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How many watched do you think i'd lose? XD I'm weirdly concerned about losing all my watchers. :P

But its so goddamn difficult. I do all my drawing with both my tablet and laptop on my lap, on my bed, where all my dogs are jumping around with a cord that disconnects if I move it in the slightest. I really wish I had a desk or something :\

1. What is your natural hair color?
Medium brown-ish

2. Where was your ID pic taken?
In my old house. I actually look a lot different from it now.

3. What's your middle name?
Cynthia

4. Your current relationship status?
Food and me forever

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
LOL funny


..no

6. What is your current mood?
Happy-ish ?

7. What's the color of your underwear?
Purple. ...

8. What is one thing that makes you happy?
Homestuck and anime

9. Who was the last person you cuddled with?
DOGS ARE PEOPLE TOO

10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
idk. Don't feel like I should mess with time.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day?
Anything strong enough to steal candy from a store and NOT get caught.

12. Ever had a near death experience?
Yes. I was hit by a car.

13. Something you do a lot?
Space out. I specialize in doing that.

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
You're gonna go far, kid by The Offspring

15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
 Neurotoxic_Johann


16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
James Cameron

17. When was the last time you cried?
2 days ago, I watched Marley and Me.

18. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
No, cause I am a pansy, and I don't want to kill a room full of people :)

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Idk. Something Demonic and badass.

20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Usually there back, because I don't want them to see me stalking them.

21. What's your biggest secret?
HISSSSSS

22. What's your favorite color?
Monotone colors.

23. When was the last time you lied?
Yesterday. Cause I am lazy.

24. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
HELL YEA. DISNEY AND SPONGEBOB FOR THE WIN!

25. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Chinese and Brisk lemon iced tea

26. What's your favorite smell?
Burning wood.

27. If you could describe life in one word what would it be?
Awesome

28. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
30 minutes ago, I hugged my daddy.

29. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
No.

30. What are you thinking about right now?
Karkat.

31. What should you be doing?
Not what I am doing right now.

32. What was the last thing that made you upset?
My mind constantly makes shit up that makes me upset.

33. Do you like working in the yard?
What?

34. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
hmmm.... I don't know. Something awesome though.

35. Name 5 things in your closet:
Clothes. Hangers. Weird things that I don't know what is.

36. Do you act different around your crush?
Noppppeeeee

37. When was the last time you slept with a stuffed animal?
When I was in the hospital in march.

38. How many times do you take a shower a week?
3 or 4 times. We have a water leak and its a pain to go out and turn it on, then off, then here the landlord bitch.

39. Do you brush your teeth everyday?
Yea.

40. Have you ever said something stupid in front of your crush?
I have said something stupid in front of everybody.

41. Have you ever watched a hockey game?
Fuck yea. I love hockey.

42. Do you lie about your age?
i used to, not anymore. i looked like a douche.

43. Ever been jealous about something stupid?
Who hasn't?

44. Do you pick your nose?
......

45. What's the one food you hate?
I don't like a lot of foods, but I can't think of one right now.

46. What's the one junk food you cant live without?
I have eaten junk food or the last 6 fucking months because i have a broken stove. I'm so tired of it.

47. How old were you when you found out Santa was fake?
My older sister, Nikki. Evil bitch.

48. Have you ever blown your nose and looked inside the napkin?
Yea.

49. Describe your favorite underwear you have?
No not really.

50. Did you lie in any of these questions?
Nope.

So I am sitting on my floor, getting ready to cut out a gear for cosplay stuff, pick up the box cutter, and IMMEDIATELY cuts a huge gash on my left hand. Why am I such a scatterbrained idiot klutz?
>.<
I don't even know how I did it. It was a miracle act of idiocy is my guess.
At least it was my left hand. .-.

Dad- "What are you doing?"

Me- "Listening to passive-rebellious music and drawing my character being stabbed and beaten up."

Dad- "okay, we're getting dinner in a few minutes."





I really enjoyed this short conversation for some reason.

I get a sewing machine. It was free. WOO. Its pretty nice.
Bout to get started on a Dave Strider cosplay. I would love to get started on my fursuit but there wasn't enough tape to do my DTD. I thought 4 rolls was enough for some reason. :C
-walks in circles-

I was drawing on it, of course, and the power went out while I was sketching a pretty picture. I was really pissed of and sad about it, so I didn't draw for the entire day, but then just now opened it to get a hex code color thinky. AND MY DRAWING WAS THERE. WHY DOESN'T SAI HAVE THAT FEATURE?!

;-; I am so unbelievably relieved and happy.

I said extra meat not extra lies

Aurggg I have no idea why but I have been really struggling with being "productive". I have been sorta giving my homeschool stuff the cold shoulder even. I don't want to do anything but lay in my bed and do nothing. What sucks s I really want to draw but as soon as I draw a circle, my brain like powers off. Now tomorrow (or today, because its fucking 2:30am), I have to quickly do all my homeschool stuff (I have to send in all missed work on sunday or it will be a 0 forever) I really pushed that stuff of to far :\ But I usually have no issue doing my school stuff, just lately I have :\ I was like that in public school, but then I didn't give a fuck so....
This journal had no point really besides me being a bitch lazy and dumb teenage. Sorry.

Have a nice day guys :)

Will be doing my duct-tape dummy in a bit, or in the morning. Depending on if I can find some old pants.

My dad gave me the choice between going to FA united or Anthrocon. I can't go to both :C I'm so torn between the 2. I am kinda going towards FA united since its smaller than AC and I haven't been to any big cons really ;-;

Outline something for me? Nice clean outlines? I have no idea why but my hand keep shaking whenever I draw. :\ Willing to pay a bit, or make some pretty sketch arts or both!

I can't wear short or tanktops. Those fuckers love me. >.< *itches*

Male side:
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own, like, a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
[x] Wear boxers.

Male Points Total = 12

Female side:

[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[x] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Female Total Points= 7

The meme has spokennnnn XD

How every single fast food restaurant I go to, the ice cream/icee/soda I want machine is broken. Why. How. Its like they break simultaneously.

My fault really cause I totally destroyed the keyboard, makes writing a story almost impossible ;-;

It's not that I am being lazy, or my tablet is dying. I just haven't had any ideas or inspiration to draw. I am still trying to work around with PhotoShop. I have one of my raffle pieces from last month totally planned out though, can't wait to start that one, just waiting for that wave of arting urge to swarm over me.

That wasn't really important I just felt like sharing. I'm gonna go take a nap... yes at 6am, I haven't been able to sleep well lately either :\ But when I am tired, its a really weird time of the day.

Oh and, Happy Birthday to my mommy! She is 35, for that 8 billionth year in a row *coughcough* She doesn't like when I say her age :)

Who needs sleep when you have Youtube?

Was wondering if anyone had an old shitty one, or something that is atleast 21" that I can buy off of them?
Amazon doesn't take paypal or cash and thats about all I have XD Plus I don't really like ordering things online :\

*Already stopped by 3 hair salons and they kinda asked for more than Amazon, like a lot more XD *

Edit- Actually, an Mannequin head of any decent size, because I can always pad it if it is to small ;-;

How do you use this program ;~;

-rolls around-

Sometimes I forget what a scatterbrain I am.

You god damn troll.
XD

I have the worst Jo-Ann's in FurAffinity .-.
Everyone working there is a dick and everything is thrown all over the place with wrong labels. Its extremely dis-organized. >.<

Sorry, I totally forgot yesterday!
The winners are...





3rd place is:
 Maroc
Congratulations! You are the win of 2 full body sketches!












2nd place goes to:
 VanityVixen
Congratulations! You win a full body flat color!

And now 1st place.......





is....












 RoflKitten

CONGRATS! You win full colored and shaded full body portrait!


If there is something you want special about it, just note me! Details of a background, or a specific position are welcomed for your piece!

*Also, I will be holding another free raffle for a real life object. :) Keep an eye open for it!