I just want everyone to know who is watching me that I have decided to officially change my fursona from Thanatos Fox to my secondary character Tico the Timber Wolf and Than will become my secondary character. I am posting this journal to let you all know I am creating a new page for Tico which will become my primary FA page, but I will also be keeping my original page up for Than. If you wish to watch me at my new fursona page I will leave a link here so that you can follow me if you wish? Either a journal update or a new journal will be poste soon to let you know why I have made this change with my fursonas. Thank you for all the watches and all of the faves while you were watching me as Than, I hope you decide to continue watching me as Tico as well.

Here is the link to my new FA page for my new fursona Tico http://www.furaffinity.net/user/ticothetimberwolf/

Okay most of you know I have my fox sona Thanatos and my two secondary characters Than's two brothers Tico and Armitage. Well recently I've had a recent revelation and change in my fursona, Tico (my timber wolf) will now be my main fursona and Thanatos will become my secondary character. A lot of you have already become accustomed to referring to me as Than and his sona and knowing me as such then I throw this curveball on you all with Tico becoming my new fursona and dropping Than.

You're all probably wondering why and what caused this sudden change? Well for starters I've had this change going through my mind for a while now, as much as I love Thanatos I've decided to go with Tico because his sona sticks out visually more so than Than does. Here's a journal link to Tico's appearance and background http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4027727/

I've pitched the idea of my sona change to  foxlover_h and  RyuSyro and both of them support my sudden sona change from fox to wolf, they both have told me if the change will make me happy to go for it.

I feel bad for those who got to know me as Thanatos and I feel bad for those who tried tell people about me, people like poor Expandranon. So there you have it, Thanatos will now be a secondary character and my timber wolf Tico will now become my new permanent fursona. I hope that you all can understand the change and come to know me as Tico now? If you've got any questions or the like feel free to comment below or note me, and please make sure you check the link above to know a little about Tico.

My con badges I commissioned  DeJa-Blu to draw shortly before leaving MFF came in the mail today! I was actually think about them today and wondering when they'd be showing up, I check my mail after getting back home this afternoon and I find a small mailing package in with my other mail and got all excited because I knew it had to be my badges, I was right!

They turned out so well I love them both, now I can't wait to rock them at the next meet or con! All I got to do now is find a lanyard to clip them to and I'll be set to go!

And DeJa if you are reading this journal, thank you so very much for making my badges you did an outstanding job on them!

Well after work Saturday afternoon I met up with  Kiboe and  The_Hambone and drove up to Hartington and spent part of the evening hanging out with  biohusky. Had fun just bullshitting with each other, watched some hilarious videos on YouTube for a bit then got into playing Cards Against Humanity and having a blast playing that! Since Bio, Kiboe and I are all into inflatables I brought along my Puffy Paws otter so they could see him and Kiboe and I tried converting Hammond to the Dark Side... er I mean the Squeaky Side by poking and bouncing the otter off of him part of the evening, Kiboe got a little carried away trying to tease Hammond with the otter and smacked poor Hamm's plate of pasta up onto his chest! XD

Gonna be hanging out with a few fur friends tonight, inflatables will be involved! Updates coming tomorrow some time. *is so excited*

Stolen from  rusticdragon20

A - Age: 37
B - Bed size: King. Big enough for me and my custom inflatables =p
C - Chore you hate: Cleaning the bathroom
D - Dog's name: Well when I had my dog her name was Lucy
E - Essential start your day item: A good piss lol
F - Favorite color: Any blues and yellow
G - Gold or Silver: Gold
H - Height: 6'2"
I - Ireland or Italy: Ireland
J - Job title: Temporary until I find a full time job, but cook
K - Kid(s): My two cats are just like kids, except fuzzier
L - Living arrangements: Own home
M - Mom's name: Mum
N - Nicknames: Than (shorten from Thanatos my fursona)
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: Yeah
P - Pet Peeve(s): Stupid people
Q - Quote from a movie: "These aren't the droids you're looking for."
R - Righty or Lefty: Righty
S - Siblings: One true sister. Her best friend since grade school has become like a 2nd sister to us, and my best friend Alan from school, he's like a brother to me.
T - Time you wake up: Depends. Sometimes it's early like 8ish, other times 11 or noon.
U - Underwear: Boxers
V - Vegetables you dislike: Green beans
W - Water or land: Water
X - X-rated or PG: A good solid R actually.
Y - Yesterday's best moment: Bought an adorable baby giraffe inflatable pool toy.
Z - Zoo favorite: I love seeing the big cats. The aquarium at the Henry Doorly zoo in Omaha is pretty cool especially the giant walkway side and overhead aquarium with the sharks, sea turtles and rays when kids in there aren't yelling and scream all the damn time. It can actually be quite peaceful and tranquil.

I had this come to me last night in my dream, imagine playing a game of checkers but with chocolate and vanilla Oreo cookies? It'd be fun as heck and tasty too! After you've jumped your opponents cookies you get to eat them, and they'd taste a lot better than those bland plastic chips that come with the board. Also crack out the milk!

Well I had an awesome weekend, hung out with  harvestthehusky most of Saturday and got to meet another local fur near me and got the number of another fur who lives close by who is also into inflatables like me! After visiting some of Harvest's friends we had a quick bite to eat for supper and then went out to one of the bars here had a few drinks and sang some karaoke, then went back to my house drank some more and watched a couple of movies and bullshitted for a while.

It was so cool to finally hang out with another fur from Nebraska and getting to meet a few more as well, hoping to get to spend some time with some of them when time allows. I'm also looking forward to attending the bowling meet in Omaha this Saturday if I can find someone to switch me times so I can go in the evening.

Right now I'm just so stoked to have more furs around me and getting the chance to hang out with them!

Stolen from  HunterIsAWusky


» Spell out your name «

A : Easy to fall in love with.
B : You like people.
C : You are really silly.
D : One in a million.
E : Great in bed.
F : You love to drink.
G : You never let people tell you what to do.
H: You are Quirky.
I : You are popular with all types of people.
J : People Adore you.
K : You're wild and crazy.
L : Unbelievably great in bed.
M : You like to drink.
N : Best kisser ever.
O: You're a ninja.
P : Great in bed.
Q : You are a hypocrite.
R: F***ing crazy.
S : You are dead sexy.
T : You are very loyal to the ones you love.
U : You really like to chill.
V : You are not judgemental.
W : You are very broad minded.
X : You never let people tell you what to do.
Y : Best boy/girl friend any one can ask for.
Z : Always ready.

~Fursona name
T: You are very loyal to the ones you love.
H: You are Quirky.
A: Easy to fall in love with.
N: Best kisser ever.

(That I can buy)

~Real name
C: You are really silly.
H: You are Quirky.
R: F***ing crazy.
I: You are popular with all types of people. (Lie! I'm not that popular)
S: You are dead sexy. (Not a lie!)

(Yeah that pretty much summed me up except for being popular with everyone)

Blatantly ripped off from  Midna_Rules_My_World

Why am I doing this at 2 in the morning? Because I'm tired and bored, that's why!
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What color are your underwear/panties?
Shit! How did you know I was wearing panties? Actually I'm wearing boxers.

Do they have a design?
Plaid design -ooh sexy!

what color are your socks?
Barefoot at the moment.

Are you a virgin?
Nope

Happy that way?
Eh yeah

What is your favorite sex position?
Missionary, doggie and reverse cowgirl or boy

What is your sexuality/sexual orientation/What the fuck do you consider yourself?
Bisexual

Do you look at hentai?
Yeah

Real porn?
Now and again.

Do you read smutty/porn stories?
Yeah. I sometimes write some.

Do you read/watch/look at gay porn/hentai/stories?
Of course.

Who was your first kiss with?
Best friend back in junior high. Haha!

Are they of the opposite sex?
Back then, yes. Now? Not so much. They're transgender atm. Long story to tell.

Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
I gave them a blowjob. Does that count? *blushes very deeply and feels his heart racing*

Is there any one of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?
Oh hell yeah!

Do you have any piercings other than your ears?
Used to have my nose pierced, but not no more.

Do you have any tattoos?
Just one on my left shoulder. Looking to get another one sometime soon, perhaps more in the future.

Have you ever been pregnant/got a girl pregnant?
Nope

Ever done any illegal drugs?
Smoked pot a few different times in the past.

Have you ever cheated on someone?
I have. : (

Ever been cheated on?
I do believe so.

Have you ever been called a whore/slut?
I've been called a fag numerous times by a friend.

Do you own any sex toys?
Do my inflatables count as sex toys? *giggles and blushes*

Have you ever had a sexual fantasy involving a relative?
WTF? Nooooooo!

Have you ever masturbated?
Who hasn't? I jerk off daily when I find the time! FAP!

Have you ever taken a naked picture of yourself?
I do it from time to time. I love taking pictures of my cock. *blushes* ///^^///

Have you ever taken a naked picture of someone else?
Nope

Are you on any form of birth control(the pill, the patch, etc)?
Haha, no!

Have you ever written/drawn smut/porn?
Wrote several stories in the past.

Do you swear in front of your parents?
Now and again something will come out.

Do they care?
I still get told by my dad that I shouldn't.

Are you uncomfortable yet?
Not in the least.

Are you taking this quiz of your own free will?
Yeah

Happy birthday to me! Officially one year older, and another year wiser but still immature as all get out! I'm like a Toys R Us kid, I don't wanna grow up! ^^

Well it's a week away from my birthday, am I excited for it? Not really, it's not a major milestone birthday not like 40 (which is still a few years away) but a birthday nonetheless. I was hoping I would have done a little bit more by now but I really haven't.

I am thankful however for the friends I have met along the way in the furry fandom, you are the ones that make it worth getting out of bed and rolling each day for me. I know I would love to set and achieve a few goals in the next 3 years before I hit the big 4-0, here's what I would love to achieve in that time.

1. Actually find a job that is going to pay me more than what I am making now in my current job.
2. Catch up on bills after getting said new job.
3. Save some money back for upcoming furcons any or all but two major ones I would love to attend one being AC because I've been threatened (jokingly mind you) by a friend if I don't attend that they would come kidnap me and take me to it, and the second one is go back to MFF (I definitely would like to make MFF an annual trip) I had fun at it last year as it was my first con ever and I got to meet a couple of my friends on here and make a load of new ones while there.
4. Try and get a couple of my stories I have written up published if possible?
5. I want to save back some money and have a custom inflatable toy made, possibly a second one if people would be interested in it as well.
6. I also want to save money back and get a fursuit made for Than at least. I would also like one of Tico as well, but it's not a major priority like Than's suit.

Also I found out as I have talked to a couple of my close fur friends that I am getting to that stage in my life that I am sick and tired of keeping my love for inflatables and now plushies as well and being a fur to myself and only having a small fraction of people who are in my life who know of my lifestyle. I want to just come out and tell the rest of my family and friends about them instead of keeping this locked away.

Taken from  DeeMann88


1) If your fursona had to be a primate, it'd be…
~ orangutan

2) If your fursona had to be a feline, it'd be…
~ tiger

3) If your fursona had to be a canine, it'd be…
~ I'm happy as a fox.

4) If your fursona had to be a hoofed animal, it'd be…
~ a horse. Because I'm already hung like one! ^///^

5) If your fursona had to be a Cetacean, it'd be…
~ a dolphin, because they're pretty smart creatures.

6) Rodent?
~ a rat. Rats are cool.

7) Reptile?
~ a dragon, because my Chinese birth sign is the dragon. :P

8) Marsupial?
~ a kangaroo

9) Aquatic Creature?
~ Stingray

10) Amphibian?
~ a bullfrog, because I like listening to them

11) Avian? Bird?
~ Hmm, a peacock. Because the ladies love the plumage!

12) Creepy-Crawly?
~ Fuck dat!

13) Hybrid?
~ I have my character Armitage who is a Folf fox/wolf hybrid.

14) Mythical Creature?
~ a Tiefling. Because nobody fucks with a Tiefling

15) Pokemon
~ not a Pokemon fan, so I wouldn't be one. However, I'd be Agumon from Digimon I'd like to be a fat inflatable version of him because I own an inflatable version of Agumon.

16) Vehicle?
~ When does a vehicle have fur? If anything two of my dream cars,
1. Oldsmobile 442
2. '57 Chevy

Taken from  Teranika


• What is your character’s name? Does the character have a nickname?
Thanatos. Goes by Than by his friends, his not so fortunate targets know him as Death Fox.

• What is your character’s hair color? Eye color?
Short brown hair. Has heterochromia, right is blue left eye is green.

• What kind of distinguishing facial features does your character have?
None.

• Does your character have a birthmark? Where is it? What about scars? None.

• Who are your character’s friends and family? Who does she surround herself with? Who are the people your character is closest to? Who does he wish he were closest to? Than has a lot of friends, too many to name but they know who they are. Than has two brothers Tico and Armitage. Than would love to be closer to a certain fox in his life but cannot.

• Where was your character born? Where has she lived since then? Where does she call home?
First born of a fox mother and wolf father. Lives comfortably in his own home from his line if work. But most times his line of work has him traveling everywhere.

• Where does your character go when he’s angry?
Than usually goes into his large family room to play video games to burn off steam.

• What is her biggest fear? Who has she told this to? Who would she never tell this to? Why?
In Than's line of work there is no fear, and if you should fear then doubt will set in and if doubt takes over your as good as dead in his field of work.

• Does she have a secret?
Of course.

• What makes your character laugh out loud?
Usually witty puns.

• When has your character been in love? Had a broken heart?
He's still in love with a fox who also oddly enough broke his heart. Than is bound by a forbidden love.

Then dig deeper by asking more unconventional questions:
...Nah.

• What is in your character’s refrigerator right now? On her bedroom floor? On her nightstand? In her garbage can? Mostly left overs and chocolate milk. A few dirty clothes and a book or two. His alarm clock, wallet and keys. Trash, what else?

• Look at your character’s feet. Describe what you see there. Does he wear dress shoes or none at all?
Boots. Field issued boots.

• When your character thinks of her childhood kitchen, what smell does she associate with it?
Sunday breakfast if bacon and eggs! Yum

• Your character is doing intense spring cleaning. What is easy for her to throw out? What is difficult for her to part with? Why?
Than is a pack rat, he's kept quite a bit of stuff around for years like old homework assignments since high school LOL!

• It’s Saturday at noon. What is your character doing? If he's not out on assignment he's usually catching up on sleep, playing video games, or playing with some of his inflatable toys.


• What is one strong memory that has stuck with your character from childhood? Why is it so powerful and lasting? The passing of his grandfather. His grandpa was a very caring and loving person that held his family together.

• Your character is getting ready for a night out. Where is she going? What does she wear? Who will she be with? If not out on assignment Than likes to go out and hit his favorite bar. He'll go with whoever feels like joining him. He'll wear casual clothes, nothing to fancy.

• What do you consider your greatest achievement? Good question, you got me stumped.

• What is your idea of perfect happiness?
Surviving another day in the line of work I do, and finding that special mate who will share the same interests that I do.

• What is your current state of mind?
Staying focused and keeping my mind sharp for the next mission.

• What is your favorite occupation?
If you haven't guessed by all of my little hints dropped here and there through this quiz, my favorite occupation is the line of work Than does as a contract killer.

• What is your most treasured possession?
My arsenal and my two custom made inflatables. Holly my tiger and Alexander my otter.

• What or who is the greatest love of your life?
Than will always love his Inola, even if he cannot be with him.

• What is your favorite journey?
Than has had several. He's always touring the world. He's very partial to the Ukraine.

• What is your most marked characteristics?
His love for anything inflatable.

• When and where were you the happiest?
At home and with friends. Life on the go as a contract killer is usually lonesome.

• What is it that you most dislike?
Being away for long periods of time away from family and friends.

• What is your greatest fear?
Again fear is something that Than does not have.

• What is your greatest extravagance?
Than's sniper rifle

• Which living person do you most despise?
Ex bosses

• What is your greatest regret?
I don't know

• Which talent would you most like to have?
A better singing voice haha!

• Where would you like to live?
A nice private island somewhere with sandy beaches, with my Inola and our toys.

• What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery?
Betrayal.

• What is the quality you most like in a man?
Strength (inner and outer) and a nice ass x3

• What is the quality you most like in a woman?
Good sense of humor, nice boobs ^^

• What is the trait you most deplore in yourself?
Procrastination, it shall be my downfall.

• What is the trait you most deplore in others?
Fake friendship.

• What do you most value in your friends?
Loyalty and Trust.

• Who is your favorite hero of fiction?
Doesn't really matter who.

• Who are your heroes in real life?
My friends who will stand by my side.

• Which living person do you most admire?


• What do you consider the most overrated virtue?


• On what occasions do you lie?
I try not to.

• Which words or phrases do you most overuse?
Crap in a hat, or mother fucking monkey fuck

• If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
I've learned to accept myself as who I am now, I may have flaws but they make me who I am today.

• What are your favorite names?

• How would you like to die?
Hmm good question. I'll have to get back to you on that.

• If you were to die and come back as a person or thing, what do you think it would be?
A horse. I'm already hung like one. =^^=

• What is your motto?
"Taste Death. Live life." ~Suicide from Ski Patrol

Well just got out from watching the Hobbit 1 of 3 movies, very well done movie. I've decided to overlook the slight discrepancies because let's face it movies never follow the books for much but still it was well done. I enjoyed getting to see Sylvester McCoy (7th Doctor from Doctor Who) as Radagast the Brown, had a slight little nod to his DW character.
Of course while watching the movie I had my Mystery Science Theatre 3000 side boil up and I just ad-libed in my mind at a few spots, I have come to also notice Peter Jackson has ran out of some ideas and as a joke he placed the popular "Wilhelm Scream" in the movie to the most unlikely character to utter the scream in movie history. I also said in my mind at the end of the movie as the company stand on a rock face and off in the far distance stands the Lonely Mountain home of the dwarves and I said to myself,

"So the dwarves live at Paramount Studios?"

Because that's what it sort of reminded me of, the Paramount logo. Anyway if you haven't watched the Hobbit yet do it. Do it! If you liked the LOTR series or fantasy based movies in general you've got to give the Hobbit a watch. My friend is the manager of the theatre and before I headed in to the theatre he told me, "You know it's Tolkien's birthday today?" I knew there was a special reason to watch the movie today, that and it was also Sir Ian McKellen's birthday today as well!

Stolen from the lovely  HarlaFox. This is for shizts & laffs




[ ]Abasiophilia: sexual attraction to people who are lame or crippled and/or who use leg braces or other orthopaedic appliances

[ ] Acousticophilia: sexual arousal from certain sounds

[ ]Agalmatophilia: sexual attraction to statues or mannequins or immobility

[ ]Algolagnia: sexual pleasure from pain

[maybe]Amaurophilia: sexual arousal by a partner whom one is unable to see due to artificial means, such as being blindfolded or having sex in total darkness.

[ ] Acrotomophilia and apotemnophilia: sexual attraction to amputation or amputees.

[ ]Andromimetophilia (also gynemimetophilia): sexual attraction towards women dressed as men or who have had a sex change operation.

[Oddly Yes] Aquaphilia: arousal from water and/or in watery environments, including bathtubs and swimming pools. (Oddly enough I do get turned on by swimming pools, but then again my main fetish for inflatables plays a hand in this)

[ ] Aretifism: sexual attraction to people who are without footwear, in contrast to retifism.

[ ] Autogynephilia: love of oneself as a woman.

[ ]Autoassassinophilia: sexual arousal from fantasizing about or staging one's own murder.

[ ] Biastophilia: sexual arousal from assault and rape.

[ ] Chronophilia: sexual attraction to a partner of the same chronological age, but whose sexuoerotic age is discordant with that chronological age.

[oddly yes ]Dendrophilia: sexual attraction to trees and other large plants. (Again oddly yes, I find palm trees a sexy tree LOL)

[ ]Emetophilia (also vomerophilia): sexual attraction to vomiting.

[ ] Erotic asphyxia: sexual attraction from asphyxia (also called "breath control play" or "strangulation"), including autoerotic asphyxiation.

[ ]Erotic lactation (also galactophilia or lactophilia): sexual attraction to human milk or lactating women.

[]Exhibitionism (also autagonistophilia or peodeiktophilia): sexual arousal by engaging in sexual behavior in view of third parties (also includes the recurrent urge or behavior to expose one's genitals to an unsuspecting person).

[ ]Food play: sexual arousal from food.

[ ] Formicophilia: sexual attraction to smaller animals, insects, etc. crawling on parts of the body.

[ ] Forniphilia: sexual objectification in which a person's body is incorporated into a piece of furniture.

[ ] Frotteurism: sexual arousal from the recurrent urge or behavior of touching or rubbing against a non-consenting person.

[ ]Gerontophilia: sexual attraction towards the elderly.

[ ]Homeovestism: sexual arousal by wearing the clothing of one's own gender.

[ ]Human animal roleplay: sexual arousal by having oneself or a partner taking on the role of real or imaginary animal.

[ ] Hybristophilia: sexual arousal to people who have committed crimes, in particular cruel or outrageous crimes.

[ ]Katoptronophilia: sexual arousal from having sex in front of mirrors.

[ ]Kleptophilia: sexual arousal from stealing things.

[ ]Klismaphilia: sexual pleasure from enemas.

[ ] Lust murder (also homicidophilia or erotophonophilia): sexual arousal from committing (or trying to commit) murder. It also appear to be strictly related with others similar paraphilias like sexual sadism, necrophilia, vorarephilia and Blood fetish.

[Yes] Macrophilia: sexual attraction to giants or giant body parts (such as breasts and genitalia)—the opposite of microphilia.

[ ] Masochism: the recurrent urge or behavior of wanting to be humiliated, beaten, bound, or otherwise made to suffer.

[ ] Microphilia: sexual attraction to miniature people or miniature body parts—the opposite of macrophilia.

[sorta] Modzeleskphilia: sexual attraction to food. Namely cheese, nachos, and red wines. (just not the nachos hahaha)

[ ] Mysophilia: sexual attraction to soiled, dirty, foul or decaying materials.

[ ] Narratophilia: sexual arousal in the use of dirty or obscene words to a partner.

[ ] Necrophilia: sexual attraction to corpses. It includes necrosadism, sexual gratification derived by mutilating and dismembering corpses.

[GOD YES!!!] Odaxelagnia: sexual arousal associated with biting or being bitten. (Bite me playfully on my ear lobes and I usually cum right on the spot)

[ ] Olfactophilia: sexual stimulus with smells or odors.

[ ]Paraphilic infantilism: sexual pleasure from dressing, acting, or being treated as a baby.

[ ] Parthenophilia: sexual attraction to virgins.

[yes]Pictophilia: sexual attraction to pictorial pornography or erotic art.

[Yes]Plushophilia: sexual attraction to stuffed animals and/or people dressed in animal costumes. (I'm slowly getting into stuffed animals again. I cuddle and sometimes yiff my stuffed foxy Artemis I bought at MFF last year)

[ ] Pyrophilia: sexual arousal through watching, setting, hearing, talking or fantasizing about fire.

[ ] Racial fetish: attraction to someone of a different colour.

[ ]Sadism: deriving pleasure, or in some cases sexual arousal from giving pain.

[ ]Salirophila: sexual arousal by soiling (only the appearance of) the object of one's desired partner.

[ ]Schediaphilia: sexual attraction to cartoon characters.

[ ] Sitophilia: sexual arousal by involving food in sex.

[ ] Somnophilia: sexual arousal from sleeping or unconscious people. It appears to be related to necrophilia.

[ ] Sthenolagnia: sexual arousal from the demonstration of strength or muscles.

[ ] Telephone scatologia: being sexually aroused by making obscene phone calls to strangers.

[ ]Teratophilia: sexual attraction to deformed or monstrous people.

[Yes]Transvestic fetishism: sexual arousal from the wearing of clothes typically associated with the opposite gender to the wearer. (I actually like to wear girly underwear)

[ ]Trichophilia: sexual arousal from hair.

[ ]Troilism: sharing a sexual partner with another person while looking on.

[ ] Urolagnia: sexual attraction to urine, including urinating in public, urinating on others, and being urinated on by others; it includes Urophagia: sexual attraction to drinking urine or watching others drink urine.

[ ] Vorarephilia (also gynophagia): sexual attraction at the thought of being eaten by or eating another person or creature. It includes endosomataphillia—a sexual fetish of being within someone (a sub-genre is partial unbirthing—a sexual attraction to inserting an adult head into a vagina).

[ ] Voyeurism: sexual arousal through secretly watching others having sex (also includes scoptophilia—the recurrent urge or behavior to observe an unsuspecting person who is naked, disrobing or engaging in sexual activities.

[ ]Xenophilia: sexual attraction to foreigners.

[ ]Zelophilia: sexual arousal from jealousy.

[ ] Zoophilia: sexual attraction to animals.

[ ]Zoosadism: sexual gratification derived from causing pain and suffering to animals. Necrozoophilia (also necrobestiality) strictly applies to killing animals.

[ ] Anesthesia fetishism: sexual fetish for anesthesia.

[ ]Blood fetishism (also haematophilia): sexual fetish for blood (also known as vampire fetish, hematolagnia and haematophilia), and is an anthropological term used to describe the belief within a society or culture that blood in itself (as a material substance) possesses powerful and magical properties.

[]Breast fetishism

[Hell Yeah]Breast expansion fetishism (I love to watch boobies GROW!! The Japanese are notorious for that in their anime!)

[ ] Crush fetish: a paraphilia which primarily consists of the desire to see others (generally a desirable potential partner) crush small creatures such as insects, mammals and reptiles.

[ ]Diaper fetishism

[ ]Doll fetish

[ ]Fat fetishism (also lipophilia)

[ ]Foot fetishism (podophilia)

[Sorta] Garment fetishism: sexual fetish that revolves around a fixation upon a particular article or type of clothing, a collection of garments that appear as part of a fashion or uniform, or a person dressed in such a garment. (I like to see men and women in diving wetsuits)

[ ]Hand fetishism

[ ]Hip fetishism

[ ]Hypnofetishism: sexual fetish for hypnosis and similar forms of mental persuasion, therapy or mind control.

[ ] Impregnation fetish

[ ] Medical fetishism

[yeah] Navel fetishism (who doesn't like bellybuttons?)

[ ] Nose fetishism (also nasophilia)

[yeah] Panty fetishism (if it falls under the wearing them fetish? Then yes)

[ ] Pregnancy fetishism

[ ] Robot fetishism

[ ] Shoe fetishism

[ ]Silk/Satin fetishism

[ ] Smoking fetishism (Capnolagnia)

[ ] Spandex fetishism

[ ]Tickling fetishism (also acarophilia)

[ ] Total enclosure fetishism: sexual fetishism whereby a person becomes aroused when having entire body enclosed in a certain way, hence the name.

[]Transformation fetish

[ ] Wet and messy fetishism: sexual arousal by having substances deliberately and generously applied to the naked skin, or to the clothes people are wearing.


Okay, this list left out my fetish about balloons and inflatables. I LOVE anything inflatable! Pool toys have been the main focus of my fetish but in the past couple of years I have also moved into balloons (I've always liked Mylar balloons) and all though I have yet to play with any large balloons and only watched videos of them, but the GL series balloons look like a lot of fun. Also parade balloons (the HUGE ones, like for the Macy's Thanksgiving parade) I find those irresistible too!

I still have a half an hour before I ring in the New Year, I don't celebrate this over rated festivity anymore. My 2012 was a roller coaster of ups and downs, there were very few moments in 2012 that lifted my spirits one of the biggest things that lifted my spirits up was getting to attend Midwest FurFest in November and getting to meet friends I have known for a while now and making several new ones in the process, and it being my very first furcon I loved it I plan on making MFF a ritual thing every year!

But 2012 has bitch slapped this poor fox in the face numerous times, too many to mention and some of them rather personal. We shall see what 2013 holds in store and how it will play out? Like I told one of my closest friends from my perspective for 2013 it'll be "Another year of disappointments for me. And another step closer to the grave".

I guess I should be a little more positive going into the new year but I'm not, I've got way too much going on in my mind that I can stay positive or be happy. Praying 2013 will be kinder to me then most of 2012 has.

HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?

[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[X] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[X] You know how to change the oil in a car. (I do, but only if I had the time to actually do it myself instead of paying a professional)
[X] You've done your own laundry.
[X] You can vote in an election.
[X] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] You show(ed) up for school late a lot.
[X] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[X] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[X] You like to take walks by yourself.
[ ] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[X] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[X] You can count to 10 in another language.
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[X] You can mow the lawn.
[ ] You study even when you don't have to.
[X] You have hand washed a car before.

TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[X] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name (No, but my local Maplin does)
[X] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[X] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[X] You can type pretty quick.

TOTAL SO FAR: 18

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[ ] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[X] You have more bills than you can pay.
[X] You have been to the beach.
[X] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL SO FAR: 21

[X] You have filed a tax return.
[X] You have used a pay phone
[X] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[ ] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[X] You have purchased a lottery ticket.
[X] You still have and use a VCR (technically it's a DVD VHS combo LOL)

Total: 26

Real age: 36

God, I wish I was 26 again! I'm depressed now! ):

I want to wish all of my friends a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! I hope you all get what you wanted from Santa this year, and if you are traveling this holiday season I wish you safe travels and see you in 2013!

So much for that apocalypse, does any one know when the next "end of the world" madness begins? *looks at his watch*

I wonder how much crazy crap people pulled off yesterday?

How did you celebrate the supposed Coming of the End?

Me since it was my day off from work yesterday I really didn't do a whole lot, sort of a lazy day for me. Early in the morning didn't do much, had an a proper English lunch of fish and chips (fries), then I went into town to try and do a little Christmas shopping which was a complete FAIL moment as what I was looking for the store I was at didn't have. On a plus side I found a gift for myself, I picked up the last of the 6" Doctor Who action figures of Rory Williams! At least now Amy gets to have her fiancé hang out with her action figure and all 11 incarnations of the Doctor along with several Daleks, Davros, several Cybermen, a couple of Autons, a clockwork robot, and two incarnations of the Master.

Later that day I decided to curl up in a pile of some of my squeaky toys and take a nap, woke up later had some supper and still surprised to be here then came home and played a little bit of Grand Theft Auto.

Shamelessly stolen from  rusticdragon20

1) Where did you begin 2012?
January 1. LOL

2) What was your status by Valentine’s Day?
Alive and kicking

3) Were you in school anytime this year?
Nope

4) How did you earn your money?
Working

5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
Nope

6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
Nope

7) Would you relive 2012 over and over again?
You cannot relive your first ever fur con. :D
I agree with this. I miss my friends I got to see and the people I met at MFF but I wouldn't change it for the memories I made

8) What did you purchase that was over $1000?
Nothing

9) Did you know anybody who got married?
A couple. Poor fools

10) Did you know anybody who passed away?
Yeah

11) Did you know anyone who had a baby?
Yeah

12) Did you move anywhere?
Nein, still in the same place

13) What concerts/shows did you go to?
None

14) Are you registered to vote?
Aye

15) Do you still have the same job as You did in 2011?
Yes

16) Has anyone betrayed you in 2012?
Hmm not sure

17) Where do you live now?
Still in my own home

18) Describe your birthday?
Another year older. Nothing exciting

19) What’s one thing you thought you’d never do but did in 2012?
It's actually kind of personal

20) What has been your favorite moment?
Getting to go to MFF this year and getting to see my friends and getting to make some new ones there as well. Plus I have gotten to know 4 new furs that live in my state!

21) What’s something you learned about yourself?
I have more friends than I thought. That, and I have really opened up on being bisexual

22) Any new additions to your family?
My cousin and his fiancé just had their baby boy earlier this summer

23) What was your best month?
November, because I got to go to MFF

24) Were you in a relationship this year?
Not really sure or not

25) What music will you remember 2012 by?
None, all new music today sucks eggs

26) Favorite book you read?
Currently I'm reading The Lord of the Ring trilogy

27) Favorite Movie?
I've got a lot. Too many to name

28) Favorite TV show?
Doctor Who!!!

29) New friend?
Too many to list

30) Would you say you’ve changed since the beginning of this year?
I think I have, and it was a good change

31) Do you think 2013 will be better or worse?
I'm not sure. Guess we'll all see how it turns out together

Got a new phone last week and I'm loving it, makes browsing the net so much easier and it's a hell of a lot faster than my old phone ever was. I'm still using my phone to check FA and everything else, but the speed is so much better than before. I'm at least able to have several windows running at one time w/o slowing my connection down or w/o having to close one window to start a new one.

I can browse FA, use Facebook and watch videos on YouTube all at once and still have speed! My old phone, nope couldn't check out one page w/o having to close out or reroute to a new window to check something. Also thankful that I have a fully operational battery that lasts me a good part of the day instead my old battery which would start to die after browsing sites only after an hour, downloading anything sucked more of its life until I was forced to set my phone on the charger and wait.

Not only do I love inflatables I am also slowly getting into plushies. I haven't owned a plushy in years except when I was younger and growing up and I had two or three maybe 10 or 11 years ago, which unfortunately got either thrown out or donated somewhere after I moved out from my parents house.

But I'm getting back into plushies, starting off with my red fox plush I bought during Midwest Furfest. Ended up giving him a name, Artemis. He's been getting lots of attention and love since I brought him home.

I'd like to find some more canine related plushies to add along side Artemis but most of the plush animals at retail stores are kind of puny and dorky looking. I guess I'll have to do some more searching as the time rolls on.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Than
2. Chris
3. Doctor

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Thanatos Fox
2. Vnylpalohorsielovr
3. KraftwerkBoy

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My sense of humor
2. My hair. I've got a good hairline. Lol
3. I also have a nice ass as well. Or so I'm told

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I hate my smile
2. My procrastination
3. My mind sometimes. I tend to do a lot of thinking

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. My own failure
2. Not being loved
3. Spiders

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Wake up breathing
2. Work
3. Go to bed and repeat it all over again

THREE THINGS YOUE ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Boxer shorts
2. T-shirt
3. Earphones

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS:
1. Kraftwerk
2. Atrium Carceri
3. U2

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Disc Wars- Daft Punk
2. Hysteria- Def Leppard
3. Gruppa Krovi- Kino

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Make more friends in my state who are furs
2. Try to make a fur meet
3. Make it back to MFF 2013

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Honesty
2. Commitment
3. Open mindedness

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE IN NO ORDER
1. I'm into inflatables
2. I'm an asshole
3. I collect comic books
(Find the lie kids)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. A good sense of humor
2. A lovely smile
3. A nice pair of tits
(Yeah I'm a pig. Sue me! lol)

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Tell people no
2. Dance (except slow dancing)
3. Perform autofellatio

THREE THINGS YOU CAN DO:
1. Love unconditionally
2. Cook
3. Use different voices

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Collect comic books
2. Write my own stories
3. Yiff my inflatables

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Cuddle and snuggle with a certain foxy who means so much to me
2. Scream at the top of my lungs
3. Find something to eat as my supper was ruined this evening

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Writer
2. Meteorologist
3. Broadcasting

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. England
2. Germany
3. Ukraine

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Deep-sea fish for a marlin
2. Get at least a few of my stories published
3. Eat haggis

Well I have 100 peeps watching me now, a goal I was hoping to attain by year's end lol. I just want to thank everyone who has decided to watch me and thank you for all the favorites and comments you have given over this small span of time since I joined FA, you guys and gals are freakin' awesome! To celebrate this momentous occasion (it's pretty momentous for me) what should I do to celebrate? Art? Moar pics? Drink an entire bottle of Tabasco sauce? Let me know and I can mark it down for this event of gaining 100 followers LOL! Yes, small trivial things amuse me.

Secondly, ever since MFF '12 I have been doing some thinking about my fursona Thanatos and my secondary character Tico my gray timber wolf. As much as I love Than and him being the foundation of my original fursona I feel that Than does not stick out like most of the foxes here on FA.
Don't get me wrong I love all of the ones I have met and have the honor of being friends with, but let's face it foxes are a dime a dozen in the furry community but the only thing that separates my fox from most everyone else's is Than has heterochromia of the eyes. That's the only defining thing about him that sets him apart from the rest.

Tico on the other hand has a lot more definition about him (read his Bio/info in my 2nd part fursona update/back story journal) to learn more about Tico. Yes granted he's a gray wolf and there are numerous wolves in the fandom Tico stands out more than Thanatos does.

So I'm mulling over the idea of dropping Than as my fursona and going with Tico instead, then possibly creating an account page for Tico some time. Just want a little feed back and see what you all think? And again thank you so much for all the watches and continued support!