Kinda been all over the place, working on random crafts and working a day job at a craft store (pretty nice, except having to push rewards and other shit)
Opened up my Redbubble again and will be posting some old stuff and some new there.
Also got a Bluesky now, I've been using instagram more and I'm on Tumblr again.
Anyway, that's all that's happening, it's 1am and I need to sleep.
g'nite/mornin'

I'm going to Furlandia 2024!
Like the blue moon I have risen for the con and will be working at said con.

I have old prints, new prints, small prints, and... small prints. I only have 4x6 cause that's easier for me to transport.
I got stickers, I have commissions, and some of those commissions are for digital art printes at the con as Polaroids.

So please, if you like, come say Hi!

Now excuse me I have to go to work and stop loitering in the parking lot.

Hello it's been 10 months since I posted a journal and a year since I posted any art.

Times have been tough, family passing, being misplaced because of housing issues, getting a job and a divorce. Despite all that I'm still kicking, just quietly. I'm justing going to be popping in and out and may post some art when I have time, which will be more frequently during convention times. Like right now.

Going to Furlandia 2024 and working the artist alley Friday and Sunday.
Idk what else to say cause I haven't been on in so long. Hope y'all are having an ok year and stuff.

Sorry for not replying to everyone's notes.
Shortly after posting my last journal things started to go down hill more rapidly for my step dad.
Last week I stayed at my parents off and on with my older siblings (we were rotating care) and things just progressed as they would.
My step dad voiced his concern earlier on that he didn't want his kids to see him like he was but we kind of ignored that and helped out the best we could until my mom had a dream.
Now before I continue I just want to say my family is on the spiritual side so we take signs in dreams and other things a bit more seriously. Please don't give me a hard time for this, this is just how we work ya know?
Anyway, my mom had a dream about her friend, who also passed from cancer, coming to her with my step dad. They both told her not to go to his funeral because of my step sister (only one I will call step cause I and everyone doesn't like her). They also told my mom not to be present when he passes and that I should go home and just rest because he didn't want me there to see it too. When my mom came out to tell us that we asked my step dad, who has been sedated since last Tuesday if mom should stay home instead of going to the funeral and he gave a very clear "uh huh" and when I asked if I should go home he gave a quieter "uh huh".
Sorry for all the details it's kind of helping me cope.
All of that happened Saturday and I only stopped by once yesterday to give my mom some stuff and everyone hugs. Then this morning I received the call that he passed.

I'm gonna need a minute with my family, and for me to help my sisters plan the funeral.
I'll keep everyone posted.

Howdy ya'll
I just wanted to say I'm still here, I've just been posting on Tumblr lately, and most of the stuff I've been posting is Twisted Wonderland stuff cause that's my current hyper fixation. We have some Spider-Man 2099 popping up here and their but it's mostly twisted stuff. Heads up I'm going to be posting everything here too soon.

Now for the TMI, oh yay fun...

So I'm going to start off by saying I would really like some commission work thrown my way so I can distract myself from what's going on. I do want to be paid but the funds aren't going to anything I'm mentioning below cause everything is already covered and I would feel weird saying "I NEED MONEY FOR THIS SERIOUS THING". I just need a distraction.

ANYWAY

For those who maybe close here, here's what's going on.
In May (I think it was May or early June) my family received some devastating news that my step dad, a man who has been in my life longer than my bio dad(He died when I was 19) and who has known me since I was 3 or 4, has cancer.
They didn't give us a definitive answer on what stage it is but it doesn't matter because it's so big and because of the location there isn't much they can do. There is the choice to do Chemo but because of his Alzheimer's (Ya he's in stage 2 right now, He's just having fun time, Jesus fucking Christ) he's opted out of doing it. Because of all these factors, the type of cancer, his Alzheimer's, and his age, the doctor has told us he has a couple months to 6 months left. From what I've seen first hand and from what I've heard from the nurses myself it's only going to be a couple months.
So things are really hard right now for me. We've had a couple good things happen though because of this. I'm closer to my sisters (his kids) more than ever, I message the oldest ever chance I get which we've never done before and we also were about to have a family get together soon after we got the news. I got to see my nieces and some nephews and their kids. And when we celebrated his 73rd birthday on Tuesday it felt more meaning full ya know?

Anywho, that's what's going on. Posting Twist stuff later, still open for commissions cause I want a distraction, step dad has cancer, and I am stress, sad, and tired lol.

Opened commissions!
I'm only doing 3 commissions slots at a time. As of 6/2/23 I have 2 slots open.

As for Adoptables, I'm going to try it out. I have 3 Fruity foxes up already crossing my fingers someone is interested.

Anywho HELLO!

Hello! I'm still kicking!
I'm currently at Furlandia slowly getting back into making stuff to post here and else where.
So Hello everyone who found my stickies!
Sorry for the mess I've been hoarding my art and not sharing but I am tonight!

I'm still here, just doing my own thing irl. I have my last term of classes going on and hopefully I can get a job right after I'm done.

As for art stuff, I've been working on stuff. Mostly fanart cause it's comforting right now and some journaling crafts. I've been stuck in this weird rut where I couldn't make art unless I could make money off of it and it's been super stressful because of it. So I'm just doing fanart. I may post some of it later, cause there is a lot.

So ya! :D

Going to furlandia this year, aka I'm hanging out in Line con 2022.
I hope I get to see some people!!!
I miss everyone so much.
It's been 84 years!!! (2-3 but still)

2022 started four months ago and I feel like an utter mess. Not because everything is horrible or anything it's just that everything doesn't feel organized and is a tad bit overwhelming.
I'm in my second to last term for my degree and I working my brain overtime trying to do my assignments.

When it comes to art, I have some stuff I'm thinking about posting but it's gonna take some time since I'm so busy.
As for commission stuff, cause I know I have some people who have been asking and I feel bad cause I've left some on read. I'm not doing commissions at this time. It's too much to handle right now. I'll be messaging people about this too.

Now that that's all said and done I'm going to go work on my concept art assignments and try to squeeze something out because I'm also in the middle of an art block.

2021 was a real banger, wasn't it?
I lost both my grandmas almost a month apart. I had to drop one class and take an incomplete in another then the cherry on top everyones grandma, Betty White died.
Needless to say but I'm so ready for a new year.
I'm going to be trying to post more work, depending on classes that is and maybe, who knows, start doing commissions again. but again who knows.

I hope everyones holidays were good if not great and hopefully expect more art. :)

Update from my previous journal.
So my grandma died, today. She went out while listening to us laughing and reminiscing.
It was hard, but not as hard as it would have been if I wasn't there with her and my mom. Now that she passed my mom and I are organizing everything so she can go to the state my grandma is supposed to be buried and I will be flying to see my other grandma who is in hospice.

This has been a lot, and I appreciate the prayers and stuff.

I'm probably not going to be posting for a while again, I'm already an infrequent poster but ya know I was starting to get into posting more again, oh well.

Hello! It's me. I have words to share along with those few posts.
I haven't posted/said anything since 3 months ago, and let me tell ya'll what a time I am having.

I have classes going on, I had commissions going good, then I was reminded so graciously by some benevolent force that things, like people, don't last that long.
My mom decided to move my grandma up here 3 months ago and everything has been ok until last month when she had a mini-stroke, fell, ended up in the hospital, came home, fell, went back to the hospital, had a staph infection in her knee, had knee surgery, stayed at a rehab place, wasn't taken care of that well, and now she's back in the hospital. That's one month, and it has been a lot for me and my family. Especially my mom. I ended up closing commissions for this and will have them closed until further notice.
Now, here's a little more salt for this wound.
In the year of what seems to be the year of the grandparents (My friend's husband lost his grandma, that friend lost her grandma, and my other friend lost her grandpa. Fuck this year all around), I received news from my mom about my paternal grandma. Medical backstory on this woman, deteriorating spine, and failing kidneys. I was informed my grandma has decided to stop her dialysis and is being placed in hospice.

Well, fuck me am I right?
Needless to say, I'm a hot mess and have been hyper-focusing on homework to the point of tears. Deadass, I've never cried over a class before until now.

Commissions are closed, as I said above. Like it even matters right now, Jesus Christ.

Anyway, that's me, that's where I've been. So now I'm gonna go do homework and doodle dicks to soothe my soul.

It was 102°F (about 39°C) today. My computer and I can't handle that leave of heat. So I'm taking a weekend break.
Tomorrow is gonna be 105°F(40°C) so I'm going to be laying in the middle of my floor surrounded by ice packs until sunset.
I really don't do good in heat over 85°f(29°c)
So I'm going to bed, pray I don't melt.

To the people waiting to commissions me I'm sorry for not replying right away.
My husband had dental surgery a little more then a week ago and I was helping him out. Now I'm dealing with some family stuff I'm going to need sometime to recover from (tmi my dad died 10 years ago and it's just really hard for me around this time)

So that's why I haven't looked at/replied. I promise I will get back to you guys.
It's just a hot mess at the moment.
Thank you for your patience and understanding. 💚

Survived the heat bubble, did experience heat exhaustion but I'm good.
The weather has leveled out so I'm finally able to work on commissions.
My commissions are still open. I will give an update now, come August I'm changing my prices. There have been some things going on and my income is going to be impacted just a fair warning to future commissioners around that time.

Now I'm off to work on Commissions! ✌️

I live in the PNW and we are in a literal heat bubble. Because of this, I cannot work on anything on my computer. It overheats even with fans on it.
So I'm currently swimming in a puddle of my own sweat and wouldn't be working on JACK SHIT until maybe Wednesday.
My neck is also hella jacked up, and I can barely move it.

Started playing Pokémon Shield and I've fallen into this Gijinka pokemon hole.
I've been doodling humanoid Toxtricitys and Morgrems so I may post them.
Who knows I'm trapped in Pokey hell lol.

On top of the pokey disaster I'm here to say my commissions are open. 5 slots.
I'm posting my commission prices now.
Yaaay

Almost summer!
I've come to the decision, I'm going to open commissions again as soon as this term is over. Which is the first of June? Something like that.

I'm opening commissions in June. Crossing my fingers, praying to whoever things will go swimmingly.

New FA who this?

Moved to this account now, my older one will stay up because of all the commissioned work, Gift art, and Memorial art on there. But yes,


HELLO! Welcome to my new hole, I will be filling it with new things as often as I can, which is up in the air because I got shit to do in the 'Real World' so ya.

ENJOY