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Soo.. might be missing from the net for awhile here soon
General | Posted 11 years agoSome of you may already know the details of the situation, but in short due to a situation out of my control i will need to be getting ready to move here soon (with trouble finding a place to go) so needless to say in a few days i may go missing for awhile. Also the sudden change in mood to that of honest hopelessness for the time being has affected my concentration on projects and seems i just cannot get a break =/ But, oh well. Anyway, if any of you would like to stay in contact with me, just send me a note or let me know and i will give you other means to stay in contact.
Any paid projects i have taken up will still be continued as contracted up til the point i pack up my computer and if need be will be continued soon as i set back up, even without internet. Just a bit of insurance to the few commissions i do have if they do not get completed by this undetermined amount of time.
On a final note, you guys know me not to be a religious type, but i please ask you to keep me in your thoughts/prayers during this time because i really really REALLY need it. Even the support means a lot right now because to be honest... i have 'stoned walled' a lot of situations but this is really hard and i am not sure how much more i can take at this point since it has been going on for over a year straight now. You will have my upmost gratitude.
So until then i guess i will hang around in the background guys, and thank you for putting up with the depressing bits ^^;;
Any paid projects i have taken up will still be continued as contracted up til the point i pack up my computer and if need be will be continued soon as i set back up, even without internet. Just a bit of insurance to the few commissions i do have if they do not get completed by this undetermined amount of time.
On a final note, you guys know me not to be a religious type, but i please ask you to keep me in your thoughts/prayers during this time because i really really REALLY need it. Even the support means a lot right now because to be honest... i have 'stoned walled' a lot of situations but this is really hard and i am not sure how much more i can take at this point since it has been going on for over a year straight now. You will have my upmost gratitude.
So until then i guess i will hang around in the background guys, and thank you for putting up with the depressing bits ^^;;
(Heads up) This October...
General | Posted 11 years agoI will be going to see Motley Crue in mid-October during the final tour they will be having before they retire the band. Needless to say during around that time i will be taking a break from art work on here until afterwards. I will be sure to take plenty of pictures for my friends who would be interested =p Just thought i would let you guys know!
NSFW Art Stream
General | Posted 11 years agoCurrent Queue Of Commissions
General | Posted 11 years agoMore for personal use, but if you got a commission from me, and you do not see it just note me. Those marked as gift are more of an anonymous reading since it would ruin the surprise!
1. Narrative(no FA) - Sketch Completed, Ink Completed
2: [GIFT] - Sketching Process
3: [Personal] 2014 V2 References Sheet - Completed, Info needed
4. [GIFT] - Still a brain child!
5. OPEN
1. Narrative(no FA) - Sketch Completed, Ink Completed
2: [GIFT] - Sketching Process
3: [Personal] 2014 V2 References Sheet - Completed, Info needed
4. [GIFT] - Still a brain child!
5. OPEN
Now Streaming! (reference sheet)
General | Posted 11 years agoArt Streaming Tonight!
General | Posted 11 years agoThe stream will start at 10pm CST. I hope to catch some of you guys there! I will be posting another journal once it starts which will include the link and more info.
Assumption Meme (This should be fun .-.)
General | Posted 11 years agoComment below an assumption about me, and i will let you know if it is fact or fiction. So.. what are you waiting for!?
TMI Tuesday! (aka pandora's box)
General | Posted 11 years agoThat is right, one of those rare things i do! Feel free to ask me anything, rather it is SFW or NSFW. I just ask if it is on the adult side, or a sensitive topic, please send it to me via notes. Soo.. ask away!
Now Streaming
General | Posted 11 years agoWHAT SMELLS LIKE WET DOG!?
General | Posted 11 years ago Oh... It is me.. after a shower .-. Seems the furry disease is spreading...
But seriously, i washed this shirt 3 damn times already x.x IN HOT WATER! and it still smells from when i gave Maisy a bath D= Oh well, guess it is time i retire this tee shirt, and give the puppies a new chew toy. A bit Ambitious or maybe i want to talk to some of you! =D
General | Posted 11 years agoFeeling a bit ambitious.. or maybe i just want to talk to some of you! That is correct, this is a open invite i guess you can say. Anyone, and i mean anyone feel free to add me on Skype, or even note me on here with a general conversation! I just ask that you give a name or link to your FA profile if you add me on skype so i at least know who i am talking to. =D
Skype: shiro_amada014
Skype: shiro_amada014
[title here?]
General | Posted 11 years ago
Memories burst through me like flames through an old building
Erupting in a violent display of nostalgia
Firemen trembling, too terrified to come near me and be consumed by the unholy fountain
Who am I that the eyes of unsuspecting lovers should awaken, then die,
Just to leave me on my own?
I have watched the changing of faces,
Felt the aching places where shadows only go but I go on
Through the dark alleys where men's eyes are vacant
Into the heart of a city with no soul
I found my solitude and embraced it,
Knew the part of me no one else can know
Who am I that the eyes of unsuspecting lovers should awaken, then die,
Just to leave me on my own?
I have watched the changing of faces,
Felt the aching places where shadows only go
I have stood by the door as the car drove away,
Woken up in the night with the moon on my face,
And wondered out loud what it means to be alone
I have faced down the devil with an unloaded gun,
Fashioned a bullet form passion and blood that spiraled through him
And left me on my own
Think i am getting sick...
General | Posted 11 years agoNuuu T.T Feels like strep throat, and all energy is like gone for me lately.
Great 4 Dollar Feral Chibis! [Signel Boost for Coffee]
General | Posted 11 years agoNow Streaming! (switched streaming sites)
General | Posted 11 years agoThe challenge of not going "DAWWW!"
General | Posted 11 years agoGOODBYE..
General | Posted 11 years agoWatch spammers, and good riddance! =D Come back when you learn how t use javascript properly instead of abusing resources like a noob!
Streaming some Minecraft!
General | Posted 11 years ago"You are Alive!?"
General | Posted 11 years agoSorry for such the long absents everyone. Figured i would make this journal to keep those interested updated. So yeah, been very very busy as of late, and have not had much time to do artwork, or be very active on the site. Been having a bit of a dry spell too on what to do next to be honest. I have also started my minecraft server back up with the help of a couple friends. It will be open to the public soon, but if you are interested in checking it out just ask. I might just give you the IP to access it since.. well more help the better =3
Anyways that is all for now guys!
Anyways that is all for now guys!
Pending Changes (big changes after the 22ed and a thanks)
General | Posted 11 years ago In a few days a chapter in my life will be officially closed; on the 22ed to be exact. So i figured i would take this bitter sweet situation, and make it into something i could use to get back up from being kicked down (repeatedly.. so about time to break the damn foot of life =p) I have been keeping a notebook beside my bed, and i am not trying to hide it in this book there is a few things in it from writings of my troubles the past 12 months as a means of keeping me from blowing my stack, well as some character designs and sketches and my ideas. It is just something i write in while i cannot sleep.
Anyways, i am going to get to the point of what is going to happen so no one gets confused when it happens. Some of you know i have had Angelo for a very long time, way before i even joined FA, or even became open about the fandom for the manner but it dawned on me while i was flipping through this book about a month ago that it is time for a change. However, this is not a "for the hell of it" reason, nor have i lost my love for my sona. I have had him for 8+ years most of which has been on paper in various writings, and later on even illustrations (obviously). The reason i am about to do this is to reflect on a rebirth, and a new start on things.
To move on with my life and be truly happy again instead of being behind a metaphorical mask and be myself again i have set up a few goals after the 22ed (i am not going to get in on why it is after that date) So i am going to touch base on the main one first, the visual changes;
There is going to be some tenuous, and at the same time not so much. I have a new reference sheet, which is currently locked up in my filing drawer in my art folder which has not been seen by anyone yet, so i am going to give a slight insight of what is going to change on him. I guess some people is thinking i am taking him out back and shooting him, but i promise there will be nothing of the such. I am going to keep as much integrity to him as i can =p So lets get started;
Far as the rest, i am going to leave it as a surprise! Now for some changes that doesn't involve design. I am currently working on buckling down and trying to do a lot to meet my other goals, which i am already very close to. It involves money so i will not get into numbers out of respect, but i will say that i am going to hammer down and make my artwork more known and do more commissions well as a normal job which i am working on. To keep my head in the game in finding something, and not get discouraged again like last time, i have set up more of a fun rewarding goalset. I will be going over the ones that involve the fandom.
First, i have more than enough to make it to a con near me as it stands which includes gas, emergency, food, and some money to play a bit with to support other people in short. However, i am going to most likely wait until the next go-round and let it build up more! This is my vacation, and a way to take a break, and reward myself for being on edge for so long. I am overdue anyway.. last vacation was during my senior year in highschool x.x
Second, Along with a new design in characters i am going to work with that and get a suit commissioned. When? Have no idea! From whom? I have someone picked right now, but obviously i am not going to say who =p Ruins the fun in it until the debut. Have a fund on that as well separate from the rest, and i am on my way. I much rather perform and entertains others, since that makes me happy anyway. Far as heat goes, it will be a partial and i am use to the heat as it is. I have gave this much thought and i am willing to take the responsibility of it. Donations to help me out is of course welcome, but i like working for that stuff. If anyone reading this must, at least let me commission you something.
Third, I am working on getting my body back and have been working on my core, and upper body. I know this makes no sense, but this serves two purposes. One is that i want to get back in shape after my hermit spell, and second.. well you will figure that out. It follows the second goal =p
Fourth, Well as commissions i know i will need peoples help and after my lessons in life i am not afraid to ask if i need it. I will be trying to do more contests to get the word out, well as adverting and improving my style and skills far as art. So i will need help with this one! Getting word out!
So that is pretty much it for now. More will come as i meet the current goals. On the note of the topic before, as i said donations are welcome (can be found on my profile) but i rather much work on something for you at least!
To my friends that have helped me through this rough time, i truly thank you. I would of most likely done something stupid by now if it was not for you guys. I would make a list of people here, but i am not sure if i should since some of these people might not want to be listed. If you do just ask, i will not mind but it is a long list, and you know who you are. Love you guys so much! and i owe you a lot, so if you need anything just ask. I owe you my life after some of the stuff some of you have done for me, so it would not be a problem at all.
That pretty much covers it! If anyone has suggestions on anything, feel free to leave them here.
Anyways, i am going to get to the point of what is going to happen so no one gets confused when it happens. Some of you know i have had Angelo for a very long time, way before i even joined FA, or even became open about the fandom for the manner but it dawned on me while i was flipping through this book about a month ago that it is time for a change. However, this is not a "for the hell of it" reason, nor have i lost my love for my sona. I have had him for 8+ years most of which has been on paper in various writings, and later on even illustrations (obviously). The reason i am about to do this is to reflect on a rebirth, and a new start on things.
To move on with my life and be truly happy again instead of being behind a metaphorical mask and be myself again i have set up a few goals after the 22ed (i am not going to get in on why it is after that date) So i am going to touch base on the main one first, the visual changes;
There is going to be some tenuous, and at the same time not so much. I have a new reference sheet, which is currently locked up in my filing drawer in my art folder which has not been seen by anyone yet, so i am going to give a slight insight of what is going to change on him. I guess some people is thinking i am taking him out back and shooting him, but i promise there will be nothing of the such. I am going to keep as much integrity to him as i can =p So lets get started;
-This may sound major, but you will not notice much. He is going to have a species change to a Maned Wolf.
-Color pallet is going to remain mostly the same, besides a deeper orange coloring.
- Changes is going to be made on various current markings such as; Kodiak marking (to better fit with the mane, and look less like a "muscle shirt" as a friend told me xD
-Adding a 3rd shade of color on the lower half of his tail.
-Changes to the orange/cream coloring on his frontside to better contour.
-Refining his mask to better fit to the species, and better following the natural lining of his muzzle up to his eyes.
-Adding a strip of black/smoke fur going down his sides to break the orange from the cream.
-Adding his snakebites back!
-A special symbol will be added onto him which will be his symbol. Where at? Still deciding between multiple locations. Got a suggestion? Feel free to speak!
- (In character) Changes will be made to his personality while in character. Not many knows this on FA anyway, since no one has seen me get in character as of yet
Far as the rest, i am going to leave it as a surprise! Now for some changes that doesn't involve design. I am currently working on buckling down and trying to do a lot to meet my other goals, which i am already very close to. It involves money so i will not get into numbers out of respect, but i will say that i am going to hammer down and make my artwork more known and do more commissions well as a normal job which i am working on. To keep my head in the game in finding something, and not get discouraged again like last time, i have set up more of a fun rewarding goalset. I will be going over the ones that involve the fandom.
First, i have more than enough to make it to a con near me as it stands which includes gas, emergency, food, and some money to play a bit with to support other people in short. However, i am going to most likely wait until the next go-round and let it build up more! This is my vacation, and a way to take a break, and reward myself for being on edge for so long. I am overdue anyway.. last vacation was during my senior year in highschool x.x
Second, Along with a new design in characters i am going to work with that and get a suit commissioned. When? Have no idea! From whom? I have someone picked right now, but obviously i am not going to say who =p Ruins the fun in it until the debut. Have a fund on that as well separate from the rest, and i am on my way. I much rather perform and entertains others, since that makes me happy anyway. Far as heat goes, it will be a partial and i am use to the heat as it is. I have gave this much thought and i am willing to take the responsibility of it. Donations to help me out is of course welcome, but i like working for that stuff. If anyone reading this must, at least let me commission you something.
Third, I am working on getting my body back and have been working on my core, and upper body. I know this makes no sense, but this serves two purposes. One is that i want to get back in shape after my hermit spell, and second.. well you will figure that out. It follows the second goal =p
Fourth, Well as commissions i know i will need peoples help and after my lessons in life i am not afraid to ask if i need it. I will be trying to do more contests to get the word out, well as adverting and improving my style and skills far as art. So i will need help with this one! Getting word out!
So that is pretty much it for now. More will come as i meet the current goals. On the note of the topic before, as i said donations are welcome (can be found on my profile) but i rather much work on something for you at least!
To my friends that have helped me through this rough time, i truly thank you. I would of most likely done something stupid by now if it was not for you guys. I would make a list of people here, but i am not sure if i should since some of these people might not want to be listed. If you do just ask, i will not mind but it is a long list, and you know who you are. Love you guys so much! and i owe you a lot, so if you need anything just ask. I owe you my life after some of the stuff some of you have done for me, so it would not be a problem at all.
That pretty much covers it! If anyone has suggestions on anything, feel free to leave them here.
Random Meme i stole .-.
General | Posted 11 years agofrom 
(1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page.
(2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
(3) Tell you what element I believe you belong to. (e.g. water, fire, air, etc.)
(4) Tell you which one of your OCs is my favorite. (if hard to locate/no link available at profile, please provide link ; w ;) (Wink)
(5) Ask you a question, and you must preferably.. answer.
(6) Tell you something I like about you or your art (or commissioned art?).
(7) Give you a nickname.
(8) Tell you what am I doing right now.
(9) Tell you what food/ flavor/smell you remind me of.
(10) Ask you if you want to do this in your journal too!
(1) Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your FA page.
(2) Tell you a color you remind me of.
(3) Tell you what element I believe you belong to. (e.g. water, fire, air, etc.)
(4) Tell you which one of your OCs is my favorite. (if hard to locate/no link available at profile, please provide link ; w ;) (Wink)
(5) Ask you a question, and you must preferably.. answer.
(6) Tell you something I like about you or your art (or commissioned art?).
(7) Give you a nickname.
(8) Tell you what am I doing right now.
(9) Tell you what food/ flavor/smell you remind me of.
(10) Ask you if you want to do this in your journal too!
[Signel Boost] Help some nice folks out?
General | Posted 11 years agoSo i will not go into details since the journal will say all you need to know, but you would be really awesome if you got some commissions from this great artist!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5673144/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5673144/
Team Streaming!
General | Posted 11 years agoNow Streaming!
General | Posted 11 years agoWeekend Agenda (commissions and stream)
General | Posted 11 years ago Now that i have got things more stable on my end, it is time to knock some stuff out of the way. Was a mess last week when my computer crashed, along with some other.. personal issues before that but things seem to be calm now; knock on wood. Anyway I just have two things on my "to do" list now after playing a game of catchup.
So this weekend i am going to do another stream, and perhaps even a movie! Far as a start time for the stream is TBA. First off...
androkei - Linework is done, will be doing flats, and get try to get the shading done.
Epochwolf I know your commission is done, but i am going to try and work on replicating that background that was lost during the computer issues.
So this weekend i am going to do another stream, and perhaps even a movie! Far as a start time for the stream is TBA. First off...
androkei - Linework is done, will be doing flats, and get try to get the shading done. 
Epochwolf I know your commission is done, but i am going to try and work on replicating that background that was lost during the computer issues.