most of you know I don't generally use the word "Beautiful" but this falls into that description, with all the goosebumps, and everything else that goes with it.

https://youtu.be/8OiYDUEu3i8

So I know I updated it a couple days ago, but I wanted to try something a bit different in recording, so I thought I'd put this one up as well! Much harder mix this time around * chuckles* AND LONGER!




Like my penis....

https://youtu.be/JiklNm2Qjn4
PENIS

That's right everybody, I have more music for you!!!

A little bit eclectic, and a little somethin for everybody I think with a few new tricks up my sleeve this time around!

https://youtu.be/Pj_g1YwXZkc

hey get your asses in here for awesome music n such

http://ustre.am/PYse

IT MEANS I'M DOIN STUFF!!!!!

Namely I'm going to be recording my demo for FC 2013 tomorrow, and am debating livestreaming the session, and then just running it to a practice fun mix after that. anybody interested?

hey guys, who knows how to use zbrush and is efficient and quick with it? my mask sculpter had his computer crap out on him and he wont be able to get it done before RF. little help anyone?

hey I have an idea for the dance competition, but I'm going to need some help in order to pull this off. I'm gonna need 3 female suiters, and 3 other male suiters for this, so if you're going to rainfurrest please drop a comment or a note and I"ll get with you!!!


Technically yes this is kind of a tryout thing, but the epicness of this will be something they talk about for awhile!

ask me shit, bitches

hey everybody  Knuxlight has made a shirt and is trying really hard to get it put into production

so go here http://www.threadless.com/submission/440858/Dandelion/showmore,designs
and vote for it!!!!!!

friend of mine just lost their computer to hardware stuffs and have lost the chance to make their music


so give the link here a read and help if ya can

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3671323/

hey go check this out!

 Terranariko is hosting a free art raffle for male pets, rules are posted inthe journal so go check it out!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8392817/

Hey everybody! i had some fun last night and did a new mix and such. Pay no attention to the quality glitch, that happens when I record for some reason due to audio routing and rerouting back into the computer and I dont have a fix for that yet.

Anyways, please go and give a listen! It's full of treasure and stuff!

http://soundcloud.com/djpwn_3/dj-pw.....ainfurrest-mix

as i mentioned earlier,  househead and  Valmir are in some serious trouble guys, between landlords and job accomodations screwing them out of their home, Househead is hosting a DJ Fundraiser to earn anything that they can to help cover moving costs.

Please help if you can even a dollar will work, and here's the link to the music stream http://www.livestream.com/househead

also the paypal for donating is lov3h3rts[at]gmail.com

you guys know I dont normally do the whole "help fundraiser" type stuff, but this is a special case, and involves two of my dear friends, please help if you can!

That's right you all, due to circumstances, mainly landlords kicking them out while overcharging them for rent, they've found themselves in huge financial terribleness. Due to a recent move by val's job as well, they need a shotgun move to california where val is stationed. Don't think you're gonna be donating something for nothing though,  househead is doing a charity DJ stream tonight at 6pm so keep watch for that, and he will be spinning until he drops, taking requests and the like for anything you can spare.

I normally dot do these types of journals, but  househead and  valmir are two of my really good friends, and they really need the help here guys, so if you can spare any change or anything please let them know, or paypal a donation to lov3h3rts[at]gmail.com The music is kickass and it'll be going for a long time, so if you can everybody please help in any way you can!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3572640/

you should go play the game he's got going on, it's fun *grin* like TMI tuesday's but with a fun little madlib twist at the end!!!

so go see this guy  rubberkitten and ask him stuff!

I'm 27 as of yesterday, thanks to those of you who remembered

hey if you wanna run games and such, you can find me there as ThreeftPony :P

Don't only practice your art, but force your way into it's secrets. For it and knowledge can raise men to the divine.

A truth by Ludwig Van Beethoven


I don't really think I need to go into a deep explanation of this. just take it for what it is, and never let your inspiration or your passion extinguish itself.

All a Masterball is, is just the pokemon version of date rape. You give it to them, they stop struggling and come with you afterwards.

It appears I won't be Djing for AC this year, which is a bummer, had a lot of fun stuff lined up. In reality though I'm not upset about it, gives me more time to spend with everybody and hang out and actually SUIT!!!! so I won't be djing, no biggie, protocollie has some really good picks this year and I hope you all go out and support them!

so I decided to have a little bit of fun and took a personality test
here's what it came up with

Warm

You have a genuine interest in other people. You're a natural host, and are always thinking about how you can increase the happiness of those around you. When friends have problems or are in trouble, you're usually the first person they turn to for aid and comfort. Scoring high on the "warm" trait suggests that you are among those who enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.
You don't always say exactly what you're thinking; you don't like the idea of causing anyone pain because of your criticism.

Understanding

You are willing to take the time to find out what's going on with other people, especially if they're in distress. You're a good listener, you don't criticize, and you offer unbiased, respectful, honest advice when it's requested. With a high score on the "understanding" trait, it is likely that you are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.
You don't feel the need to impose your standards on others or say things that, even though true, cause pain.

Upbeat

You enjoy being around others and others enjoy being around you. You have a "live and let live" attitude; because you know that no one's perfect, you are forgiving and happy to give the benefit of the doubt.
You don't feel the need to be controversial or express contrary opinions all the time. You see no reason to go around rubbing people the wrong way.

Calm

You rarely become irritated, generally accept people as they are, take things as they come, and feel relaxed in most situations.
You do not let a minor annoyance escalate to a confrontation. You don't regularly snap at those around you or fly off the handle with little provocation.

Innovative

You come up with a lot of ideas; if one doesn't work out, there's always another waiting in the wings. You often have interesting solutions to difficult problems. You're practically a one-person brainstorming session.
You are less interested changing the world than in dealing with things as they are. Unlike those who spend all their time trying to solve problems, you prefer to zero in on things that work and stick with them.

Aesthetic

You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.
You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.

Creative

You are good at solving problems, coming up with original ideas, and seeing connections between things, connections that most other people miss. People with a high score on the "creative" trait often are employed in such fields as finance and scientific research, and enjoy avant garde and classical music as well as literary fiction and scholarly non-fiction.
You do not shun abstractions and concepts in favor of the concrete and tangible.

Competent

You strive to master everything you undertake. You tend to learn quickly and do not shy away from challenges.
You are not a "que sera sera" type of person, nor do you go easy on yourself when attempting to master a new skill or get a job done.

Astute

You are a quick study. You generally don't need to have things explained to you more than once. When presented with a problem, you will often have an instant understanding of where to look for the solution.
You do not take your sweet time when presented with a new task to complete or problem to solve. You don't avoid assignments that require you to learn new skills.

Intellectual

You are thoughtful, rational, and comfortable in the world of ideas. People find you interesting to talk to. You're the living embodiment of the saying "You learn something new every day." In general, those with a high score on the "intellectual" trait are employed in such fields as teaching and research, and are enthusiastic about reading, foreign films, and classical music.
You do not avoid abstract conversation, experimenting with new ideas, or studying new things. It bores you to stick to the straight and narrow of what you already know.


now the funny thing is that this is surprisingly accurate.

Curious? might as well go play with it yourself here https://www.signalpatterns.com and click on personality patterns

well everyone else seems to be doing it so why not?

Ask me about a kink or fetish and I'll tell ya yes or no as to whether or not it's a turn on or off for me
(obviously if it's stuff I've had drawn I'm into it :P)

You'd think that it'd be easy to say "I'm sorry" when you know you messed up, but there are times when those two words just wont cut it. This is one of those times for me.

A year ago I got a shot at something awesome, a chance to work with Bad Dragon, and a chance to work with some real professionals on the DJ circuits. Needless to say that in that time, I can painfully admit that I've lost myself along the way. Not in the hustle and bustle aspects, but losing the real reason why I do what I do, and the reasons behind it. I've made an ass of myself on stage, and on twitter, and even here on FA, and with my personal relationships I've made and fought for over the years. I won't go into too great of detail, but I became someone I wasn't and ended up hurting relationships with that.

A good friend brought this up to me recently, and going back I can see that they were absolutely right, i stopped doing it for me, and became who I "thought" people wanted me to be, which ended up making me an ego-centric asshole (some may not use those terms, but let's face it, with how I've been acting that's pretty accurate) The music I play, the friends I have, everything that makes me, ME has become muddled and lost in what I have been striving for. I blame that entirely on myself by over-thinking, and acting out before I considered the repercussions it might have on the people that matter to me.

I know I've been a prick and a brick-headed, not humble idiot, and for that I'm truly sorry, I wish I could say it in a better way or a more eloquent term. In all reality though, I've never really been about being elaborate or incredibly poetic. I've been rash, crude, ego driven, and lost sight of my friends, my supporters, and the people that even gave me the shots I've had in the first place, again I'm sorry.

You guys are who make me what I am and remind me what's important to not only myself, but to you guys as well, I want to go back to being the clumsy hoss who was doing his best as a dj for himself, and not anyone else. I let you guys down with that and I can't say that I'm sorry enough.

If you've read this through and are at this point, all I ask is that you give me a chance to be that person again, not who I am now. I don't like it, and I miss the friendships I've been able to have.

This isn't a way to cry for help, or a "woe is me" type journal, those of you who know me, know that I've always tried to stay away from dropping my personal issues on the people around me. This is me saying that I've fucked up, and I know I have and I want to try to make it right for all of you. I'm not a big shot, I'm not a super important guy, I'm just a humble hoss that makes dicks and wants to share his love of music with everyone.

That's who I am and that's who I want to be again

alright, some of you have finished it already, and I've run through it twice already. The general consensus is that the endings are absolute hogwash and full of horrible terrible, and on this I agree to a point. Interestingly enough I found this on the bioware forums and makes a lot of sense if you think about it

I dont understand how people dont see that the whole sequence after shepard gets blasted by harbinger is played out in his head. It is all extremely obvious and the game has been working up to it. The way indoctrination is explained over the game (making people think they are willingly helping the reapers, convinced that the reapers serve a greater cause, and uplifting the reapers as some godlike being in the subjects mind).Also the dream sequences, there are multiple dream sequences in the game so as to make it entirely possible that the ending sequence could be some hallucination too.

Now for the events itself, they are extremly clear. Harbinger, the one reaper who has been trying to indoctrinate shepard for so long, blasts shepard. He wakes up, hears whispers (Like every person that was being indoctrinated) and finds a pistol with unlimited ammo (the kind of inaccure detail one would find in a dream). He steps into the beam and gets teleported to the Citadel, the citadel which is horribly inaccurate (not recognisable, keepers cant be shot, dead human bodies litter the place in dramatic fashion which makes no sense except if imagined by shepards dispairing brain). Then theres Anderson, shepards father figure, who has no possiblity to be there (no survivors from the beam, cant have gotten passed shepard somehow). However it would make sense that he was there if it was a concotion of shepards brain, ofcourse shepard would imagine anderson there. They dont recognise the citadel, another thing commonly assosiated with dreams (if your in a dream everything makes sense, untill you start examining your surroundings and realise it totally unlogical and unrecognisable, you usually wake up not soon after). He gets to the console with anderson there, obviously imagined since anderson couldnt have gotten past shepard and according to the conversation he was only a couple seconds ahead yet you dont see him. Another figure of shepards imagination pops up out of nowhere, the illusive man. More dispair enters shepards brain as he imagines the illusive mans power, forcing him to shoot anderson. Through sheer will of force he overcomes his thoughts of the illusive man, either through breaking lose and shooting him, or by making him shoot himself.

Then comes the reaper who talks directly to shepard. You know, that reaper that presents itself as the ghost of the kid haunting shepards dream and as a godlike figure. If you read the indoctrination codex you will see indoctrinated people see reapers as godlike figures. You also clearly (or not so very clearly) hear harbingers voice in the background while the kid speaks and he refers to himself as 'we' everytime he talks about the reapers (ie. he's being pretty blatant about being a reaper). The reaper then comes up with an explenation which would make it (vaguely) seem as if the reapers serve a greater purpose (again, read the codex entry on indoctrination).
Shortly after shepard is presented with 3 choices. There is only one choice that is considered 'good' for it gives the possibility for shepard to survive and, interestingly, this is also the choice portrayed as being the worst choice according to the reaper. "you can control the reapers, just touch the lightning thing, you will die (ie. succumb to us) but everything will be alright. Or you can jump in the beam, you will die, but everything will be alright. Or you can shoot that thing, you will destroy the reapers, but it will destroy all synthetics, even you are part synthetic and you will kill the geth and your friend edi". Everything points out that the reapers Doesnt want you to make that choice, he wants shepard to willingly choose one of the other 2 options (thus completing the indoctrination of shepard).

Shepard keeps his mind cool and picks destroy the reapers, defying what the reapers wants him to do. He then imagines all that he expects to happen, and includes his hopes and wishes. His friends who were with him at the beam somehow got to safety. He imagines them stepping out of the normandy unharmed on a distant world, giving him some peace of mind. He wakes up back in the rubble on earth, Harbinger has failed.
Now we wait for Bioware to release the end (obviously this hallucination wasnt the end) for which I am gratefull. They made sure nobody gets spoiled cos of differing release dates around the globe and the datamining of the possible endings (the end isnt in the game yet so that it cant be datamined, its brilliant really).


Now were this the case I could end the game happy, as I suspected shepard would be sacrificing themselves for the greater good anyways. It's the old story, the hero goes through hell and back to protect everyone, and finally earns their rest in death at the end.

Just a couple things though

1. What is the normandy doing in a relay jump during the final fight? I find it really hard to believe joker or any of the crew would just up and leave shepard there, especially after going through so much together.

2. Why are my squadmates with the ship when they were all down on earth during the fight?

3. How did anderson survive? he wasn't even armored and yet miraculously survives. ((I say this because I cant count how many times I died killing the reaper with that painter gun, and yes I played on the hardest difficulty))

4. Was Udina actually indoctrinated? I mean that's kind of a big event and it just gets swept under the rug.

5. What good is Legion's sacrifice if you're forced to either control the reapers or end synthetics in one way or another. it eliminates EDI and the geth Period no matter what you do.

6. The Quarians finally get their homeworld back only to end up stuck at earth with the destruction of the relays, seriously? taste your home soil only to have the universe go "nah just kiddin"


those are my big questions so far, even after playing through twice and looking at each ending in depth, scouring the net and such. I'm not raging about this, I'm just overall kinda sad. This is probably the only game series I've EVER been emotionally invested in, and to be honest, this felt like a kick to the groin i'm not gonna lie it really did. I'm man enough to admit that I cried when I lost mordin thane and legion, because it was done so eloquently and the music score fit the situation perfectly. They were beautiful deaths and probably the best endings to characters I've ever seen (and I've been a gamer since I was old enough to hold a controller) then to come to how it all ends and get slapped with the fact that everything I did was for naught, kinda seems irresponsible and slapdash in my opinion.

Either way I'm just hoping out of it all that I can find some answers to these questions, What are your thoughts or opinions? or if you have more questions I'd like to hear them, maybe compile them into a list

Boy Confessions


1. Do you sleep naked?
only way to sleep

2. Do you sleep with socks on?
no, otherwise I cant get to sleep

3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
depends on my mood really, and if I get sex in the middle of the night
4. Do you enjoy drama?
who does? fuck that noise, I hate drama

5. Are you a manly man?
I can be, but you wouldnt know it once you get me on my back really

6. Who was the last person you hugged?

 Streakthetiger

7. Small or large package?

Well you've probably heard the rumors, I am hung like a friggin hoss, don't believe me, go find my xtube

8. Are you short?

if you count 6 even as short

9. Do you like somebody?

um yeah? i'm friends with damn near everybody

10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?

no, and I'm a twitterer, my facebook is really only for promotional stuff

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?

very much so

12. Do you think you’re conceited?

not all the time, but you gotta be selfish form time to time

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?

I try to, if not there's always the fallback option of fursuiting

14. Are you double jointed?

in places

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?

in the two-seater swing part of a kids swingset

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?

nope

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?

there's usually a few floating around about me, dunno what the current ones are though

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?

not anymore, been a civillian for too long now :P

19. How many boys will read this just because it says "Boy Confessions"?

no friggin clue

[x] I wear make up. (used to alot)
[ ] I have cried in a movie theater. (*sobs* M-.. Mufasaaaaaa)
[x] I can brush my teeth without opening mymouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[x] I like techno.
[] I like country.
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x ] I'd be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football. ( Was never raised on getting to know sports or to love it so when I watch im all wtf is going on. )
[x] Boys are confusing. ( sometimes I guess _
[x] I've been called a bad influence. (I am the guy your parents warned you about. all those dirty kinky things :P )
[x] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.



Come on fellas, be truthful!

1. What color is your underwear?
black, baby blue, olive drab, silver (all microfiber cockring thongs)

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired boys?

dont know really, they're usually behind me :P

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?

off and on

4. What's one thing a boy can do to make you like them?

be themselves

5. Do you have a best friend?

that I do

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?

more times than I can count

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?

nah, hard work and gym time will fix anything wrong with ya

8. Do you like your life?

I'm pretty happy with it so far

9. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?

not to my knowledge.

10. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?

actually no

11. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?

Boys.

12. Have you ever slapped anybody in the face?

if you count a right cross then yes

13. What are your biggest fears?


Not being good enough, strong enough, or failing in general

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?

honestly no I havent

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?

quite a few times


16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"

nope, especially since I'm not a firm believer in relationships

17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?

all the time

18. Do you ever wish you were famous?

Wish? baby I AM famous!
19. Are you currently missing someone?

yeah

THIS BOY OR THAT BOY? PICK ONE:
Cowboy or Gangster?
Cowboy (usually hung pretty good)

Preppy or Punk?
punk (they usually give it rough)

Face or Body?
body

Good cook or take you out a lot?
Good Cook

Sweet or sexy?
sexy

Armani or Abercrombie?
Armani (means he knows how to take care of himself and hold a job if you can afford that)

Contacts or glasses?
depends on the face