Hello to anyone that reads this

Just a new journal to clear the old one and to spew words in my mind. Gotta say that 2020, besides the pandemic; was actually a great year for me, got myself a new job that I love, moved for the first time with roommates, been controlling better my finances and last but not least, started dating my boyfriend.

And starting the years things seem like they'll be chaotic yet I'm really hopeful of what it is to come.

Cheers everyone for a great year!

First, this journal is to remove the last one, and second just to remind myself of the new schedule for improving my writing and actually write more XD

Just wanted to say that I miss the feeling of being in love... That is all, have antes excellent datos everyone :3

Hey everyone, just this sloth removing the old journal and writing something new, just to keep a little bit alive my page.

I've changed jobs twice and both for good, firts to a small company developing educational games and then to a bigger company developing a furry game for PC and PS4, changed my lifestyle to a more active socially way; however, I'm still the most shy person I've ever met, my will to write deteriorated sadly in any way I want to recover from that and revamp my stories, so to be honest this has been a difficult year, closing with an enormous change, if not the most significant that has happened, that my mom passed away.

I'll admit it, it was hard and sad, even more because some of her last will promises couldn't be accomplish and is something that hurts me and it will take time for me to let it go; however, when you've been preparing for this since you were 12 either by choice or by force, it doesn't hit you like a train wreck, but it sure feels like a 18 wheeler runs over you from time to time ;-;

She has been the most important woman in my life so far, and I'm thankful that she was my mother, to me there were two words that defined her, love and discipline. Love because she loved everyone, she had a deep love for God, for my dad, even though they were always fighting they always returned to a lovely couple, holding hands and saying kind words to each other; love for my sister even when they didn't had a stable relation she always cared about her well-being, for my brother and her wife which she always had in mind and wondered if they were enjoying their life in another city, and of course for me, which she always pampered me even with her sickness.
Disciple, oh boy! she was a steel lady, and always believed in quick justice is best justice. If your offense was really bad, she would disciple us with the belt and up to this day I believe that this method is really good, and I'm not talking about abuse but something like spanking, just that she hadn't a strong hand so she looked for other things xD In any case her rules were (and still are) the law and she always said "You don't like it? The door is big enough for you to get out, so go ahead."
But not everything was like that, she also taught us to always be punctual, respect the elder, always talk with respect in front of stangers and women, and other "Old School" values that sometimes seem forgotten by society. She even taught us the way to eat meals of different times like in a fancy dinner and which cutlery was used for each plate. However, in her later years she became softer and more understanding yet some things might trigger her off to the old ways.

At the end, she now rests in peace and most certainly in heaven, after more that two years fighting cancer.

Now for the next year, I hope to become more active on skype, thinking about opening a telegram and keep working hard in my current job, as well as making sure my dad doesn't gets depressed, maybe get a mate and recover my will to write.

In any case, I hope everyone's end year is way better than mine, and as my mom said and now I say: "There are only good days, and better ones" Sloth's out

Was tagged by and my curiosity

a – age: 22

b – biggest fear: Failure


c – current time: 11:22 pm


d – drink you last had are having: iced tea

e – easiest person to talk to: My Brother

f – favorite song: Why do I keep Counting - The Killers


g – ghosts, are they real: Yes.

h – heritage: I'm not totally sure, but some mix of 5% Spanish and 95% Latin


i – in love with: Still looking ;-;

j - Jealous of: People with little responsabilities


k – killed someone?: In my head, several times. I even frighten myself of my imagination.

l – last time you cried?: Yesterday watching Life Is Beautiful

m – middle name: I don't know if it's applicable in Mexico, but I'll go with Francisco

n – number of siblings: Two, one sister and one brother, both older than me

o – one wish: Get my dream job in the next five years

p – person who you last called: my dad

q – question you’re always asked: How old are you? (I look a lot older, one time they even mistaken me for the father of a friend XD)

r – reason to smile: Music and being alive

s – song last sang: Las inmensas preguntas - Nacho Vegas


t – time you woke up: 7:20 am

u – underwear color: black


v – vacation destination: the beach or somewhere peaceful

w – worst habit: To procrastinate and overthinking things

x – x-rays you’ve had: Teeth, and Right Leg

y – your favorite food: Tacos - Sweet Lord those things are awesome

z – zodiac sign: Aries