A Change for the Better
General | Posted 16 years agoit's amazing what can happen in a year isn't it? the three of us have moved back to my own home state and town, necro and kad are well working their way into launching their careers as artists and me well, I'm still looking for work. but that's not what I'm talking about. mainly for those of you who didn't know
Necrodrone13
Kadath and myself have been in a triad relationship for the last 2 years. not a threesome as some of you have asked about, but more of a perfect triangle of strengths and weaknesses, each bringing their own abilities and dreams to the table. again 2009 had a lot of changes for us, and one of those changes is that
Mercy and
Necrodrone13 have become official mates. now before any of you wonder what happened let me explain. no one can help that certain feeling when you meet someone who just holds a certain key or an element that your soul is crying for. Mercy has that for necro and she for him. to be honest we're not considering this a breakup, merely an extension of family and titles are changing. we're still very happy together even if we're not "together" so to speak.
Kadath and myself are a couple now and still very very happy and we're offering help and advice to necro and mercy when they need it. nothing failed in this relationship, we just went as far as we possibly could and our paths are branching off for a time. we are a family and that will never change, neither will the love I have for either kad necro or mercy. they are my family and that really sums it up *smiles happily*
Necrodrone13
Kadath and myself have been in a triad relationship for the last 2 years. not a threesome as some of you have asked about, but more of a perfect triangle of strengths and weaknesses, each bringing their own abilities and dreams to the table. again 2009 had a lot of changes for us, and one of those changes is that
Mercy and
Necrodrone13 have become official mates. now before any of you wonder what happened let me explain. no one can help that certain feeling when you meet someone who just holds a certain key or an element that your soul is crying for. Mercy has that for necro and she for him. to be honest we're not considering this a breakup, merely an extension of family and titles are changing. we're still very happy together even if we're not "together" so to speak.
Kadath and myself are a couple now and still very very happy and we're offering help and advice to necro and mercy when they need it. nothing failed in this relationship, we just went as far as we possibly could and our paths are branching off for a time. we are a family and that will never change, neither will the love I have for either kad necro or mercy. they are my family and that really sums it up *smiles happily*FC meme
General | Posted 16 years agoStolen from
necrodrone13
Where are you staying?
in da hotel of course!!
Who will you be with?
I'll be roomin with
NecroDrone13,
Kadath,
mcajabberwocky and
Mercy
Do you do trades?
no..sadly I'm not an artist, I'm a suiter
What suits will you have?
Traygurr
What is your gender?
Male
How old are you?
24
Can I touch you?
i never turn away hugs!
Can I talk to you?
i'd be sad if you didnt, although if I'm in suit I may not talk back, but I'll flail wildly though
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
hmmm....if you're offering? then sure!
Can I give you lots of money?
again if it's being offered lol, although I dunno many furs who'll just "GIVE" money away
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
again I'll never turn down hugs, especially in suit, and snuggles if I know ya
How tall are you?
roughly 6 foot 1
You look pissed off out of suit can I come up to you?
i'm rarely pissed off so you dun have to worry about it
Are you nice?
i would certainly hope so!!
Are you cliquey?
I never had a clique in high school cuz I wasn't popular, I'm NOT about to start now lol!
Can I stalk you?
i'm not sure whether I'd feel flattered or scared lol
How long are you going?
this party aint never gonna stop baby!
Do you have an artist table?
nope, I'll be the giant horse suit running around
Do you like parties?
parties make everything better
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
I respond to most things, just dont throw anything at me....I hate that
necrodrone13Where are you staying?
in da hotel of course!!
Who will you be with?
I'll be roomin with
NecroDrone13,
Kadath,
mcajabberwocky and
Mercy Do you do trades?
no..sadly I'm not an artist, I'm a suiter
What suits will you have?
Traygurr
What is your gender?
Male
How old are you?
24
Can I touch you?
i never turn away hugs!
Can I talk to you?
i'd be sad if you didnt, although if I'm in suit I may not talk back, but I'll flail wildly though
Can I buy you lots of drinks?
hmmm....if you're offering? then sure!
Can I give you lots of money?
again if it's being offered lol, although I dunno many furs who'll just "GIVE" money away
Can I hug or snuggle with you?
again I'll never turn down hugs, especially in suit, and snuggles if I know ya
How tall are you?
roughly 6 foot 1
You look pissed off out of suit can I come up to you?
i'm rarely pissed off so you dun have to worry about it
Are you nice?
i would certainly hope so!!
Are you cliquey?
I never had a clique in high school cuz I wasn't popular, I'm NOT about to start now lol!
Can I stalk you?
i'm not sure whether I'd feel flattered or scared lol
How long are you going?
this party aint never gonna stop baby!
Do you have an artist table?
nope, I'll be the giant horse suit running around
Do you like parties?
parties make everything better
If I see you, how should I get your attention?
I respond to most things, just dont throw anything at me....I hate that
I'm finally on XBOX live!
General | Posted 16 years agohey all! i'm joining the ranks on XBOX live. feel free to add me if ya like, my tag is ThreeFootHorse (giggles)
My Life According to Coldplay (meme)
General | Posted 16 years agoUsing only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (band name)" (STOLEN FROM
Necrodrone13 )
• Pick your Artist:
Coldplay
• Are you a male or female?
Yes
• Describe yourself:
Life in Technicolor
• How do you feel:
Shiver
• Describe where you currently live:
Postcards From Far Away
• If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Amsterdam
• Your favorite form of transportation:
Strawberry Swing
• What did you get on your last Birthday?
Clocks
• Your best friend is:
Easy to Please
• You and your best friends are:
Animals
• What's the weather like:
Rainy Day
• Favorite moment:
Sleeping Sun (or nighttime if you don't get the reference)
• If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
The World Turned Upside Down
• What is life to you:
Things I don't Understand
• Your last relationship:
God put a Smile on your Face
• Your fear:
Death and all his Friends
• What is the best advice you have to give:
Everything's not Lost
• Thought for the Day:
See You Soon
• How I would like to die:
A whisper
• My soul's condition:
Fix You
• Most Faithful Companion:
Brothers and Sisters
• My motto:
Death Will Never Conquer
Necrodrone13 )• Pick your Artist:
Coldplay
• Are you a male or female?
Yes
• Describe yourself:
Life in Technicolor
• How do you feel:
Shiver
• Describe where you currently live:
Postcards From Far Away
• If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Amsterdam
• Your favorite form of transportation:
Strawberry Swing
• What did you get on your last Birthday?
Clocks
• Your best friend is:
Easy to Please
• You and your best friends are:
Animals
• What's the weather like:
Rainy Day
• Favorite moment:
Sleeping Sun (or nighttime if you don't get the reference)
• If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
The World Turned Upside Down
• What is life to you:
Things I don't Understand
• Your last relationship:
God put a Smile on your Face
• Your fear:
Death and all his Friends
• What is the best advice you have to give:
Everything's not Lost
• Thought for the Day:
See You Soon
• How I would like to die:
A whisper
• My soul's condition:
Fix You
• Most Faithful Companion:
Brothers and Sisters
• My motto:
Death Will Never Conquer
so I'm watching MST3k
General | Posted 16 years agoand I've come to the realization after watching space mutiny, that I need a muscle name. AS DO YOU ALL!!! i'm going to go with Blunt Forcetrauma for my manly muscle name. keep in mind they should be original and creative!!! what's yours?
btw if you have no idea what I'm talking about watch this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFHlJ2voJHY
btw if you have no idea what I'm talking about watch this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFHlJ2voJHY
THANKSGIVING!!!
General | Posted 16 years agojust want to wish you all a wonderful turkey day and hope you all had a fantastic day!!!
LG cellphones ftw
General | Posted 16 years agosoooo get this, yesterday I was doing laundry and couldn't for the life of me find my cellphone at all, (it's a ver.2 LG Chocolate from Verizon, the maroon one) so the day goes by and I still cant find it and of course the battery had died the night before so I couldn't even call it to find it so I could charge the battery. so I backtrack a bit to the pants I was wearing yesterday...which just happened to be in the washing machine at the time. so after the cycle finishes I find my cellphone in the pocket of the wet and just washed pants. so knowing that it's an incredibly remote possibility that it would even function again, especially after going through the whole wash and rinse and spin cycles on top of being battered around in there. I left it out overnight and plugged it in this morning the battery charged! on top of that the phone works even better than it did before which honestly makes me laugh, the keys don't stick and the only thing that seems wrong right now is there are dark patches on my screen. other than that it made a full recovery!! not only am I lucky but goddamn LG makes some serious hearty hardware!
a new journal? omg!
General | Posted 16 years agoyeah so I decided to finalyl make somethign new cuz the last one has been up for forever and I got new stuff to talk about.... well not really, I'm jsut getting over the stomach flu and god I hate it. it just laid me out when I got it. but on the plus side I'm back up to normal now and feeling happy again. so that's good news. um what else......I'm drinking apple cider?
my personal thoughts on today
General | Posted 16 years agowords have been flying back and forth across the internets today about the death of Michael Jackson, and as necro stated in her journal I have to admit at how disappointed I am at the bigotry and ignorance that has been the spur and the basis of many arguments and statements today...
Let's take a look at the supporting evidence and the life of Michael Jackson as a whole
when he was young and was with the Jackson 5 his father pushed and pushed him to perform and that he'd never amount to anything to get him to keep singing and try to prove him wrong, thus over time the entertainer was born
however in light of this, having to act on adult matters, and please millions upon millions of people forced him out of his childhood to be an adult before the age of 12, completely missing out on the most important years in a child's life, all the while with an abusive father beating him down over and over again telling him that he was good for nothing, and here in lies the absolute distaste for his father
older now Michael is out on his own, never having been given the acknowledgment that every child needs as they grow up, he's on his own, making records and donating more money to charity than any other human being on earth, at least it says so in the Guinness book of records.
and we get into the surgery, the changing of attitude the ranch and the whole debacle that his life turned into. now before I begin let me say that I'm a supporter of Michael and have never turned my back on him. not only did the families whose children say he molested them come forward and say there were in it for the money, but the room full of children toys and the like? well if you never had a childhood and had to be an adult all the time, wouldn't you want a sanctuary in where you could feel safe? and live out your dream in your own home safe from prying eyes? need I remind you that not one scrap of child pornography was found in his home, nor were there any allegations, other than money driven families to say that he had sex with the kids like it was claimed.
however the damage was done, he was labeled and yet he still performed and tried to work his way out of what had happened and still produced music even after the world had turned it's back on him.
I can understand the surgery he went through, with how much he hated his father, as he grew older he began to look more and more like him, and in order to stop that he went under the knife, and because he never got the attention as a child he went further and tried to get attention whether good or bad from people he met. he hid his face from adults because they judged him, he welcomed children because they were what he so desperately wanted to be again, what he never had a chance to have, the innocence and joy that only a child can know.
Honestly I cant blame him for that, but there are a lot of people out there who disagree with me. I'm not trying to shove this down your throats nor am I standing on a soapbox to preach the word out. I'm just saying my piece and I'm sad that one of the most influential people in my lifetime has come to such a short end. it cant be ignored that between his music, the charities, and his life itself, not a soul on this earth hasn't been touched by him in some way. so I say rest in piece mike, we're gonna miss you. and I hope you find what you're looking for
Let's take a look at the supporting evidence and the life of Michael Jackson as a whole
when he was young and was with the Jackson 5 his father pushed and pushed him to perform and that he'd never amount to anything to get him to keep singing and try to prove him wrong, thus over time the entertainer was born
however in light of this, having to act on adult matters, and please millions upon millions of people forced him out of his childhood to be an adult before the age of 12, completely missing out on the most important years in a child's life, all the while with an abusive father beating him down over and over again telling him that he was good for nothing, and here in lies the absolute distaste for his father
older now Michael is out on his own, never having been given the acknowledgment that every child needs as they grow up, he's on his own, making records and donating more money to charity than any other human being on earth, at least it says so in the Guinness book of records.
and we get into the surgery, the changing of attitude the ranch and the whole debacle that his life turned into. now before I begin let me say that I'm a supporter of Michael and have never turned my back on him. not only did the families whose children say he molested them come forward and say there were in it for the money, but the room full of children toys and the like? well if you never had a childhood and had to be an adult all the time, wouldn't you want a sanctuary in where you could feel safe? and live out your dream in your own home safe from prying eyes? need I remind you that not one scrap of child pornography was found in his home, nor were there any allegations, other than money driven families to say that he had sex with the kids like it was claimed.
however the damage was done, he was labeled and yet he still performed and tried to work his way out of what had happened and still produced music even after the world had turned it's back on him.
I can understand the surgery he went through, with how much he hated his father, as he grew older he began to look more and more like him, and in order to stop that he went under the knife, and because he never got the attention as a child he went further and tried to get attention whether good or bad from people he met. he hid his face from adults because they judged him, he welcomed children because they were what he so desperately wanted to be again, what he never had a chance to have, the innocence and joy that only a child can know.
Honestly I cant blame him for that, but there are a lot of people out there who disagree with me. I'm not trying to shove this down your throats nor am I standing on a soapbox to preach the word out. I'm just saying my piece and I'm sad that one of the most influential people in my lifetime has come to such a short end. it cant be ignored that between his music, the charities, and his life itself, not a soul on this earth hasn't been touched by him in some way. so I say rest in piece mike, we're gonna miss you. and I hope you find what you're looking for
Kadath062 it's my boyfriends BIRTHDAY!!!!
General | Posted 16 years agothat's right ladies and gents. it's kad's bday today so you all should run over to his page and give him lots of love!!!!!! but you'll have to ask him how old he is *chuckles*
HOLY CRAP! SOMETHING AMAZING!
General | Posted 16 years agoguess what? IT"S MY BIRTHDAY IN AN HOUR~!!!!!! i'm gonna be 24 this year!
gimmee a joke!
General | Posted 16 years agojust what it says, hit me with the best joke you have!!!!
it's been brought to my attention that..
General | Posted 16 years agoin the year I've been with
Necrodrone13 and
Kadath062 i haven't written a single thing about my relationship at all about either of them or how things have been going! I'm going back and actually looking at my past journals and I'm seeing just the tremendous journey I've been on in the past year, I know I still have a long way to go, but I'm realizing just how much of a whiny asshole I used to be. and honestly all the progress I've made is entirely thanks to my mates. I love them both dearly and couldn't be without them ever!
I'm not trying to blow my horn, I'm just eternally thankful for having them in my life, I can honestly say that they complete me in ways I never even thought or imagined. and they've really helped me "grow up" in a sense from who I used to be. My change from tiger to a Clydesdale horse wasn't just because I was bored of the character, more like the tiger represented all the hurt and the shell of defenses I used to wear, brash, arrogant, tried to act like he knew everything, things like that. and I look back on it and don't even recognize the person from the photos a year ago. It's really a good thing in my opinion, no scratch that, the best thing, that armor was HEAVY and I cant stress that enough, Necro and Kad have freed my chains on more than one occasion, and lord knows they'll keep helping me break these shackles in my mind. normally I'd protest in being released form chains and the like *chuckles* but you get the picture you know? those aren't the fun chains, they hurt, and I mean a lot. It's been like a dream most days, and I'm scared I might wake up one day, but it's been entirely their help that's pushed me as far as I've been able to go so far, and they keep pushing me which I'm so very very thankful for. it's like having a single candle in the middle of a vast field, you can barely see it sometimes, but it's always guiding you to it, and that's the best analogy I can give on this *smiles* it's simple yet it says everything I think.
my main point in this whole thing, (sorry if I'm rambling a bit. it's just a lot of words in my head that spill out, and I just hope they make sense sometimes) is that I couldn't be happier with the 2 loves of my life
Necrodrone13 and
Kadath062 I've never felt more joy and focus in my life and I feel like I'm actually becoming someone that people might look up to, not look down on. and I gotta tell you, that feeling is indescribable!
on a secondary note, I'm sure you've read from their necro and kad's journals that we're moving soon. Back to my hometown of Boise, Idaho. I'm excited about it, and yet not at the same time. It's been a long time since I've been back there and with the state of things between my parents right now it can get stressful for me, but I have my 2 rocks to hold me up and keep me upright. it's a weird feeling, to look forward to going there and yet at the same time, not. I'm not sure if that makes sense, I just don't know how to explain it any other way than that. things'll be incredibly easier for us there, hell we're looking at HOUSES for less than half of what we're paying now a month, and they're 200 to 400 sq. ft. bigger than the townhouse we're in now. so there's a huge pro for that, also jobs are a bit easier there. I've already been talking with my manager here at Chile's and we're trying to get me hired (since I cant transfer to a non corporate store) there so kad and necro can work on their art and writings fulltime. another huge bonus there. Necro can have her dogs that she's always wanted, I mean seriously the list goes on! So I guess you can see how we're all looking forward to this huge opportunity that life has given us and we're taking it by the horns and hanging on with all we've got here. so that's a huge looking forward to here in the next 2 weeks, our move out date is may 15th so we'll be on blackout status till I can get our computers hooked up at my mom's house while we look for a place of our own. so that'll be really good too.
sorry I got off on a bit of a ramble tonight, just a lot to say and I'm not sure if I said it right, I hope so, I tend to mess that up sometimes. but anyways that's what I know and that about sums up life in general right now and with everything to come I'm looking forward to the ride *grins*
Necrodrone13 and
Kadath062 i haven't written a single thing about my relationship at all about either of them or how things have been going! I'm going back and actually looking at my past journals and I'm seeing just the tremendous journey I've been on in the past year, I know I still have a long way to go, but I'm realizing just how much of a whiny asshole I used to be. and honestly all the progress I've made is entirely thanks to my mates. I love them both dearly and couldn't be without them ever! I'm not trying to blow my horn, I'm just eternally thankful for having them in my life, I can honestly say that they complete me in ways I never even thought or imagined. and they've really helped me "grow up" in a sense from who I used to be. My change from tiger to a Clydesdale horse wasn't just because I was bored of the character, more like the tiger represented all the hurt and the shell of defenses I used to wear, brash, arrogant, tried to act like he knew everything, things like that. and I look back on it and don't even recognize the person from the photos a year ago. It's really a good thing in my opinion, no scratch that, the best thing, that armor was HEAVY and I cant stress that enough, Necro and Kad have freed my chains on more than one occasion, and lord knows they'll keep helping me break these shackles in my mind. normally I'd protest in being released form chains and the like *chuckles* but you get the picture you know? those aren't the fun chains, they hurt, and I mean a lot. It's been like a dream most days, and I'm scared I might wake up one day, but it's been entirely their help that's pushed me as far as I've been able to go so far, and they keep pushing me which I'm so very very thankful for. it's like having a single candle in the middle of a vast field, you can barely see it sometimes, but it's always guiding you to it, and that's the best analogy I can give on this *smiles* it's simple yet it says everything I think.
my main point in this whole thing, (sorry if I'm rambling a bit. it's just a lot of words in my head that spill out, and I just hope they make sense sometimes) is that I couldn't be happier with the 2 loves of my life
Necrodrone13 and
Kadath062 I've never felt more joy and focus in my life and I feel like I'm actually becoming someone that people might look up to, not look down on. and I gotta tell you, that feeling is indescribable!on a secondary note, I'm sure you've read from their necro and kad's journals that we're moving soon. Back to my hometown of Boise, Idaho. I'm excited about it, and yet not at the same time. It's been a long time since I've been back there and with the state of things between my parents right now it can get stressful for me, but I have my 2 rocks to hold me up and keep me upright. it's a weird feeling, to look forward to going there and yet at the same time, not. I'm not sure if that makes sense, I just don't know how to explain it any other way than that. things'll be incredibly easier for us there, hell we're looking at HOUSES for less than half of what we're paying now a month, and they're 200 to 400 sq. ft. bigger than the townhouse we're in now. so there's a huge pro for that, also jobs are a bit easier there. I've already been talking with my manager here at Chile's and we're trying to get me hired (since I cant transfer to a non corporate store) there so kad and necro can work on their art and writings fulltime. another huge bonus there. Necro can have her dogs that she's always wanted, I mean seriously the list goes on! So I guess you can see how we're all looking forward to this huge opportunity that life has given us and we're taking it by the horns and hanging on with all we've got here. so that's a huge looking forward to here in the next 2 weeks, our move out date is may 15th so we'll be on blackout status till I can get our computers hooked up at my mom's house while we look for a place of our own. so that'll be really good too.
sorry I got off on a bit of a ramble tonight, just a lot to say and I'm not sure if I said it right, I hope so, I tend to mess that up sometimes. but anyways that's what I know and that about sums up life in general right now and with everything to come I'm looking forward to the ride *grins*
just a heads up on people I'm watching
General | Posted 17 years agohey my FA is glitching bad and I'm not getting half of my submissions from my friends and the like. soooo if you're curious it's becuase I have to unwatch and rewatch every single one.....
change of times and big things to come
General | Posted 17 years agowell found out today that my mates necrodrone and kadath are going to be out of a job, necro got laid off today and kad sometime within the month. I've been able to keep mine locked down as a server at chiles but since my mates are jobless or will soon be it may come to us moving somewhere at least to ride out the shitstorm of an economy a certain administration has left us with. we've a few options in mind, save for every fur putting together all their money and we buy an island or a continent or something like that. as it stands it sounds like all the furries in the world could probably buy the lower east side of LA at the moment, which isnt exactly the greatest of places lol. but I digress, things are changing and we wont know what the future is going to hold for us, but we're going to keep strong and power through this, it's what we do and it's how things change as well. so to my friends we go forward with life and charge each day as it comes. who knows what tomorrow will bring?
eh why not, personality test
General | Posted 17 years agoExtraversion |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 42%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 50%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Humanitarian |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||| 23%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70%
Romantic |||||||||| 36%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||| 30%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||| 30%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||| 23%
Family drive |||| 16%
Physical Activity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||| 30%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Honor |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Thriftiness |||||||||||||| 56%
Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were very high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
trait snapshot:
social, outgoing, worry free, optimistic, upbeat, tough, likes large parties, makes friends easily, rarely irritated, open, enjoys leadership, trusting, dominant, thrill seeker, strong, does not like to be alone, assertive, mind over heart, confident, controlling, feels desirable, likes the spotlight, loves food, social chameleon, hard working, concerned about others
Stability |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 42%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 50%
Materialism |||||||||| 36%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Humanitarian |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||| 23%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70%
Romantic |||||||||| 36%
Avoidant |||||| 30%
Anti-authority |||||| 30%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||| 16%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||| 30%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Peter pan complex |||||| 23%
Family drive |||| 16%
Physical Activity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||| 30%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Honor |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Thriftiness |||||||||||||| 56%
Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were very high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
trait snapshot:
social, outgoing, worry free, optimistic, upbeat, tough, likes large parties, makes friends easily, rarely irritated, open, enjoys leadership, trusting, dominant, thrill seeker, strong, does not like to be alone, assertive, mind over heart, confident, controlling, feels desirable, likes the spotlight, loves food, social chameleon, hard working, concerned about others
eh bandwagon, I'm bored so gender bender
General | Posted 17 years agoMEME.
Your Guy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[ x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
Total = 10
Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (only if no one's around. not brave enough to wear them in public yet)
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
total=14
wow I'm more of a girl! ROFL
those of you who've met me RL can attest to how funny this is. cuz...I dun really look like one
Your Guy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[ x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth.
Total = 10
Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[x] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[x] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[x] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe. (only if no one's around. not brave enough to wear them in public yet)
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed,/ and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[ ] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
total=14
wow I'm more of a girl! ROFL
those of you who've met me RL can attest to how funny this is. cuz...I dun really look like one
FC? GUESS WHAT?!
General | Posted 17 years agoI'm going!
SEX Meme stolen from Necrodrone13
General | Posted 17 years agoSex in the Morning or Sex at Night?
do I have to choose?
Naughty Pics or Naughty Home Video?
of course!
Vibrator or Dildo?
being male I have to go with strapon or feeldoe, and even then I'd take both
Bedroom Sex: Lights Off or Lights On?
dun really matter to me
Word preference: Pussy or Cunt?
strangely enough the word pussy sounds dirtier than the word cunt. but I think it's how it's being used that makes it a point or not
Spanking Over the Knee or Spanking Only During Sex?
during sex, but not all the time
More Exciting: Sex in an Elevator or Sex in an Airplane?
still not a member of the mile high club, so elevator is my choice
Word preference: Cock or Dick?
Cock...yes cock
Rope Bondage or Bondage Tape?
as long as it's bondage and i cant break out of it
Which threesome: Boy/Girl/Girl or Boy/Boy/Girl?
the only one I need B/B/G
Sex While Strangers Watch or Sex with a Stranger?
you can look but you cant touch!
Newly Discovered fetish?
gotta say my vore side has definatly come out, aaaand not really new but not one people know about PONYPLAY
Master or slave?
Pet
Slut or whore?
I'll treat you to some wall to wall counseling if you call my girlfried myself or my boyfriend that
Light Bondage or heavy?
Heavy, intesnse, and sweaty
Whispering or screaming?
BOTH
Ever lost your sanity?
not that I like to admit it, yes I have a few times
Most coveted perversion?
BDSM
Under the boot or wearing the boot?
Under usually
Hot Candle wax or warm?
Hot candle wax
Relationship Status:
In an exclusive triad relationship with Necrodrone13
Necrodrone13 and kadath062
kadath062
Orientation:
Pansexual
Body type:
Muscular
Religion:
not religous anymore, but have learned that I'm a good deal pagan
Zodiac Sign?
Gemini
Smoke / Drink:
Drink: yes. Smoke: occasionally smoke a clove or cigar
Current Location:
San Jose, CA
Your Weakness:
Leather, lycra, Necro wearing a skirt, Kad wearing mesh
Your Best Physical Feature:
i dunno really, maybe my smile, or my eyes
Your Bedtime:
when kad and necro go to bed usually, I'm about wiped then
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:
oh yeah, had a few heinikens, and some yager over new years
In the past week have you masturbated:
yes I did, I put on a show for necro *blushes*
Number of Piercings:
I have 4, 2 in the left ear, one in the tongue and one in my left eyebrow
Number of Tattoos:
one on my left upper arm, and getting another when necro gets hers
Do you consider yourself perverted?
if I didnt why the hell would I be doing this? and I love to corrupt those who THINK they're perverted
At what age did you lose your virginity?
13, long story I dun wanna get into
Have you ever deflowered a virgin?
never actually
If you give head, do you swallow?
funny thing is that I cant, have too strong of a gag reflex to swallow, so I wear it mostly
Do you like oral stimulation of the anus?
oh hells yes
Do you like penetration of the anus?
GODS YES!
Have you ever tried fisting?
no, that actually scares me
How would you rate the intensity of your sexual desires? On a scale of 1-10?
hmmm well I'd have to clarify with necro on this, we usually wear each other out, but I'd say around 8-9 usually 10 if we wait a few days
Nymphomaniacal?
no, although there are times where I've been able to orgasm 3 times in a row and I mean in under 20 after I orgasm the first time
Do sexual preoccupations interfere with other activities?
hehe, leavin that one open for the wandering minds
Are you promiscuous?
no, I'm devoted to kad and necro and it's all I need
Do you ever regret sleeping with someone?
Yes and no, there are ppl in my life that I sometimes regreat sleeping with...but one thing necro has taight me is that, "If you have learned something from a mistake you have made, then there is no reason to regreat.
Do you ever have phone sex?
used to until I moved in with these two
Do you ever call a 900 number (or similar commercial service) for phone sex?
never have and never will
Do you ever make obscene phone calls?
define obscene?
Have you ever had a sexual experience that defies your "normal" orientation?
no one has ever called me NORMAL
Have you ever made yourself up to resemble the opposite gender?
*blushes hard* once or twice
Have you ever had an erotic experience with a transvestite or transsexual?
Nope.
Do you find feet, toes, or shoes erotic?
I find feet erotic yes....and that's all I have to say on that
Do you find underwear, lingerie, or hosiery erotic?
y..yes
Do you find long hair, cut hair, or shaved hair erotic?
I like long hair, but then again there are some men I've seen, *shivers happily* god they pull off bald well
Have you ever peeped on someone?
as in watched while they didnt know? cant say I have
Have you ever used a recording device such as a video camera to peep on someone?
Nope
Have you ever been caught peeping on someone?
again I havent, cuz Ive never done it
Have you ever "flashed" someone?
yes, there was a Denny's incident recently
Are you a sadist or masochist
beginning into masochism
Have you ever slapped, spanked, or whipped someone during a sexual act?
spanked yes
Have you ever been slapped, spanked, or whipped during a sexual act?
spanked and flogged yes
Have you ever cut, scratched, pierced, or stabbed someone during a sexual act?
actually no, that's usually done to me, got the marks on my back to prove it! and I LOVE IT!
Have you ever been cut, scratched, pierced, or stabbed during a sexual act?
Yes, I have. yep! see above!
Do you like bondage?
*shivers happily* oh gods yes
Like to be tied up?
VERY VERY MUCH SO!
Like to tie up partner?
sometimes
Have you ever participated in a threesome?
I'm living in one!
If so, what gender were your partners?
male and female
What is the maximum number of partners you've had during a sex act?
Two.
What is the most people you have slept with in a single day?
two
Does the idea of sharing a partner (such as inviting a neighbor to have sex with your spouse) excite you?
again, I'm open to people watching, but no not sharing like it's asked.
Have you ever had sex with a relative?
no I have not, well not physically in this lifetime
As a minor, did you ever have sex with an adult?
Nope.
As an adult, have you ever had sex with a minor?
never have
Have you ever had sex with a person of retirement age?
no no I havent
Have you ever had sex with an animal?
sadly no
do I have to choose?
Naughty Pics or Naughty Home Video?
of course!
Vibrator or Dildo?
being male I have to go with strapon or feeldoe, and even then I'd take both
Bedroom Sex: Lights Off or Lights On?
dun really matter to me
Word preference: Pussy or Cunt?
strangely enough the word pussy sounds dirtier than the word cunt. but I think it's how it's being used that makes it a point or not
Spanking Over the Knee or Spanking Only During Sex?
during sex, but not all the time
More Exciting: Sex in an Elevator or Sex in an Airplane?
still not a member of the mile high club, so elevator is my choice
Word preference: Cock or Dick?
Cock...yes cock
Rope Bondage or Bondage Tape?
as long as it's bondage and i cant break out of it
Which threesome: Boy/Girl/Girl or Boy/Boy/Girl?
the only one I need B/B/G
Sex While Strangers Watch or Sex with a Stranger?
you can look but you cant touch!
Newly Discovered fetish?
gotta say my vore side has definatly come out, aaaand not really new but not one people know about PONYPLAY
Master or slave?
Pet
Slut or whore?
I'll treat you to some wall to wall counseling if you call my girlfried myself or my boyfriend that
Light Bondage or heavy?
Heavy, intesnse, and sweaty
Whispering or screaming?
BOTH
Ever lost your sanity?
not that I like to admit it, yes I have a few times
Most coveted perversion?
BDSM
Under the boot or wearing the boot?
Under usually
Hot Candle wax or warm?
Hot candle wax
Relationship Status:
In an exclusive triad relationship with Necrodrone13
Necrodrone13 and kadath062
kadath062Orientation:
Pansexual
Body type:
Muscular
Religion:
not religous anymore, but have learned that I'm a good deal pagan
Zodiac Sign?
Gemini
Smoke / Drink:
Drink: yes. Smoke: occasionally smoke a clove or cigar
Current Location:
San Jose, CA
Your Weakness:
Leather, lycra, Necro wearing a skirt, Kad wearing mesh
Your Best Physical Feature:
i dunno really, maybe my smile, or my eyes
Your Bedtime:
when kad and necro go to bed usually, I'm about wiped then
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:
oh yeah, had a few heinikens, and some yager over new years
In the past week have you masturbated:
yes I did, I put on a show for necro *blushes*
Number of Piercings:
I have 4, 2 in the left ear, one in the tongue and one in my left eyebrow
Number of Tattoos:
one on my left upper arm, and getting another when necro gets hers
Do you consider yourself perverted?
if I didnt why the hell would I be doing this? and I love to corrupt those who THINK they're perverted
At what age did you lose your virginity?
13, long story I dun wanna get into
Have you ever deflowered a virgin?
never actually
If you give head, do you swallow?
funny thing is that I cant, have too strong of a gag reflex to swallow, so I wear it mostly
Do you like oral stimulation of the anus?
oh hells yes
Do you like penetration of the anus?
GODS YES!
Have you ever tried fisting?
no, that actually scares me
How would you rate the intensity of your sexual desires? On a scale of 1-10?
hmmm well I'd have to clarify with necro on this, we usually wear each other out, but I'd say around 8-9 usually 10 if we wait a few days
Nymphomaniacal?
no, although there are times where I've been able to orgasm 3 times in a row and I mean in under 20 after I orgasm the first time
Do sexual preoccupations interfere with other activities?
hehe, leavin that one open for the wandering minds
Are you promiscuous?
no, I'm devoted to kad and necro and it's all I need
Do you ever regret sleeping with someone?
Yes and no, there are ppl in my life that I sometimes regreat sleeping with...but one thing necro has taight me is that, "If you have learned something from a mistake you have made, then there is no reason to regreat.
Do you ever have phone sex?
used to until I moved in with these two
Do you ever call a 900 number (or similar commercial service) for phone sex?
never have and never will
Do you ever make obscene phone calls?
define obscene?
Have you ever had a sexual experience that defies your "normal" orientation?
no one has ever called me NORMAL
Have you ever made yourself up to resemble the opposite gender?
*blushes hard* once or twice
Have you ever had an erotic experience with a transvestite or transsexual?
Nope.
Do you find feet, toes, or shoes erotic?
I find feet erotic yes....and that's all I have to say on that
Do you find underwear, lingerie, or hosiery erotic?
y..yes
Do you find long hair, cut hair, or shaved hair erotic?
I like long hair, but then again there are some men I've seen, *shivers happily* god they pull off bald well
Have you ever peeped on someone?
as in watched while they didnt know? cant say I have
Have you ever used a recording device such as a video camera to peep on someone?
Nope
Have you ever been caught peeping on someone?
again I havent, cuz Ive never done it
Have you ever "flashed" someone?
yes, there was a Denny's incident recently
Are you a sadist or masochist
beginning into masochism
Have you ever slapped, spanked, or whipped someone during a sexual act?
spanked yes
Have you ever been slapped, spanked, or whipped during a sexual act?
spanked and flogged yes
Have you ever cut, scratched, pierced, or stabbed someone during a sexual act?
actually no, that's usually done to me, got the marks on my back to prove it! and I LOVE IT!
Have you ever been cut, scratched, pierced, or stabbed during a sexual act?
Yes, I have. yep! see above!
Do you like bondage?
*shivers happily* oh gods yes
Like to be tied up?
VERY VERY MUCH SO!
Like to tie up partner?
sometimes
Have you ever participated in a threesome?
I'm living in one!
If so, what gender were your partners?
male and female
What is the maximum number of partners you've had during a sex act?
Two.
What is the most people you have slept with in a single day?
two
Does the idea of sharing a partner (such as inviting a neighbor to have sex with your spouse) excite you?
again, I'm open to people watching, but no not sharing like it's asked.
Have you ever had sex with a relative?
no I have not, well not physically in this lifetime
As a minor, did you ever have sex with an adult?
Nope.
As an adult, have you ever had sex with a minor?
never have
Have you ever had sex with a person of retirement age?
no no I havent
Have you ever had sex with an animal?
sadly no
lazy journal
General | Posted 17 years agoexactly what it says. filler space baby!
eh not much goin on, finally working again this time at chile's in santana row and doing remarkably well actually for never having been a server before. losin weight and getting stronger from all that I'm doing at work and overall really really happy now.
More to come!
eh not much goin on, finally working again this time at chile's in santana row and doing remarkably well actually for never having been a server before. losin weight and getting stronger from all that I'm doing at work and overall really really happy now.
More to come!
REMEMBER REMEMBER THE 5TH OF NOVEMBER!!!
General | Posted 17 years agowell in lieu of the day and the recent election and our new president elect, May the stars smiles upon him and our country. I think this is appropriate.
Remember remember the fifth of November
Gunpowder, treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder, treason
Should ever be forgot...
But on this most auspicious of nights, permit me then, in lieu of the more commonplace sobriquet, to suggest the character of this dramatis persona.
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.
Let us remember this day what has happened in the last 8 years of our country, the corrupt CEO's in our economy stepping on the middle class to retain their cushy positions, soldiers losing their lives for a war that cannot be won against an enemy that cannot be killed, we watched helplessly as our economy collapsed in on itself and the average American couldn't afford to go seek medical attention because of the medical crisis, millions in America losing their jobs as presidents and CEO's walked away with millions in their pockets leaving the rest of us on the side of the road to wither and die.
Let us pause a moment and look forward to what may await us in this country, we're promised change and we have to take it as it comes, I for one believe in Obama and his promise to fix our country, the road will not be an easy one, and my hope in this first term, and hopefully a second to come is that America itself will open it's eyes and see exactly what is going on. Our heads can no longer wait in the sand and hope for the golden ticket to blow in on the wind. we were born from hard work and toil, fighting for what we believe in, and we should be thankful each day we receive the fruits of our labor and strive to be better than we were the day before.
I have two words in parting for you, Carpe Diem, seize the day or tomorrow may never come!
Remember remember the fifth of November
Gunpowder, treason and plot.
I see no reason why gunpowder, treason
Should ever be forgot...
But on this most auspicious of nights, permit me then, in lieu of the more commonplace sobriquet, to suggest the character of this dramatis persona.
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition.
Let us remember this day what has happened in the last 8 years of our country, the corrupt CEO's in our economy stepping on the middle class to retain their cushy positions, soldiers losing their lives for a war that cannot be won against an enemy that cannot be killed, we watched helplessly as our economy collapsed in on itself and the average American couldn't afford to go seek medical attention because of the medical crisis, millions in America losing their jobs as presidents and CEO's walked away with millions in their pockets leaving the rest of us on the side of the road to wither and die.
Let us pause a moment and look forward to what may await us in this country, we're promised change and we have to take it as it comes, I for one believe in Obama and his promise to fix our country, the road will not be an easy one, and my hope in this first term, and hopefully a second to come is that America itself will open it's eyes and see exactly what is going on. Our heads can no longer wait in the sand and hope for the golden ticket to blow in on the wind. we were born from hard work and toil, fighting for what we believe in, and we should be thankful each day we receive the fruits of our labor and strive to be better than we were the day before.
I have two words in parting for you, Carpe Diem, seize the day or tomorrow may never come!
This is what I'm talkin about!
General | Posted 17 years agoHells yeah Obama took the gold today. fantastic news for us and for the rest of us in america today. you may disagree and I wont be against you for that, just know that I voted for obama and am glad to see, in my opinion, the better man win!
Now let's just hope for those of us in Cali, prop 8 get's squashed so flat the conservatives dont bring it up again for a long while
Now let's just hope for those of us in Cali, prop 8 get's squashed so flat the conservatives dont bring it up again for a long while
SOOOO FREAKING EPIC!!! a must see!
General | Posted 17 years agoso the millions of interwebs and tubes, and I stumble across this little piece of GOLD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLwJ9BSRVl8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLwJ9BSRVl8
OK! i'm looking forsomething and I need some help finding it
General | Posted 17 years agobasically I'm looking for something like this to be either made or cheaper than the 500 USD they want for it on ebay....
http://ljplus.ru/img4/v/o/vombatkin.....rse-mask-2.jpg
if anyone can help me out that would me a major help!
http://ljplus.ru/img4/v/o/vombatkin.....rse-mask-2.jpg
if anyone can help me out that would me a major help!
Halloween Music
General | Posted 17 years agowell currently I have the theme from the SAW movies in my playlist and it's on repeat, just seems to fit the mood today. sooooo what are you all listening to?
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