Just posting this to let off steam don't read if you don't want to, feel free to pm me if you feel like you can have any input

These last few weeks have been somewhat stressful. I havent been as happy as I should be and I can't exactly pin point what's wrong. I feel as if m doing a lot of work for nothing.

I was just at megaplex, and Disney, and I did have a blast for the most part, but I still each day felt that bad depression sickness in my stomach for some reason.

My plan as of right now is to take a huge step back and restart life, changing locations, numbers, everything and I pretty much mean everything lol. I have my reasons but those are to be left unsaid on fa. I plan on moving to some place back in Florida next year once my lease is up here.

I really don't know what else to say, I just needed a place to vent as I can't ATM where I am.

Vent over, lol

Have floor space for megaplex, me and my mate have a nice room =). smoke free

If you need a room let me know

SO, it seems me and sparky are going to megaplex this year =D. We have later plans to do downtown disney if anyone wants to hang out then also.

We will be arriving the 28th of july at the airport, looking if anyone has car space to bring us to the hotel, if not we will take a bus their.

Also if anyone is in need of a room, we have plenty of floor space and room for someone. Just pm me or post here if you need a room.

Other then that, WHOS GOING TO MEGAPLEX AND WANTS TO HANG OUT? already have like....9 others i expect to hang out with, but theirs always room for more.

Also does anyone want to do downtown disney with us? we have spare room in that hotel also!

May 7th..new england revs vs colorado rapids..anyone else wanna go..so far 3 others going...anyone else? Party at my house after the game..6ish coming over..drinks..food..video games and movies..and fursuiting lol.

so yeah,  kiowolf made some pretty badass paws for me not to long ago id highly advise anyone looking for a good suit or suit pieces to go to him.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2223114/

is the link

again, thats  kiowolf..GO GO GO GO

Good news The husky found a good home. to a certain someone who messeged me (4th person was the closer one) so gratz to you girl! and sorry to all the others who didnt get her, i was looking for someone as close to me as possible cause i did want to visit her every now and then. luckly someone who is 18mins away got her!

id love to thank EVERYONE who helped me find a home for her, your all awsome people! my hat is off to you all <3

So I've been using my iPad 2 a lot lately and I really want to try this face time chat program on it to see how it works. Does anyone else have a iPad with face time or a Mac product that allows face time..if so let me know please! Maybe I'll fursuit and do it lol

Yup..for free =D Thank you work!

So i had a husky named Loki awhile back..i moved into a apartment and i had to give her up to someone i could trust. I gave her to a woman who said she would take good care of her, He's been there for 2 months now with 0 problems. But now, apparently my Husky growled at another dog because of a poodle playing around during dinner time. So she wants to put the dog down, which is down right dirty. So im taking my dog back for a short time till i can find a good HOME for her..i can not keep her for long, because im not allowed to in this apartment, and if push comes to shove, they will take her away and put her in a shelter which i dont want. She is my fav dog, always has been always will be.

She is a red/tan/brown/white husky female, about 1 year old now. She has been fixed..She LOVES to go for walks, loves snow, loves water. loves to fetch, and obeys any command pretty much. Very well behaved dog.

Please please give me a hand in finding a GOOD home for her.. I live in Mass, so anywhere in New england would be great, but if you arnt TO far from here, i WILL drive out to give you her. She is free, so long as your a good dog owner and can maybe update me how she is every now and then!

Even if you can take the dog, make a journal yourself linking back to this to help me find her a home

Contact me via msn, yahoo, FA, or my phone number (Ask me for it) i will provide pictures!

So im going to fwa..yah. But im atm looking for someone to pick me up at the atlanta airport the day i arrive to bring me to hotel...can pay if needed!..if anyone can help me with this let me know

also..when i registerd i never was sent a email confirming it..but i think it took the 40$ out of my account....should i be worried or what?. I tried to email the registration staff bit nothingback for about a week now..any ideas

Merry christmas to all my friends.

BUT Christmas is also my birthday, so happy birthday to myself cause i know everyone else will forget lol...except my mate xD

Hope its well for most of you.

So we just bought the new apartment on 3rd floor... Its got sooooooioio much space its huge. I need help moving things from old house to new house..any day is fine just let me know in advance to set atuff up. I will give pizza for those who help. Contact me on my yahoo or note me for my phone number

So i havent made a Journal in..Forever, so here is one...from multipule months

---October---

Nothing much happening here, went to a furmeet of Aurora's..Met  Dexraccoon hung out with him a bunch

Then came Fur Fright..knowing people i hated was here i wasnt sure about suiting at the con, but i did anyways..and i had a blast

Was rooming with anec and Chris and a few others, hung out with  Dexraccoon  SparkygShep a bunch

Was nice to see Nighteyes again, and also hang out more with  Skroy and  JD_Puppy

Thats all really for october

--November--

This was a shitty month, i did hang out a bunch with  Dexraccoon and what not, but on november 19th my grandpa died, due to doctors faults..was pissed..and sad..Thanksgiving was not the same, but the family is pushing on

Pretty boring month in all honesty

----December----

This month will be good i suppose, my great friend  Sparkygshep is coming up on the 17th to celebrate his and my birthday with cake and what not.

WILL BE GOING TO SEE TRON...HELL FUCKING YESSSSSSS

Also, i am moving (explained in another journal) im moving to holyoke mass, nice new house, starting the 22nd i believe, am looking for help to move so just let me know if you want

Christmas is coming up...along with my birthday, lets see how many people remember it.

---January---

Its a new year, a nice fresh start for my life..looking forward to this year, have a lot planned..Going to Netherland and England and Spain and Italy for some soccer!!

ALSO, My tiger  Russiantiger Is coming over from Moscow for a visit to hang out and spend some nice time together, look for some upcoming fursuit pictures with me and him very soon with his new suit =p

Other then that, HI ALL

This husky is looking to go to FF one last time before my big move. I currently have a room for saturday nightm but im now looking for friday night and sunday.

I am a fursuiter, clearly, ill be doing a lot of fursuiting out of room. im clean and friendly and playful. Im just looking for a room to crash for a few nights will pay whatever is needed.

If you have a roo or anything or know of someone who has a room i can use for those nights, then please hit me with a comment or a note for my phone mber or contact listings!

Helps the husky out

Go get your art work done by  dingoroo He's a great friend, and does AWSOME work.

Id recommend him 110% for your requests, go go go go go

Again, thats  Dingoroo

-Cheers!

I need a new Computer as my current laptop is turning into shit and the battery life is becoming less and less, gaming on it has become a drag so im looking for a new one but a desktop.

I was thinking of a AlienWare or a Mac, which should i get? or if you know of another thats good for gaming let me know so i can buy it, looking to spend around 1500$ or so with monthly payments so i can track it =d.

Post please

Mmk...Well..me and sparky went to see Alice in Wonderland in 3D, the movie was GREAT....BUT

Before the movie started we were sitting in our seats and these two girls were walking up to get their seats. One of the girls put her hand to my crouch and rubbed it a few times then looked at me and smiled, then walked away....

This is the 7th time this has happened to me in the past two years, but only twice was it my happy area lol.

WTF?

Sparky..was not happy...

So, Who's going to Megaplex 2010 this year????

My mate and i are going to be attending, im booking my room tomorrow night and registering now xD

Merry christmas to all, hope it was great.

Id like to also thank those who said happy birthday to me cause it is my birthday on christmas <3.

And also id like to thank my mate for making this the best christmas of my life <3. Would not want anyone else, he keeps me going ^^ *kisses*

So as some may know my birthday and christmas is coming up right around the corner =D. for those who dont know, i was born on christmas day, sadly which as a result ruined a lot of things for me...My mate, sparky..his birthday is December 16th..which isnt far from mine..SO...

We are planning on having a joint birthday party here at my house..with all the works...i have plenty of room for people to spend the night and all and it should be a blast xD..dates will be posted later when i get a better knowing from sparky..Anyone is welcome to come over aside from the given few who arnt lol.

Moving on to my christmas + Birthday wish list for this year..its as follows (not in any kind of order really lol):

-Xbox 360- I regret getting rid of mine =[
-A new radio system for my car- 2004 Saturn ion 3 =3
-lots of nice size plushies to cuddle with =3
- Maybe some art work done of me and friends/my mate or solo.
- maybe a badge =o
-a new body suit cause im not 100% happy with this one xD
-beenbag chair, large enough to fit two or more people on it =3
-cash
-the new COD game for PS3 xD
-A new desk
-New paws with paw pads and claws
-A harness for my fursuit, BLue (LOL)
- LFC hoodie (im a huge LFC fan) http://store.liverpoolfc.tv/product.....oody/pid-28159
-maybe..some toys *wistles* lol
-Something nice and thoughtfull that i can think of yet LOL

there you go *wags*

I watched a few game play videos and i think im gunna pick up Assassins Creed tonight after work and give it a try, if i like it i might buy the second one november 17th =3.

Any thoughts on the game?

Halloween Was a blast up here in Maine..Spent some time with my mate and spent some time suiting around getting candy! Again i met silvermane, belic bear, Runtt, Anec, Rain, Gizmo, Brunbera, Fire..and a lot of others xD...did not get sleep till after 4am.

Before all of this i met wup with K2 in salem..she told us a little bit about the place and what to do..She's pretty nice, wouldnt mind hanging out again.

Thats all. =d, as you can tell by my pictures it was fun

Yah its October, which means its also halloween!

I have a list of plans i want to do for this month and i think ill mention them cause im bored.

First off i do have to wrok a shit load, wont be attending Furfright, but then again i didnt want to anyways.

After working, i do plan on going to visit my mate for a weekend or so to spend some nice "alone time" with him *evil grin* and some fun fursuiting, where we both have plans.

My mate and i plan on going to and paw's fursuit walk meet in salem mass for some good old fursuiting in the town of salem..im pretty pumped for this so i hope it will be a good turnout!

On halloween if the weather is good i will be up in maine fursuiting outside a bit and maybe even try fursuiting at the mall and see how that works.

Thats all i can think of now

Ill now be back to posting pictures of me in fursuit, thank god

A note to all the furrys i am mated to and he is the love of my life and is the only person who can do stuff with me, as we are in a closed relationship and that wont change.

These pictures are just me being fun and have no meaning of me wanting to ACTUALLY do anything with you...im just being playful

With that being said i hope i have put my mate's bad thoughts to rest and gained his trust, cause i do love him <3

Yes i do, always and forever <3. we do the naughty good.


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