greetings dear readers who have been visiting me even when I am not here anymore. However, I could see some are still interested in keeping contact with the dillo. So please all the people of this kind, I thank a lot for your appreciation, and I invite you gently to join me in my new account

 armiandillo

I wish the best for everyone, and btw, I also changed emails and other accounts, so if you still want to keep in contact via messenger and so, please let me know.


I wish the best for everyone.

Greetings dear people from FA

I express my best wishes for everyone an hoping you are doing fine in everything now.

I just wanted o stop by once more to say thank especially to the sweet people who have been lose to me lately sharing some cheering up despite I feel quite depressed lately. The reasons... I have many, but despite we have the right to feel down as we are humans, I want this to end, and it is necessary to do some things that can be drastic in a way. I noticed I have been turning too heavy even for the people I used to have vey close to me, and now it is a fact that almost nobody seems to pay attention to what I say or so. Anyway, I feel I shouldn't complain. I feel less and less a part of this place as I don't see people really enjoy my company excepting some exceptions who have my thanks and my care as a humble detail from myself.

My sickness is going up and down. I started coughing blood again, but then thanks God it goes away for a while. Just fighting against it and hoping in God it doesn't turn into something worse.

Abou my last art, just sharing som metaphores of everythin I am saying now. Feeling a bit sad people seem to love mostly my paw art here. it may be nice and so, ut just to feel that all the time i making the enjoy I have for it die slowly. Paws maybe started not being so funny anymore. Anyway, I think there i nothin better than enjoying them with peopl who really seem to enjoy not only them but also everything o the guy behind them. Maybe that's too much, but thank or the ones who share some of that with no need to be asked. <3

Sorry to veryon if I am kind of conflictive all the time. I think because even having friends is new for me, and I dream to make very deep ones who becom what I call "brothers". Something I honestly never had. It is just another dream who is dying with the step of the time.

What may be awaiting for us ahead? Only the Light knows, and you know what I mean. However, whatever that has to be, I hope alway we all can be ready to face it and to be beaten and still to go ahead until it is the time to say good bye to this world.

Always a pleasure dear people. God bless you a lot. *waves*

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3555018/


There is always something new to think about and to learn about life and also about ourselves in order to find the happiness, but of course something we cannot do alone if what we try is to find something eternal and unbreakable. God is the real help for everyone who trusts and allows him to make a change inside life. I still need to allow many things to him inside me, and one of the reasons I will always say I apologize for all the mess I sometimes make. I know I make it. I hope thi wonderful message can reach to many others more and to give some heope an peace as it is doing to me now.

God bless everyone <3

Greetings dear people.

First of all I would like to say thanks for the preference, especially for the faves ad comments. It has vbeen a hard decision, but after thinking about it so much, there are two ideas who gaied the name of "really inspiring and charming". I am not saying the other ones are not btw =3, but these others outstood with the heart given in each word and description.

congratulations to  cavewolfunit00 ith his ideaabout hugging a baby fur <3

The second winner will be a mistery until further notice.

Thanks a lot for all and my best wishes for everyone.

I am offering a free pic slot for the most charming and inspirating iudea you want to share in honour of the wonderful generosity and kindfness of people who have been sharing some of themselves with me while feeeling really down last days because of my sickness. I may close the offer soon, so I am making the invitation again for all those who didn't know aboyuut this yet.

Please access to that link and don't comment here.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:26831290

Thanks for the comprehension. Best wishes

Greetings dear people.

I would like to say I am so thankful with all the people who have been sharing their feelings to me lately during this hard time of sickness and stress. Therefore, I want to share a humble way to say thanks by offering something I can do thanks God a little bit quickly. I am offering once again one or two free pic slots for the most inspirating andcharming ideas I can hear. Please feel free to post and I ask you gently to give all necessary details please, including good descriptions and reference pics. My best wishes for everyone and God bless you a lot.

Slot :_____________:

Greetings dear people.

Just wanted to share some news around. Some of them good and others not so good sadly.

Thanks God I started to stop coughing blood despite the cough remains. The storm is getting away thanks God and also for the prayers of many who shared their heart . Thanks to you a lot too. I really wish the best for you in God.

However, despite I feel better with the slow recovery, I feel really sad because things here are starting to get again really sad because Ipeople I loved and had very close to me resuylted being offfended with no apparent reason, and now they showed their actions against myself willing to remove me from their lives. I feel sad and I wonder why people do this to me. If I did something wrong, I wish I could know what is goping on cause I always want that everyone who stays with me can feel a lot of love. Anyway, lately some I had the hope this could be really long now stabb me and hurt me inside alike many mean people did in the past reminding me very bad things from my beginnings.

Why? D= why again this situation? am I such a bad person really? Things like this really killl many good feelings about being friendly and nice with strangers, but I don't consider that fair either. If that's what they want, I am not going to beg anything cause I don't have why. I always had them in my heart but I am not going just to be the toy of anyone.

Please forgive me for the last thing cause I feel really sad and hurt because of this situation. I really pretend not to stick to friends anymore cause I don't want to feel hurt like this anymore. I am tired of loving and then to feel the kick behind.

Best wishes for everyone and ponce again,. thanks a lot for the comments and best wishes while being terribly sick. God bless you a lot.

Not much time to talk, but wanted to thank everyone who shared a cheering up word for me in thi very hard time. I wish I could say exactly what I got, but I don't feel so with it. Anyway, I will say I am coughin lots of blood almost all the time. Thanks God, sometimes it reduces, but then it i back and each cough is an agony while coming mixe with a changing fever and other things. I may not be on for much since now until I get better I hope. Anyway, just trying to b a bit around and to say hi and hoping everyone is ok. God bless you all.

I just want to be short this time.

first of all, thanks a lot for the support and the preference you have been giving to me all this time. I really feel thankful and I hope everyone has enjoyed a ot with everything I posted.

however, I need to report I cannot hide the fact my sicknesses are turning really worse, and I may have to be away from FA in the following days. Nothing for sure, but in case it happens, I want to make sure I could share this message.

many times we love, but it is a fact we need to assimilate that not always will be corresponded the way we wish. I think many people, not only me come to this site looking for people who they could feel safe and linked with. However, experience can be quite severe and so, even more helped by our own weaknesses, a result of a life or social rejection and so. Should anyone understand this in people?. many also call this drama and so. With all respect, I wish those people never live what others lived. Many times I feel like aboy in the middle of a crowded street where everyone goes here and there, but only any entertaining thing is what makes at least that distant group to have an eye and so... but only for a while...bleh

I think all of this at the end has something good and something bad. When I was younger, I used to give my heart to the first person that could be sweet to me, but how to do that no again? Stupid but something i miss.

I don't want to fill this with negative things though. I just want to say once again thanks a lot for all the preference and support you have been sharing to me. For me it means a lot, and it is something I will never forget in case I cannot be back anymore. I really hope everyone is in a better situation now, and always oping everyone is having someone who makes him/her feel life is something to fight for.

I apologize to everyone if i had aggraviated in any point. By heart, to hurt someone is something I never want to happen because I know how it feels, and with lots of frequency.

If i can be back, for the moment, I will be in contact with the only people who have been really close to me and made me feel really missed and so... at least until I get better or something else.

thanks for all dear people and please have mnyt best wishes and love forever.

NOTE: Not officially leaving FA, just announcing a possible farewell in case something happens to me in the folowing days about my health.

Thanks a lot for both. My vbets wishes for everyone <3 =3 *hugs*

and well, i think every day despite how good or bad is it. However, I just wanted to shar today I turned 24 years old, and I wanna thank God first for the blessing of bein one more year in this woorld to share all the best that we can wih everyone who wants to stay close. Thanks so mch for all the good and the bad ex experiences because at the end, all of them take us o something good if we know how to se them. I feel really old now. I honestly didn't feel like that when I turned 23. Anyway, there itis, and now there is a lot of things to do still.

Thanks for the early best wishes from some very sweet people I have close, and alo thanks or any other detail in case it happens. Time to thin ka lot about everything in our life. The good things we should be happy and thankful for and alo the bad ones we need to learn them from, and also to overcome.

I wish some people I always had close to my heart were here with me now, but wherever they are, I also wish the bet or them and for everyone in general .

God bless you a lot and hoping everyone have a wonderful day. *hugs*


EDIT: somethin important to think about <3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3493033/

Those we really dare to call ourselves part of the family of God need a lot to remember we need to learn a lot from him and also to change many things hat still remain inside us as our weaknesses. We are humans, and w have good and bad things, but the diference in being with God is tht we want to look for the best, not only for this life, also for the other... but everything in base of the supreme love nobody i worthy of, but all of us can receive it from God if we allow it to come *hugs*

I amnot the bet person to share this mesage, but the message i the best to be shared for all of us. Thank for reading, and I hope all ofus who are also feling down due to many thing can always fin the hope and the peace in God for everything tht may let us down <3

I honestly don't like them. I prefer the sustem we used to have.

Greetings dear people. i have to say only three people showed their interest this time. Thanks a lot for your prefereence, and i have to point that the ideas this time were really but really charming. It was a difficult choice, ut at the end, Iam so pleased to announce the winner of this contest for the most charming idea is ....

 that, and a friend helping another up in the middle of the chaos in the ruins of what used oto be a city.

My best wishes for everyone, and best luck for next ocassion. Special thanks to the other two ones for their interest.  kingkangaroo and  swisswolf

Greetings dear people from FA.

I just wanted to stop by to say hi and to share some stuff with everyone in general.

To start, I want to thank a lot the people who has been really close to this dillo during the last days because they have been quite dark and saddening due to many reasons I prefer not to talk about. Things are bit hard over here though, but thanks God still standing to be able to do something to solve those problems some way.

Well. My birthday is coming , and I reall thought a lot about making something special, but unfortunately my mind is in white this time. I don't really know what to do. Anyway, i think it is not so important after all. Still dealing with the problems i am not paid yet. Almost three months, andsurviving with other businesses that demand too much and they don't pay as they really should. Needs don't have patience like the people who are supposed to retribute our work.

having all of that a bit apart foor a while, I decided to make some things to enjoy around here. Once again... just that little indifference thing that bothers me a lot lately, despite I think it shouldn't really. Anyway, I am so happy when people pay attention to the stuff I post which is not related to a pleasure stuff like my paw art. It is so nice people love that art of mine, but really sad when it is the only thing they pay attention. As a consequence, I am already moving my pieces of the chess match according to the things I see. I think it is the best so there is nothing really to be worried about.

I posted yesterday a contest invitation by this link http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3480355/, and I could notice not many are interested these days in getting a free pic. What to do? X3

Well. maybe there are many things I would like to talk about, but for the moment, I will save everything else just for myself. Thanks a lot for having read, and please everyone receive my best wishes and regards. god bless you a lot and hoping everyone is ok. Srry if I had aggraviated anyone.

Greetings dea people. In honour of a wonderful person for me, whose name will be my treasure, I am offering a chance to have a free pic for the most motivating and inspiring idea that anyone could share. Everyone is invited to post an idea. it is necessary everyone give all the possible details and references. Well. This is all for the moment. Thanks for the preference, and God bless yu a lot.

Winner slot :___________:


The contest will end when I post the winner idea

I heard about this some days ago, and I think it is a wonderful idea.

This special day, I just want everyone to receive my greetings and best wishes. All of us from good or bad, but we come from a small circle that was there when we came to this world and then waswith us in our growth. those who may have been really hard sometimes, but at the end just doi their best to love and to keep us safe. Those we need to fight for cause when everyone else decides to show a back, they will show their arms in an open hug.

I think the family is one of the most important things in the world. If we don't have one, goodthing is to make one. I had that hope here, but wach day sadly I lose it because of many things I wish they could besome way, butI know really well now they will never be. However, may thatdoesn't stop the great ideal of love.

This day, let'sgo to someone we have close and let's share him/her a hug. The more people the better always they really never think twice to dothe same. That's family. Thanks God for it. <3

God bless everyone and happy family day <3

Greetings dear people

Just wanted to step by and to say hi as well as I share some important news around.

The operations over the new yahoo account started, but sadly most of the contacts are not allowed according to the system because they use MSN. Fr me that's stupid, older versions didn't have troubles with it. I am dong everything possible to change that situation and hoping to see all th people that really wanted to stay close in this hard time just to enjoy some more time together. In ase the problem persists, I wouldn't love to have to be back to my old account. If that happens, I will just have to remove and block all the contacts I once added with so much hopw and love to make somthing nice an cute, ut ti will never happen.

It is curious to see that making a ittle sep by to think a bit about how things have been going last week, I just noiced I almost die twice, and didn't really pay attention to it. The first one was on the street near a public protest. Something exploted over me and some other people and lots of thick and big pieces of glass fell down above us. A really big one crossed a way near my face and everyone here was scared ... The other ne was about my nephew accidental fall out of the bed. Hestarted crying really hard and we just woke up quickly to run and to save him, and then a heart attack came to me because I am a bit sensitive about it.... Thanks God I am a bit better, but reliving those moments again just brought many things to me to think about.

In general still feeling sad for not having things as I wish. many things result the contrary of what I fight for. Many times just feeling everything around lacks of sense again and also feeling I bother even people i care the most again.... I really want to get over ths at once... At least something that really inspires me a bit is the fact tomorrow was declared the In ternational Day od the Family. It could be great to make something in honour of it. My birthday is also soon. I just wish I could feel so motivated. Something funny and sad at the same time. I am about to be twenty-four, and I feel already old. Sometimes i wish I could be 23 forever... but the matters of life ... why to deny them?

I may be talking seriously to people I added to my new account if it doesn't work. I just want to say thanks to al the people who really howed me a warm interest to keep in contact. I apologze if some of these days, I have been looking rough or indifferent. I am just feeling down, but I don't want anyone feel like that due to me.


My best wishes for everyne and hopi8ng everyone is in a better situation. Hugs and waves for everyone.

... my yahoo account with all the contacts I have there due to safety reasons among other things. I suffered recently a kind of hacking attack. The problem persists, so I don't have option to do this and to have done a public invitation to all the really interested people to keep in contact with the dillo.

I have to admit I committed a terrible mistake since I created it too. That mistake was to try to make many friends while adding their emails to mine with the hope we could have a nice time and so on. Unfortunately for me, reality was really different to what I was dreaming for... and honestly, most of the contacts I have i my yahoo account don't really have interest to even say hi, what makes me sad.

Well. I think I don't have an option. I( really want to make a changte to have things better than before. I really didn't want to do this. I don't want to do this... but really hoping this takes to good things.

I thank a lot to th people that showed their nice welcoming and interest to remain in contact. I sent them my email and my invitation to be part still of this little circle I am building of friendship or at least just a nice things among furries. I just feel a bit sad that many of the ones I would really love to have close don't have the intention to correspond that feeling.... There is nothing to do abnout it, and just one case of somebody who used to be so secial for this dillo, but unfortuntely was showed for him it is not the same anymore. Others took his place... and despite the fact I really would love to be still with this person , I feel reaslly sad for that action that I prefer to keep away ....my apologies for him/them

Once agai I feel I am talking too much. Well, in simple words thanks for the interest, and I really wish the best for everyone. nothing else to say. Starting new account since tomorrow.

Greetings people. I just wanted to say hi an to say something important please.

I decide to close my yahoo acount under the feeling it is being hacked some way. I dont want to give more details about that, and I already created a new acount where I want to restart my activities.

Thus, I am just making an invitation to everyon that really wants to keep in contact with the dillo cause for the moment, I wish I could add many by myself, but that was also a mistake of mine in my old account. I just got to see many people who don't really want to talk, and that makes me sad cause I used to be widely willing to be friendly and so, but I will just pay attention now more carefully.

Once again, if someone realy wants to be in contact with the dillo. just note me or comment here.

Well. Thanks for reading, and best wishes.

greetings dear people. I just want to say thanks for the preference and the comments that all nice people leave asa proof of interest and sometimes something else.

Well. Winter seems to have delayed a bit here, but the weather itself is getting too crazy lately, as we had really cold days this week, but suddenly they turned too hot again.

About those recent news from rl, I had my documents, my wallet and my USB with my art and more other documents stolen. I am maybe quitting one of my jobs on Monday because the payment is really low related to the efforts one is supposed to do while others who don't do almost nothing important receive better incomes in the same place. many other things but keeping them for myself better.

it is happening again, that isolation thing... when one feels like a bug even for the ones I care the most. I may wish I could say many things, but I don't see there is sense on it this time. I just wanted to share this to take it out from myself. I also found out some people I had close to me decided to remove me from their lives. it is sad to feel like that after I valued them a lot, but what to do? Decisions are decisions, and I thank good moments despite I feel really sd just to know about them again. God bless everyone. That's all I will say.

There are some important things I will be announcing soon, but they will be soon, not right now. Thanks for reading and god bless you a lot.

The winner is  unknownwinner. I prefer to leave it as a surprise because of the nice but sadly short referenced ideas I received. Thanks a lot for the preference, and I may be bringing a or some new submissions soon.

When I finish this work, I have something important I want to share with everyone.