I moved my fA account over, AND added updated art that was never uploaded here before!

Come see me at  artha-amberose!!!

I might change fA accounts, because I have a name that fits me better. It will be Artha-Amberose.
Nobody even cares about me here anyway, so hey, it works! xDDD

I preordered Fox Amoore's album a while back, and it just arrived today! YAAAAAAY! *dances*

In other news, I recently got a rat.
She is so freaking CUTE.
Sweetest little thing I have EVER met.. She LOVES to be held and snuggles..
She is snuggling in the front of my shirt between my boobs, asleep...
Gods it's so freaking cute I could explode!!!

I never knew rats were this awesome before I got one!

Allright, Jeremy was cut down to one day a week, and I have only just started working. Money is extremely tight.. We got a 5 day notice, but that is repealed.
Our food stamps is not reloading this month because the bastards made a mistake.
We barely even have enough money to cover the bills; Jeremy's phone might get shut off.... And now, no food.

There's the local food pantries, but their stuff is always expired, and always tastes like an orc pissed in it. In short, I need money for food and maybe bills.
Donate if you want, but letting you all know I am doing Emergency Commissions at 25% off. Point commissions will not be accepted.
Slots are unlimited unless I feel I have too much to tackle. Commission info is here: http://lover-of-the-drow.deviantart.....0892/#comments

I will do anything cept for porn featuring underage characters, or subject matters I don't feel confident with drawing. But really, I will do ANYTHING, I don't care how weird or fetishy it is.
I do dirty and clean, though with naughty pictures of more then one character, the second character counts as a second character would in a clean drawing.

Oh, joy, I'm also sick... -__-; Yesterday I was having those horrible burps that taste so bad it makes me shudder, and now my stomach is irritable, and I have a bad case of the freaking ass-pee. Fuuun. And because of a stupid inspection tomorrow (Yeah, those bastards want to come into MY home and do an inspection, believe you me I will NOT make them feel welcome *growls*) I HAVE to get the house cleaned. OHH JOY. Cleaning on an irritable stomach and the runs. My. life. sucks.

My bad luck can go suck a cock. :C

March 18th... turning 22.

I love art of my characters *winkwinknudgenudgehinthint* xD

Thanks to the stupid freaking clouds I missed a once in a lifetime opportunity to see a full Lunar Eclipse T^T

There's not going to be much art from me for a while. If any at all.
NO idea how long. I need to build up the $75 dollars to get a new Tablet... Because my old one gave out on me. Something is wrong with the wire. I can't get it to work at ALL.
The combination of the wire being damaged and my USB ports being made of fail (If it ever WAS my fucking USB ports in the first place)
I can't get it to work. I've tried to draw and I just...
Yeah, I can't. And it has me in tears.

So... I guess I'm giving points back for my unfinished point commission and calling off all trades and the contest until I get a new tablet.

And I have no job, no money.. no fucking way to get a new Tablet.
I can't even do fucking commissions for a new fucking tablet! Because MY TABLET DOESN'T WORK.

Things start getting better then THIS has to fucking happen....
*sigh* Mary fucking Christmas to you, too, Fate. >.<

See this is why I hate Christmas. Bad memories. And bad things always happen.
Season of joy?
I fucking wish...

I am in utter despair over this... Drawing is my sanity, my hobby... my life. *sighs*

Lemme go cry in a corner now...

You know you're a furry when somebody says Sheath and you start giggling derisively. XD

I've gotten, probably, 5 favorites in the last days, but when I go to see who faved, it's always been removed by the user.
XD

Kinda amusing... Why do people do that? I dunno.
Why does fA NOTIFY you that a user did that?
I REALLY have no idea!

But it provides me with a bit of amusement.

*Moodlet shows up* "Amused" "Your sim is amused from reading content on the Interwebs!"

Yes.. I've been addicted.. ADDICTED!!! to the Sims 3 for a few weeks now LOOOL

Well, just letting you all know that things have gotten really, really grim here in Wisconsin. Way behind on rent, and I have to get out by the end of the month, possibly even having to go this friday, at least that is how it is seeming.

I can get some money by selling my snake and spider; but not a whole lot. I want to be able to get on a train and take my cat with me, which might be a little more.
So if you have any extra money.. or even want to commission me ( I'd ask you to pay) that would be really, really helpful.
I have to get out of here as soon as possible, and get to my dad.
I'm going to have to go by air, and I'll probably pay extra for extra baggage, and to bring my cat.
Because I am not leaving my cat behind.. we are far, far too attached for me to do that to him.
So if you can help me in ANY way get air fare from Milwaukee to San Diego, I would be very, very, VERY greatful.

I'll be moving in with my dad, at least for a time, until I can find something better.

Thanks!

I was having 5 dollar pictures and trades, but that's out of the question now, so I am opening official commissions! You missed the special deal. lol!

I am opening commissions. This quality (And probably better because I am learning with each picture I do) http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3697317 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3693442 The first person to commission me gets 5 dollars off or an extra character free, plus a feature, since that will be the first official commission I have ever done!

I will draw anything but something sexual involving a minor. I am very against anything sexual with children. But anything else goes! m/m, f/f, m/f, herms, Furries and non, feral on feral, feral on anthro, anthro on anthro, anthro on human, human on feral, tentacles, transformation.. You heard it! Anything goes! <3

A Line Art http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3687535 , http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3687519 and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3667315 will be 10 dollars.. takes a lot of time to get it looking good. But I am getting better and better with each one I do!

A really simple shade would be 15 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3670177

A full digital color http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3697317 and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3671580 would be 20 - 25 depending on how complicated the picture is.

The above prices are for one character. Each additional character added will be 5 dollars more. I would charge more, but the only part it is difficult on is the Sketch, and I don't want to overcharge my services.

I'm also offering simple quick small pictures for 5 dollars! May throw one in to the deal for the first person commissioning me! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3666462

I'll keep you updated via notes, email, or IM on your commission. I've been finishing Art trades in a day or two.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3693442 http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3693419

There is one big reason I am advertising commissions. My boyfriend and I are both unemployed, and trying to survive off unemployment. This wouldn't be a problem but Child Support is dragging so much out of him that they're leaving us with no money whatsoever; not enough to pay rent or the bills.
I don't wanna lose electricity.
I don't wanna lose a place to live.
I have my art; that's all I can think of to make money; All of the programs out here for help and assistence will only help those with minors living in the house; and that we do not have.

I thought I was going to get 432 in my tax returns from the state, which would have easily covered the electric bill and given me extra to have a tax return treat.. but the person screwed up and I only got 75, that had to go to other things; Cat food and cat litter, another bill.

Don't commission me out of pity or anything... just know that if you do you're helping somebody who needs it AND getting art! You're also helping me develop as an artist, and giving me something to practice on.
Now is the perfect time to commission me, because I just got over a big art block, and have had nothing but motivation.

Thanks!

Allright I am doing pictures for 5 dollars (Or even trades if you wanna to trades)
There are 10 slots open right now! ^^

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http://www.furaffinity.net/view/3651468 The will be of this quality, and probably simple shaded and fur texture put in! I need practice,, and 5 dollars for a full digital commission is a GREAT price! This won't last long either! Once these are filled, it will mean I got lots of good practice and will be charging more! It's a one time deal! Come and get it!

Note me if interested! ^.^ I will do trades but the art has to be if similar quality to mine ^^

I will draw anything except anything under the age of 18 in sexual acts. I will draw M/M, F/F, M/F, dirty or not dirty and pin ups as well ^^

Human, anthro, and feral ^^ I'll draw feral on feral, feral on anthro, anthro on anthro, feral on human, human on human.. well you get it LOL
I will draw ANYTHING but child porn :3

I am turning 21 years old on March 18th!

I love pictures of my characters! *HINTHINT* XD

My Grandmother, who lived in Redding California. I am all the way in Wisconsin. I was very close to her and got the news yesterday.
I have 100 dollars on the way, but the round trip ticket is around 350 dollars.
Now I don't want to seem like a beggar, but this is very, very important to me.
Is there some way some of you could help me out? The email address I use for Paypal is volcanolady1[at]hotmail.com

I don't have the time to do commissions before the funeral, but the trip both ways would be really long and I would have plenty of time to work on pictures both ways, But for the special circumstances I'm sure you can understand me taking payment in advance.
Anybody who can help me out with this I would be eternally greatful to

Allright... I am COMPLETELY out of money right now.. broke as hell cause Jeremy dropped his wallet and our money was all stolen.
So I have decided to do a 100 themes Commission thing.

Each Commission is 5 dollars each, and must be within the hundred themes.
The Commission finished will be shown for the theme it is in,along with you featured next to it.

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

So help me out and get some art! Thanks!

Allright.. I ordered a commission from the amazing Musician Fox Amoore...

Then I lost my job. And have NO money whatsoever.

He just put out a new song. I want to get mine paid off sooo bad I feel like I'm gonna EXPLODE now!!!

So I am going to do 5 20 dollar full commissions.
Full Digital color. That will be of similar or better quality to my featured picture.

OR 10 sketches of the same quality, or better since I'm practicing a LOT and getting better, then my El says GET DOWN - Pencil.

Payment will be sent to Fox Amoore's paypal, and not mine.... I will start the sketch, and that means time to send the money to him. I won't show you anything more then a preview until he's confirmed he has received it.
Then you will get regular updates with the WIP, and tell me what you want changed and kept the same.


So please help me pay off my commission!
I want it so bad I could explode.... and soo.. clooose!

Only 100 dollars left! T^T

I WILL DRAW ANYTHING.
Except for child or cub porn.
I will attempt girl on girl... not as good at females but it is worth a try to get money toward my commission....

Can draw any animal, anthro or feral. I have a little trouble with anthro, but with enough work and determination, I can and will get it right.

Allright! I REALLY REALLY REALLY NEED and WANT and NEED a Tablet.

So... if you can send me your old used tablet, if you're getting a new one, I will do a full free commission from it... like, fully colored...

The catch is I can't do it till the tablet comes... cause, well... I've tried a mouse.. and this laptop's touchpad and both are just too ANNOYING.. which is why I am desparate for a tablet! XD

Look at my picture of the dark elf with lightening behind him... the most elaborate one in here.

So! Get back to me!!!!

I called Joann's Fabric. They chose somebody else.. so I'm fucked.
NO JOB.
My only other option right now is mc fuckin donalds.

And I can't HANDLE fast food! >< It's too damned stressful, and I'll get sick. Thats what happened when I worked at the Zoo. I got so stressed I made myself sick repeatedly and missed a lot of days because I was overstressed.

But I guess it's a fucking job and they won't take me either I bet.

This SUCKS. >.<

Oki this is a contest idea that has been brewing in my mind for some time!

It can't go here because of the rules, but I am announcing it here for those of you who are on FurAffinity too!

Allright, the contest theme is Rule 34,

"If it exists, there is porn of it"

And here are the rules:

1. It HAS to be porn. The entry must show sexual activity between two or more characters. It is Rule 34. If it exists, there will be porn of it.
2. Child porn makes me very uncomfortable. So the characters portrayed must appear 18 or older. You can do a character that is a child in a series, as long as you do their adult form. No Loli, no Shota, no cub. Sorry... just can't stand children in porn.
4. Characters can be ANY species, ANY series. But they have to be from a pre-existing series. Books, TV shows, cartoons, movies.. anything goes. OC's aren't allowed.
5. You can enter as many damn times as you want. I prefer, if you are entering several, to do one per category, but you don't have to.
6. Canon pairings are not allowed. If it's supposed to happen in the series, then it can't happen for the contest.
7. Entries must be made for this contest. They must have a link to the fA journal featuring the contest, and you must feature the contest in at least one journal.

That's basically it. Anything else will be added.
Basically, this is how the pieces will be judged. There will be several main prizes. They won't be decided until I have a job and money, but probably something along the lines of me paying for a commission from a favorite artist, or if they have a dA a subscription, if they are on Gaia maybe a Gaia cash shop item, or something.
Plus any prizes donated here or on fA.
There are also two catagories. Cross-series pairinigs, and within series pairings. Basically, one is pairings of characters from the same series, book, TV show, cartoon, movie, exct.
The other is pairings spanning different of the things mentioned above. The prizes probably won't be too big, unless I get good donations, but the contest will be spanning a long time.

Other then that, have fun, draw porn, and look at other's porn!


EDIT: Writing Entries are accepted! If I get enough, it will become a catagory. ^^

We actually managed to talk this morning and he apologized for the things he said.

I will be reasonable and give him one more chance.

A friend will be helping me out a little, so I think next month's rent will be fine.

I hope.

Anyway... trying to keep positive energy in this room.

Well.. I went in to try to talk to Jeremy, and he yelled at me.
That was the chance I was giving him. I was going to try to explain to him about how I feel.

But he threw it down. He yelled at me to get out of the living room (Where he is staying) and that he was "mad" at me. And he's said some really hurtful things in the last few days.

For what? That I couldn't sleep last night? That unemployment is high here in Wisconsin.. hell the whole damn country?

He had no right to yell at me. He can beg and whine all he wants, but he has lost me. The decision is final.
I have NO IDEA how I will pay rent. I'll have to find a way... I guess.
If I get the Joann's job, it'll be my saving... I'll make enough money to support myself.. but that only and nothing more.

But I have to end this. And doing it fast and blunt is my best option. less painful for the both of us.
I'll have to deal with living with him until he moves out but... I'll find a way.

Ill cope. I lived for years not allowed to draw.. this is small.

I feel like a leech asking... but ANY small help towards the rent... ANY small help towards bills would be hugely appreciated.
I should know soon if I get the Joann's Fabric job.
But it'll be the end of the month before I get my first paycheck... probably won't be enough for the rent.

I should be getting a scanner in the mail soon.. so I can maybe do some commissions if my art block will allow it.

I'm... actually pretty scared right now. I honestly do not know what I'm going to do....

Anyway... should stop dumping on you all...

I do love Jeremy. But... he did some thing today that really upset me.
IM's me while I'm hanging with a friend that "He might be moving out by the end of the month" I was at a friend's house and sent him an IM to let him know where I was. Im's back "I might be moving out by the end of the month" and says "Whatever when I ask "why?" and sits there and accuses me of not even trying.

He knows I don't have a job. he even said he won't "Allow me to drag him down with me" and he "Won't live on the streets because of me."

I already struggle with low self esteem... I already am upset about the no job thing.. and getting fired from Wal Mart... I mean, I couldn't stop it from happening! I didn't even know it was happening.

He thinks I'm not trying... and I can't be on the streets for the winter here, and I can't end up with no money to pay rent... I need to pay rent at least until March....
Then I can move out. That's when the Lease is up.
But if I can't pay the rent, not only am I messed up, I'm also messing up the friends I took this apartment over for...

I really don't know what to do and I honestly don't think I can come close to supporting myself without a job....

I mean I think.. or at least HOPE that I'll get the Joann's Fabric job...
And Jeremy... I'm starting to have my doubts.
Starting to wonder if this ever should have happened... there HAS to be somebody more compatible out there.. somebody more like me.. somebody... I don't know but somebody who is more supportive and less negative.

And he tells me to go to bed. I should damn well be able to do what I want. It's my life. He may be in it but it's MY life.

And I ask him to stop stressing me out... and bringing negative energy in to my room, which I need to keep positive.. negative energy makes me SICK. And he says "I don't believe in that stuff!"
And I tell him "Well I do and LET me."
It seems we've done nothing but fight since I lost my job... It seems he's not willing to be helpful, positive, and supportive, which is what I need.

I'm not sure if I should stay with somebody who won't be supportive of my beliefs.
Anyway... should probably stop ranting now...

I am amazed at the epic failness of Wal Mart XD
First, they fired me. I might try to dispute it because I did nothing deserving to be fired. They knew I was ADHD when they hired me, and fired me for concentration issues and "Inability to perform job"
Which is bullshit cause I was actually pretty good at my job.

Anyway I came back in to say goodbye to some of my friends there, and was loosely joking with somebody.
Said something along the lines of "Yeah... I don't want to have anything do do with Wal Mart except to maybe blow it up" in an obviously joking tone, then laughed.

A certain Manager who has NO sense of humor called it a bomb threat and made me leave -___- I left, in a huff, because she actually YELLED at me. Believe me I cursed her out good.

Today was payday. I went in to get my last paycheck. I went to the front to cash it.

That Mary bitch came to the front to make me leave, and would not let me cash my paycheck. I explained that I needed to cash my check so I could get some bills paid and stuff.

But no, she had to go and call the cops.
I had heard she was going through a divorce and taking it out on Associates.
Know what I said as I left? I turned around, looked her in the face and said: "You may be going through a divorce, which is a PERSONAL problem, but that does not give you the right to take it out on everybody else!"
By the look on her face I know it hit home.

I left. About halfway accross the bridge to where Jeremy works, a cop drove up and met me. I explained what happened and.. get this.. she LAUGHED XD She and the other cop that drove up thought it was a bunch of bullshit that they called them for something so LAME.

So yeah.. Wal Mart fails.
I wanna get a sign. And find out the exact edge of their property... draw the line with a piece of sidewalk chalk, and dance about an inch out of their property holding a sign that says "Wall Mart sucks Monkey Balls"
And if I'm not on their property they can't do a THING about it!
HAH!

XD

As I said. I can do NOTHING right.
NOTHING. I can't even keep a fucking job at Wal Mart.

I was FIRED. FOR NO FUCKING REASON! They said I "Deterred a Customer"
Deterred a customer my ASS. I was walking past the toy's department and a customer asked something. She was holding a jungle animal set and I wasn't sure cause I don't work in that department. I mentioned how it was funny that a lot of jungle sets are called jungle sets when maybe only one of all the animals listed is actually a jungle animal. The lady laughed and nodded and was like "Yeah kid's toys are funny!"
And I was like "Yeah, they are. It's kinda like the fur-real friends baby bird, with a milk bottle."
And she was like "Yeah?"
And I was like "Baby birds don't drink milk!" and kinda laughed.
"And she said "Really?"
And I was like "Yeah. It'd actually kill a baby bird I think... baby parrots are fed from a seed formula... heh maybe the "milk" could be called the seed formula."
She laughed and nodded. "That works."
Apparently, Sandra, the Store Manger, thought that was deterring a customer. Making her not buy something, when she wasn't even looking at the toy bird.
Sheesh! ONE mistake! They saying I can't zone when the Clearance Aisle actually looks GOOD because of me!!
Saying I provide bad customer service when I go the EXTRA fucking MILE to make customers happy!
Saying I can't do my job when things get destroyed AS I complete them!

Fuck this. And do me a favor. NEVER NEVER NEVER shop at Wal Mart again.
They may be "nice to customers" but they, apparently, can fire associates for no reason.

What really eats me was just the day before yesterday, I was told I was doing a good job. Manager John HIMSELF told me!
"You did an amazing job on the Clearence Aisle!"
I was like "Thanks! I'm not actually finished yet."
And ye was like "Still, it looks amazing."
He's even told me that my focus was improving.

Nothing but encouragement and not so much as ONE warning. Not so much as one measley little warning!

No verbal warning. No written warning.
Just FUCKING fired.
ON THE FUCKING SPOT.

I am such a failure.

I'm gonna go curl up and accept my lot in life now. I'll enjoy the apartment while I have it. I mean Jeremy's hours were cut he can't do this himself... He thinks I can get another job bit I am too much of a failure to even HOLD a fucking job for more then a couple months!

I was finally gaining some self-confidence. FINALLY feeling like I was doing something for myself. And this had to happen. Gods sometimes I wish I hadn't even been born.

I guess I'll stop ranting now.

I am practicing making icons. If you like mine, I can make you one like it.

There are five slots! 8D