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Posted 10 years agoI got a letter from the State of Indiana about needing insuranceAnd they signed me up for the new low income plan!How much is it?$12 a year!Fuck yes! :DFUCK YOU OBAMA!!Love,
AnthemTheMalamuttDentists are stupid... :(
Posted 10 years agoSo, I broke part of my tooth and the nerve is basically exposed.And I called my main dentist to have it fixed, and the earliest they can get me in is March 18th.March 18th? What the fuck?! Yeah I'll just sit here in pain until then.What sucks is that my insurance is stupid and tells me where to go.Eh, Aspirin is my new go-to drug.Love you guys,
AnthemTheMalamuttWOO! Memes are fun :P This is the 3 Things Meme :P
Posted 10 years agoTHREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
James
Anthem
Jayy
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOUVE GONE BY
AnthemTheMalamutt
xx-lostcause-xx
JayyRawr
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
Ate a bagel
Sketched a couple random objects here in Spill the Beans
Posted a journal about people's opinions on loitering
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My hair when I actually take the time to use conditioner
Ummm...
Yeah I got nothing else... XD
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
Lack of self esteem
Being too socially awkward to hold a conversation .-.
Lack of confidence in myself, my work, and my relationships
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGIN:
Well, my grandfather on my dad's side is German and Dutch
My grandfather on my mom's side is Irish
Both of my grandmothers were Polish and German (so whatever you get from that.) XD
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
Being forever alone (seriously ;-;)
Heights
Wasting my life trying to figure out what to do with it...
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
Classic Egoraptor "Hey I'm Grump" Game Grumps Shirt
A pair of jeans that are ripped by the ankle
A sterling silver ruby ring.
I'm waiting on my friend to finish faceting my topaz so I can switch it out. -.-
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
Wallet (as empty as it is...) XD
Keys
Quartz Chip Necklace
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
My quartz chip necklace that's keeping my mental state stable
My ring that I'm wearing. Will be even more important to me after I get the stone switched out.
My rocks ;-;
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
Train
Of Monsters And Men
Maroon 5 (before they became super popular)
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
Cut out all negativity, this includes people
Live life the way you want to
Do something you love
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
Train - Angel In Blue Jeans
AnimatedJames, Nowacking, Eile Monty - Winter's F---ed Up
Fall Out Boy - Centuries
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
Flying ^_^
I want to go to BronyCon 2015
I want to learn how to be a better silversmith
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
Letting my feelings break out of the container I keep them in with my last relationship
Making life plans with such strict guidelines that they will be impossible to achieve ;-;
Many of my past relationships and the people involved.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Right now, I don't even want a relationship so...
N/A
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
More food for trees by wasting oxygen
Not necessarily the world but I help feed the homeless and needy once a month or so
Nothing else, really... ._.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
I wanted to be a chef when I was a kid
I have a tattoo somewhere on my body
I used to steal money to support addictive habits
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX PARTNER:
Not necessarily opposite sex but I love people's eyes
Their smiles, laughs, etc.
Their hair.
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
Stability
Curiosity
I don't know... .-.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
Draw
Give up my rocks
Live without friends
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
Really close friendships
Being able to walk around and only worry about being kidnapped, not raped murdered or attacked by terrorists.
My dog that I had when I was growing up... ;-;
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
Rocks =D
Food =D
That's all, my friends and family are gifts that I never want to lose <3
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
Strict Lutheran upbringing
Being hurt by others
Lifelong love of interesting looking rocks. XD
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
Rockhounding
Jewelry Making
Drawing (or attempting to because I am terrible at it XD)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Hang out with friends
Ride my moped
Drink coffee
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
Gemologist
Jewelry Manufacturing and Design
Traveling Scenery Videographer
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
Montana
Utah
New Zealand
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
Big Macintosh
Mickey Mouse
Snoopy
THREE BOYS NAMES:
Jacob
Christian
Lawrence
THREE GIRLS NAMES:
Amy
Brooke
Zoe
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO:
I want to get some gelato
I want to travel somewhere (but too broke)
Lastly, I want someone to message or text me :P
Love,
~
AnthemTheMalamutt
James
Anthem
Jayy
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOUVE GONE BY
AnthemTheMalamutt
xx-lostcause-xx
JayyRawr
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
Ate a bagel
Sketched a couple random objects here in Spill the Beans
Posted a journal about people's opinions on loitering
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My hair when I actually take the time to use conditioner
Ummm...
Yeah I got nothing else... XD
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
Lack of self esteem
Being too socially awkward to hold a conversation .-.
Lack of confidence in myself, my work, and my relationships
THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGIN:
Well, my grandfather on my dad's side is German and Dutch
My grandfather on my mom's side is Irish
Both of my grandmothers were Polish and German (so whatever you get from that.) XD
THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
Being forever alone (seriously ;-;)
Heights
Wasting my life trying to figure out what to do with it...
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
Classic Egoraptor "Hey I'm Grump" Game Grumps Shirt
A pair of jeans that are ripped by the ankle
A sterling silver ruby ring.
I'm waiting on my friend to finish faceting my topaz so I can switch it out. -.-
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
Wallet (as empty as it is...) XD
Keys
Quartz Chip Necklace
THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
My quartz chip necklace that's keeping my mental state stable
My ring that I'm wearing. Will be even more important to me after I get the stone switched out.
My rocks ;-;
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
Train
Of Monsters And Men
Maroon 5 (before they became super popular)
THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
Cut out all negativity, this includes people
Live life the way you want to
Do something you love
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
Train - Angel In Blue Jeans
AnimatedJames, Nowacking, Eile Monty - Winter's F---ed Up
Fall Out Boy - Centuries
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
Flying ^_^
I want to go to BronyCon 2015
I want to learn how to be a better silversmith
THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
Letting my feelings break out of the container I keep them in with my last relationship
Making life plans with such strict guidelines that they will be impossible to achieve ;-;
Many of my past relationships and the people involved.
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Right now, I don't even want a relationship so...
N/A
THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
More food for trees by wasting oxygen
Not necessarily the world but I help feed the homeless and needy once a month or so
Nothing else, really... ._.
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE:
I wanted to be a chef when I was a kid
I have a tattoo somewhere on my body
I used to steal money to support addictive habits
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX PARTNER:
Not necessarily opposite sex but I love people's eyes
Their smiles, laughs, etc.
Their hair.
THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
Stability
Curiosity
I don't know... .-.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
Draw
Give up my rocks
Live without friends
THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
Really close friendships
Being able to walk around and only worry about being kidnapped, not raped murdered or attacked by terrorists.
My dog that I had when I was growing up... ;-;
THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
Rocks =D
Food =D
That's all, my friends and family are gifts that I never want to lose <3
THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
Strict Lutheran upbringing
Being hurt by others
Lifelong love of interesting looking rocks. XD
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
Rockhounding
Jewelry Making
Drawing (or attempting to because I am terrible at it XD)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Hang out with friends
Ride my moped
Drink coffee
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
Gemologist
Jewelry Manufacturing and Design
Traveling Scenery Videographer
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
Montana
Utah
New Zealand
THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
Big Macintosh
Mickey Mouse
Snoopy
THREE BOYS NAMES:
Jacob
Christian
Lawrence
THREE GIRLS NAMES:
Amy
Brooke
Zoe
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO:
I want to get some gelato
I want to travel somewhere (but too broke)
Lastly, I want someone to message or text me :P
Love,
~
AnthemTheMalamuttOpinions on Loitering
Posted 10 years agoIs it morally correct for you to walk into a business and charge your phone or use their bathroom without purchasing something?I personally think that it isn't. You are going into a business, taking up their space or making their property dirty.Whenever possible, if I am going to go into a business I would purchase something whenever possible to entitle me to use their facilities or electricity.I feel terrible if I don't. Maybe it's just me.So, to evaluate even more, when do you consider it to be loitering?Thanks for your opinions!
Love,
AnthemTheMalamuttOMG OMG OMG MLP OMG SEASON 5 OMG
Posted 10 years agoOn a brighter note... Coffeeeeeeeeeeee :D
Posted 10 years agoIt's my best friend. Especially in 44oz servings. :DIf you don't mind, I'm going to go caffeine my problems away.I love you guysThanks for putting up with me while shit has been going on.Like, I really mean it. You guys are amazing. <3*shares coffee*If you know me, I don't share my coffee with just anyone.So you guys should feel special! <3Love,
~
AnthemTheMalamuttA Vent Full of Fucks
Posted 10 years agoYou know what? I'm tired of this shit eating away at me.
I fucking want to know what you think you accomplished. You gave up everything. All for some other motherfucker. You're type of person to throw almost ten fucking years away for someone you haven't even known for a month? I'm not going to sit here and fucking lie to myself. I'm still mentally and emotionally suffering. However, I will NOT let you have that satisfaction. No matter how much I am hurting and suffering, I refuse to let that run my life and keep me on the ground where you pushed me. Just remember how you fucking feel right now, because honestly, I would like nothing more than to see your "Now perfect" life burn away and fall apart. Yes it sounds harsh but I don't care anymore. What you did was just fucking bad. Let alone fucking twice. I'm not saying I'm perfect, because I know I'm far fucking from it. However, I didn't go and do what you did. You go spend your life to match your personality. I'm going to stay here and live mine all the same.
You want to know what I feel every day? Absolutely nothing anymore besides the emotional and mental train wreck that you left me as. I no longer have any worry. I no longer have any fear of something happening. That fear already came and manifested itself into this bastard of a reality that we live in. When I woke up that day, I was in shock. I broke down. I cried for over 6 fucking hours straight. I thought I would have to give up on trusting people. I told you everything. There were only certain things I kept from you because I was fucking afraid. Yes I fucking trusted you with a lot, but not everything. After you did what you did, I thought I was the problem. I was ready to fucking start harming myself again because I thought that I fucked everything up. I thought I could never trust anyone ever again. If you could betray my heart and my trust, what's to stop others. I can see now, that even though I have my fucking times where I'm just a train wreck, that doesn't excuse you from any responsibility. No matter fucking what, I. Stayed. Loyal. To. YOU. There were times I wanted to give up. But I stuck it out for US. Not just myself, not just you. A relationship needs everyone to be on the same level.
With that said, I want to thank you. Now I know to not be so stupid and trustworthy towards others. Without this experience, we still would have been living a fucking lie because that's all we apparently ever had. I'm over here, moving forward with my life, because the past is nothing to dwell on. However, that doesn't mean I'll forget what happened. You were the one to break this off, so don't blame me for this. I thought I would never be able to say a bad thing about you, but I guess people change. Whether I am changing for the better or not is not for you to decide anymore. You don't have to worry anymore. I told you that I would be there for you until you did something like what you did. So that gives me plenty of reason to go. You have a fun life. I begged and plead for any sign of you wanting me to stay. All you did was pass it off to someone else so I'm done. Just know, once everything comes crashing down, I will be here to listen to what you say, but from then on I will be a closed book. You will neither see nor hear any emotion or anything from me anymore. I know I shouldn't, but I would rather not stoop down to your level.
I have my friends, and that's all I will ever need. If Friendship is Magic, then call me Harry Potter. I don't need anything that you had to offer. I treated you guys like family, forgetting who my real family is. My real family is all around me. I thought I had to give everything up to be happy, but I am happy with all I have. The grass is greener on the other side because it was fertilized with bullshit. So thanks for your time. Thank you for being there when you were, and thank you for showing me who my real friends and family are.
Peace.
AnthemTheMalamutt
I fucking want to know what you think you accomplished. You gave up everything. All for some other motherfucker. You're type of person to throw almost ten fucking years away for someone you haven't even known for a month? I'm not going to sit here and fucking lie to myself. I'm still mentally and emotionally suffering. However, I will NOT let you have that satisfaction. No matter how much I am hurting and suffering, I refuse to let that run my life and keep me on the ground where you pushed me. Just remember how you fucking feel right now, because honestly, I would like nothing more than to see your "Now perfect" life burn away and fall apart. Yes it sounds harsh but I don't care anymore. What you did was just fucking bad. Let alone fucking twice. I'm not saying I'm perfect, because I know I'm far fucking from it. However, I didn't go and do what you did. You go spend your life to match your personality. I'm going to stay here and live mine all the same.
You want to know what I feel every day? Absolutely nothing anymore besides the emotional and mental train wreck that you left me as. I no longer have any worry. I no longer have any fear of something happening. That fear already came and manifested itself into this bastard of a reality that we live in. When I woke up that day, I was in shock. I broke down. I cried for over 6 fucking hours straight. I thought I would have to give up on trusting people. I told you everything. There were only certain things I kept from you because I was fucking afraid. Yes I fucking trusted you with a lot, but not everything. After you did what you did, I thought I was the problem. I was ready to fucking start harming myself again because I thought that I fucked everything up. I thought I could never trust anyone ever again. If you could betray my heart and my trust, what's to stop others. I can see now, that even though I have my fucking times where I'm just a train wreck, that doesn't excuse you from any responsibility. No matter fucking what, I. Stayed. Loyal. To. YOU. There were times I wanted to give up. But I stuck it out for US. Not just myself, not just you. A relationship needs everyone to be on the same level.
With that said, I want to thank you. Now I know to not be so stupid and trustworthy towards others. Without this experience, we still would have been living a fucking lie because that's all we apparently ever had. I'm over here, moving forward with my life, because the past is nothing to dwell on. However, that doesn't mean I'll forget what happened. You were the one to break this off, so don't blame me for this. I thought I would never be able to say a bad thing about you, but I guess people change. Whether I am changing for the better or not is not for you to decide anymore. You don't have to worry anymore. I told you that I would be there for you until you did something like what you did. So that gives me plenty of reason to go. You have a fun life. I begged and plead for any sign of you wanting me to stay. All you did was pass it off to someone else so I'm done. Just know, once everything comes crashing down, I will be here to listen to what you say, but from then on I will be a closed book. You will neither see nor hear any emotion or anything from me anymore. I know I shouldn't, but I would rather not stoop down to your level.
I have my friends, and that's all I will ever need. If Friendship is Magic, then call me Harry Potter. I don't need anything that you had to offer. I treated you guys like family, forgetting who my real family is. My real family is all around me. I thought I had to give everything up to be happy, but I am happy with all I have. The grass is greener on the other side because it was fertilized with bullshit. So thanks for your time. Thank you for being there when you were, and thank you for showing me who my real friends and family are.
Peace.
AnthemTheMalamuttI can't believe it happened again...
Posted 10 years agoSo yeah, last week I posted a journal about numbly existing at that time... Well, after thinking that it was going to be okay a few days ago, I get thrown back into the nightmare...
I NEED someone to talk to.. It's not a good idea for me to be alone right now...
- AnthemTheMalamutt
I NEED someone to talk to.. It's not a good idea for me to be alone right now...
-
AnthemTheMalamuttYou ever have one of those days where...
Posted 10 years ago...you wake up and just know that it's going to be a bad day?It's just now after noon and so far I have;Burned myself four timesCut my arm in two placesCut my shinStubbed virtually all of my toesStabbed my fingers with speaker wire And hit my head on the low clearance part of the ceiling downstairsI think I need to go back to bed... XDI love you guys, AnthemTheMalamuttNumbly existing for now... :(
Posted 10 years agoSome stuff went down last night. I don't want to go into detail because I don't think I can cry anymore...
As of last night I've just been numbly existing in this world...
I just wish I could wake up and see that it was all just a bad dream...
But, not getting any sleep has definitely shown me that what happened is real...
I love you all. <3
-Anthem
As of last night I've just been numbly existing in this world...
I just wish I could wake up and see that it was all just a bad dream...
But, not getting any sleep has definitely shown me that what happened is real...
I love you all. <3
-Anthem
I GOT THE JOB!!!!
Posted 10 years agoI had an interview for convention security last week and I just got the email this morning!! I am now officially a member of BronyCon Security!!! :D
Omgomgomgomgomg I'm so nervous but so excited!!!
Omgomgomgomgomg I'm so nervous but so excited!!!
Coming Apartments
Posted 10 years agoBy 
mizukiki is amazing. It's funny, serious, makes you wanna cry at times... I can just see myself relating to all of the characters in different ways. If you haven't checked it out, you should.
In other news, I'm just kinda here being a loner because I only talk to like one person. .-.
I'm such an ass I know but I just kinda wallow in the shadows of the local coffee shop. .-.
As friendly that everyone is I just can't see myself having even a healthy friendship with these people.
I have so many problems, I can't talk to people normally or hold a conversation.
I try to relate to the conversation but then they just stare and nod like "okay, shut up weirdo."
I'm starting to sound like the one guy that comes in that talks really loud and has social disorders.
Not that that's a bad thing, everyone is different. I just don't want to be that person.
I'm going to shut up while I'm ahead. I need to get some sleep anyway.
I love you guys...
AnthemTheMalamutt
mizukiki is amazing. It's funny, serious, makes you wanna cry at times... I can just see myself relating to all of the characters in different ways. If you haven't checked it out, you should.In other news, I'm just kinda here being a loner because I only talk to like one person. .-.
I'm such an ass I know but I just kinda wallow in the shadows of the local coffee shop. .-.
As friendly that everyone is I just can't see myself having even a healthy friendship with these people.
I have so many problems, I can't talk to people normally or hold a conversation.
I try to relate to the conversation but then they just stare and nod like "okay, shut up weirdo."
I'm starting to sound like the one guy that comes in that talks really loud and has social disorders.
Not that that's a bad thing, everyone is different. I just don't want to be that person.
I'm going to shut up while I'm ahead. I need to get some sleep anyway.
I love you guys...
AnthemTheMalamuttRelationship Meme Thingamajig
Posted 10 years ago1. Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?
My right hand... XD JK it's ->
Keeraku
2. How did you two meet?
Wolfhome, almost 9 years ago. In person, at a truck stop in the ghetto on April 10, 2014 XD
3. When did y'all officially start dating?
10/14/2014
4. Did you meet online?
Yes <<
5. What attracted you the most to him/her?
The way they understood and continue to understand me.
6. Is he/she what you expected?
So much more :3
7. Did you kiss on your first date?
I don't know if you would call our truck stop meetup a date .-. but no.
8. When did you first have sex?
We haven't <<
9. Do you live with them?
No
10. Are they snugglers?
So I hear... :P
11. What was the last compliment they gave you?
They said my hair was cute. o.o
12. How long have you been dating?
Almost 3 months o.o
13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them?
Yep!! (or until we can't stand each other anymore) XD
14. When will you see them next?
Hopefully in February.
15. What interests do you share?
Jewelry, horses, cuddling, furries, etc. :P
16. Is there something you regret?
Quite a few things actually... ._.
17. What was the last thing they gave you?
Chocolate covered espresso beans from Albanese Confectionery. Even though they messed up the order, and the card, it was still delicious X3
18. What was the last thing you gave them?
Chocolate Jellies and Chocolate covered gummy bears :P
19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you?
Yes, ;-; they even said they were going to buy my plane ticket to visit them. ;-;
20. Have they given you a ring?
No, but she's had her eye on one and she let me know. :P
21. Are you taller or shorter than them?
So much taller X3 she comes up to about my chin X3
22. What is their personality?
Loyal, passionate, caring
23. Are they a furry?
Yes X3
24. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
The north side XD
25. What is something you feel you should tell them?
You may be a cheesehead, but I still love you regardless!! XD Can't wait to see you in February.
My right hand... XD JK it's ->
Keeraku2. How did you two meet?
Wolfhome, almost 9 years ago. In person, at a truck stop in the ghetto on April 10, 2014 XD
3. When did y'all officially start dating?
10/14/2014
4. Did you meet online?
Yes <<
5. What attracted you the most to him/her?
The way they understood and continue to understand me.
6. Is he/she what you expected?
So much more :3
7. Did you kiss on your first date?
I don't know if you would call our truck stop meetup a date .-. but no.
8. When did you first have sex?
We haven't <<
9. Do you live with them?
No
10. Are they snugglers?
So I hear... :P
11. What was the last compliment they gave you?
They said my hair was cute. o.o
12. How long have you been dating?
Almost 3 months o.o
13. Would you spend the rest of your life with them?
Yep!! (or until we can't stand each other anymore) XD
14. When will you see them next?
Hopefully in February.
15. What interests do you share?
Jewelry, horses, cuddling, furries, etc. :P
16. Is there something you regret?
Quite a few things actually... ._.
17. What was the last thing they gave you?
Chocolate covered espresso beans from Albanese Confectionery. Even though they messed up the order, and the card, it was still delicious X3
18. What was the last thing you gave them?
Chocolate Jellies and Chocolate covered gummy bears :P
19. Are they willing to sacrifice for you?
Yes, ;-; they even said they were going to buy my plane ticket to visit them. ;-;
20. Have they given you a ring?
No, but she's had her eye on one and she let me know. :P
21. Are you taller or shorter than them?
So much taller X3 she comes up to about my chin X3
22. What is their personality?
Loyal, passionate, caring
23. Are they a furry?
Yes X3
24. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
The north side XD
25. What is something you feel you should tell them?
You may be a cheesehead, but I still love you regardless!! XD Can't wait to see you in February.
This doesnt make any sense to me... o.o
Posted 10 years agoOkay everypony, why the fuck would you give Princess Cadence a premiere name of Princess Mi Amoré Cadenza without giving her a Latino accent? It just seems like it would fit that name a lot more. Look at Zecora, African accent.
Happy yearly date change
Posted 10 years agoYeah, I'm probably still gonna write 2014 on stuff like a dork but whatever! XDI'm just gonna sit here at the coffee shop blasting Avicii like a boss....Just kidding. I have to work on paying Uncle Sam for this past year. DXPlans for this year:
Visit
Keeraku in FebruaryGo to the Tucson Gem and Mineral Show
Hit up Trotcon '15
Go to Bronycon
Go to school for gemology and lapidary design
That's all I have so far! XD
Love you guys!
AnthemTheMalamuttI broke my clean streak... XD
Posted 10 years agoToday, I drew and uploaded a picture of a terribly sketched horse penis based on human anatomy. I apologize in advance for any followups XD
Love,
Anthem <3
Love,
Anthem <3
You know what I just realized?
Posted 11 years agoI really don't fit in anywhere, like, not only am I socially awkward, but I really have no special skills worth mentioning on any of these artistic related sites. I'm on Furaffinity, DeviantArt, used to be on Inkbunny until I realized how fucked up people are on there, (People that draw the equivalent of child porn are apparently more respected than I am... X.x) Not trying to sound conceited or anything. Anyways, I should quit rambling. I'm not good at anything artistic, I can't draw to save my life, I can't sing or write music, I can't write stories or anything like that too. I can't make jewelry either, hell I wanted to get into gem faceting and people are telling me not to do it.
All people have ever told me is "Don't waste your life doing that shit. You're too stupid and awkward to pull that off." etc. Well, I'm sorry I'm not good enough or popular enough for you. Yeah, I'm not good at a lot of things. I constantly mess everything up. As much as I hate it, it's who I am. People don't understand that even stuff that may sound harmless at the time can have long lasting negative effects. I take all insults personally even when I shouldn't. I just can't help it though. I constantly have this need to want to be liked by everyone and its NOT FUCKING POSSIBLE! Yet, why do I keep trying to please people?
This is where I'm lucky I have friends. We've already been over the fact I'm not good at virtually anything, yet these select few persons choose to stick around and still talk to me. Even though there are only two or three that I talk to on a semi-regular basis, I am thankful for all of the people I have had the chance to meet and hang out with in my life. They put up with my crazy talk about rocks and ponies and who the hell knows what else. Please excuse my stupid bad grammar because I have been cleaning since about 11:30pm and it is now 2:19am as I am typing this. I also want to let people know, if I have done wrong to you, I am truly sorry. I may be all over the place in this journal but my mind is racing with stuff I thought I locked away forever. I'm feeling emotions that I never wanted to feel again. I am going to leave for a little while. Where will I go? Even I can't answer that. I feel the need to stay away from people but then I'm back to square one with feeling alone.
This is how I suffer every moment of my day. I keep feeling like I bother people so I leave and eventually they just leave me. I'm a fucking terrible person... XD... ._.
Regardless, if you feel the need to talk to me, I am available on here, DeviantArt, and wow that's about it. My Deviantart name is the same as my name here if you were interested in looking.
I love you all, and I don't say that lightly. You are all such amazing, beautiful people. Never forget that.
AnthemTheMalamutt
All people have ever told me is "Don't waste your life doing that shit. You're too stupid and awkward to pull that off." etc. Well, I'm sorry I'm not good enough or popular enough for you. Yeah, I'm not good at a lot of things. I constantly mess everything up. As much as I hate it, it's who I am. People don't understand that even stuff that may sound harmless at the time can have long lasting negative effects. I take all insults personally even when I shouldn't. I just can't help it though. I constantly have this need to want to be liked by everyone and its NOT FUCKING POSSIBLE! Yet, why do I keep trying to please people?
This is where I'm lucky I have friends. We've already been over the fact I'm not good at virtually anything, yet these select few persons choose to stick around and still talk to me. Even though there are only two or three that I talk to on a semi-regular basis, I am thankful for all of the people I have had the chance to meet and hang out with in my life. They put up with my crazy talk about rocks and ponies and who the hell knows what else. Please excuse my stupid bad grammar because I have been cleaning since about 11:30pm and it is now 2:19am as I am typing this. I also want to let people know, if I have done wrong to you, I am truly sorry. I may be all over the place in this journal but my mind is racing with stuff I thought I locked away forever. I'm feeling emotions that I never wanted to feel again. I am going to leave for a little while. Where will I go? Even I can't answer that. I feel the need to stay away from people but then I'm back to square one with feeling alone.
This is how I suffer every moment of my day. I keep feeling like I bother people so I leave and eventually they just leave me. I'm a fucking terrible person... XD... ._.
Regardless, if you feel the need to talk to me, I am available on here, DeviantArt, and wow that's about it. My Deviantart name is the same as my name here if you were interested in looking.
I love you all, and I don't say that lightly. You are all such amazing, beautiful people. Never forget that.
AnthemTheMalamuttDon't EVER grab pans out of the oven without GOOD oven mitts
Posted 11 years agoI put emphasis on EVER and GOOD for a reason. Simply because I was stupid enough to do just that.The oven mitt I used happened to have holes around the fingers. So when I grabbed the hot pan out of the oven, I burned my fingers on my right hand.Not only that, but I was also stupid enough to pass said hot pan to my hand without an oven mitt.Baking at 1am, and I caught it all with my webcam. XDVideos will be up when the physical burn goes away. XDI love you guys,
AnthemTheMalamuttANTHEM THE MALAMUTT'S DAY OF BAKING 2014!!
Posted 11 years agoStarts at midnight tonight!!! May or may not be livestreaming my sister and I trying to not burn the house down!!! XD Will post a link in an hour when I get back from the store!!! X3
Love you guys!!!
AnthemTheMalamutt
Love you guys!!!
AnthemTheMalamuttAnyone have any hugs to give?
Posted 11 years agoSo many fucks, so little time XD
Posted 11 years agoYep. Put up with so much bullshit it's unreal. Yet, when I ask people for even a little bit of help, they turn me away like I have ebola or something.
Fine, have it your way. Go complain about your problems to someone else. I'm not going to listen or pay attention to anyone's bullshit anymore. Sorry I was such a burden when you said I could always come to you. LOL sure. Fuck off, and have a fucktacular day.
Fucktastically yours,
AnthemTheMalamutt
Fine, have it your way. Go complain about your problems to someone else. I'm not going to listen or pay attention to anyone's bullshit anymore. Sorry I was such a burden when you said I could always come to you. LOL sure. Fuck off, and have a fucktacular day.
Fucktastically yours,
AnthemTheMalamuttAw shit, FA is scheduled for downtime... (where to find me)
Posted 11 years agoWell, all I really have for talking to people is Skype so... Yeah... Use that... XD
My Skype is xx-lostcause-xx so if you want to find me, look for the picture of my fursona or Discord and Tirek. If you're not an MLP fan, you may not get it but still. :P
Love you guys,
AnthemTheMalamutt
My Skype is xx-lostcause-xx so if you want to find me, look for the picture of my fursona or Discord and Tirek. If you're not an MLP fan, you may not get it but still. :P
Love you guys,
AnthemTheMalamuttThat stupid moment when... (Life or death situation)
Posted 11 years agoYou're at the coffee shop getting coffee and you go to pay for it and your bank decides to be stupid.Basically they put a hold on my refund from PayPal AFTER the 5 day processing time.BMO Harris, y u do dis? I need coffee to SURVIVE! It's bad enough I didn't have any yesterday. :(Can I borrow like $3.50 for coffee from someone? ): I'll pay you back once my bank releases the hold on my money.I'll love you forever. ._.Love you guys,
AnthemTheMalamuttNo longer a teenager anymore... ._.
Posted 11 years agoYep, I turn 20 today. I feel so old x.x So if I'm not online today, I'm either sleeping or trying to sit through all of the happy birthday stuff :/ Blah.
Love,
AnthemTheMalamutt
Love,
AnthemTheMalamuttICE BREAKER QUESTION #1
Posted 11 years agoCan Pokemon only say their name or are they named after the only thing they can say?Love,
AnthemTheMalamutt