This account is only used for mature browsing of FA for

No need to watch, no need to thank for favorites, no more updates will occur here.

If you missed me, then go watch my other account. If you hated me, please back off.

My FA is getting out of control, no ones commenting anymore, and I'm hardly using it.

Crap.

I haven't even bothered to note my change back to Deinonychus.

I have disappeared from the internet. A lot has been going on, and maybe I'll make a journal later when I have a computer to do so, but for now, if you want to chat I'm on Google Talk AND ONLY GOOGLE TALK.


Add Arke.RXN@gmail.com, and tell me who you are. Or, comment here/note me and I'll add you when I get around to checking here again.

I suck at drawing, and have no ideas for writing.

I have ABSOLUTELY no money.

I have a shite netbook that I sit at all day long and apply at multitudes of places in the valley hoping to find work.

It's really getting to me. I could go play the mates PS3, but I can't put my focus into games like he does. After about an hour I'm burnt out.

I need something to do so I don't go insane looking for work. Anyone got any suggestions?

Someone please stream I have an interview in two hours I'm leaving for in one hour and I am DEVASTATED

Anyways, regarding submissions. When I woke up this morning I had 200 new submissions. Now I have 204. Nothing new has appeared, except for that "4"

Why is it doing this?

Well, I really don't hop them too much anymore. I think I've found plenty of awesome people so far. Occasionally, when I'm really bored and none of them are streaming, I hop around and try to meet new people.

Sure, getting free art is awesome, but I find when someone is livestreaming for requests, they are more interactive hosts, they actually talk and try to get to know you better, they enjoy your company, and respect you as you respect them. When someones just streaming games, or their own art all the time, they're more immersed in that and some I have found to be quite disrespectful.

So, why do I hop around livestreams? I need friends. I need outside opinions on things, I need people to talk to that make me feel better and make me forget whats going on around me.

I don't know if what I'm doing right now is the right thing or just another fuck up. It seems all I ever do is fuck up. He says its not, but I still feel it there. I think I'm making the wrong choice, again. I don't want to be used, and I don't want people to feel sorry for me. I want someone to love me...I want them to care that I'm here, and be here with me...

This is already getting off topic. Sorry.

I been busy kitty.

I miss watching you draw.

<3

What are you doing?

I noticed it doesn't involve running an art stream for me to sit around in n go all DERP KITTY DERPY

So, where da stream at yo.

I know I ask a lot, and I jump through streams trying to meet new people and I get new free arts and stuff, but I've noticed a common theme today.

Not getting commissions.

For those of you that see me often, you can expect to hear from me someday regarding paid art. Right now? I'm pretty sure I've explained it already but let's do it again.

Three months ago I was kicked out of my mothers home, I spent two months trying to make it at a friends before I was facing being kicked out of there as I couldn't find work. Seeing as no one else had a place for me, I was facing going homeless. Thankfully, my best friend from the furry community had decided to make the space in his small apartment and bring me 1400 miles away to live with him.

I currently sleep on a futon in a living room of a small apartment, as I hunt for work in a new town, and try my hardest not to spend the $6 in my wallet that's been there for two weeks now.

When I have a job, after I get a car (and maybe a little before then) I intend on buying art and tipping a few of the artists that help me the most right now, those that I feel deserve it.

Until then, you are offering free art and I am offering my character(s) for your practice, time consuming, what have you. Please don't get upset that I can't pay you now. I always post the art on G+ with a link to your FA attached and credit/thanks given. I do what I can to make it worth your time.

Thank you for reading ^.^

Now that my netbooks dead and none of you love me enough to start up a stream I guess I'll just go sit outside and stare at a mountain!

Y U NO STREAM PEOPLES I NEED A STREAM ;~;

_/rolls around n acts as cute as I possibly can/_

I wont even ask for art! I just wanna watch you draaaaw ;~;

I need company ;~;

I'm starting to think my new sona is pretty loved.

I've taken to livestream hopping, not just for arts, but to meet new people, and I'll tell you something, ITS WORKED AMAZINGLY.

Finally starting to spread my wings more in the furry community and get myself out there more, for those of you that take the time to actually draw me, THANK YOU <3 I have loved every picture so far.

For those that take the time to draw my mate or both of us together, I cannot even express my thanks. This is one of the most meaningful things to me right now. He's saved me from being homeless, and I'm trying to do everything I can to pay him back for it. Getting such lovely pictures of him as I fill out applications to get working again, it really means a lot. I can only hope he loves them as much as I do.

And those of you that take the time to read this, or to chat with me in art streams...Yer awesome <3

Mermade, one of my FAVORITE peopleses on FA, is holding a raffle! For a free, custom hat!

SO MUCH WIN YES WIN

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3763696/

Go, now, make silly jokes, do it.

Then look no further! Well, actually, you gotta look just a little bit further, but I'm gonna help you out with that!

 simmer is doing badge commissions! Just follow this link and get yourself an awesome badge~

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3716317/

A lot has happened recently really, got kicked out of my mothers house. Ended up moving back to my hometown Rochester with a friend who was kind enough to take me in. Stared being homeless in the face and was saved at the last second with a job...Left my mate, broke some hearts, found love again with someone I've known for a long time. Created drama after drama and sprinkled some drama on top of the drama to make a nice drama sundae with extra drama.

Thats all in the past.

Now I'm happily with my woof  MilesAeon and get to see him next weekend at his wedding ^.^

Changed my 'sona to reflect the changes in myself. I'm now Arke.RXN, which translates to Enlightened Reaction. I didn't know this when I chose the name, I swear.

The proper name is Arke Rexen. I'm a black lion with wings! Not a huge fan of flying, but I can't spread my wings if I don't have em!

My goal is to move on from my past. I'm no longer being held back. I have a job, I live in my own home in the wonderful city of Rochester, closeby to OU! I have a wonderful mate, a wonderful family, and great friends! I want to meet more furs and become active in this community again, so I'll be checking back here and keeping this page more updated lately ^.^

As I'm sure is clear, I'm trying to focus on the good things in life. I've been told it always gets better, so if I'm going on about how things are getting bad, just stand by me and I know I'll cheer up ^.^

I'll try and enjoy this site some more?

I dunno...

New icon! Hit F5 or whatever~

I'm also using it on Twitter.

Did it, and its just magical. I can't not smile when I see it, its my favorite icon yet. Funny how something so simple blows all of the heavily detailed work out of the water x3

It's a couple icon too,

The style was simply perfect for what I was looking for, one of the first times I interacted with on Twitter I RPed this situation xP

Huge thanks to <3

You should really check out this journal!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2617808/

Or just check out this, because you don't feel like reading the journal to find this link in it!
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/6301190/

Warkwark~

Wark wark warrrk wark warrkkk!!

I'm broke, so I can't help...but maybe you can, please? Good artist really needs some work here...

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2438797/

Any artist wanna do a MLP raptor?

Originally, I was going to change my 'sona to a Roc...but I was very hesitant to do so and found that it didn't work..

Then, while I was talking to yesterday, he turned me into lava. LAVA. I WAS COVERED IN LAVA. IT WAS SO GODDAMN HOT. SO MUCH LAVA.

Upon realizing he could turn me into things, he turned me into an raptor next. I was worried at first, but he gave me a hug and tried turning me back into eh husky...

It didn't work. I was too obsessed with how amazing I looked, my wonderful feathers and scales...I just look so beautiful...

So, I will be filling the following lineart in sometime in the next few days ~http://basiliskzero.deviantart.com/.....eart-130757810

I'm a completely feathered raptor, so that lineart is perfect for my sona...and so damn cute.

I'm not too disappoint with the wing I just drew.

The helm is nice too...simple though.

Now...talons.... ._.

The phantski is now Laizacra...Or Laizy...

I like him, so I'm keeping him as another character...but not my 'sona.


Expect a new picture in the coming days of my new 'sona. Hopefully I will stay with this one eh? It will also have phantom properties :3