To anyone following my page here, I am sorry for the long absence. I make no promises for when I'll be posting again but it's quite a bit of content, including not only art but also stories. Here's to hoping life is on the up and up.

So I am in another place now due to the recent death of my grandfather. Unfortunately where I am now has deplorable net service and cell phone service for that matter. I have drawn quite a bit and I'm trying to write but due to technical problems not being solved by my net provider, the upload speed of anything is literally almost at a standstill. This is for the foreseeable future until I can get someone else out here in the middle of nowhere to provide net access that is reliable, and faster than AOL on a landline back in the 90's being run on a PC using Windows Vista. As soon as I can, I will post new characters including an aeromorph, a bear, fox, and a few other bits of art as well. Feel free to note me after they are posted if you wish to RP or something with them.

Thanks to the encouragement of some friends, I will continue to make art and try to be active in the fandom. I am skeptical but as long as I still have even a miniscule audience who enjoys my work, I guess it'll do. Looking at potential art colabs with lesser known artists, stories, and new art by yours truly. I don't mean to be full of drama but sometimes.... Sometimes you just get hurt real bad and you can't help but scream. On the upside, I'm looking for new furry pals to talk to, cause since October I lost most of mine to a series of unfortunate events from death to finding a new moral compass.

So a little disaster happened... It just added onto the stress of inter-family struggles and all... Someone managed to bypass my antivirus software and install spyware of some sort onto my phone a short while back. I believe it has been handled, and new devices on the way should make it all just go away. But I can't help but feel I'm being held more distant by my pals in the furry and brony fandoms. Won't say who and I normally might ask them personally but I'm honestly afraid to ask to get an answer from them (and if this is because of the whole deal that I need to go get a dozen new messaging apps, I ain't. No more "favors" either). So really I don't know what I am doing here in the fandom anymore. Can't seem to find a niche or something to really keep going and get along. Not sure even who'd read this, seems I could vanish from the face of the internet and no one would really go looking till they found me because I am not someone of note or someone who is contacted very often. Why am I even writing this? Seems more crazy every time I read lines back to seem if they fit and work out. If someone comments, that'll be a surprise.

So I have bested my depression or at least coped with it. I have a few new drawings and some stories however with one problem. Most of my tech is aging not so gracefully and that includes my phone and PC, two things typically I'd use to upload to here. I am hoping in the next couple months to have this solved and then I can start posting here at least somewhat frequently here again.

I know it's already been a while since I posted something that people actually liked. I was in the middle of development on a few new characters you all may like, however I kinda have hit a rough patch in life. I tend to draw poorly when upset so it may be a while before I resume drawing. Sorry if you've been waiting.

A friend of mine has some pony OC's if anyone is interested in them. Here is a link to the journal.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8466219/

He is really trying to get rid of these OC's so note him if interested.

That is the question I've been asked? Am I still a Brony? After a tumultuous month or so where I kept mulling the question over, I think I've come up with an answer... I don't believe I am but that doesn't mean I won't maintain my OC's, do MLP art, or try to forget about my Brony past. Rather now I'll just see myself as a furry interloper, but I won't watch the show anymore or consider trying to attend something like Bronycon as the fandom has become sorta caustic whilst the show just isn't what it used to be. Were it just me leaving I'd think I'd just changed but with the exodus that has transpired since season 5, it isn't... And frankly I don't wanna argue about it.

Well, for those watching waiting to see if I'm gonna post more macro stuff, I plan to. I just gotta kick my rear into gear and start my PC to write a story (If it'll behave and not die), or pick up the pencil and eraser and put some ideas I've come up with to paper. However the biggest setback has been an issue regarding my personal relationships with some... People... But life goes on doesn't it? Hopefully I'll get out of this mental state soon.

Despite my sometimes difficult times with not being able to draw color, and other times with severe art block, I've found my art is actually somewhat appreciated. I don't really ever do trades or commissions but I'm considering opening up my time to do art requests. This isn't for certain, I'll do some more requests that people may have and see how that goes. Maybe, and just maybe, if that goes well, I'll open up requests on FA.

Finally have almost one short of 50 page visits. On the other hand I finally got two new faves. Its a start. Perhaps upload my writing works here.