This is my 1st journal writing but.. I used to really afraid to share of my odd interest on things like headless male (especially preference on muscular/bara body) and my taste are very specific on those ^^|| , but when I see a lot of modular furs I felt very relieved that I feel safe here and can let it out because it feels abit trapped to keep it inside for almost 20 years. But not once to tell my hidden interest to anyone until now.. the reason I kept it hidden because my brothers made fun of it and called me crazy/psycho. So I was stunned abit, I was 10 that time so I hid it and never told anyone my hidden secrets.. but ugh... I was confused and don't know why I'm into such things... It feels tormenting at times but I thank you some of you guys for making me feeling relieved, I know it's not much but a little interactions and posts already made me feel safe... So I hope you all understand and accept who I am... ^v-v^.... A "crazy" derg with odd interest.. ranting out for nothing... Hah ha ^^||