with my mom :)
This doesnt happen often ^.^
i like being sick :3
Only cause i gets to cuddle
:D

I am terrified to go to school, there were children making a pact to bring guns to school on the last day before winterbreak, i am terrified for my peers, for my teachers, administrators an me, i have lived life blissfully knowing the workd was evil but never really having to face that evil other then snobby girls and boys at my school, how could someone do this?
Make a pact to bring guns to school?
On tuesday a middle schooler brought a pellet gun to school thinkin he or she was funny and got punished highly by the law and school
There are threats more then ever of bombs an guns to our school and nighboring school, and im sure this is happening at other schools and its heart breaking, i am being kept from school because my mother, my sister and i are terrified of these threats, people, children, teachers and administrators shouldnt be afraid to go to school, my teachertoday said school is the most safest place to be and a kid next to me scoffed and she looked as if she was about to cry, school IS a safe place, its the people that have made life terrifying for others, i amnot very old and dont have many words of wisdom... But i am scared, i have never let myself be afraid because fear is just a thought. But people, messed up people have obscured my life personally and scared many others. Im scared to step out my doors, to go to my school... Sxhool is where i felt the safest because of my loving teachers and the thick walls that kept out the cold and evil people, but... If its the STUDENTS that have the guns and no one knows what students, it just isnt safe anymore... What has this world come to? It has come to a place where people are afraid to live their lives, afraid to go to public places because of gunmen and scary evils.

My lower shoulder hurts.. Like on my back below my shoulder and that is what is mostly making me cranky because my mom decided to move furniture so when I come in from school SURPRIZE!!! I gotta help and force myself to be in even more pain.
Then on top of that horrible pain in my back ;D theres my meet that have been cramping all day and right now is the first time i got to stop all movement (cept my fingers) all day and it feels amazing.
I refuse to move.

Is it so bad that i just want to feel important?
I dont want to be treate as a princess, i don want to be put on a pedistal, hell i dont even have to talk on a daily basis
Im not hard to handle, yes i have my problems but everyone else does too, i dont feel pretty and i have everyother self contious feeling everyone else has
But i have so many good qualities.. You just have to stay long enough to get to know ME
All i want is to feel important, but alas.. That is appearently asking far too much..

On the topic of my drawings, i HAVE done more drawings and they are getting better and better as i artistically grow and mature ;P
But, as i dont really have any means to upload them ATM i guess you'll all have to wait (Dx in so sorry! You must all hate me so D:)
Well that is all ^.^
-noms pizza-
Thank you for reading, later! :D
Ps: if ou want to personally see them really badly email me or skype or kik or whatever and we can definately get in touch for you to see them!!
Emo-peep[at]hotmail.com
ariel-dennis
aawesomepants
:D

On the topic of my drawings, i HAVE done more drawings and they are getting better and better as i artistically grow and mature ;P
But, as i dont really have any means to upload them ATM i guess you'll all have to wait (Dx in so sorry! You must all hate me so D:)
Well that is all ^.^
-noms pizza-
Thank you for reading, later! :D
Ps: if ou want to personally see them really badly email me or skype or kik or whatever and we can definately get in touch for you to see them!!
Emo-peep[at]hotmail.com
ariel-dennis
aawesomepants
:D

I just learned I can't eat a bag of chips in my room, my guinea pig(AnnaBelle) freaks out and cutely speaks like crazy when she hears the crinkle of bags because she knows that as the sound of her food x3
She is watching my weight unknowingly xD

Hello ^.^


I am AndyPanda
How are you?
Come talk, you won't regret Meeting me ^.^