I ish okway today ^^ I fweel abwit bwetter then yesturdway, jwust twired ^^

I hope people are reading this and im not a crazy person putting up journals for myself xP Well, today i get to see if this boy likes me cause my friend is trying to hook me up with him. I hope it goes good ^_^ cause that'll be my first actual boyfriend I really loved.

Antichitheon <3333

I thought today was too cold, i was so cold walking to school. I wish it was summer again cause I hate the cold ^^

Today I guess I really start my diet. I already did with breakfast. ^_^

Antichitheon <3333

Today is a fresh start for my life, Im so happy now. No need to be sad anymore! =3

btw - im in school right now and im wearing my panties hehe =3

Antichitheon <3333

Well, I can't take it anymore. I've been so lonely lately that all I think about is cutting. I don't have really anyone to talk to to make me feel better. I really can't function in the day anymore. I feel like my life is just a pointless waste of space. Please, if its not too much, just chat with me. I really need a friend. Pwease....

Well, im feeling better now. I sorta dont want to cut anymore but have the urge to do it still. I started a diet today, I hope I can stick to it cause I really need to do the diet to make me happier.

Antichitheon <33333

Well, Ive been out of an internet for a couple of days now. On Thursday, i hurt myself cause i was sad, i really don't have any other outlet of letting emotions out than that. Im on the verge of writing a song, ill post it up here. I hope one day i could fall in love, till that day ill be under the razor.

Well, im at school right now in my first hour class. Its really boring and i thought it would be a good idea to make a journal to separate myself from some of the people that register here and not make journals ever. I will be posting my art here, even though its not the best, if you do read this and i uploaded my art, please give me some opinon on my art! =3

-Antichitheon <3333