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Posted 16 years agoHeh, here we are, the first thing I've submitted to FA. Yay. *twirls his finger in the air* I should be happier. I wanted to celebrate this more, but in the end my happy mood has been sacrificed to the Great God of Crap Falling On Me.
I'm...tired. I swear it seems like every time I try to make a friend, or meet someone new or something I end up screwing up their lives, it's happened an awful lot recently. It's hard to keep trying to be social, friendly and outgoing when this keeps happening. I feel...cursed.
I want a day when the people I know aren't mired in utter crap. When I can just hang out with someone without feeling like I'm a burden or too afraid to say or do anything because I'm going to end up making their lives worse, or that my mere presence will cause someone to get sick, or lose their job, or get kicked out of their home.
*shrugs* Then again I should be used to it by now.
Sorry...I felt the need to rant and there was no-one here to talk to...forgive me FA. I'll try not to make a habit of it.
Anyway. Yay. I'm an artist now, sort of. Hopefully soon I'll beable to move towards something more furry. Right now I'm still stuck in the deformed stick figure stage of character drawing.
I'm...tired. I swear it seems like every time I try to make a friend, or meet someone new or something I end up screwing up their lives, it's happened an awful lot recently. It's hard to keep trying to be social, friendly and outgoing when this keeps happening. I feel...cursed.
I want a day when the people I know aren't mired in utter crap. When I can just hang out with someone without feeling like I'm a burden or too afraid to say or do anything because I'm going to end up making their lives worse, or that my mere presence will cause someone to get sick, or lose their job, or get kicked out of their home.
*shrugs* Then again I should be used to it by now.
Sorry...I felt the need to rant and there was no-one here to talk to...forgive me FA. I'll try not to make a habit of it.
Anyway. Yay. I'm an artist now, sort of. Hopefully soon I'll beable to move towards something more furry. Right now I'm still stuck in the deformed stick figure stage of character drawing.
Coming out of the Shadows
Posted 16 years agoHello all of you. Finally I've decided to become a social creature again after a long self-imposed exile. I'm planning on posting stuff here as soon as I get something to post, specifically a story series I've been wanting to write for a long time.
Still not sure on the specifics, the idea popped in my head earlier today. I know it's going to be sci-fi, revolving around the convergence of a human space-based empire and a wolven race known as the Dorvanians. I hope it to have an epic sort of feeling, though I'm not sure if I can pull it off or not. It will be a fun experiment at least hehe. I also hope to have at least some yiff in it somewhere, though I refuse to put yiff in for yiff sake. It's got to be plot convenient hehe
Eventually when I can get a 3d modeling program I will get to making stuff with it. I've got object modeling down to some extent, so I admit I am tempted to add in starship models. Though in the end I will be good and toss them over to my DeviantArt account instead, and stick with the fur. Eventually I hope to make some nice furry models, once I can get basic anatomy down.
I WISH I could draw...REALLY wish I could draw. That being said...I am going to start trying... I feel like I have to. So be prepared for some crappy drawings in the future hehe.
Still not sure on the specifics, the idea popped in my head earlier today. I know it's going to be sci-fi, revolving around the convergence of a human space-based empire and a wolven race known as the Dorvanians. I hope it to have an epic sort of feeling, though I'm not sure if I can pull it off or not. It will be a fun experiment at least hehe. I also hope to have at least some yiff in it somewhere, though I refuse to put yiff in for yiff sake. It's got to be plot convenient hehe
Eventually when I can get a 3d modeling program I will get to making stuff with it. I've got object modeling down to some extent, so I admit I am tempted to add in starship models. Though in the end I will be good and toss them over to my DeviantArt account instead, and stick with the fur. Eventually I hope to make some nice furry models, once I can get basic anatomy down.
I WISH I could draw...REALLY wish I could draw. That being said...I am going to start trying... I feel like I have to. So be prepared for some crappy drawings in the future hehe.
