Colored, shaded 8.00 any species welcome! <3 24-48hr turn around for it, I'm back in action. ^^ https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62733680/ check it out!

My tablet broke a while back, and had been unstable for about a year now, it gave up the fight some months ago, so NOW my auntie bought me a new one from amazon that's coming on Monday, I'm excited. I get to draw again, I'm opening commissions, and you may preorder now if interested in something, I'll be working my way through art, I haven't drawn in a while, so I'm going to be a tad rusty. BUT I'll get back into the swing quickly. <3 Thanks for reading this.

We managed to make the 1500 goal, and I was approved for a loan through a bank, which got us our 2018 Jeep Grand Cherokee! Yay! it's white and shiny and pretty and I'm excited. <3

We bought a Equinox 11 months ago, the person took it to a lick and stick place and got it inspected illegally, we took it to a service center a week ago, and they said it'll never pass inspection and that's why, that's the uniframe that's completely rotted through, they said one bad bump and our front end could of come off completely and seriously hurt, or even killed us, now we're saving up for a new car because of my health issues needing to see doctors and what not, so I hate to be the shameful one, but we're asking for donations because affording it alone is almost impossible, we have 1000 saved up, but it's hurting us to no end, so if there if anyway you could help us it would be grateful, anything at all would be wonderful, but we have an appointment Friday to look at cars, but it would be seriously hurtful because car payments, and I'm not shy enough not to ask my friends for help I just hate asking...but yeah we had to scrap the car, and only got 300 for it, and because it was a private seller there is nothing we can do about it. and if you need proof of what we have saved up to prove we're trying I can show you that too. I have pictures of the rotted uniframe, my disc is DatElfColette if you want to see, and I can send screenies of what we have saved, this is dire. I make a fair income, it's just banking us completely...we paid 2000 for that scrapped car..

Even passing it on, and sharing the journal would make me grateful, thank you for reading.

Another milestone in life, alas now I'm 39...only a zillion more to go. :P

Get a small sketch page or a chibi feral for donations? :D

Things are changing SO fast, first today marks 7 months since being with my mate, which we were friends since he was 18, he's now 35, I'll be 39 in a few months (yikes) I recently dyed my hair black for the first time ever, and it looks amazing!!! Friday we're going on a date to Texas Roadhouse, a movie and the coolest part of it is I'm getting my eyebrow and my lip pierced...I want to express myself with art, in April or May I'll be getting my first tattoo...I'm pretty stoked about that too! But I'm not here to brag, I'm just explaining I finally found my peace with my mate, my happiness and my serenity...I can actually walk with confidence in who I've become over the years and now look and see I am a fucking good person, and no one is going to take that away from me, no one any longer has the power to make me feel lowly about myself. I just want to live peacefully, do my job....which I am a in home health worker for my partner, he was born disabled so I'm here to take away the stress of things for him, while we can't legally get married, we're going to have a commitment ceremony, and we're going to be happy for life, we're mated for life like swans.<3 ..I wish you all a happy and blessed life, and that things turn in your favor.

I -really- am in the mood today to draw!! please post a link to a character below. Can be G through XXX rated request. I'll draw whichever one I feel like I want to, give me a few days to complete...or a few hours, it depends really. <3 Love yinz.

Have a blessed, safe holiday. And may your bellies be full!

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/58809337/ good luck, they are a wonderful artist!! <3

Finally got it back, took some effort and time for sure. But anyways here are some characters up for grabs, name your price on characters.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57579833/ --Taura cow lady.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55699152/ Haruka --has art paid good money for her check gallery.
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/35421410/ Shindie--Pokegal Pika, has art check gallery!
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55455580/ Peaches --has art check gallery!

But my next paycheck 700.00 is coming out for new struts and an alignment plus the labor for my equinox, I need help. I don't want to go through Christmas broke and unable to get my family/partner much if anything at all, not to mention I can't even decorate for the holiday..I am absolutely saddened by this, and it's making my holiday already miserable..then the next check before Christmas I believed the 13th goes to rent. So yeah...if anyone can help and God I hate asking please note me. I'm embarrassed to come here like this, but it is what it is, sometimes we all need a hand/paw. I'm willing to draw for you..I'm not the best, but I can try my best.

It seems nothing I do is right, I'm a broken woman...I'm emotionally fragile, and often times am a crybaby. I don't feel like I'm worth anything, all I do is stress my partner out with my moods..am I on medicine..yes. Does it do it what it's supposed to, who knows..either way, all I know is this, I don't feel like I can take all this too much longer, and I'm just going to melt into a puddle and disappear..rather, I'd like to. I'm sick of life. period.

Interested? Comment below, can be G-X rated, will be done within 24-48 hrs I want art of Colette done for the holidays, it can be naughty ...I also need a new icon for the holidays, so if anyone is willing to have fun with my elfie let me know :D

Interested? comment below it's going towards Christmas funds, and what not. <3 Has a 2-3 day turnaround, but usually same day :D

Someone changed the email and made a bunch of spam shit, I made a new discord..note me if interested in having it.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/57046315/ Please share if not bidding! I could use some love haha.

I don't care how much or how little it is. ^-^ I'm just wanting to improve my art and relax doing it. <3 comment below if interested.

Just feel like sketching, comment below.

I just want to draw haha, and perhaps make a little cash doing it. Here is an example https://www.furaffinity.net/view/55856058/




---- comment below if interested!--- Turn around is 1-3 days.

Anywhere from G rated to X rated. 2 chars max with shading background extra. If interested note me, or comment below and we'll talk business. <3 (Turn around for commissions is 2-5 days. WoW gold is also accepted.)

I've been experiencing chest pain/pressure for a while. and it's only gotten worse...I'm not pleased with said feeling, so dizziness started, to the point I wanted to faint...I went to the local hospital, they made light of everything and simply didn't care would be my guess...anyways I made a trip to a hospital a little further away and they did an EKG...things seemed ok...well I got hooked up on a 12 ECG lead...and they came in and turned the monitor off in my room because I was getting nervous..something wasn't right, the nurses seemed too chipper/friendly, same with the dr...well anyways I got sent home....within an hr I got sent an actual "test result" from the ECG that it was abnormal...and that I previously, at some unknown point had a heart attack.

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Normal sinus rhythm
Low voltage QRS
Septal infarct , age undetermined
Abnormal ECG
When compared with ECG of 22-JUN-2021 17:19,
Septal infarct is now present

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That's the test result, I looked over the results, and I called my PCP right away and made an appointment and so did he, now I have an ultrasound coming up on my heart, and I'm scared to death. I lost over 70 pounds already, which is an improvement to my health, and what not, but I'm scared, and things are just NOT going my way with my health, everyday I wake up I thank God...because I feel like I'm now one foot in the grave...and I shouldn't have to feel this way at 37 years old. :( I have a cane. I'm getting a shower chair and other ways to help me struggle through life. ...

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If you need proof I can show screenshots of my medical record on discord, I know I shouldn't have to but I will.

May you have full bellies and many blessings your way, please have a good time and be safe. <3