Ever had one of those years were nothing goes right?
I can't seem to tell people things face to face so I'm going to try it here.

I'm forgetful, shy face to face.. or talking through IM's without the mask of RP to hide behind.

Contacting, or just talking, to someone else first before they talk to me is .. difficult.

I don't turn off IMs when I sleep or do things because I don't remember to change it back, it stays off or listed as offline for days, sometimes a week. I hate how text can carry messages that aren't there because the tone of words can be misread. x.x Especially when you are in a rush and don't put it down right.

It's especially fun when the person you do it with tends to blow small things out of proportion when he's under stress. So if one is under stress it's fun, but if both are under stress. It's war.

Ugh.. I'm rambling.. I think. The most fun is when the other person has been told.. several times that I do certain things BECAUSE I am forgetful, or shy, or well... depressed.

Shit, this is all I can get down, thank goodness for keyboard memory that doesn't require you to realyl see the keyboard.

Ever have one of those days where you don't feel anything but down? Nothing majorly negative happend but you just can't seem to find the smile inside of you. That type of day is just boggling as to why it exists.

Maybe it's the idea of giving up a dream for something more immediate and mundane because you know the dream is out of reach.

Anyone got some artistic talent extra they can send my way? Putting emotions into paper would be a good way for me to leech this stuff out of my system but my current level of ability is depressing enough.