So, I'm now Medicated.

Fun.

And I'm so pissed off right now it's unbelieveable.

Okay so, being going through some really tough shit [If you have been keeping up with these journals.]

Haven't been eating, lost around 28lbs in the past month. Self Harming. Suicide thoughts. You know, the usual shit.

Too much shit has gone on.

And on top of everything else, yesterday was my nan's birthday. She died Christmas Day just gone. So we went down to her plot and laid down flowers. I put purple ones down. It was hard because I still haven't accepted her death. We were close. Love her to pieces.

But I'm FINALLY trying to get things sorted. Have took a step forward, have been put on the waiting list for some therapy sessions, and have started to register at my doctors so I can get .. er.. 'Additional help'.

And no, I haven't drawn anything for people. So if you were due a gift art or my part of a trade, you might as well consider it a hopeless cause. Because right now, I couldn't give two shits about getting art done so people are happy. And if you have a problem with me turning around and saying 'Sorry, not going to be able to do it'. Then Fuck you.

Emo title? Perhaps. I don't give a fuck.

No art. Because I'm not going to be around to do it. Not for a long while.
I'm still not back. No I'm not having fun. It's not a fun thing.

Thought i'd quickly steal a computer to let ya'll know I'm not back yet. Maybe end of the week now..

Sorry but all the pics I owe people will be on hold until I get back. I leave today and will most likely be back sunday, but that is uncertain.

See you when I get back..

I haven't drawn in a good week or so. Haven't felt the need, nor have any motivation.

Sooooo

I guess I'm looking for anyone who wants to trade/wants a free sketch thingymabob.

eh. *Shrugs* lol.

Any takers?

Edit: I'll probably take... 2-3 Requests, and Probably 5 trades? I want to kept busy xP

Edit2: 1 Trade spots left. + 2 Request Spots left.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-eL06dz1Ymg

How cool is that?!

T'is fun.

And Metallica's new album isn't too bad either.

I had such an AWESOME time at the LARP event last weekend. It was frikkin' awesome [despite me passing out from heatstroke/dehydration/low blood sugar]. I will post a couple of pictures up sooooon. *bounces about* Aah!! Can't wait for the next one! =D

Oh and I as a shiney new phone! It's purple and black! Love the lunescale! <3

Love him lots anyway ^_^

Hullo

Despite my discabobulated arm I'm still going to battle. RAWR! Leaving tomorrow although the actual event isn't until Friday. Will have lots of pictures to show afterwards.

So I'll see y'all Tuesdayish!

Hey all,

there is a slight possibility that I may have fractured my upper arm. Hurt it Saturday night, when to hospital last night but they couldnt figure out what is wrong due to the amount of swelling soooo until then I'm typing badly with my left arm and currently fighting with the sling on my right, which sucks because I'm right handed so no dawings for a while lol.

So I'm going back in hospital later, I suspect heavy bruising and nothing more, thank fuck.

So, FA is back up and probably, at this moment, is getting the biggest wave of submissions it's ever encountered. Including mine. =)

So.. Where do I start?

Met an awesome new guy, Lunescale [Obviously his furry name. lol], and he is just.. aww! July 4th, so it's been just over a month now.

I graduated college with top marks, so I'm pretty darn pleased, although won't be using them to go to Uni. Decided to tell Norwich School of Art and Design to fuck off after they decided I wasn't to have student Accommodation and Student Finance kept loosing and fucking up my forms. So. I'm taking a year out and moving away.

My friend Harry lost his battle to cancer. I couldn't make it to his actual funeral as I had no transport, but I went to his Wake afterwards. I was told that on his coffin was a VW hippy van and a picture of his ass on the top. Good ol' Harry, always wanting the last laugh. At his wake he wanted 'Another one bites the dust' by Queen, which made me sit there and wonder 'This guy was just cremated and they're playing this song... ' Heh. Bless him. He was awesome, and a lot of people turned up, which was good. His brother, Luke, who is also a good friend of mine, just sat on our own, with Mousie, and just talked about Harry before doing what we do best; beat each other up. Heh.

A new computer! My old one blew up just before FA went down. Shiny new computer! Rawr!

So.. yarr, That's about it for now, pretty darn tired for having to get up early to babysit.

Take Care all.

Arrow
x

I am at a very low point right now.

Extremely low.

So much shit has happened recently I don't know what to do.

And on top of everything else, my home computer blew up, resulting in me losing over three years of photographs, files and music.

So no. I'm not a happy wolf.

Grr.

http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepag.....cle1234193.ece

Seriously.. WTF?!

anglofur.co.uk

A sweet forum I found just for us Uk'ers!

I've been overdoing it when I shouldn't have [apparently].

Basically with everything going on at the moment in my life, there's a lot of stress. And thanks to stress I'm now down with a huge migraine that won't let me do anything but throw up.

Yay me.

If you like X-Men and roleplaying then check out my RP Forum X-Men Reprogramed. http://xmenreprogramed.freeforums.org/index.php

I have revived it. Gave it a new look etc.

Hope to see you there!

http://furcity.freeforums.org

I got bored so I made a new Roleplaying forum.

I have no members yet =(

... then again this is the first time I'm posting the link.. xD

Please, Join and have some fun! =D

That's right guys, the second interview was awesome! The Director of Studies loved my photographs and my drawings and offered me a placement there and then!

*throws a party*

Evening Y'all.

FINALLY got round to posting up pictures from when Flint came to see us! Sorry about the wait, Flint!! =D Will soon be posting up s'more pictures. No Drawings at the moment, still completely swamped with coursework, plus I am in the middle of planning a photoshoot for the 28th [weather depending.]

--

Had my interview for Norwich School of Art and Design on Tuesday 15th, and honestly, the interviewer treated me horrible. The first thing he said was "Can you read and write? I don't think you can read and write. You have no qualifications." I tried to explain to him that I am getting qualifications through college and will have them when I graduate but he wouldn't listen. Then he went through my portfolio and kept saying "What's the point of that?".
My tutor Fran came into college on Friday and asked how it went and she was furious when I told her what happened. She went straight to her office, on the phone and gave them a right earfull. Thankfully she has connections in that University and they expressed how sorry they were. Now the person who interviewed me is under investigation and will recieve the highest disclipinary action and they have offered me another interview with the Director himself on the 2nd May!!

---

On my way to the 15th April interview Me and my mum stopped into Jessops and she broughts me a Nikon D40! Now I have a shiny new camera to play with! =D Cost her £334.97 and it came with 18-55mm standard lens, 2GB memory card and an awesome Camera bag!
Recently brought myself a set of Macro lenses and a mini-tripod that is just ridiciously small!


So that's about it really.

Oh! Going to a wildlife photography workshop on Wednesday, can't wait!! =D


Catch you all later!

Stolen from  kyuubi_shira =3


A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : one in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You are dead sexy.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H : You are Quirky.
I : Great in bed.
J : People Adore you
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : best kisser ever.
N : You like to drink.
O : Crazy
P : You are popular with all types of people.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
S : You love to drink
R : Fucking crazy.
T : You're loyal to those you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgmental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready

So...
A = Easy to fall in love with
R= Fucking Crazy
R= Fucking Crazy
O= Crazy
W = Very broad minded.

.. Crazy somes up alot O.o
[ because it's true... o.o;; ]

Yes! I know! Shocking that I am still alive!

Thus I am accepting Art Trades.
First Two to reply please state what ya want drawn!

Me? I'm pretty simple. Just draw me however you want/with whoever you want etc. ^_^

Oh!

And!

For one lucky person there shall be a gifty instore.

... not sure who yet though.. o.o

Wow! I'm feeling friendly tonight!

if we had sex...

1. Would you be in control?

2. Would you pull my hair?

3. Would you whisper in my ear?

4. Would you talk dirty to me?

5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue?

6. Would you say my name?

7. Would you go down on me?

8. Would you let me give you a hickie?

9. How many rounds would we go?

10. What would you wanna do afterwards?

11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly?

12. Would you lick and bite me all over?

13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point?

14. Would you want me to take my time?

15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10?

16. Would you want fast or slow?

17. Where would you wanna "do it"?

18. Would you be loud or quiet?

19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet?

20. Would you mind if i liked you?

21. Do you like me?

22. Would you call me the next day?

23. Would you scratch me?

24. Would you let me scratch you?

25. Would you have to be drunk?

26. Would you date me?

27. Would you do it today?

28. Would you do it tomorrow?

29. Do you think that we would go any further then just sex?

30. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

31. Would you make love to me or fuck me?

It seemed you were hanging on, wanting to be here for christmas. You made it, Nan, you made it to christmas. And even though you were only here on Christmas Day for four hours, atleast you got your last wish to not be alone. Your husband and your daughter held your hands until the very end. We spent the day without you for the first time. The place you sat last year at the table was occupied by my brother in law. I sat next to you last year, and it was strange not sharing the christmas cracker with you. A candle was lit, it's flame burning the entire day. It was for you, Nan. The candle burned strong until I decided, reluctingly to blow it out at 4:11am, 24 hours after you passed. It's lit again now, burning bright next to mum. She and Grandad are finding it hard, we all are. You were - are a main figure of our journey, and each passing second is a reminder of your passing. Sometimes these tears are happy, happy that your suffering is now over. Although I have to admit I have not yet had a good cry for your loss. Part of me still thinks you will get better, but in a way, you have got better. It still hasn't fully dawned on me that you are no longer with the living.

I will stay strong for you, Nan. I will look after mum and grandad for you. I will make sure they get through this alright. I know I will see you again. I know you will visit us.

I just hope I made you proud to be my grandmother.

Rest well, Dear Nan.

All my love,

Arrow.


Connie Hunt
25th December 2007.

.. no one loves me enough. BAH AT YOU ALL!