I have three hours to write a four paragraph essay for summer school

I SHOULD BE ABLE TO DO IT BUT THIS IS REALLY STRESSFUL FUCK

WHY DID I PROCRASTINATE THIS

http://www.thiscrush.com/~xyzzys

Just for shits and giggles, write whatever you want!

I don't know what it is but I literally talk/type SO much late at night (well technically it's 3 am but whatever)

All I've done in the past 24 hours is watch Parks and Recreation and lay on the couch, summer is literally my excuse to be the biggest fuckin couch potato in the world

Fuck, I was hoping I could just ignore father's day but theres all kinds of things EVERYWHERE

tumblr, facebook, twitter, tv

It's like, haunting me.


I miss my dad. It feels like so long since he's been gone but it's really only been a few months. I just wish I could have made amends before he passed away, I really loved him and we were not on good terms at all when he passed away.

Fuck, now i'm all sad. fuck this day.

IT WAS SO GOOD

..... I want a Raptor sona now ;w; with feathers and everything (like they should have :P)

I'm looking to get some new characters, not that I don't love all the babies I have now but there's so many I just don't use enough and I'd love for them to go to better homes!

Characters for trade:

Jethro:(comes with one extra piece of art)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15845445/

London:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15172275/

Cataclysm:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16131056/


I'm looking for mostly characters in return! Maybe art too, you never know :P

Is like,, super fucking fanservice-y it's kinda lame. I kinda really like it though...? I dunno how to feel. but I guess I really have nothing to complain about, it IS a kids show after all!



...I've made way to many short journals today XD

I've just been plonked down on the couch all day watching Agents of Shield and being lonely and bored all day

I think my depression is getting bad again, I haven't been able to do anything as of late

Not to mention the fact that I'm fucking SO HUNGRY

My whole family went to this girls graduation party and didn't even think to ask if I wanted to come. i mean, I HATE parties but at least I'd get to eat today... We don't have our new stove yet as the new one we just bought needs to be replaced as it came broken (they're sending it for free but it's taking AGES to come) and we have no food left in the house that you can make without a stove/ oven.

I dunno, I think I'm gonna go over to my friends place for a little while to get a change of scenery. Summer sucks.

Haha, about time I got this game! I finally had money so I figured I'd treat myself :3

If any of you guys play and want to add my friend code or have any tips let me know! I've never actually played an AC game before ;w;

I literally have been flirting with my one friend so hard as of recently and he's so damn oblivious it's HILARIOUS

We have the most entertaining love/hate relationship and it just makes me so happy

He's like the James Rhodes to my Tony Stark

I'm the antithesis of him, but we get along swimmingly, it's so great

_{It's not anyone off FA don't freak out}

So my mom accidentally dyed all my hair red instead of just my top part (I have an undercut) I hope it turns out ok, my really short hair always looks like shit dyed

Also I'm using a different dye color than usual (It's not as violet-y and more of a brick red)

Heres to hoping I don't look like more of an idiot than normal >~<

ask.fm/xyzzyss

If you're asking a character, please make sure to specify who! try not to get creepy but other than that ANYTHING GOES >:D

A W E S O M E

My tablet aint workin

Idfk what's wrong but I really don't give enough shits to fix it right now

But it's 3 am and I don't wanna end up with a messy sleep schedule ;n;

Plus I keep thinking about absolutely everything and my mind refuses to fall asleep

Help me I need snuggled rn

I need snugs and sleep but it seems like I'm not gonna have either

:/

My mom is sick and claims that she's freezing but I am DYING OF HEAT

It's literally 77 degrees in here (Fahrenheit) UGHHHH


Brb while I shove my head in the freezer GODDAMN

But you're literally too useless to talk to them and not sound like a complete idiot ;A;

I mean, like, this person is literally so perfect and beautiful in every way and it hurts me so much. I can't even type a response to them without getting SO FLUSTERED and I just have to stop. They probably think I'm a huge asshole, or like bored of talking to them but the truth is that they just make me speechless, I just never know what to say. Nothing I say could ever be enough.

Plus this person probably wouldn't be interested in the fact that I'm ace, and It's not like I even want a //romantic// relationship,, I just want to be closer to them, and I just want them to know how much I fuckin love them. I just love them so much it's so lame but holy shit its so true, they just make me melt

GAH I'm getting all blushy just typing this I'm so weak >~<

..And yes this person is on FA. And no I'm not gonna say who. :P

Wont be as active this weekend but I'm gonna try and fursuit one of the days, it'll be fun :3

No more school till September hell yeah :3

Time to spend three months moping around, eating junk food and crying a lot (Oh wait I did all that anyways)



-sigh- I'm so bored already.

I have no Idea what came over me today but I literally slept all day after school. As soon as I came home I just sat down on the bed to take my shoes off and next thing I know I was Passed the fuck out. I literally woke up a half hour ago and I'm already tired again ??? Must be because I'm recovering from a cold but DAMN.


In other news SCHOOL IS OVER TOMORROW!!! I'll officially be done with 9th grade :3 And I'll have All the time in the world to draw over summer break o3o

I'm sick and sleepy, time to go to bed~







... Actually I have to shower first but I don't wanna :C Standing is hard work XD

Not too specific, and of course I'm offering art in return!

I just want a pin-up type image or images of my main sona/sonas (Apocalypse and/or Apocrypha) looking cute in their undies :3

I would do it myself but i'm just not that great at drawing anthro stuff that's not like, completely cartoony yet :P I'm still working on my style ;A;

If you're interested I could do something like
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16724781/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16651391/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16427582/

these in return :3

Tagged by 0ops

RULES :
1. Pick a character you've created.
2. Fill in the questions/statements as if you were that character.
3. Tag at least four people to do this meme
4. Tell people that they been tagged with a link from your journal



Character picked: Altpocalypse :3

1. What is your name?
Apocrypha. But don't you dare call me that. It's Alty to you.

2. Do you know why you were named that?
It just came to me, I really don't know how or why but that's me and if you got a problem then square up.

3. Single or taken?
Single. I don't need anyone and I sure as hell don't want to be distracted by sex. I wouldn't mind someone by my side though to be 100% honest

4. Have any abilities or powers?
I'll fight anyone and win or lose, it's still pleasure to me

5. Stop being a Mary Sue!
Pfft, as if. Whoever this Mary bitch is WISHES she was me.

6. What's your eye color?
Yellow. The BEST color. obvi.

7. How about hair color?
HA FUCKING HA. FIGHT ME YOU PRICK.

8. Have you any family members?
Nope.

9. Oh? How about pets?
I take care of all the pigeons that wander down from the surface. A few of them that stick around get names. I'm particularly fond of little Tony, he's a real asshole but ever so cute :3

10. That's cool, I guess. Now tell me something you don't like.
I don't like people that think they can control other people.
And people who pussy out of a fight once they know they'll lose.

11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
Fighting, mostly. there's not much else for me to do. other than attempting to teach Tony tricks, of course (he never listens)


12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Absolutely. Although It should be mentioned that all my 'hurting' is completely consented to by all parties involved. Not only is fighting someone who doesn't want to boring, but it's kinda mean too, I guess.

13. Ever… killed anyone before?
Yeah.

14. What kind of animal are you?
I'm a monster. That's all that matters.

15. Name your worst habits.
Biting my nails, and getting too caught up in the deliciousness of a good loss to realize I'm just a little TOO injured.

16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
Those who are braver, and more morally sound than me. Those who can make a real difference.

17. Are you gay, straight, or bisexual?
Ace all the way. That's not to say I don't do romance though

18. Do you go to school?
Nope.

19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
Maybe, no kids though. It's too far fetched of a fantasy for someone like me to be honest.

20. Do you have fangirls/fanboys?
Nope. Unless pigeons count.

21. What are you most afraid of?
Losing what little I have.

22. What do you usually wear?
Cutoffs and short shorts, or nothing. Hey, I got a lot to show off, might as well not let it go to waste.

23. What's one food that tempts you?
Popsicles are my life.

24. Am I annoying you?
Not really.

25. Well, it's still not over!
M'kay

26. What class are you (low class, middle class, high class)?
Whatever class living in the sewers counts as, i guess.

27. How many friends do you have?
Not really any that stick around. Acquaintances sure, but no one I really 100% trust.

28. What are your thoughts on pie?
Pie is pretty dope.

30. Favorite drink?
Water

31. What's your favorite place?
On the surface, wherever there's nice clean air.

32. Are you interested in anyone~?
Not anyone I've met recently.

33. That was a stupid question.
Whatever you say, man.

34. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
I can't swim, so none of the above.

35. What's your type?
I dunno, scrappy?

36. Any fetishes?
Nope.

37. Seme or uke?
Excuse me?

38. Camping or indoors?
Whatever's good, i don't really mind where I'm at.

SHe had a big mat of fur under her ear that I found while brushing her so I cut it out (it wasn't brushing out so I had to) and since she's a little scared of scissors she wasn't too happy about it lol

The little knot is cut out now and she's hiding under my moms legs and whimpering like I shot her or something -sigh-

It was just ONE little knot that took three seconds to cut off that theres no way she could have felt it at all and she's making such a big stink about it, the little diva

She'll be over it in like three minutes, just watch :P