I have moved to a new account  SolarisKnight

Ok I Decided To Give Rayne An Alter Ego Named Solaris Who Is A Silver And Gold Wolf With Elemental Abilities, Plus I'm Getting Rid Of The Whole Merrick/Zen-Aku Idea Because It's Unoriginal And Kinda Lazy Of Me. I Also Want To Apologize For My Previous Journal I Was Just So Upset And Tired Of It All And I Just Lost My Mind. I Will Post A Written Reference Sheet For Solaris Soon.

I'm going on hiatus because I've had enough bullshit for one fucking day, I'm not logging on to anything for at least a week til I calm down.

I Recently Watch The 2003 Version Of You Spin Me Round By Dead Or Alive And All I Have To Say Is When Did Cher Become A Part Of The Band?

Why do we have to choose to be either manly or girly, where are the rebellious guys who don't give a shit about either? sorry for pissing some people off.

(One Of My Favorite Songs)

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
Na Na Na Na Na Na

I guess i just lost my husband
I don't know where he went
So i'm gonna drink my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent (Nope)
I got a brand new attitude
And i'm gonna wear it tonight
I wanna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
I wanna start a fight

So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rockstar
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight

Uh, check my flow, uh

The waiter just took my table
And gave to Jessica Simp- Shit!
I guess i'll go sit with drum boy
At least he'll know how to hit
What if this song's on the radio
Then somebody's gonna die
I'm gonna get in trouble
My ex will start a fight

Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
He's gonna start a fight
Na Na Na Na Na Na Na
We're all gonna get in a fight!

So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight

You weren't there
You never were
You weren't all
But thats not fair
I gave you life
I gave my all
You weren't there
You let me fall

So so what?
I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't need you
And guess what
I'm having more fun
And now that we're done (we're done)
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright(I'm alright),I'm just fine (I'm just fine)
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight

No No, No No
I Don't want you tonight
You weren't there
I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine
And you're a tool
So so what?
I am a rock star
I got my rock moves
And i don't want you tonight

Ba da da da da da

going to be working on two stories one called Zen-Aku's Past And The Other is A Kiss In The Rain, both stories will be one chapter and both will be done by the end of October.

I don't know if I'm going on hiatus to be with my mate, he said he will find a ride for me but I'm starting to doubt we're going to be together this weekend *sighs* my life sucks

still looking for people to talk to on Skype

*sighs* I'm going on another hiatus, just dealing with some unwanted stress so I'm going to go try to relax a bit basically I can't get ahold of my boyfriend and it's just driving me nuts because I haven't talked to him in about a week. I probably won't be back on til sometime around next week. I'm not going to be on yahoo, msn, or skype. I'm sorry to my friends I just need some time to relax and think.

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No .

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks. And believe me, the temptation to explain some of these will be overwhelming... things are not exactly as they seem.

3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? No
Been arrested? No
Kissed someone you didn't like? No
Slept in until 5 PM? Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? Yes
Ran a red light? No
Been suspended from school? No
Experienced love at first sight? Yes
Totalled your car in an accident? No
Been fired from a job? No
Fired somebody? No
Sang karaoke? Yes
Pointed a gun at someone? No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Yes
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yes
Kissed in the rain? No
Had a close brush with death (your own)? No
Seen someone die? No
Played spin-the-bottle? No
Sang in the shower? Yes
Smoked a cigar? No
Sat on a rooftop? No
Taken pictures of yourself naked? No
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? No
Skipped school? Yes
Eaten a bug? No
Sleepwalked? Yes
Walked a moonlit beach? No
Ridden a motorcycle? No
Dumped someone? Yes
Forgotten your anniversary? No
Lied to avoid a ticket? No
Ridden on a helicopter? No
Shaved your head? No
Blacked out from drinking? No
Played a prank on someone? Yes
Hit a home run? No
Felt like killing someone? No
Cross-dressed? No
Been falling-down drunk? No
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? Yes
Eaten snake? No
Marched/Protested? No
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? No
Puked on amusement ride? No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? No
Been in a band? No
Knitted? No
Been on TV? No
Shot a gun? No
Skinny-dipped? No
Caused someone to need stitches? No
Ridden a surfboard? No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? Yes
Had surgery? Yes
Streaked? No
Taken by ambulance to hospital? No
Passed out when not drinking? No
Peed on a bush? Yes
Donated Blood? No
Grabbed electric fence? No
Eaten alligator meat? No
Eaten cheesecake? Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? No
Peed your pants in public? No
Written graffiti? No
Still love someone you shouldn't? No
Think about the future? Yes
Been in handcuffs? No
Believe in love? Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? Yes

Well the last four or five days I've been having insomnia problems and my fursona has become part of a different personality of me, is that normal? I Basically talking to my fursona, so yeah I have a split personality, maybe I am going insane, but if anyone knows if that is normal for a furry let me know.

yeah I know but I will try to work on random stuff if I have the time. the reason why I'm going now I'm just trying to get out of the house more mostly try to get away from my parents *rolls eyes*and also I'm bored as hell. so I'll be back sometime around Sunday or Monday so maybe I'll have something to put up here or probably not depends on what kind of mood I'm in then.

Instructions:
Start with 100%. Put an (X) on everything you've done and subtract 1% for everything that you've done. Then repost as you're __% virgin.

1. Smoked. ()
2. Drank alcohol. (x)
3. Cried when someone died. (x)
4. Been drunk. ( )
5. Had sex. (x)
6. Been to a concert. ()
7. Gotten/given a handjob. (x)
8. Gotten/given a blowjob. (x)
9. Been verbally/sexually harassed. (x)
10. Verbally/sexually harassed somebody. (x)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 93%

11. Felt someone up and/or been felt up. (x)
12. Laughed so hard something came out of your nose. (x)
13. Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfrend before. ( )
14. Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend. (x)
15. Been to prom. ()
16. Cried at school. (x)
17. Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store. (x)
18. Went streaking. ( )
19. Given or received a lap dance. ( )
20. Had someone of the opposite sex in your room. ()

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 88%

21. Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over. ()
22. Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house. ()
23. Kissed a stranger. ()
24. Hugged a stranger. (x)
25. Went scuba diving. ( )
26. Driven a car. ()
27. Gotten an x-ray. (x)
28. Hit by a car. ( )
29. Had a party. ()
30. Done serious drugs. ( )

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 86%

31. Played strip poker/darts/basketball. ()
32. Got paid to strip for someone. ()
33. Run away from home. (x)
34. Broken a bone. ()
35. Eaten sushi. ()
36. Bought porn. ()
37. Watched porn. (x)
38. Made porn. ( )
39. Had a crush on someone of the same sex. (x)
40. Been in love. (x)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 82%

41. French kissed. (x)
42. Laughed so hard you cried. (x)
43. Cried yourself to sleep. (x)
44. Laughed yourself to sleep. (x)
45. Stabbed yourself. ()
46. Shot a gun. (x)
47. Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day. ()
48. Been online for 9 consecutive hours. (x)
49. Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours. (x)
50. Watched an animal die. (x)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 74%

51. Watched a person die. ()
52. Kissed and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present. (x)
53. Pranked somebody. (x)
54. Put somebody in the hospital. ()
55. Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out. ( )
56. Kissed somebody of the same sex. (x)
57. Dressed punk. ()
58. Dressed goth. (x)
59. Dressed preppy. (x)
60. Been to a motocross race. ( )

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 64%

61. Avoided somebody. (x)
62. Been stalked. ()
63. Stalked someone. ( )
64. Met a celebrity. ()
65. Played an instrument. (x)
66. Ridden a horse. ()
67. Cut yourself. ()
68. Bungee jumped. ()
69. Ding dong ditched somebody. ()
70. Been to a wild party. ()

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 62%

71. Got caught stealing something. ( )
72. Kicked/punched a guy in the balls. (x)
73. Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend. (x)
74. Gone out with your friend's crush. ()
75. Got arrested. ()
76. Been pregnant. ()
77. Babysat. ()
78. Been to another country. ()
79. Started your house on fire. ( )
80. Had an encounter with a ghost. (x)

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 59%

81. Donated your hair to cancer patients. ()
82. Been asked out by someone that you never thought you'd be asked out by. ()
83. Cried over a family member of the opposite sex. (x)
84. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for 3 months or more. (x)
85. Sat on your butt all day. (x)
86. Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself. (x)
87. Had a job. ()
88. Gotten cut from a sports team. ( )
89. Been called a whore. (x)
90. Danced like a whore. ( )

PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 55%

91. Been mistaken for a celebrity. (x)
92. Been in a car accident. (x)
93. Been told you have beautiful eyes. (x)
94. Been told you have beautiful hair. (x)
95. Raped somebody. ( )
96. Danced in the rain. (x)
97. Been rejected. (x)
98. Walked out of a restaurant without paying. ( )
99. Punched someone/slapped someone in the face.(x)
100. Been raped. ( )

I'm 48% Virgin

First of all Rune Wolf is being changed to Rune Tiger for obvious reasons, the story however is being postponed because I need to work on more ideas for it. I'm currently going to make a new youtube account and begin some projects for that channel which I will list in the channel description of that channel. I'm not going to do actual art I'm just planning on doing random stuff like the spin art, maybe some random abstract art I do on Paint and GIMP. Other stories are currently on hiatus as well.

I Won't Be On For 4 Days Because I Will Be At A Friend's House, It's Sort Of A Vacation For Me To Get Away From My Annoying Family I'm Sorry To Certain People That I Haven't Been On In Awhile On Yahoo And MSN Because I Was Packing Stuff Up. Like I Said I'll Be Gone For 4 Days. Sorry To The People I Talk To. Projects Are On A Stand Still For Two Months Because I'm Way Behind On Working On Them.

just some stupid shit going on in my life and I need some time to think I'll still be on Yahoo, Skype, and MSN

ok after several tries I finally got rid of the virus and fixed my internet issues. so here comes the updates I am currently working on 6 projects, a let's play of Half-Life 2 and Ninja Gaiden II are in the works, I'm currently working on a music project which I won't go into details, I'm working on a drawing of my own fursona and last but not least I will be writing two stories, one will be Furry Paradise under a new name and the other is a story I've been wanting to write for the longest of time, yes I shall be writing a story that should blow the socks off of the furry fandom, the name of this story is called Rune Wolf, it's going to be Fantasy/Gay Romance story of epic proportions. I will be writing journals to say how far I am at. that is all for now. Goodnight And Godspeed!

Well this has come to my attention that I have a computer virus and most of my stuff isn't working so as of now I will be going on hiatus til this problem is fixed which should be 2 weeks or less. so I won't be on messenger or skype til this virus is gone and I can happily continue working on my several projects but sadly right now my computer is nothing more then a expensive paperweight, so this is Rayne signing out and hopefully be back in 2 weeks. Goodnight And Godspeed!

stolen from  faine

1. (x) Have you ever howled at the moon?
2. (x) Have you ever barked at someone?
3. () Have you ever found yourself drawing or scribbling furry art when you're supposed to be doing something else?
4. (x) Have you ever worn an animal costume or tail as a child and pretended to be an animal?
5. () Have you ever eaten out of a dog bowl?
6. () Have you been to at least one furry con?
7. (x) Do you like to look at furry porn all the time?
8. (x) Do you RP or play second life as a furry character?
9. () Do you own a fursuit or at least a tail?
10. (x) Do you know what all these words mean or have used them at least once?
11. () Do you have at least 5 videos of you acting or doing something furry on youtube?
12. () Has your anthropersona/character been drawn in a furry porn type manner?
13. () Are you well known in the furry fandom?
14. (x) Do you dream furry while you sleep?
15. (x) Would you transform into your character/fursona if you were given the chance to live like that for the rest of your life?
16. (x) Have you ever worn a collar?
17. () Do you own more than 20 art badges of your fursonas or characters?
18. () Have you been to more than 20 furry cons in your lifetime?
19. (x) Do you think that deep down you have the spirit of an animal within you?
20. (x) Do you enjoy hanging out with other furries?
21. (x) Do you think we should have a furry run for president of the USA?
22. (x) If you ever became rich would you own a room in your house that was just to display your fursuits or furry art?
23. (x) Is your best friend furry?
24. (x) Do your furry friends call you by your furry name in public?
25. (x) Have you been in the furry fandom for at least 5 years?

I'm A Hardened Furry! Woot!

1 to 5 = Furry wannabe.
6 to 10 = Furry newbie.
11 to 15 = Furry.
16 to 20 = Hardened Furry.
21 to 25 = Hardcore Furry.

Well today I went to Game Stop to buy Banjo-Kazooie: Nuts & Bolts and they did have it so I bought it I came home and put the disc in my 360, I started it and it told me it was the wrong region code so I looked on the disc and it didn't say NTSC on it, it said PAL, and I am now fucking pissed because I purchased a PAL game and I blame the idiot who sold it to me he could have saw it was a PAL game when he pulled it out, and also I called them and they said they have no more copies of the game, so probably tomorrow I have to return it and go to another Game Stop to see if they have it, ugh I hate stupid people and I fucking hate Game Stop!

seriously I only have two contacts lol, pm if you want to know my username for skype

(Note: I Did This Out Of Boredom lol)

1.) Put your media player of choice on shuffle.
2.) List the first fifteen songs that come up (skipping titles like "Fugue in D Minor") and add "in my pants" to the end.

1. Walking On Air in my pants - Kerli
2. TiK ToK in my pants - Kesha
3. Not Myself Tonight in my pants - Christina Aguilera
4. Your Betrayal in my pants - Bullet For My Valentine
5. Need You Know in my pants - Lady Antebellum
6. Halfway Gone in my pants - Lifehouse
7. Evacuate The Dancefloor in my pants - Cascada
8. Hot N Cold in my pants - Katy Perry
9. Bad Romance in my pants - Lady Gaga
10. Bring Me To Life in my pants - Evanescence
11. Breathe in my pants - Michelle Branch
12. So What in my pants - P!nk
13. Bulletproof in my pants - La Roux
14. Rude Boy in my pants - Rihanna
15. Can't Fight The Moonlight in my pants - LeAnn Rimes