I'm open for traditional grayscale headshot commissions so I can try to get more food. Each one is $10! I take payment, as well as tips, via PayPal & Kofi!

Example: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45335217/

If you go to my gallery, look at the My Drawings folder. Comment below or Note me! Thanks for the help!!

I am live on stream with   CoasterTeaFox for a special Valentine's special. Here is the link below: https://youtu.be/_s7SLOKS35A

Well, since January 18th I have had a fractured ankle. I have a big medical bill soon going to be billed to my address, so I'm taking some donations via PayPal and/or Ko-fi, but they are traditional as of late. They start at $5 USD & if it's $10+ then it'll be a halfbody or a fullbody. Each will be outlined & grayscale colored. I can do almost all species except for humans & robots. I can try my hand on protogens & primogens.

You can comment below with a ref & proof of purchase. Thank you for your time!

Donations via;
Paypal: paypal.me/HMills472
Ko-fi: http://ko-fi.com/angstfenwolf

So firstly I wanna share my my best friend's post on free art. READ IT THOROUGHLY BEFORE COMMENTING SO YOU KNOW THE RULES; https://www.furaffinity.net/view/45607192/

Now, my ankle; I finally fractured a bone. The tibia to be exact. I broke it on the 18th of this month so now I'm in a soft cast whilst moving around in crutches. Thus Tuesday I find out if I get screws in my ankle or if it's not necessary at all. The fracture was oddly made when I fell. Guess it fits my personality? Anyways, I have been taking Vitamin D, ibuprofen & Tylenol being swapped, even some baby aspirin. Hopefully things look up for me. I plan to be as strong as I can with my pagan faith & Christian faith too. It makes me realize some things I should have done, but I never did anything about it. Sorry for not posting a lot. I hope to post up much more frequently!!

And please support my friend in their endeavors with the link above!! Thank you!!

If you wanna hang out & chat with   CoasterTeaFox & myself tonight, join the livestream! Here is the link; https://youtu.be/HPn-rKDfPNw

I won't be deleting my FA anytime soon, but letting you know that I now have a Weasyl account! If you also have one, please give me a follow if you like! This morning is already wild from a nightmare turned reality & a school bus accident (everyone is safe at least), but it should get better later on

My Weasyl account; https://www.weasyl.com/~angstfenwolf

If you want to join the fursuit building this spoopy evening,   CoasterTeaFox is doing some building as I stream music for him. Here is the link below lovelies~

https://youtu.be/qHQe35nDXPc

Forgot to tell everyone that WPAFW was a blast as I had made some new friends & it was such a good kickstarter that I ended up doodling all over again. I felt refreshed & more people have come to like my art style, so with that being said, I have a small list that I'm pushing to get done of doodles & a headshot gift for the cat that ran WPAFW!

In other news, I'm gonna be getting measurements done & hand stencils too. Why would that be? If you know, you know. I shall be keeping people up to date on this surprise I'm getting for myself. Gotta save in bits. Hope everyone has fun today!

Hello guys, gals & nonbinary pals! Here to announce that next week I will be attending WPAFW! I shall have my sketching items, digital art items, 3 different tails, gonna try to wear Magic again, carry my portable altar (KiKi's Delivery Service bag) & some other stuff!

My mom had to take a dialysis machine class that lasted about an hour. She's still fighting & I'm hoping she can continue to live for awhile longer. I want her to see my 1st suit to be done & to see what achievements I unlock down the road. We just gotta look forward in a positive thought!

Unfortunately, Facetious won't be made in time for WPAFW but maybe around Halloween or Thanksgiving hopefully as a partial. Fullsuit may be done around Christmas or next year.

I also have a surprise for you lot too; I am gonna pay via installments for another sona to be made. Who will it be next? Stay tuned to find out.

Anywho, who else is attending WPAFW? Please comment down below if you are & what you plan to do there! I'm rekindling some friendships, bringing my dice set & just chatting with friends while snapping photos on my phone! I will practice social distancing & masking up! 💜💜

I leveled up to 25 tomorrow, man time flies. I'm having a small birthday bash that will be pagan themed, fit for the 1st day of Mabon. It's the celebration of the arrival of the Autumn. Like new years, but for harvest & blessings. I have 2 dishes made up. My friends will bring some autumn inspired drinks & foods. So this is gonna be a challenge & fun times all around!

Well, I'm still kicking on my end & am realizing better ways to make sure I don't negatively call myself such awful things. It makes my mood a lot better so it will help with my mentality. So this week, I shall be babysitting my littlest bab Lzzy so I can get my birthday food, gifts & possibly some cash (if I do, more food & bills to be paid!!).

Also, next month WPAFW is coming up so... I am proud to say I will be a sponsor this year! I'm super excited for this & hope I can fulfill my role to the best of my abilities. If you're gonna be there, please stop by & say hai! I shall have my sketching items with me. Hope you all have a fabulous week. Don't forget to check out my recent upload of my new fursuit badge!! Bayley is one of the best! 💜💜

For a little while I have been somewhat depressed, but it's still easy to push back thankfully. I was lost thinking I will be forever working at a dead end job, but I have gained a newfound hope now burned withing me. So, I delved back into my paganism with my Norse & Greek Pantheon deities, just to learn how to make sure I stay in tune with myself. I am now getting better at reading the room & when to help others as best as I can.

Today however, I had to console a friend who was grieving over the loss of someone they held close to them. I won't say who it was because I plan to keep it private. It made it hard for me to figure out how to really console them, but I will be there for them until they start to come around again. Of course, time will tell & heal wounds.

On the flipped, I have posted Fen's V2.0 reference sheet & i have some designs for some possible future charms. Working on concept sketches atm, but Coaster will be helping finalize the detail in the product. Plus, I'm still playing with the possibility of having an 18+ selection of charms. I just have to talk him into it & let me do the sketch concept. We are gonna do a small selection first, then, if sales grow, we will increase different selections to be in production.

I shall be doodling sometime tonight, even though my wrist pain will be fighting me on it. 2 people brought the desire back within me. I'm sorry I took so long to come back yet again. I wish there was an app for this site bc oh gods it is so hard for me to even get a notification from this site. I'm still trying to be hopeful for this place. Anyways, much love to you all & ill be trying to post up again soon!

I may have gotten Pokémon Sword + Expansion... I am so sorry for me loving it, but then GAME FREAK MADE 2 MEN THAT I CAN ENJOY!! IDC IF THEY ARE OVERRATED OR NOT BUT DANDE & KIBANA (LEON & RAIHAN) ARE JUST AMAZING MY GODS!!! Anyways, I also finally got 2 fresh sketchbooks, so another reason I haven't posted my sketches lately.

At work on the other paw, we have 2 or 3 new co-workers, which gave me a breath of fresh air. They are booming with pure positivity & confidence, which is what we need here in the deli department. I'm slowly getting back into shape with my health. I'm off tomorrow so I may sketch my human OC Fennekin. I must share her reference sheet tomorrow. I'll be posting some recent sketches I got from Rabbu bc her style is wonderful!!

Snow fell here ofc & my friend Sav would know, but hopefully everyone is safe & happy today. Blessed be to all & always find a sliver of hope/positivity each day!

I've been away for far too long haven't I? Well, I'm back & trying to post more new things more than ever! I have found some new alternatives to help control my depression & anxiety. Unfortunately I don't do commissions anymore, but I do welcome tips to my tip jar if anyone would like to. I just don't find them as fulfilling as whenever I draw for myself. I feel it's more rewarding that way for me.

I'm sure everyone is slowly seeing the newest fursona peeking in. Their name is Perri. They are fused between Coaster & I, goes by they/them, intersex, and they can willingly become latex/rubber/goo. They have heterochromatic eyes & 4 ears. They can be hardcore, loud & just everything chaotic... to soft, shy, wants to hold a kitten kind of character. They are still being tweaked here & there, but so far they remain steady in design. They are the hot topic kinda bean who also likes going into candlestores... that kind of energy. Odd I know, but that's practically Coaster & I in general!

Anyways, hope to post here more often. I'm trying to make sure I get back into that. I'm thinking of having a reference made of them so that way, their markings can be easily noted! Have fun, be safe, and always do your best! 💜

If you look at social media (i.e. Twitter, Instagram, etc.) It is filled with BLM (Black Lives Matter) content from current news, behind the scenes that the media won't show, new deaths/pain, children getting maced, and a lot of art including donation sites. Yes it is pride month, but never forget the Stonewall riot that helped birth pride. I am a proud genderfluid, I am a proud person who can say I have rights all because of that riot we have a voice in the LGBTQ+ community. It is unfortunate that the death of a black man, George Floyd, died by a cop because that cop killed him & has been charged. Now, riots have spread slowly through 1 state at a time. A lot of which started as peaceful protests, but either an outside force instigated them into riots,or the police themselves instigated them themselves. Tear gas, rubber bullets... these physical fights are so painful & heartbreaking to see. More people are starting to die in them too. It is incredibly shocking to me that these things have been happening (this is said in disgust, not actually surprising). All lives won't matter until correct changes have been made, but it is so hard for most people to change based on views & beliefs, even on possibly how they were raised.

For me, I have to step off of Twitter as that is the most loaded with everything BLM since it is risking my anxiety & depression. I amy not be black, I may not understand what blacks go through, but I stand with you. I hear you, I see you, I love you for how beautiful & talented you are. I ended up sharing some donation sites on twitter & possible helpful tidbits that if you are gonna go to these riots, please be absolutely careful, it has some advice on what to bring with you & I think on how to help treat a wound or if you are maced. All this is taking a toll. I need to rest for awhile & sadly focus on work before I continue supporting so I can get a recharge. It makes me so sad, so angry, so ludicrously emotional beyond belief that I couldn't help but cry. I have been stressed that I can't keep up with my simple queue, my job giving me less than $200 USD each week & now these unnecessary deaths from these riots... the turmoil in me is churning so badly that I feel so destructive. No one of any race, gender, age, or ethnicity should be discriminated, harmed,or even KILLED for that matter!! I vented for 2 days straight to the point of nearly self destructing. I need to breathe, I need to rest, I need to spread positivity... I need to help spread word about different donation/charity sites so something good can be seen out of this more. Powerful photos & drawings/paintings will be shared around as well.

Everyone, please also remember that the virus is also still spreading. If you attend these peaceful protests or they get turned into riots, please be safe. Please do your best to be careful. You are powerful. You are human. I will keep you in heart & mind during this dark time. We all need to try our best to care for one another. At the end of the day, something has been accomplished no matter where you go or what you do. Just try your best at what you are doing each day. Each person is talented & valuable. Sending lots of love to you all

I am off work today & so 2 things will be done; a 2 in 1 video & a possible werewolf adopt or 2 as well as WiPs of commissions that are so overdue that it's driving me insane! This virus has been making it hard to keep motivated, but I am trying my best. Hopefully, I can excel at something today. We are still not even unpacked yet. We do plan on trying to get the place all cleaned up, but we are just overwhelmed by bills & what our jobs have in store for us when we come back from a day off. My sleeping has been thrown off completely, but am trying my best with at least sketching something once a day. Motivation is hard to find anymore due to this. It really throws me off & ruins how I schedule my work. I'm still trying to exercise with push ups, squats, pelvic thrusts (you lay on your back for these so it tightens glutes) & making sure I maintain a healthy diet. It drives me crazy anymore, but I'm still going to try what I can as best as I can.

Been awhile since i have posted a journal. Imagine a small FenWolf hybrid just bapping at a laptop keyboard. Why you ask? I have my very 1st laptop!! It's a small 1, but big enough for me. Just gotta press the spacebar a tad bit harder since it was owned by my furbro Zachy (THANK YOU BRO!! YOU'RE THE BEST!!) so now i get to experiment how to do digital art on a laptop. Now, I just need to balance essential work, art commissions & my workout routine. This will be rather fun, right? Plus, I got to hang around my friend Savant even though the stupid virus is going around. They gave me a new facemask to wear at work so I don't have a fainting incident at work again. It's lighter & better to work with. The other was to be for my cosplay of human form Facetious, but once disaster struck i got lucky.

Living in Pennsylvania has treated me & Coaster much better than Maryland did. It just felt depressing, but we tried our best to keep our heads held high. We are able to do that a bit easier thankfully, but his job is still hurting his health. He's trying to take it all 1 day at a time & doing ok with it. So, to keep him happy i try to spoil him with some sketches or surprise him with gift art, but i have also been trying to learn his craft on Etsy & learn to shave fur for his fursuit commissions he has to finish before starting on mine. I want to be able to help him with his dreams to make them reality. If you have any tips, please do feel free to comment below & share.

I have also been eating healthier, as well as working out more to maintain a better diet & not feel so constantly run down. As of late, I have gotten more motivation after hanging out with Sav & walking into town on my day off 2 days ago. It helped me find that missing spark of creativity that I have been missing as well as realize how much I truly miss my friends. I ended up opening MerMay commission slots if anyone wants their sona turned into a mermaid. I'm working on a lemur 1 at the moment, but i would love to take on more. I've done demonic canines, spotted/striped hyenas, foxes, and now a lemur!! I am absolutely excited about this piece!! Be sure to expect a WiP soon!! I definitely need to try to save up even more money for an emergency stash for luxury or back up stash for bills. Be safe, try your best to live 1 day at a time, and always take it a day at a time. You are enough. Even if you take a day for yourself to recoup, you deserve it. Love you all!!

Today is Coaster's birthday so I'll try to do something else special for him besides the drawing in mind I just uploaded. We are also going to be moving to our new home in Waynesboro, PA so we are going to be carrying a lot of furniture, boxes, miscellaneous items & more! I want to treat him with a decent meal today if time & money allows it.

My anxiety has been coming & going a bit due to my morning meet up soon with the supervisor of my job, but in PA so wish me luck everyone & please, send all the birthday wishes/love to Coaster the Tea Fox!! Art, birthday money (will go to the new house rent) and/or a simple happy birthday will suffice! Love you all!! ❤💙

I am not dead, nor hacked but finally getting art posted that I have done!! I am open for traditional sketches & digital pieces, but only headshots & busts uncolored. Traditional outlined in pen will be $6USD & digital outline will be $7USD!! It will help with saving up for rent, gas & food so please email me hannah21.hm[at]gmail.com or visit twitter or telegram Angst_FenWolf to DM me or arcticteawolf on Instagram! If you want examples, I have some pieces you may view!

Personal note, Coaster & I will be moving in 4 days to the new house in Waynesboro, PA so hopefully I get a transfer to that town. I have had at least 2 breakdowns almost everyday because of the stress my job has been giving me. I'm fighting it slowly, even after the death of our friend Shadow Bandit who passed away from diabetes (don't quote me, but it may have been type 2 but I'm not sure). I am also going to be finishing up some late gifts & trades that are on my list of things to do as well. I also have a small explanation comic strip that I'm thinking about trying, so be prepared for that!!

Well, I do have commissions open again & ych bases to fill out as well, but soon I am finding out if we will be able to move to a new place in Waynesboro, PA. We filled out applications & additional information to see if we applicable. if we get approved we will be living there from now on & my job will be a shorter walking distance away. Won't lie, been kinda gaming a bit more on my portable console & on my phone. MOBILE PHONE GAMES COUNT JUST AS MUCH IF YOU ARE PLAYING SMT DX2, DIGIMON & POKEMON!!

I also had my friend Juta help me figure out why I feel the way I do. Zachy would have helped me out but the poor fur brother is suffering from seasonal depression so if you have telegram, tell him that Fen has been thinking about ya lots & that you are also wishing him well too. I finally understood what Juta was telling me. I went from tomboy to actually flipping around on what identity I am, why Facetious was made. Well everyone... I am Genderfluid, I'm under the trans category. I'm glad my mate is accepting of that. He didnt understand why I had my male sona paired with him & why he looked practically like Fen, but with minor changes. I hope you all decide to support me too. Love you all~ ❤❤

Happy New Year everyone! Sorry this is late, but today I was able to get some new art supplies & my middle finger is completely healed. Still some slight numbing, but I'll deal. I'm back to doing digital without any discomfort. I shall be doing more art as much as possible with better due dates hopefully. My job is demanding as much as ever, but I'll try my best to balance everything out! May this year be better & much more prosperous to us all! ❤

I'm doing more art posts thankfully as tomorrow I will hopefully be getting my stitches removed. I know there will be scarring, but I'll walk away with a finger intact. Tomorrow I'll be filling out the compensation form since everything was going slow to get ALL the information to present the claim. The 20th I start my job again. My middle finger won't really be the same as the numbing is partial in the tip of it. I'm pacing myself & being careful with these drawings so I don't overwork myself per usual. Tomorrow is the day I can try to do some digital work & then some. If anyone has supported me I shall thank you all that have. Please have a wonderful day or night wherever you are from in this world ❤🙏

So last night at 9pm EST, I ended up lacerating my finger from cuticle to middle of my finger pad. I got my dad & mate to help me in the ER. Waited for 3 hours until I got pulled back to get seen. They gave me lidocaine via injection on either side of the laceration. I got 10 stitches & a tetanus shot that needed to be updated. I have to take medication twice daily for 10 days & wait 9 or 10 days for stitch removal. Coaster will be helping me with my commissions & other possible daily tasks until I'm fully healed.

I never thought I'd see myself in this position all bc I was trying to clean a meat slicer... pretty much doing my job. I was even taking my time 😔

Update on what my life has been like and/or treating me

I'll continue the list. I'm sorry I didn't post anything up. I was very upset after my mother called. I haven't seen her in a long time & it is hurting me a lot that my job makes me emotionally numb. I had a breakdown for about an hour or so, letting the pain out. I need all the help I can with my car. I need this to work, but my job also keeps on making it worse. They don't care about your health, they only care about you slaving... this isn't a job anymore, not what I have... this is a place that makes you a robot. A fake smile on my face everyday talking to the customer (I only gave 1 or 2 genuine smiles, but no one can tell), less than $200 a week. The only thing going for me are some friends I went to school with & new friends I made in the back... this is getting harder for me as the weather gets colder.

Don't tell me get a bus, taxi, bike, uber, or lyft. I cannot afford to waste money here. I don't have time to ride a bike. Get vacation time. I cant bc I have to work there for 2 whole years in order to start receiving vacation time. I have been there for under a year. It's gonna take while. I cant always go to Coaster bc of his overnight position, his sleep/health has been at risk bc of it. Our schedules aren't set, they are randomized. Everything has about become an obstacle to us & we have been fighting them so hard & long, that it keeps coming back. We are still fighting the obstacles as we speak. We aren't giving up. It may be easy, but we won't. I promise

Sorry I don't post a lot. My work schedule is always randomized so my times are randomized. My job makes me feel drained & a little bit broken, but I try to make sure that I at least sketch a little each day so I don't lose my touch. Anyways, since that darkness is outta the way, time to talk about my new price sheet. Most things are the same, except 1 thing; I won't so reference sheet commissions. They take up more time than I anticipated, but replacing that will be fullbody chibi art, which will be $25 USD! I have been trying to make sure I post up as many places as i can so everyone can see I'm not dead here. I also take base fill ins, each base you want filled is $10 per base.

I shall have some more WiPs up & hoping to get more commissions so please, if anyone wants a piece from me I'd be more than glad to hear you out! As I have 3 spots left in my queue!! Thanks for the support & please reply below what you did for Thanksgiving, or if you don't celebrate it what you did do on this holiday. Be safe today everyone!!