If you find me, you find me. If we're friends you can skype me at: xyzzyss to get my new acct.

Starting anew. too many bad memories on this account.

1. Tell you what animal/creature you remind me of.
2. Tell you what color I think fits you.
3. Tell you how I feel about you.
4. Insult you.
5. Tell you my favorite OC of yours.
6. Tell you what season you remind me of.
7. Tell you what food you smell like in my head.
8. Think of a random nickname for you.
9. Tell you what element you remind me of.
10. Ask you to put this in your journal without using the word 'tag'

Goddamn i'm still sick as fuck and my mom wants to make me go to school tomorrow

i have a neverending headache and I can't breath through my nose. yeah, I don't have a fever anymore but I still feel like complete and utter shit

I can't sleep because if i tip my head to the side at all it hurts like hell and I cant breathe

fuck i just want to be better fuck this fuck everything i hate this

or at least i feel like it

i've been sick since friday and i feel terrible

mleh

There's a gem called Apophyllite, which works perfectly with the 'Apo' Prefix rule :D

It's really pretty and I already have an idea floating around my head for his design :O

THIS IS MAKING ME REALLY EXCITED, ITS ABOUT TIME FOR A NEW APOCALYPSE

And I miss having fur friends :/

Everyone I used to be close with have drifted away, and theres just no point for me to even be here anymore, other than owed art ofc

I don't know what's wrong with me but I just struggle so much with making friends and keeping them

Not to mention I'm the only fur in my area, at least that I know of. even if there was I'm sure they wouldn't be my age

I won't be around a whole lot is basically what I'm trying to say. Sorry :/

Me and my mom are going :3

I was gonna go with a friend but she ended up bailing on me so my mom offered to come with me instead

Finally some rain!! It's been like 90 degrees with no rain for weeks now here, finally we're getting SOMETHING

Sorry, jus finally finding time to draw as I get settled into school and I can't remember what all i owe

jus leave a comment if this applies to you with what exactly i'm drawing and links to refs

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Don't know why I'm bothering telling all you guys, you probably don't care

But I'm 16 now!! So many new possibilities, like driving and finally getting to ditch class for blood drives ;3

FOR DUTCH ANGEL DRAGONS

I don't know why it just looks so STUPID JUST CALL THEM FUCKING AD'S

DAD'S JUST MAKES ME THINK OF AWKWARD WHITE DADS WHO TRY AND DANCE AT BARBECUES AND SNEEZE REALLY LOUD

...I got marching band tomorrow (we're playing the fall fantasy parade at Kennywood so i'll be there all day)

And then I gotta get ready for school which starts on Wednesday (still have summer work to do OOPS)

Plus I gotta shop a little, and get a hair cut, pretty sure I have an ortho appointment, AND FUCKIN LAUNDRY AND CLEANING MY ROOM HOLY FUCK.

My life is gonna be really hectic until further notice, shit happens. If I owe you art it WILL get done!! I promise that. I know I tend to take way too long on art but I refuse to draw when I'm not inspired to do it. I hate putting out work I'm not proud of. Most of the time when I take a while on a drawing it's going through at least 3 or 4 re-draws until I get it absolutely right. I really am a perfectionist.

ALSO MY BIRTHDAY IS SUPER SOON IM GONNA BE SIXTEEN!! September 3rd is the date for anyone who'd be kind enough to remember <33 I don't expect anyone to but it's worth a mention I guess
I'm so proud of myself for making it this far and not giving up. I was seriously considering suicide after my dad passed away and I'm finally starting to come to terms with it. It still hurts a lot and I mean A LOT. But there's really nothing I can do at this point but keep moving forward and make the most of the life I have left.you really never know when your life is gonna end and I'd rather have the best one possible.

Just hanging out alone watching Reading Rainbow like a cool kid

Levar Burton is my husband

https://www.facebook.com/sceptagon/.....41077492659876

Like this page to enter their raffle! They do wonderful art!

Getting ready to go to the beach and im bored af
And hungry
But i'm always hungry so

Idk talk to me plz

If you wanna see any vacation pictures follow my instagram and add me on snapchat!!

Username on both is: xyzzys

So MY FRIEND JUST INVITED ME TO GO TO THE BEACH FOR A WEEK

HELL YEAH IM GOING :D

I'll be gone for a week so don't expect to hear from me much until like next monday :3

Man my depression hit me hard yesterday :/

But I slept good and worked my ass off at band with my friends and feel really good right now!

Don't worry about me giving up my dreams. I'm gonna become a "professional" artist if it's the last thing I do. (Im sure there's a better word than professional to explain what I mean by that but i cant think of one now)


In other news, my 16th birthday is coming up really soon!! My present from my mom is a wii u!! And its totally here in this box that I'm nit allowed to open yet AND I JUST WANNA PLAY GAMES DAMMIT :P
My birthday is on the 3rd if you didn't know

aside from occasional doodling and such art just isn't working out for me. I'm getting nowhere with actually being an artist for a living and I don't want to waste away my life just to end up on the streets

I'm just so tired of putting so much passion into everything and getting nowhere with anything

Art is the one thing I'm good at and even then I'm average at best.

I'm still gonna be a furry and I'm not gonna stop caring about art, I just need to find a path that will actually give me a future. art isn't it. as much as i wish I had what it takes to be an artist I'm just not good enough.

I just wnt to buy a program but they're all ridiculously expensive subscriptions

Like, what happened to being able to buy software?? do people just not do that now??

I just want to start animating, it's always been my goal. Animation is something I'm SO passionate about and I can't even get the fucking program to do it.


I literally don't know what to do at this point.

They make AMAZING art, and deserve WAY more watchers !!!

I have a few names I'm trying to choose from for my etsy shop! please leave a comment with which one you like best or any new suggestions!

- Deep Space Dragon
- Kandi Apocalypse (or The Kandi Apocalypse)
- Sparkle Dragon Studios

I need suggestions for a name for my shop!

name ideas including things like

-Kandi
-Dragons
-Space
-sparkles
-the word apocalypse


I'll be selling all kinds of assorted bead crafts like custom kandi, sets of bracelets, complex bracelets, perler, melted bead suncatchers etc.

any help is appreciated!

Ugh I slept all damn day AGAIN

I feel like death and I know I'm gonna have trouble sleeping Tonight

Don't be surprised if im inactive until tomorrow afternoon

So I slept for like an hour at most last night

I feel like death

I have to be at band camp at 10 I think I'm going to die