Last Friday one of my best friends died and I am not coping well since his death. Not long ago I also lost another friend. She was murdered. My best friend died from a seizure.

I am trying but I do not feel like I can carry on as normal at the moment. Please bear with me as things are tougher than usual at the moment for me.

Im really pleased to announce I am finally open for commissions for Onesie badges for halloween.


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14596113/


I have uploaded a few examples and will add more as they get commissioned but these are not very expensive and I will post them out worldwide!

Please send me a note if you would like one! I will need your reference sheet and will accept paypal.

I will mostly be posting them out though unless you live near me or plan to attend the Norwicg fur meet or London MCM expo in October 2014.


Thank you for reading ♡ please share with anyone you may know who is interested ^^

Template is my own design so please do not use or copy without permission.
Primrose also belongs to me and may not be used without permission.
All other characters belong to their owners.

I'm helping a local comic called Reynard City and will be starting a Reynard City FA to share their work and advertise the competitions etc

Please check out www.reynardcity.com amd watch this space.:)

Black rubber puppy mask for sale, unknown maker.

Would prefer not to upload pictures but email them or pm them instead.

It laces up at the back.

Looking for £60 o.n.o and can bring to London Fur Meet next week if need be!

I have some fur for sale!

First I have this:

http://www.ebay.co.u...0424719655?var= 

It measures 3m one side,2.3m the other and I have an extra piece that is 75cm x56cm

Was £40/metre now £36 but selling £50 the lot inc postage

I am also selling this:

http://www.ebay.co.u...0701678045?var= 

I have 6 metres available (left over from a fashion project)

Will sell for £20/meter or £100 for all 6 metres.

Happy to deliver locally (East Anglia/Norwich) or bring to next weekends LFM.

Having a huge clear out so will add more soon! 

Borrowed from  Distracted


1. Do you sleep in your bra?
Nope never

2. Do you sleep with socks on?
Mostly,they make me feel much warmer!

3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
With someone,I like a snuggle in the morning and night

4. Do you enjoy drama?
No,never

5. Are you a girly-girl?
No way but do love wearing the occasional dress.

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
My mum.

8. Are you short?
Yep, 5' 2"

9. Do you like somebody?
Oh yes

10. Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
Nope

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Nope only if they smell

12. Do you think you're alone sometimes?
Always. I feel lonely in a room full of people.

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Usually ^^

14. Are you double jointed?
No but surprisingly flexible.

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
On a desk when I was supposed to be working.

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
Probably - I lose track ^^

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
There was recently and it was a lie from cosplayers. Now looks like I need to say goodbye to two old friends :(

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Rarely

19. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?
So so many who wont admit it ;p

20. Check those that apply:
[X] I do wear make up.
[X] I have cried in a movie theater.
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[X]] I like techno.
[ ] I like country.
[ ] I carry a purse.
[X] I'd be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[X] I get bored watching football.
[X] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[ ] Guys are confusing.

21. What color is your bra that your wearing?
Not wearing one atm but it was black.

22. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys/girls?
Dark haired generally

23. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
A man or two yes

24. What's one thing guys can do to make you like them?
Make me laugh and look into my eyes when talking to me

25. Do you have a best friend?
No. I lost him and he's not bothered to try fix things so I guess he doesnt care about me.

26. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Far too often its left me with stupid emotional scars

27. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
Never

28. Do you like your life?
Mostly

29. WHERE [strike]DID[/strike] DO YOU GO?
Thetford o.o

30. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boy/girlfriend from you?
Yes

31. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Not yet

32. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
I get on with guys better than girls. Too many girls are nasty and spiteful.

33. How long have you had a Facebook?
Too long

34. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Yep

35. What are your biggest fear?
Ants and being alone.

36. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Too often.

37. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Oh yes

38. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater?"
People can change but it's hard.

39. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Think we all have o.o

40. Do you ever wish you were famous?
I'd rather be rich than famous. Fame brings drama and bs.

41. Are you currently missing someone?
Yep

42. Cowboy or Gangster?
Yehaw

43. Preppy or Punk?
Punk

44. Face or Body?
Butt

45. Good cook or take you out a lot?
Either

46. Sweet or sexy?
Sweet can be sexy

47. Armani or Abercrombie?
I prefer charoty shop chick

48. Contacts or glasses?
Glasses

49. Have you ever had sex in RL?
Yup

50. Have you ever thought you'd marry someone you dated?
Sadly yes. Sadly cause it'll never happen :'(

Now Im sad...

THANK YOU ALL FOR WATCHING!

Will be doing a lil thank you comp soon if you're interested - watch this space x

Ive noticed Primrose is getting quite a few comments now Im commissioning art. She is my own design and some love her (and send me lovely messages) while others think the hybrid is a joke o.0

She has been developed over a year and at first looked more masculine and like a Styrachiosaurus (my nephew, 4 years old at the time, corrected me accordingly!) but I am finally happy how she looks.

If you think she's a joke, she's not. She is a part of me. Please respect that. Don't like her then please move on but the majority have said wonderful things about her. Thank you very much for all your support.

Your kind words keep me going ♡

Have a great Sunday ^^

Arky

Had an amazing weekend but today Ive felt very sore and sick :( spent today struggling to stay awake and in a lot of pain but c'est la vie. Not much I can do about it, just take it easy. Someone wondered if I was pregnant :/ no I am not. Kinda insulted by that but its more likely my arthritis, a bug or heat stroke or all three.

Just gonna rest up and hope I feel better. Then I can get on with work again :)

Paws crossed this is just a blip.

Keep well everyone x

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13673892/

PookieFX did this beautiful commission for me:

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12622904/

Please help as I would hate Pookiefx to become homeless :( if you cannot help personally please promote to others in a journal

Thank you x

Anyone want a cute oversized plushie pvc dog collar? Making some tonight as a test and if they work I'll be selling them! Bought some yummy pvc to try make them today! May also do oversized tags if this works well!

Keep yer paws crossed for me!

If you could help me at all? Could you measure your neck WHILE wearing your fursuit head for me please? Anyone that does will be put into a raffle to get something for free ^^

Cms or inches are fine and either post below or note me!

Thanks so much!

That's pretty much it! Can ask via pm or on here but not shy about anything :)

Stolen from  awzee and  deathdarky

[x] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food (sometimes..)
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[x] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection 
[x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 6

[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car. 
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with 
Total: 6

[x] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ ] you enjoy scaring birds
[x] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[x] you bite people if they annoy you (once did it to a chav who nicked my bag!)
[ ] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink (♡ milk)
Total: 4

[x]you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it (I actually own a lot of collars ^^;)
[x] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[x] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[x] you meow/bark when you see something you want 
Total: 5

[x] you call your hands and feet "paws" 
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 5 


[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often (I purr and growl a lot too)
[x] you hide when you get scared
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot 
[x] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 6

[x] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to your self as an animal
[x] your username has something to do with animals
[x] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 6

[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers 
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good 
[x] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water 
Total: 6

Final total: 44



Take your score and multiply it by 2
Put your title as "I'm _% Furry"

I've started to realise my place in things is insignificant. If I'd have mattered, people would make the effort. Apparently a few laughs can replace me. A click can ignore me.

Friendship with me takes but effort. Make a little and you'll be my closest. Make a bit more and you'l be my dearest. It takes effort to win me back.

If I'm not worth the effort then I am insignificant. Im happiest knowing my place in this.

Moving on is easier knowing I'm insignificant.

Looking back on it, despite losing my best friend, there were some wonderful moments:

- drinking and dancing with  Fox_cub1993
- Mylos advice
- late night chat and laugh with  TheOutlawWolf and illustrating sexy time for the injured
- drinking and hugs with Laze, Darkie, Sneeze and *shlurp*Oz
- hugs and chats with  TheLupineOne
- balloons from Ed Wolf
- Hell Badger and Kio not messaging me. Ever :p
- Knees bent, arms stretched, ra ra ra ;)
- helping Silver win an auction item
- pizza with Fox Cub
- wearing my new suit
- making other new friends
- dancing like a twat to Ive Got A Brand New Combine Harvester
- hugs and chats with Tarkan
- fixing Spyro for Feral
- Hilton bar staff trying on Arky and another head of mine
- discovering Yagerbombs
- Jingo Juice
- meeting a furry called Jake from Sweden
- chatting with Seth
- karaoke
- being furry and proud
- Craftez being awesome

And probably much more ^^

Thanks for all the kind messages recently as losing my friend has hurt me badly but knowing so many of you care for me really helps. I don't feel so lonely now x

Imma sad critter cause I lost my badges and need some new ones. If you're willing to help me out, please give me a shout and prices or if you're up for a trade even better :) get paid Thursday next week so can send any monies then but Primrose needs badges now her suit has been made :) any help appreciated thanks x

Well it's the last proper day and in honesty I wish it was my last day here. Ive spent more time alone than ever - yes Ive made a few new friends and spent some time with old friends but what I planned this to be and how its turned out are completely different. I was so looking forward to this but its opened my eyes to a lot and sadly it's not for me I think.

If I did it again Id get a single room too and come alone cause at least Id know I'll be on my own then. Sponsorship option was the best thing so far and the idea of a tricerafox has gotten some great comments. The dances are good and the staff are friendly. Yes Ive had a few laughs but I guess I expected a different event to what I got. And what I got was a typical convention where I ended up alone a lot. No I dont expect people to spend time with me but I do expect a little thought. Maybe my expectations are too high. Roll on Wednesday cause I cant wait to get into my own bed. I really hope something better happens today *crosses paws*

All Ive done is work pretty much so far. That and get disappointed in people. So far Ive spent most of it in my room and staying there would be a better option currently. Need to have fun today but currently just want to go home :(

She is 1 year old today ♡ Primrose is a critter made out of love - love for life and all things fun!
I came off some evil medication a while ago that altered my mind and the way I would think. I was a completely different person and the medication made me suicidal. Id cry for hours and days on end for no reason.

One day I realised what it was doing to me so came off it. I then wondered if other drugs had a similar effect so looked into them and one had caused similar problems too. As my mind became clear,Primrose was born. Ok she looked very different but my true fursona had started to emerge.


And I couldnt be happier.

Thank you to all the wonderful friends Ive made through the fandom and heres to many years more being a "vulpine derposaurus"!

...I realised Primrose looks like the yiffy offspring of Fox McCloud and Prince Tricky.


...dammit...

Stolen from  MysticalSynergy

Where are you staying?
Main con hotel :)

What day are you getting there?
About 1pm on Thursday 23nd

Who will you be with?
 Fox_cub1993 and possibly Mylo

Do you do free art or trades?
I do ^^

Do you do commissions/badges?
Oh yes

Do you have prints/CDs?
Soon...

Do you have art in the art show?
Not this time.

What suit will you have with you?
Arkyfox and Noodle partials and paws crossed Primrose will be ready! Also bringing a partial for :icoysticalSynergy: and wings for Outlaww

Can I dance with you?
Only always!

What is your gender?
Female fuzzbutt

How old are you?
33

How tall are you?
5'2" I think

Are you mated? In a relationship?
I am in a relationship. He isn't a furry but I am also his pet ^^

Can I talk to you?
Oh yes ^^

Can I hug you?
Please do!

Can I take photos of you/with you?
Good with me ^^

Can I buy you lots of drinks?
I wont object!!

Do you drink Alcohol/Smoke?
Do like to drink but never smoked

Can I give you lots of money?
If you want a commission ok. Will also offer emergency repairs at CFz

Can we hang out?
Yes please

Are you nice?
As long as you are,I am!

Where will you be most of the time during the con?
Not sure but around ^^

Other cons you may go to?
London expo October

Who are you rooming with?
 MysticalSynergy

Attending any events?
Paws crossed! Fur-E-Oke sounds fun.especially!

How can I find you at the con?
Lool for a dinofox!

Are you doing anything regarding the Theme?
Packing a space helmet and pew pew spacey lazer gun ^^

Primrose is now being made. Her fur arrives today :D her glow in the dark horns arrived Tuesday ^^

As Primrose develops I feel I ought to give her a profile of her own here as she is getting more well known. I'm also looking for art of her too more and more. If anyone is interested in drawing her please do but let me know ^^

Paws crossed she is ready for Confuzzled :D

I am on the verge of saying bollocks to commissions completely. But especially to certain commissioners.

STOP MESSAGING ME AT STUPID TIMES AND WAKING ME UP!
STOP MESSAGING ME AND EXPECTING AN INSTANT REPLY
I WILL UPDATE YOU WHEN THERE IS SOMETHING TO UPDATE

I am currently upto my eyes in work for Confuzzled and I can either chat or get the work done.

Any more harrassment and I won't do the commission. I update when there is something to update. I am very very busy and waking me up is not helpful.

Also send me a note, not a Facebook message. Its my personal Facebook for friends, not your personal commission line.

I am having a break from Facebook so I can focus of stuff for Confuzzled so please respect that or I will refuse/conclude commissions before they are done. Thid is not aimed at one person so dont take it to heart but until the 28th May, I need to ficus on work sorry.

And no need to reply, I wont have time to read this except in toilet breaks.



Thank you. Good night and see you at Confuzzled.

This week has been really busy so I'm sorry if I've failed to reply to people who messaged me here. Also emails have not been sending from my gmail so now using an old email if you need me.

I'm moving house currently which takes up 75% of my time.

10% is on commissions.

5% on my health.

5% with my partner (when I see him I make/design commissions)

5% on me. Usually thats midnight til 3am and the odd five minutes occasionally.

I am really trying hard and have commissioned a number of people with no issue. Most recent ones are with  Kabier ,  Dibs and others.

I don't intentionally mess people around but life is non stop currently.

And all I can do is apologise :( once the house is empty, I will have my life back.

Then I'm all yours. And Phils. See you soon x

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5582622/