I have literally NO beads left (well, not literally but, y'know ;P)

Also gonna pick up some bubble mailers to send out bracelets because envelopes obviously didn't work out too well >~<

If anyone has any specific colors they'd want for a bracelet now would be a great time to tell me! otherwise I'm just gonna restock my neon rainbow colors and whatever single packs they have for cheap :P (walmart does these awesome little single color bags for 98 cents)

Would anyone be interested if I started an etsy store to sell the stuff I make? (Kandi of all kinds, melted bead badges/suncatchers, perler stuff) prices would pretty much be the cost of materials and shipping so that would be your incentive to choose me I guess XD

you cant save your own pictures off instagram onto your computer

Like yeah I understand othr people's pictures but it's literally my own face

ugh

My skype name is xyzzyss, please leave a comment when you add me so I know it's you!

I lost my tablet cord :C

Literally been looking for it since I fixed my PC and I can't find it ANYWHERE

Not only is Dragon Slayer on it (MY FAVORITE NSP SONG EVER)

BUT FUCKIN COOKIES
AND ATTITUDE CITY


AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON 6969 IT'S SERIOUSLY MAKING ME RECONSIDER MY FAVORITE SONG ITS THAT GOOD

JUST

GO LISTEN TO Attitude City (the album) by Ninja Sex Party you won't regret it ITS SO FUNNY AND BEAUTIFUL

God I've been gushing about this album since it came out I LOVE IT SO MUCH

PERHAPS HAVING MY GRAPHICS CARD DRIVER INSTALLED WOULD HELP XD

I fixed it. I'm stupid and forgot that I'd need to re install my graphics card thingy

-passes out-

But it feels like every time I try I just hate what I draw :/

Like, My style is just so bad, everything looks so disproportionate and i CAN NOT draw eyes. I just really want to work on making art that I enjoy, but I owe people art that's already SUPER late and I don't want to keep them waiting... but at the same time I don't want to give them art that I'm not proud of that looks bad.

UGH

What should I do? I just don't know what to do...

somebody help me please :C

https://wn.nr/LdQP

If I told you yours was done yesterday and I got your address your bracelets should be on the way! Please let me know when you get it :3

I'm going to be hiding the comments of everyone who's done on the first journal to leep it clean

I'd be willing to trade it for art or if we're friends like, for free. or if you also make kandi I'd totally trade kandi for kandi.

I just really like making it and I have absolutely nothing to do with it all :P

Colors I have available:

-Pink (normal, sparkle and pearl)
-Orange (normal, sparkle and pearl)
-Yellow (normal, sparkle and pearl)
-Green (normal, sparkle and pearl)
-Blue (normal, sparkle and pearl)**
-Purple (normal, sparkle and pearl)**
-Black
-White
-Gold/Silver
-Red
-Dark Blue
-Cube letters (and Hearts)
-little round letters (and hearts)

IT WILL NOT WORK

No matter what, It won't work. All it does is say "Cannot Display This Video Mode" and sit there with a black screen. I'm this close to just pitching the thing. I haven't changed a thing since I got it. It even works until the computer gets to the login screen.

I've tried EVERYTHING

this little shit must just be too old. I mean, It's from like 2006 but that really isn't THAT old...

Ok so we were out shopping at downtown disney and i saw this adorable Figment plushie that I really wanted to buy so I asked my mom

She said no and I was like, ok whatever that really REALLY sucks bc Figment is like one of my favorites and you can only get stuff of him at disney parks

No big deal right? At least it wasn't until my mom goes on a huge rant about how rediculous and stupid and useless it was and how she hated how I always wanted stuffed animals and that she'd buy me literally anything else but another dumb stuffed animal.
I'm sorry that I love stuffed animals. I'm sorry that I collect them. They're like, my one thing that I'm like, passionate about.
You DO NOT tell someone that their favorite thing is pointless. I know it's pointless, but I love it anyways. Theres no harm in me having them.

It's literally taking me everything I have not to cry right now, I'm that upset. I want to go home so badly. I just wanna go home and see my kitty and lay down for a few days.

Ugh I'm just so fucking stressed about everything

ANTHROCON WHY MUST I MISS YOU A G A I N
I'd say theres always next year but with my luck I'll miss that too :X


But in other news I went to Disney World today and it was BOMB as FUCK
THERE WAS A BIG ASS BALL
AND A BIG ASS CASTLE
AND A BIG ASS DRAGON
AND A BIG ASS STITCH PLUSHIE (my mom wouldnt let me get it ;A; I got a regular one though)

It was HOT AS BALLS though

I really miss home tbh my bed and my furbabies

Meh

ITS SO HUMID HERE OMG

-dies-

My flight got delayed so if anyone wants a sketch just comment below!!

some zzzquil shit, hopefully I actually get some sleep tonight :X

I have a seriously awful insomnia problem, like on the 4th I woke up at 9 pm, stayed up till 11 am, slept for an hour, then woke up and didn't sleep until 7 this morning (I woke up at 4) like, thats like 24 hours with 1 hour of sleep >~<

Now to play pokemon until I fall asleep, hopefully I wake up tomorrow because I still gotta pack for vacation

I can never decide which one to use because I LOVE THEM ALL T-T

I still need more of them tbh

I leave Tuesday but obviously I'm gonna be really busy with packing and stuff tomorrow, plus I wanna do all this week's summer school stuff so I don't have to worry about it on vacation :3

I'm gonna try and finish my trade with because I'm already almost finished but anything else will have to wait until I return (Unless I owe you something and you wouldn't mind getting a detailed pencil drawing instead of a digital piece bc I'll have a few hours on the plane to draw)

Actually now that I mention it, if you want a free sketch I'd love to get some refs lined up for doodling on the plane :D Just leave it below and I'll save them all to my phone and pick a few to draw while flying.

If you'd like to see any highlights of my vacation I encourage you to follow me on instagram or add me on snapchat (Both are: xyzzys)

I had two opportunities to do fun shit today and I didn't do any because I was asleep..

My friends are all starting to get really sick of me and my family is too

I just wish I could be a normal person with a normal fucking sleep pattern

But no, I'm just a shitty loser whose only ever up at night and misses his own damn life because of sleep


I just wanna fix this but I can't,

I'm so bored 😭

Hit me up on snapchat: xyzzys
Or any other social network, i'm on pretty much everything XD

Would anyone be interested in co-owning any of my characters? I'd love to for any except my Fursona and Pokesona (Raptor or Locke as well, they're pretty personal) :P

Just leave a comment with which character you'd like to co-own and I'll let you know if I'd want to or not.

I got anthrocon's date wrong... I thought it was a week later than it actually is...

Damn it, I'll still be in fucking Florida during Anthrocon...


Fuck I'm actually crying right now, I could have sworn it was from the 16th to the 19th

The only con I actually care about this year and I can't even go. All because some stupid vacation I never wanted to go on.

This makes the fact that I didn't go last year hurt even more, last year my dad had asked me to go with him because ac was the one thing we always did together. I told him no because I was still mad that he relapsed into his drinking problem abd I didn't want to see him at the time. This year I was gonna go to remember that, to remember him and go to the one thing we ALWAYS did together that we'll never have again and It's all ruined. Anthrocon was our favorite part of the year. It was our day that we spent together and I just wish I could have that with him one last time. At least going alone this year would be the closest I would get to having that.

Fuck this. Fuck everything. I don't care anymore. I'd give up anything just to go. It's not just a con to me, it's the best memories I have of my dad.

And now I'll have to wait for a whole year just to have that again

I want someone to draw my animal crossing character :P

I could offer art in return but it'd have to be furry, I'm pretty bad at drawing people XD

With Literally two minutes to spare XD the essay was due at midnight and I finished at 11:58

Procrastination ftw