So.

My nan has a few days left to live.

My birthday is in a few days.

You do the math.

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1. I have a secret identity involving higher than military personel status.

2. I too many moles

3. I love my fruit and veg, including brussel sprouts!

4. I am very open minded

5. I really don't like tomatoes and sweetcorn.

6. My fears include drunk men, clowns, mask, mimes, ventriliquist dummies, wax models, china dolls.

7. If I could do any job in the world I would be an actress

8. I wish I could fly.

I TAG EVERYONE WHO HASN'T ALREADY BEEN TAGGED!

So like.. it's my 18th on the 7th December. Since you all love me, do me a birthday pic! =D =D

Yes, Hurrah! New pics!

These randomly came out of me at like.. 3am this morning. So I thought I'd try to draw some of the requests I've got .. but I kept fucking them up. Sorry guys! i will try soon!

Okay so I am sorry to all of you that I have said I'll do a piccy for.

Not only am I at college full time, I've now got a part time job that has late hours. So I'm basically getting up early to go to college, coming home from college, getting changed and working until late.

I'm sorry, but please understand that I have a lot of things going on, especially with college coursework. And I'll do your pics when I find the strength and time.

I'm going to Wales ! See you next week!

Stolen from teh  andrugolf Andrugolf

[y] = yes [n] = no [m] = maybe

Would you..
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Slap me if i asked you to?
[] Kiss Me?
[] Let Me Kiss You?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You
[] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me if I Was Being Put Down?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?
[] Fall in love with me
[] Like me
[] Love me

Do You...

[] Miss Me?
[] Think I'm Sexy?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?

Am I...

[] Smart?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] Loveable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?
[] Ugly?
[] Gorgeous?

Have You Ever...

[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?

Are You...

[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me
[] my friend?

So I'm sitting here, tired as fuck because I didn't sleep at all last night, singing along to evanescence and extremely missing my boy, and our phonecall tonight didn't even last five minutes... and it will seem we can't be together for our 7month anniversairy on tuesday because my mum is a bitch and I have my enrollment thingy at college... Maybe I'll try to get up there - IF I don't have to babysit wednesday... >.<

Goddamit I miss my boy...

.. System of a Down is on now, "Radio/Video". random song. reminds me of science at school. don't ask.

Random thing. My Neice (who is four), has been watching my brother in law shave, and my sister found my neice with a bleeding lip the other day. Yup, my neice decided she wanted to shave too.

I hate feeling crappy.

It's amazing how a little bit singing can cheer you up ^-^

Oi love singing <3

I have done so many gifties lately I feel so ... loved? XD

But yeesh...

Was sorting out files on my computer when coming across all my song lyrics. I have so many! .. but the time I went through them and picked out the good ones and deleted the rest I have like.. only a few! XD it's not like I can do anything with them really, 'cept just sit there... and stare at them.. XD aaah...

how random.

so erm... anyone want gifties/arttrades?

.. that reminds me (godknows why), I need to work on my story s'more... YAY X-MEN FANFIC!

I really miss my boy.. Malaki.. hence why new submission is for him in a way.. I need him =(

Won't see him until Friday though. GAH. Stupid mother.

But yes, proud of my new piccie up, just started as a random doodle. I know my colouring sucks on it, but practise makes perfect I guess. I CAN'T DRAW HANDS GRRR!!

Or roses for that matter XD

But yes.. cold and lonely and need my boy.. and his attention ;)

So yus, not sure what's gonna be up next, so if anyone wants to do art trade or wants a gifty and all that mumblejumble (yeah have given up seeking commissions XD)

aaah...


And I have to get up early to babysit. GRR.

And I don't get paid for it. >.< because it's my neice I babysit. Whenever I babysit her and go into town I get looks that say "christ, another young mother!" or "disgraceful, she should learn to say no and keep her legs crossed" .. or the kind of looks that say "wait.. she's gothic.. that kid is wearing pink.. wtf?"

Ah... Some people just jump to conclusions. it amuses me some =P

I sure do love to ramble. But I think I've ran out of thinks to ramble about.

so toodles!

Yeeeah I know, no recent submissions.. but bleh. I'll see what I can cook up either tonight or tomorrow.

I've hit a pencil block *OHNOEEEES*

Yeah so I'm not got any commissions (apart from one), so I'm guessing my art isn't all that good yet.

Hopefully I'll hear back from a place I sent an application form to soon.

and.. short but sweet.

byex

GAAAH!! Okay, so my mum was meant to babysit yesterday, but she buggered off with her boyfriend AGAIN, so I had to do it for her. she was meant to babysit today, but she buggered off with her boyfriend, so I had to cover her AGAIN whilst cleaning the house. And guess what, yes, she is meant to be babysitting tomorrow, and thursday, but let me guess.. I'll have to cover her ass AGAIN! LIKE EVERY FUCKING TIME!

And I am in major need of some new clothes, seriously, the ones I am wearing are getting ready to fall apart. But will she lend me money to get some new clothes? Fuck will she. She just turns around and says "Get a Job." (Which reminds me, got a letter back from Colemans saying they have rejected my application. WANKERS!) I don't care what make my clothes are! I go for the cheapest, as long as I like it and it's nice to wear, I don't care how cheap it is! But no, she will not give me any money what so ever.

I have £50 in my bank account, it's what I have saved, and it's been sitting there since July, I haven't touched it once because it's for when I go to Wales at the end of this month. But it looks like I am going to have to break into it just to get some new clothes. And guess what, since I basically need a whole new wardrobe, guess where I have to shop... Ebay. I feel like such a tramp but it's the best I can do at the moment.

BUT IT'S NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER, IS IT?? Today she came out with "Liam is only allowed to stay Friday nights and Saturday nights from now on, since he can't be fucked to sort his life out" RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM! So now she is restricting my time with Liam (aka Malaki), and she knows I hate his family, scared of them, hence why I'm rarely round his unless they are out!

.. Oh and what a fucking suprise! They wait until I hunt down food in the house to cook mine and Liam's dinner, wait until I walk him half way to the train station and get back THEN ORDER A FUCKING TAKE-AWAY! Oh.. well fuck you. Yeah, you go and get fat.

So, apart from searching desperatly for jobs that aren't out there, I think the only way I am going to get any kind of money at the moment is see if anyone will commission me for a drawing.. which I highly doubt because I'm not that good...

so, if you're crazy enough to commission me, send me a note and I'll let you know the cheap prices. (seriously, I'm not going to charge a lot for my not-so-good drawings).


Now I'm going to sit here and search e-bay for clothes -_-;;;

I miss my boy already.. :(

I hate myself so much right now!

Someone commissioned me to take photographs of their band and what do I do? Oversleep and miss the goddamn thing! >.<::: The stupid polish people next door kept me awake half the night with loud music and shouting and drunken idiotics! I set my alarm and everything, but I missed it! Gah..

The person hates me now and will not reschedule it.

So if you want to commission me for something. Don't. I'll end up fucking it all up.

I've had a couple of people ask me if I like Yiff, RP Yiff, and if so what kind of things do I like, so I thought I'd make a random journal about it all =)

Yes, I do RP Yiff, I've been RPing now for about 6 years, so I'm not too bad. And the things I like? Hehehe..

(In no particular order)
Vore (I be the swallower)
Exploration (the one being explored)
Tentacles!
Stallions =3
Being the Master (although I do love being submissive sometimes)
Big breasts full of milk !
Yiff Slave (Me being very submissive there =P )
Pony Play!!

And I think thats about it, I'll probably end up updating it at some point.. lol.

And there are your random Arrow's Facts for the day.

Heya!

Thought I'd finally get round to doing a journal piece ^-^

I hope to upload more art once I get back to mine, since I have a few more piccies on my computer.

I'm not sure if I'm going to draw anything new soon, since I've lost any will to draw at the moment. (I'm crap anyway, heh heh )

So I'm just mooching along trying to find my muse again.

I'm putting the gift arts/trades that have been requested on hold for the moment (all from deviantart peoples. only a couple like me on here =( ) until I get back into the swing of things.

*Curls up and swings long wolfy tail slowly.*