Hello Watchers and Friends,

Well, I have done it. I am now out of the darkness and into the light. I have completed my training and passed the company Road and Backing Tests to qualify for a full time job doing the Long haul with 18 wheels, A Suit Case, And my new found independence. It has been hell these last few months finding health insurance to see doctors, then getting back on the road going through two mentors and two Road Tests. I am extremely Relieved and quite happy again now that I have a Very important job keeping america's shelves stocked and roads a bit safer. I look forward to seeing the entire country from behind the wheel of truck. With Luck and good fortune I will be doing this for a long time. My Real Journey starts here!

*Tail Wiggle*

Hello Guys,

I Haven't really posted much in the last few months as I have been BUSY, with alot of things. Getting a Jerb was perhaps the most important of those things as well as finishing up one of the largest most profitable projects for a long time client of mine. During the last few months I have been severely depressed because of the loss of my job, My fathers heath, Mother's Drama, Confusion about my sexual preference, and being evaluated by a mental heath professional as having severe depression, OCD, Social Disorders. To top it all off I have been broke for the last few months with the little money I had trickling in and the news of one of my childhood friends being executed during a home Invasion with no further news about the case.

HOwever I beleive things are looking up. During these last few weeks I have gone through truck driving school and I am currently on the road with a mentor learing about a life on the road. I have not seen my mother, sistor, or brother for weeks now but that is to be expected and tolerated. I am still very depressed but seeing that there are other places to be in and explore in this world. I have a sense of self peace. Im still trying to socialize and to get over my isolative ways and getting me more comfortable talking around people in large groups. Im hoping that the money that I save up on the road will go to good use and help get me to the place i really want to be "Home".

I have considered on living in a few places already however even though I have driven through those places I still have yet to get a feel for the life around in those areas. So far I think Ill be better suited away from the west coast to get away from alot of the reckless, stupid, Californa gangster/punk/douchbag culture to a new place where no one knows who I am and cannot judge me based on hear say. I look foward to attending many cons within the next year after my costume situation has been taken care of as I dont think I could go to a convention without consealing my ID and not being able to be comfortable around people.

As of right now I live my life mile by mile and always that a clean toilet seat, shower, sink, and safe heathy food are plentiful and affordable.

after weeks of research, and numerous hours spent infront of the computer, Traveling, and family bullshit..... I dont think there is much light to be seen.


About a month ago I decided to hop on the trucking track in hopes that I could easily find work after getting my CDL. However One huge obsticle stands in my way. Getting a co-signer to obtain financial assistance to go to truck driving school. its not hard to drive a big truck, however getting the financial aid is such a pain in my ass.... not the good kind mind you...... that Im tempted to just drop it and go on another route to obtain employment. Obtaining a co signer is proving to be sucha huge obsticle to hurdle. I have no network of family with shiney golden credit and most of which is either dead or is bankrupt. I have offered several leads money after a few months after I was employed in return to cosign but that too has splashed up into my face with the horrid stentch of failure. So needless to say. My hopes once again got up and now they are flatter then the tires on an old station wagon. Im deeply depressed and Im finding it rather difficult to continue presuing this carreer. Im sick to my stomach and tired of people that I have helped turn me down just like some peice of worthless shit.

Today I was refered by some one to go to this website. ((bestgore.com)) and I was absolutely in shock. its true this stuff happens all over the world and even in our backyards. But For some one to post a website featuring the last few moments of some one life in the most horrific manner is absolutly disgusting. What makes things worse is these people that registerd this website live close to me. Words cannot express how upset and disgusted I am. I will find a way to have this site taken down as soon as i can. Children could stumble across this and would scare and frighten the shit out of them. I am not going to go into details about the site. and if you have a super strong stomach brave the content within. This is not fun.

Apiligo

Thank you for the continued watching and for your support. I have been very depressed and at the same time busy as a squirl in fall with a mouthful. looking for someplace to drop his nuts. I will be uploading some snapshots and photography i have been doing in SL. between Secondlife and RL I have been very busy. so sorry for no new work. i do have sketches but i have been procrastinating uploading them or even finishing them. Depression sucks. any ways. I love you all.

Apiligo.

Hello Friends :P

I would just like to give you all an update on current things this month. First off I will be getting my taxes taken care of tomarrow on monday either the traditional expensive way or Ill just do that E file thing that they have online. Next I will be making the first beta version of the Rave Collar. I just got some new wheels for my rollerblades. and lastly I will soon be able to receive payments for commissions on Art, Websites, and handmade crafts. I will also be able to purchase art from a few artists I have in mind. within the next two months or so.

Today I went to the local skate park to accomplish two things, One Breaking in my new "sinner" wheels I got for my pair of airwalk aggressive inline skates, And to work on my turning. These newer wheels are alot better then the stock wheels installed on the rollerblades, They are alot smoother and dont slip as easily. Upon getting the new wheels I installed them that night after purchasing them. I removed the bearings that came with the 8 wheels and installed the ABEC bearings I had on my stock wheels, What a smooth Ride so far ^_^. Im glad no one at the skate park minded that a noob "fruit booter" was skating and left me alone for the most part ^_^ no one threw sticks in my path :P.

I picked up a large Black dog collar at the department store today, and will be working with it to see what I need to do to install some crazy LED lights to it. I hope to get the collar to the point where It will interact with the Sound in a noisy club enviorment and be a big hit at dances at the conventions I wish to attend. I will be making wrist straps that have a similar princable. Right now I wish to at least get the LEDs working and to make the collar wearable with a fursuit. in the future I hope to learn how to make my own flexible PCB boards so I can easily sew them into the collar to make them comfortable to wear. The collars will be powered by two Lithium 3V button cell batteries which should give it a long 80 hour run time. I hope to one day use a small integrated Stamp Microcontroller to put on a dazzeling light show. I will start these collars off at $20 to $30 during the beta phase for materials and shipping, Durring the beta phase if you are intersted in purchasing a collar simply note me and we will set something up. you are paying for the shipping and materials and will be qouted on a price. I am not making a profit off of this project until later developments are made. I will make 3 beta collars at a time then release the final product at a normal price. Im sure these will be an awsome addition to any party goers outfit or perhaps even a fursuit. Later developments include Harness and wrist cuffs, Wireless induction charging no batteries to replace ever, and even waterproof up to 5 meters

and lastly, in about two months I hope to have a checking account an a paypal account set up So I can receive and make payments to and from other furries. I want to beable to pay some one to do art for me :P and so you guys can commission me. If im any good that is.

Sorry for the long speel of crap, Just thought you guys would be intersted in whats going on in my head.


Again Thanks for your interest

Apiligo the curious dragon.

Hello every one. I want who ever is reading this journal to simply comment on it. It will signify that you have properly signed your name on my ass. Im just curious on how many people will follow through with this. Now enough yap yap and a little more tap tap.... with your pen that is. Just be gentle and dont leave a scare there. I may not want something that permanent.

*hands you a pen bending over presenting his big draconic ass* get to it. And oh please pass this little meme onto others. Im sure you would want to see how many signatures you can get.

Have you ever wondered what happened to charlie brown. well he went on youtube look how mature he looks and acts.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A8KsAPoSuPI&feature=related

Told you XD

Hello every one

Im looking for some people to OC with. If you are intersted send me an IM on yahoo, msn or AIM. Hamachi or similiar users.

Hello every one,

I just want to let you all know that I am truely greatful. I appreciate what this fandom has done for me. I dont dwell here in the furry fandom just to look at furry or mudane works. I am mostly here for that feeling of belonging, in a niche where I am comfortable. The furry fandom is a very open minded community. Whether you are strait, bi, or homosexual, hell to be blunt even those that find other animals just as lovable as a human sentient. I am just very happy that the furry fandom has welcomed me with open arms and has provided the moral support when times looked very foggy.


Im also very greatful that there are wonderful people outside cyberspace in my home town. I enjoy helping my friends when they are in need. one of my friends has no job, was robbed, has no electricity,water,gas, or lan line telephone. and needs help with just getting around town. I drive him every two weeks to take care of simple things like laundry, groceries, and to get bottled water to drink, He is diabetic with ulcers on both his feet. and he still walks about 12 miles a day just to keep his mind off of how bad his life is right now. I feel very good to help out this wonderful person without asking any thing in return. So far he has went out of his way to pay for lunch, a movie, hell has even bought me a pair of size 12 airwalk rollerblades for me after he sold his harley. he has been living life like a hillbilly so to speak for 8 months now. after he was robbed, his identity and IRA was stollen from his ex girlfriend after he had returned home from helping out his 93 year old uncle in LA.

Then my forien russian friend came by today while I was at work and invited me to dinner at the China Buffet Restaurant here in town. Then offered me to come by and help him put some wooden posts in the ground, prep and paint his other single wide moble home in the lot next door to his newer single wide moble home. He offered to pay me $100 just to prep and paint his moble home ^_^.

And the other things I am thankful for are my mum who is letting me live with her for $200/month rent with utilities, Who has helped me aquire a vehicle, and who has no idea I am a furry, let alone Bisexual. Im still very afriad to let her know this, and last is where I work. I am the only male their and my boss is a homosexual lady with a very good heart and a wonderful sense of humor. Im glad I have a boss that I can joke around with and to set me strait when I go astray. But at the same time. She scares me XD. Listen I can go on all day here but I asure you there are not so great things happening in my life right now But I dont care too much. I am just soooo happy that there are such wonderful, Generous People in this world I encourage you all to stop and thank any one who has been good to you.

Thats all I have to say And thank you all sooo much for making this old dragon feel loved and wanted ^_^:.

Apiligo

Hello every one

I just downloaded Open canvas. Would any one be willing to help me and possibly OC with me ^_^.

Hello every one. I would just like to let you all know that I have gotten my new wacom tablet this afternoon at 1330MST. I am very pleased with this peice of hardware. I just hope that I will be able to do some amazing things with it. I was giving it a test drive in fireworks and will be coloring a few peices of art to get the hang of it. Alot of people where right. These things do take time to get used to. I hope I get used to this new hardware soon ^_^ I already love it. Lets just see what this thing can do.

Yep IHOP ed on and I hope I dont fall off. I just put an order in for a wacom tablet this evening. I hope people are right about these things. Im looking foward to getting this one. I can not really afford one this month but I think all will be just fine. I get paid by my client this month so Its like getting one for free more or less. Any ways. I should be a little more productive with my arts and will open up commissions for people. You can pay in lindens if you so choose for now. or I will wbe accepting trades once I clear my overdue stuff. off. I am backed up about 2 years. and have only gotten a little done. once my que is nearly done. I will open for trades and commissions only, mabye a few requests here and there. Wish me luck all and I hope to start pumping out art like I do knuckle children. Lets hope you get that family guy reference

Alright all I feel alot better then I did yesterday when I wrote to you guys. I feel loads better, Today I practiced a little more on my rollerblades at the community park, Hung out in SL for a few hours, went back to the park and swept the gravel off of the pavment so I would not run over the little rocks that would trip me all up, came back home and found this on youtube.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdwHnDAXksI&feature=related


XD.

give it a peek your perverts.

hello every one,

Well Today started out alright, and ended in disaster, It all started at about 10:30 AM this morning. I was ready to be ontop of crap this morning but failed. Every time I went to start something I would get called to the front office for one of the following, I even kept count accidently and this irritated me further, 4 times for boarders, 2 times to get the stuff that I had to leave up there till i could come back and get it, 3 times to show the kennel to uptight, worried, and/or ignorant people, 4 times to show the shepherd female puppy up for adoption (15mins a peice at least), and 5 times for crap that could either been done by the receptionists, or could have waited, once so some one could show me how to use the new washer, The same make, model, and color as my step dad had, that I had used for 2 years every day >:(. I went home for lunch and found that the kitchen window was left open, The glass sliding door in my sisters door was not securly locked, the dowel not in place but leaning against the side of the sill, As if to say, "Hey Come rob us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!". The security door was not locked in the front and only the door knob was locked. I went back to work to try and catch up after being more or lessed rushed and forced to take a two hour lunch i did not have time for. after all was said and done, I was almost 2 hours behind schedual trying to rush and get all my stuff done. without doing a half assed job. Every one was rushing me to do this and do that so they could go home early. What really pissed me off was how rude one of the receptionists was. Im Sick and tired of being rushed, and wait hand and foot on these females. They dont even return the patient respect I give them Im getting sick and tired of going up front for a boarder and they are not even done filling out the paper work. and so I have to wait while the client takes their sweet pokey time looking to make sure shit is done right on their paperwork >:( Im soooo tired of how people treat me when they want something. So I throw my boombox, cd player and my house keys in my car and speed off. Hoping that some one got the hint I was pissed off. I come home and find the garage door open and the A/C cranked below 60F. Then I have to hear my mother bitch about how the bill is so damn high. IF any one has a gun let me know. Then I want you to help me point it at my head and help me pull the damn trigger >:( thats how my day went. and thats how I feel right now.

Apiligo The pissed off dragon!

hello everyone,

I just wanted to tell you that.......

HELP!!! Get these spiders away from me!!!!! They are staring at me... With all 8 eyes.... Thats like a million eyes... just staring... not blinking... just watching me....


<.<.... Just kidding.. I feel very random tonight.

hello everyone!

Well on monday I got to meet one of our newest CCAC or Shelter animals. She did not have a name, at least none that I knew of. She is all Black with a White spot on her chest. She has golden yellow eyes that slowly fade into blue towards the centers. Her teeth are whiter then pearls. She is a Pitbull Terrier/Lab Mix Mostly pit.

Today was kinda slow and we where on schedual even when our last few boarding dogs showed up near closing around 1730. Around 1500 I managed to sneak some time by and sit iwth her in her pen. At first her tail was wagging so hard you swear it would fly off and put an eye out, Then she slowly settled down and idely played a little. I Would touch the sides of her mouth with my fingers and she would nip at them playfully. She also has this habit of resting her head on your shoulders and strattling your chest with her front paws. kinda like giving you a hug. I just petted her soft short, shiney fur for a while and she just kinda zonked out on my lap. about half her body in my lap and the other half on the ground. She has this really cute whine. Not like a whistle like most dogs. but kinda a vocal sigh like the Awwwww of dissappointment you would hear from a child. She has a high pitched bark and a lower hoarser one.

Any ways I hope she finds a home. And if I could I would have already adopted her. If only I had the room and the money to keep both a dog and my cat.
ahhh well. I will try not to get too attatched. ..... well I kinda am attatched.

Wish her luck in finding A loving home. She is a loving, Loyal friend who deserves one.

Thats right "fathead" no kittens for you.

I got my cat spayed on monday. I cant help feel sorry for her though. Monday I took her home she was so.."spacey" I could push her down with one finger. It was kinda funny... so I did it again. Dont worry she was not hurt. She slept with me most of the night then again on tues eve. She is doing very well. Even for her ear mite treatment. Next month I will be getting her shots. and such. next week she will be getting her stitches taken out and Finaly be rid of that ridiculous E collar around her neck. I managed to get some video of her licking around the inside of her collar. Ill prolly post it to youtube in the future.

I managed to take some video of Destiny's last hour of life. She was sooooo Spoiled rotten this whole week. We took her outside and played some fetch. Then it was time to head back in. She was put down at 11:55. IM glad we could spend these last few moments with her. I never thought I would feel this sad.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ajn97K3XNdQ
I would like to share with you her last few moments. SO you can see just how wonderful she was ^_^.

Hello Every one. One of my friends is Unable to make it to Fwa due to financial problems. He will be DJing the saturday night dance. He is a fun guy but will not be able to go to Fwa unless he gets funds for gas, food, etc. He has allreay preregistered and has a room all set up. he just needs money for food and such.

Please Purchase a commission from this fun loving, Bouncy, Fennec fox.

Thanks all
Apiligo

His FA page can be found here.
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/foxglove/

Hello Every one,

Im finally getting caught up on some overdue projects. The first one I should be getting done is my website. Ive decided to put the skills I have learned building other websites into this one. It will still be very much fur oriented But the other part I would like to direct it towards more of a bussiness type website that potential clients can look upon and see what kind of skills I have to offer in building them a site that is worth it. The next few things on my list are overdue trades and requests. Some of them have been waiting for about two years to this day. and a website for the Anthrogasm Magazine in Secondlife. After that I need to get to work on my fursuit Head and decide what I would like it to be.

I have about 20 to 40 different Electronics Projects that I would like to do. As well as researching how I can further my education in both the Technology/Electronic Feild and the Vetnerinary Feild. I think I make a career out of Companion Animal Medicine or simply an average Vet Technician. On the other Paw I would like to Build and manage Websites In my spare time, I can do all this stuff at home on my PC to Make some extra monies.

I am not addicted to the dollar! However, I dont want to live with my mom by the time I am 40, eating Meat loaf. I want to have my own bussiness and Have a Nice life, Being able to do things That I cannot do right now.

Please Bare with me guys. If you are still waiting for a pic or trade from me dont fret I simply have to get my priorities straitened out. If any one has any kind of advice to give please note me.

Thank you all for your attention and understanding. Ive got alot of ideas but they are comming in a little fast.

Apiligo

" All Hail The new york Giants!" King eliot, Madagascar.

Im So happy the Giants won superbowl 42. It was such a great game. I did not pay as much attention to the first half as I did to the first half of pizza I had before me. And how much Patriotic crap can they cram into the programing before kick off? Oh and Does any one think that all those young kids actually like Tom Petty during the half time show? The last half was great. I had a full belly and just relaxed during the last half of the game. It honestly had me on my toes and I almost jumped up and started yelling just as the giants scored that last touch down. I thought the last minute of the game new england would have gone for a feild goal or something. and tied the game and made it go into overtime. Im glad. I dont really like New England all that much. Im just glad the Giants had won. GO GIANTS ^_^.

Hello guys and girls,

Hello guys. It seems that my sickness is getting even worse. It all started about last month just after my B Day. I had a sever cold that I recovered partially from in a few days. All that was left was a cough and a bit of a sore throught. well its been 4 weeks since I first got that cold and I still have that cough. Its gotten very severe And I dont know What to do. I went to the ER today but ended up leaving wondering how the hell i can afford todays outrageous medical bills. Today I feel like I want to vomit. and I feel so tired. I have lost about 15lbs since I first got the cold and i have been eating much more then I normaly do. Im starting to get a little worried about these symptoms but on the same note. I think Id rather be ill then in debt Up to my ass in medical bills. Gosh I just dont know what to do. I really want to see a doctor But I dont want to have to pay so much for it. Im really hating life right now because of this crap. My work preformance has also taken a dive and I hope I dont get fired from taking these sick days. I work in a animal care facility and I cant be coughing all over every one and every pile of fur. I think I may have bronchitis and a little enumonia or however the hell its spelled. What the hell should I do guys? I sure hope this gets better soon. Im getting really tired of feeling like a big ol bag of shit day after day.

Hello to the fellow fluffs.

Sorry about my delayed responces and trades. I have been very busy the past year getting my priorities sorted out. I have only picked up a pencil about ten or so times in this year. I have also been working on my soldering skills and have thought about making fursuit heads. if I suck at that I can always make customized stands for my monitors or audio stack.