Who wants a job? SO My company is having 3 training classes started in aug and 4 or 5 in sept, It is a work from home call center doing tech support for Cable and Internet. For every referral I get hired in aug, I get an entry into a $1,000 shopping spree to a store of my choice limo service and concierge

Who want is?. And where do I go shopping? Toys r rus? Target? Walmart? :)`

So, first off, the more I deal with Humanity the more I find I prefer investing in my inanimate objects. And yet I still seek that special person, despite all the drama that search entails and then the drama after you break up hehe, Dealt with quite a lot fo other peoples B.S> this weekend it's funny how everyone has a different side of the story.

In Any event yeah the con...It was a great Megaplex, So I am told, the GOH's had a great time, the room parties were great, some amazing sex was had, huge amounts of alcohol consumed.

And I didn't do any of that. I felt rather isolated this con, like a detached observer more then an active participant.

I saw friends, former, and thought current, interacting with each other but mostly blowing me off, people I like and have history with, walking past me and stopping a few feet away to have a nice conversation with another person. I expect this to a certain extent from some people who are busy running around doing staff things, or en route to do something, but ti happened over and voer and over.

Having to work Saturday from my hotel room taking customer calls and losing my entire Saturday night didn't help. My budget was so tight, I didn't go off site for food with anyone til Sunday, with Jbadger and Keefer as a last minute invite, I declined one invite Friday due to travel complications and finacials. I just most fo the weekend when I did interact the little I did, felt mor elike a tag along, like I had to force myself into the conversation to be noticed.

There were a few exceptions, it was great seeing aurafox again, RJ is always excited to see me for some reason hehe, neko and kryphos paid plenty of attention to me, as did jbadger. Brace is great to talk to when he isn't working his tail off. I got to sit down with Starik quite a bit actually, but mostly on sunday. I visted Rouge several times in the dealers den she always is great, saw and talked with rasroo in limited quantities, but was glad to see her, Taya and Kaser, got to spend some time with them, and hugs always exchanged while passing There were a few more but for the most part my interactions were few and far between shallow and limited

I'm also having a difficult fime finding the middle ground between showing interst and being creepy.

Amethyst for example, still probably my favorite suit at megaplex for 2 years running, and most fo my interaction was encouraged and initiated by Convoy for me. I saw the owner Monday and had a few words, but didn't share my admiration.

Overall watching the fun others were having and the difficulty in finding it myself made ti a rather depressing weekend.

The difficulty in social interaction, and all the stamina I lost for suiting how hard it was to put it on how restrictive the vision was, how it seemed like more effort then it was worth, and the feeling of never suiting at the right time for the attention I want< I hate to bring it up, but I thought a few times, that for the first time I was starting to get a glimpse of how things were for Pandaguy the last few years. I feel the decline in my popularity (ooh popufur) my time away and the age of my suits has created, and considering the fun I had and the experiences I had in my "hay day" it's a lot to adjust to, and I'm not sure how to work my way back up, what's worse, I'm not sure I even want to.

I Don't think I even want the omg you're amazing from strangers, not that i'd mind, I just want a small core group of best buds to explore the con with, or a significant other who is knew to this all or still ahs the energy so I can feed off that, I told a few people this weekend, I think I need a Plus one, for this to be fun again. What I'm doing now just isn't cutting it.

If I've changed, If I am more of a cynical asshole, or if I am excluding depression waves and that's why people are avoiding me, I'm sorry , I don't know how to fix that, but I'm pretty ure it si getting worse.

Highlights: Suiting as CB Roo, had a few good interactions during Funday Pawpet show (sorry I almost took out the mic with my tail)

When RB pulled me in from across con space to the fps band stand for a dance

When the mini suiters saw my Brony shirt and said we're bronies too! and we talked about the show a bit

Learning about Nightmare Nights from Raspberry

The Hot Tub (and my chat with Skippy / blitz

My first and only real meal of con, CHillies with Jbadger

The New Hotel, great ac, decent con space layout, nice staff. GREAT comfortable beds, not having to share a bed...

My 2 hour phone call with my amazing friend.

Seeing Tony Ringtail, I missed that knucklhead

Lowlights: Pretty much everything else.

My Pony shirt walking off

No place to set up a viewing of Equestria Girls, though I may have been told not to or to stop anyway cus of Copywrite issues

Watching the happiness of others, so many couples, so many people having or had babies (shallow right?)

leaving the hotel once

Not having to share a bed....it was mixed, my first con in my own bed I am pretty sure


Thanks to Wuzzle for saving my butt and to some interesting and respectful room mates, no room mate drama is always nice

WORKING

I had a shirt taken from pool area Sunday night 4am ish Twilight 42 MLP xl Id like it returned please anyone seen it?

It disappeared while I was presumably in the hot tub, there were only a handful of people around, nothing else was taken, room key *inside shirt* phone or my drink. I'm hoping it was a simple accident, and if you find said item in your possession, please get it back to me.

So after finally (and with much effort) acquiring the time off to actually attend Megaplex, I am now having un reconcilable issues with the room situation I had. For myself to still attend I'll need a room preferably with a bed and someplace I can feel secure with my stuff which include fursuits. There is also a bit of a sticky point with the paying of my share we need to discuss beforehand. Yes I realize there is a room share board, but I was looking for a bit more of a personal situation with people I know atleast casually.

So if you have space, or willing to put me in a corner or know of someone you trust with a work out, let me know please? :) Times short, thanks

So One week down on the new job...If I can keep my attitude in check this can be a good job, decent sales incentives, I love working from home and the freedom and convenience it affords. So far so good, from a technical stand point I can do this job half asleep., it's a step in the right direction, just wish it wasn't such a salary hit. Still can't complain was hard enough getting this job. In other news, Tiffany, my ex, moved, so I'm going to be getting out of the house a lot less, this is both good and bad, She was a stressful pain in the butt to hang around but still it was nice to get out, and meet people. The search for love goes on, one girl on pof thought I was weird, another said she wants to meet me based on my pic, I sent her a message, we'll see if she responds. With my ex gone, and my fav online girl focusing her life in another direction right now, I'm more alone and single then I have been in some time. The lack of going to cons, the general drifting from online friends, the departure of some, like Panda, I'm more isolated then I have been in awhile, sure Convoy and Lauren reach out, which I appreciate more then I let on, but it isn't that satisfying and only serves as a reminder of what's missing more then a helpful shoulder a lot.

It does not look like I will be attending megaplex. I do not have a room arrangement any more, and I wasn't sure I could go anyway, I am not sure what my schedule at work will be at that time, and I'm really too financially strapped to make it work easily anyway. Something may make it happen, but it's going to take convincing and begging from friends lol. I'm not going to make a production of it either way, if I go I go if not *shrugs* I'm more interested in making an effort for Brony con, but I don't think I can get the resources organized soon enough to make that happen this year.

*descends back to my cave*

SO, I finally got hired, it is a work at home job doing cable internet support for Cox Cable, it's part time, but it is work from home, omg yes :) I'll just need to really scale my expenses down, or find another job as well but for now it is a revenue tream and takes some pressure off.

I'm a little drunk, a lot horny, and not in bed yet, who wants some :)

So, I really hate even considering this, but reality sucks hard sometimes...Bottom line is I have some assets that I love, but that are doing me no good at the moment, assets that to the right buyer could be a valuable commodity for me.

General Disclaimer:

I retain rights to the character itself and reserve the right without contacting you or getting permission to remake any of these characters either exactly or with modification for myself down the road. Specifics of my wishes as per your usage of the suit depends on the sale price, our relationship, and the character. As I have personal attachment to these characters, my price to be willing to part with said suit may very well be above the fair market value of the costume. I may need money, but this isn't a fire sale...I reserve the right to be a picky and clingy bitch :)

That said, below are all my suits, listed in the order of my willingness, and therefore likeliness to part with the suit, with the most attachment and therefore the highest prices required for parting listed first.

I may let the suits go for less then my ideal price, or even the higher price offered by another if the buyer abides by certain conditions, such as no alterations to the size of the suit, option for buyback later on at no more then the original purchase price, their proximity to me in so much that they will let me wear the suit again if I so choose at an event, and my relationship with said person.

1) Kaylee Bat - Latin Vixen made - NOT FOR SALE (at this time)

2) CB Roo - Latin Vixen made: This is my most prized suit for possible sale, I am going to be extremely picky. Minimum price for friends for me to even consider it is $2000, for lesser acquaintances or where I lose rights to wear or buy the suit back, think closer to $3000, Yes I am making it difficult. Condition: very good, likely needs new feet soon, look fine from top, bottoms are fairly worn, head needs tooth re-glued, have tooth, average butt matting, no known stains or seam issues

3) Frostbite lemur / Snowcap lemur. Made by Scribblefox/mixed candy. This is an interesting one to deal with as they share pieces. The original, snowcap was made by scribble is a full suit with both indoor and outdoor sets of feet, Frostbite is the same suit with a new head and tail making it a ringtail by Mixed Candy. Will sell all or part of these guys together, separate, as a partial, depending on offer. Condition: Feet: some of the toes are split and coming off, may be glueable, bottoms in good shape, visibly look fine, Scribble head, nose is "chipped" the rubber has split with the foam exposed, eyelashes show wear, body si fine but was always short on me, color still very white., hand paws and LV head/tail, no known issues, minor discoloration on bottom of tail

4) Riddles Ferret - Made by Whitewolf. Body is in very good condition, though zipper is now a separating one. Needs new feet, bottoms very worn, but very useable, nose could be repainted

5) Antimon Meerkat: Made by Mixed Candy, this is me, my first suit and primary fursona, but the suit is in fair to good condition. Older style (ie large) head, had, and still suffers from some mold, hand paws very worn fur rubbed off through to backing in a few fingers, has brand new outdoor feet, indoor feet are near useless due to wear, body has stretched and been modified so it fits odd, has an attached tail, parts for a partial also available, original tail, and leg and arm extenstions. I will indeed make Antimon 2.0 some day, this suit is close to 10 years old on the original parts and needs a loving home instead of retirement

6) Antimon/Asante Lion made by White wolf/latin vixen. I love this suit but it has a past. It was originally Tayah lioness for Raspberry roo, I adopted her and made it into my male lion with help from a new Latin Vixen head, both are available. The suit is in poor to fair shape. Needs new feet paws and hand paws, both are useable but trashed and falling apart, missing pads, chipped claws, fur worn, seams splitting. The tail has always been weak, the body is in good shape just old, the male head is near like new, the female head was poorly made to start with. I recognize the work the suit needs and it's age, but it does have significant sentimental value that would need to be overcome.


7) Chatter CHipmonk: Made by White Wolf. Condition, like new, I hardly ever wear it, it never quite came out the way I imagined, both in the head design (my fault) or the fur colors on the body, they are so similar, I can barley and often cant tell them apart. Paws body head, all like new, with the exception of he also had a mold issue from storage, needs additional cleaning up to remove Oder. Another suit I would like to remake, but in an altered design. This is likely the suit (left) that I've paid the least for and am the least happy with/attached too. As a result though he hasn't had much exposer, or when he was out, attention. I'd say to cover costs, and make it worth my time, my starting price on this suit would be a semi flexible $1100 ish, and everything else would be a percentage higher with exceptions.


To give you a fitting option, I am a 6 ft, 245 lb man. All the suits fit comfortably with room to spair, and have been worn by many people. Pictures of all suits should be in my gallery.

Make offers via private note, thread comment or any of my messengers.

This is a tentative sale, I reserve the right to get cold feet and refuse any and all offers, even more then reasonable ones.

I'll be honest, Priority is going to go to those who have worn these suits in the past.

SO I been somewhat put of the fandom's eye for a bit Sometimes I catch myself wondering how long until I am forgotten, how long does it take to go from being missed to forgetting that I'm not there.


People come and go in the fandom all the time, even when I do make it out, I recognize so few people any more, makes ya wonder in the end if you had an impact.

Ultimatly I was in the fandom for me and my enjoyment not os much to make an impact, still it's nice to get art or have people look forward to seeing you in person at a con it was nice.

Someday maybe I'll return, if the money flows once more. WIth luck, I can make new friends, or maybe some of my old friends will still be around and welcome me home.

Anyone know anything about medical coding and billing? Esp at Winter Park Hosp? The doctor is trying to bill me for level 4 evaluation, on a scale of 1-5 5 is highest threat to my life. I was checked in with like a stage 2-3 hypertension as a walk in, they made me sit around almost an hour before they administered any medication and even the hospital only billed me at a stage 3 which still seems high, The doctors office says they bill based on what hospital coded, hospital says the evaluation level comes form the doctor....and I cant find a hard definition of the levels online anywhere. It's also crappy that the hospital wrote it off for me as a charity, but the doctor will not match from this hospital

I found this http://emuniversity.com/Level4HospitalConsult.html

http://emuniversity.com/Level4HospitalConsult.html


I should have been a level 2, level 3 at best, and their rates are significantly higher then they should be

I *possibly* need a room mate to rent out the upstairs part of our house. Since it's open to our main home, it has to be someone I know or a friend of a friend kind of deal.

It's one large master bedroom with private bath, no tub it's a tub sized shower stall though, and a master closet that was converted into a mini kitchen it's atleast like 20 by 30 or somthing close, it's the full size of a double car garrage running font to back of the entire house. Washer and dryer are downstairs, garrage may be used for storage, and we could hang out downstairs depending on our level of relationship. Seaking young person or couple. No private entrance. One cat in home, never been upstairs.

No smoking or drugs in the house, no locks permitted on your door, most pets within reason should be fine, seperatly controlled A/C. Pool is present but not useable, needs an overhaul.

Seeking ~$850 negotiable, all utilities, water, electric, basic cable, wireless internet included.

This is a month to month situation, no lease will be provided. We're having difficulty paying the mortgage and looking for extra income to help stabalize the household.

You are responsable for your own food.

Stove & private fridge provded, currently has a blind divider spliting the room in half living room / bedroom
Included is a 55" DLP rear projection TV that we really dont want to have to move...

Oh yeah I should say where we are.

We're in the Eastbrook Subdivision, Winter park, between aloma & Howle Branch Pretty much across from Full Sail

Bronies Strike Again...

My little Pony is making a strong showing in the #shortyawards on twitter http://shortyawards.com/

Come help out:

tarastrong Currently holding the #1 spot in actress, AKA Twilight Sparkle
BroniesforGood Currently #10 in Charity
EquestriaDaily currently 8th in Fan Sites
DanielIngram is currently 8th in Music (Really?)
EverfreeNetwork is currently 3rd in Podcaster, just 3 away from 2nd
MyLittlePony has a strong hold on 2nd Place in TV Shows

I'm trying a personal push for FiM_Twilight (Twilight Sparkle) in Non Human, She's not my favorite pony, But I figure she is most likley to get votes.

I tried to vote welovefine in Small Business but it wouldn't go through for me


Lets get some votes going for our Ponies :)

Ok...So I need some money, and after talking myself in to it, I am growing comfortable with the idea of selling my Buizel pokemon suit.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5801872/

I will not hold anyone to any offers, you don't even have to actually want him, or be in a position to buy him yet...

BUT how much would you pay for him, if you did?

If you really actually DO want to BUY him, send me a message with your offer


His condition is more or less unchanged from when I bought him, his paw bottoms are a bit grungy, has a bit of butt matting. He has been lightly used since I acquired him in 2007/8

his feet fit best if 10 or smaller. fits up to 6'2" comfortably, I'm 265 lbs and he is TIGHT but fits, barly, he fit comfortably at say 245 lbs

Eh, call it a cry for help, or attention, or maybe just bored, whatev's

Added a few
Reply if ya want.

[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] lick my cheek?
[_] miss me if we went out then broke up?
[_] dance with me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] tap me on the a**?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me to death?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] caress my body?
[_] play strip poker with me?
[_] say yes if i asked you out?
[_] let me wear your pants?
[_] let me wear your slippers?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
[_] let me play with your paws in an rp?
[_] let me play with your fursuit paws?
[_] Watch MLP with me
[_] Live with me
[_] Shower with me

DO YOU...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hot?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?

ARE WE...
[_] acquaintances?
[_] friends?
[_] in a relationship?
[_] gonna have kids?

AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] lovable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] annoying?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] odd?

HAVE YOU EVER...
[_] thought about me?
[_] thought there might be an "us"?
[_] thought about hookin' up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished i were there?
[_] grabbed me?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] idolized me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
[_] wanted me at your footpaws?

ARE YOU...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinkin' bout me?
[_] going to repost this in your journal so that i will return the favor?

So, I just found out that Twilight Sparkle's Voice actress...Tara Strong, not only does the voice Twilight Sparkle when MadTV does Parody Skits, which were pretty entertaining..but the big part..

She is Princess Clara from Drawn Together!!!!

Twilightlicious=Princess Clara, OMG!!!!

So, In compiling my votes for the top 25 Brony songs of 2012


I found this:[PMV] The Massive Smile Project Music Video



Which is a really incredible song, and turns out it is for a really good cause, Seeds of Kindness, http://broniesforgood.org/ donating to: http://www.betterplace.org/en/group.....ds-of-kindness

If you Donate you get an Album with this, and 41 or so other tracks.


Please, even if you are not a pony fan...in this holiday season, spare what you can. I managed $15 USD and I'm unemployed

I'm not even goign to tell you it's Pony related just watch it...

So...8 hours ago, I hit youtube to get the link to post in my Journal about the Brony Documentary. That went from one video to another, to another to dinner, to another to another. Granted I had breaks in between. I found so many cool video's I just couldn't stop, I mean Lord of the Rings re-enacted by ponies, Last Friday night, TF2 red spy...

and then just when I was thinking about heading to bed, I did something bad...I found Everyfree Radio...Full interviews, full panals from conventions, OMG, there went another 3 hours...
BTW I love Final Draft, he is such a good, professional interviewer

Trying to explain to non beleivers why a grown man like MLP is, a bit challenging and is seldom believable. Well this school presentation / documentary does for Bronies what the Anthrocon press packet does for furries. It's education and entertaining.

So if you wanna know what the fuss is and why FiM is so popular, and so different from gen 1-3, with media back-up, and have an hour to kill watch away. If you're already a Brony, it's a good documentary about the scene, shows where we came from, and showcases some of the work of the community.

So, I did what any good Brony would do when I first saw them at Dollar tree, I've started collecting the MLP Trading cards. It's a pretty cool set, if a bit small, I'm hoping they expand into a series 2 with season 3, they covered a lot of bases, but could go further with a lot of things. These cards are defiantly Bronie friendly / inspired I mean come on there is a DJ Pon-e and Octavia card...no Dr Whoves though. Anyway, so far I've picked up 4 packs at Dollar Tree which are smaller packs, no Standee's or Holo's in that one, a collectors tin of 6 packs, and a full box of 30 packs. On the way from the Enterplay website, I just ordered the Binder, another tin (same price as wal mart, no tax, did not increase my shipping, only 99 cents more then just getting 6 packs and I wanted a second tin, poster, and twilight promo, a 3 pack of packs, and a trial of my new pasion, littlest pet shop, i got 3 packs of series one and 3 packs of series 2. So While I got some really awesome cards, and not as many duplicates as I could have, of course, I have duplicates and am missing cards. Lots of people on ebay have auctions where you can get almost any single card you want for pretty cheap, normally like a buck, but I figured I'd see if anyone wanted to trade first.

What I need: (Stared cards I really really want and will either pay for or give extra cards to trade)

Common: (1:1 trade common cards)
13: Princess Cadence
*31: Nightmare Moon
*32: Discord
*46: Vanquishng the Ursa Minor
50: Worst Companion Ever!
56: Best Wedding EVER
70: Elements of a Good Cheer
*72: I Really AM a Doormat
S9: Apple Bloom Standee (x2)

Holo: (1:1 trade holo cards, or up to 5 common for 1 holo)
F01 - Elements set Applejack
F03 - Elements set Pinkie Pie
F06 - Elements set Twlight Sparkle
F07 - Royal Wedding Applejack
F08 - Royal Wedding Twlight Sparkle
F11 - Royal Wedding Rarity
*F13 - Princess Celestia
*F17 - Pinkie Pie
F22 - Scootaloo
F23 - Sweetie Bell
F24 - Apple Bloom
F27 - Granny Smith
*F28 - Cheerilee

Gold Cards: (Will purchase make offer)
G1 - Princess Ceelstia
G2 - Princess Luna
G4 - Twilight Sparkle
G5 - Princess Cadenza (box toper)
G6 - Discord (box topper)
G8 - Queen Chrystalis (box topper)


Special promo Foils: (will purchase make offer)
F35 - Applejack (Canterlot Gardens Promo)
F36 - Pinkie Pie (pinkie pie collectors box promo)
F37 - Rainbow Dash (SDCC 2012 Promo)
F38 - Fluttershy (Everfree NW 2012 Promo)
F40 - Rarity (BronyCon 2012 Promo)
F41 - I Just don't know what went wrong / Derpy (NYCC Promo)
F42 Octavia & DJ Pon-3 Unreleased, collectors box?
F43 Untitled (derpy) Unreleased, Gift tin?

What I have to trade (1 if no quantity specified):

Foils:
F12 - Royal Wedding Fluttershy
F21 - Fluttershy

Common:
01 - Twilight Sparkle
02 - Rarity
04 - Apple Jack
05 - Pinkie Pie (2x)
08 - Princess Celestia
10 - Apple Bloom
12 - Sweetie Bell (2x)
15 - Granny Smith
16 - Cheerilee
17 - Big Macintosh (2x)
19 - Snips & Snails
20 - The Cakes
21 - Braeburn
22 - The Wonderbolts
23 - Silver Spoon & Diamond Tiara
24 - Hoity Toity & Photo Finish (2x)
27 - DJ Pon-3 & Octavia (2x)
30 - Prince Blueblood (2x)
34 - Sea Serpent
35 - Gilda
37 - Owlowishcious (3x)
40 - Angel
41 - Gummy
42 - Tank
44 - Peewee
45 - Sonic Rain Boom
47 - Party of One
49 - Chaos is a wonderful thing (2x)
53 - Another day, Another Dungeon
57 - Slumber Party 101
59 - Meet the Apple Family
63 - Crazy Cutie Pox
64 - I hate being a Model
65 - The Green-eyed Monster
67 - A Very Special Somepony
68 - Flight of Rarity
69 - Into the Dragons Lair
71 - Iron Pony Competition

Locations (I already checked the codes):
73 - Evefree Forest (3x)
74 - Sugarcube Corners (2x)
75 - Cloudsdale (3x)
76 - Crusaders Clubhouse (2x)
77 - Ponyville Schoolhouse
78 - Golden Oaks Library (2x)
79 - Sweet Apple Acres
80 - Carousel Boutique (2x)
81 - Day Spa (2x)
82 - Canterlot (3x)
83 - Appleloosa (2x)
84 - Fluttershy's Cottage
S2 - Rainbow Dash
S6 - Fluttershy
S8 - Scootaloo
S9 - Sweetie Bell

So, what is it with people...

You start talking to some people, everythign is great you're gettign along fine, talk over several days or weeks, seeing them almsot daily,,,then the next thign you know they are "offline" for a month no word, no sign anythign is wrong, they are just, gone, right in the middle of a conversation somtimes.

What is that? Am I really suposed to beleive that they just haven't had time to sign on, oro that they are having an internet or technology issue? Do some people just really not go on the internet randomly for months on end??

Or is it more likely that i said or did somthing or they changed their mind and blocked me How do you know?

I just on't udnerstand this happens so often too, it's a wonder if I'm talking to people after 6 months to a year, often not even that long...*sighs*

So if you fall in that catagory, of talking to me semi consistently, a year or more later, I thank you, you are rare. and I cherish you all. Even more so when you're the one that reaches out to me consistently

So, probably oen of the most vivid dreams I can remember, and I died, well sort of.


I was with some people, we went on a grand adventure, drivign around in a special car, looked normal but had all sorts of special abilities, like driving up water falls when the road was out. We finally make it home, hugn our cloths up to dry and ere relaxing at the big dining room table, I had remarked hwo I liked that they turned it 90 degree's from the last time I saw it. The room and family was attributed to Pandaguy in the dream, but it wasn't anyone or any place connected to him in real life that i know about.

So, i catch somthign out of tjhe corner of my eye, and this young girl asked if I saw it too, I said yes and she went "oh no...." and started going on about the death spider..as it aproached, no one else saw it or commented. then i felt this sharp tingle, and died. I was partially conscience of the actions around me at that point, everyone scrabled, they tried cpr, the whole nine, nothing worked, finally one of the people who went on the tip with me, the crazy one got an Adrenalin needle and I watched him in horror plunge it in to my heart, to them i looked dead but I could still see what was going on, in a haze. in the mean time like in a plit screen was a flash back of my life, panda's memorial vid, and other things...the needle didn't seem to work so they rushed me to the hiospital in the rain in the back of like a pick up truck.

When we got there, i was conscience enough to give the guy who gave em the needle crap that he didnt w ait logn enough (I had a counter showing 5 minutes in my head to use the needle, eh was a full 2 minutes early* but I smiled and thanked him...then they wheeled me in I said I'll need my cel charger and my lap top asap, the cleanign guy offered me hsi charger but I said I was ok for now. Then they wheeled me in to a room, and my heart sank, i said..."Oh no....It has windows, that means I am hear for long term care....I need my lap top *and rolled over and started crying* then a fur suiter hugged me, and i woke up.


What...the hell....

Awesome, I am going to Dj this furloween, my first time for them. I am lead off DJ from 6pm to 7:45 pm or so. so come early folks. If we haven't met please come say hello, I know a few peopel have said they want to meet me whoo are also going.

I don't need to manage my set much so I am free to talk and chill . Just say hi at the table. And hope to see you guys doing some dancing. It's the begining of the night, you should all be fresh)

It's going to be a top 100 / pop / hits playlist.