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Something That I hold dear-please read: Velodia please read
Posted 17 years agoThis is my final journal for today, but not for forever.
This is the last time I speak of this, afterwards I will no longer cry to you
When I think about the shit that has happened to me I laugh. Because of my step father I have let myself be pushed out of my family.
He told my mother horrible lies. How I was a violent tramp. How I couldnt be trusted. How my suicidal tendencies caused by his bullshit was really a homicidal seed.
But the reason today I sit here in front of my computer and type this is because I let him grab me by the heart, because of my strange desires. And the big reason is...I had no one.
He scared off my friends and he lied to their parents to keep them away. He was what turned 6th grade into a battle field.
The reason he did this was becasue I wouldnt take his name. I wouldnt even take my fathers. I took the name of the family who took care of me.
Now I no longer go by anything but Ashieru.
I let that man get to me, so look at me now, they're outside having fun while I sit here without family.
I am pushed out because of my difference.
But I'm ok with that. He picked me off because he was affraid he would lose my mom because of me. I lost my mom to him, because i let him.
So instead of ending it I fight. I fight for the right to my mother and sister, and it irritates him
Velodia I only wrote this to tell my story and for you to realize if you leave, you let them win. If you allow someone to win you have lost yourself. My fellow furries, if someone has the balls to disrespect you because of being a furry you turn and smile becasue you know they are ass wipes for trying to run your life.
All of my furry friends keep your hope and happiness yiffing isnt just some fucked up fetish, It's what makes you happy so keep your happiness and dont let anyone fuck with your heart
This is the last time I speak of this, afterwards I will no longer cry to you
When I think about the shit that has happened to me I laugh. Because of my step father I have let myself be pushed out of my family.
He told my mother horrible lies. How I was a violent tramp. How I couldnt be trusted. How my suicidal tendencies caused by his bullshit was really a homicidal seed.
But the reason today I sit here in front of my computer and type this is because I let him grab me by the heart, because of my strange desires. And the big reason is...I had no one.
He scared off my friends and he lied to their parents to keep them away. He was what turned 6th grade into a battle field.
The reason he did this was becasue I wouldnt take his name. I wouldnt even take my fathers. I took the name of the family who took care of me.
Now I no longer go by anything but Ashieru.
I let that man get to me, so look at me now, they're outside having fun while I sit here without family.
I am pushed out because of my difference.
But I'm ok with that. He picked me off because he was affraid he would lose my mom because of me. I lost my mom to him, because i let him.
So instead of ending it I fight. I fight for the right to my mother and sister, and it irritates him
Velodia I only wrote this to tell my story and for you to realize if you leave, you let them win. If you allow someone to win you have lost yourself. My fellow furries, if someone has the balls to disrespect you because of being a furry you turn and smile becasue you know they are ass wipes for trying to run your life.
All of my furry friends keep your hope and happiness yiffing isnt just some fucked up fetish, It's what makes you happy so keep your happiness and dont let anyone fuck with your heart
I gotz 66
Posted 17 years ago66 comments XD
My latest project
Posted 17 years agoI am working on my story Sonya's rose so the next few drawing will be strictly for that story
Alot of shit
Posted 17 years agomy parents called the cops on me again!
Seriously about to run!
Posted 17 years agoI freaking hate my parents right now...this is it...I'm done with this crap...if i have to go anywhere cops i'm out...that's it....I'm done....I am packing up and never speaking....
Incense is fun
Posted 17 years agook today...was amazing! today i got a strange buzz from incense from with my bud kyle and erikah
i hated today ^.^
Posted 17 years agomy mom wakes me up to tell me i have school and i wanted go in pj's but she caught a fit not i'm here pissy ^.^
next my mo wants to take pics like i'm freakin in 1st grade
next she calls me in school to see how I am! and she texts me this stupid message and my teacher heard the vibrations, taking my phone and reading the message out loud!
finally on my way home the sandal breaks so i burned my feet!
SHITTY FUCKIN DAY!
next my mo wants to take pics like i'm freakin in 1st grade
next she calls me in school to see how I am! and she texts me this stupid message and my teacher heard the vibrations, taking my phone and reading the message out loud!
finally on my way home the sandal breaks so i burned my feet!
SHITTY FUCKIN DAY!
Brain Fart
Posted 17 years agoI hate brain farts....I really really hate them. I want to kill whoever created them
Hungry
Posted 17 years agoI'm very...very hungry...my parents are gone...and they left me with no food T.T
My race comments dont get pissed the first one i tapped was
Posted 17 years agoPuerto Ricans- You can tell us from a mile away since we all have something with the fucking flag!
White People- WHy are you scared minorities, tell that mexican lady who's yelling at you to shut the fuck up before you get her ass deported. tell the black chick leave me the fuck alone and go back to africa bitch with your fake ass weave!
black people-It been a few decades, white supremecy is fuckin over stop using it as an excuse to be fuckin lazy and rascist toward white people!
mexicans- I love you guys because one of you actually mows my lawns and destroys my neighbors hedges for an extra 20. you guys can stay you are workers
asians- the only reason I wont date an asian woman is because you fuckin asians piss me off since the minute I piss you off you start speaking korean japanesse or chinnesse to someone else. WERE IN AMERICA SPEAK ENGLISH BITCH!
Dominicans- Stop stealing money from others by having their kids and divorcing their ass >.> you did that shit to my uncle and it wasnt even his kid!
Homophobes- your secret gays. dont even deny
gay people- I love you guys because you are my fashionistas thanks alot ^.^
woman- stop thinking all men are gonna give a shit, most just wanna bone you so get over yourself
skinny people- I hate skinny bitches, i blow on you and your gone with the wind
fat people- orcas beware it's called trimspa (this is only for fat bitches who think their hot shit)
white people (again)- if i see your kids acting up, i better see you kicking their ass!!!!! if i'm ready to fuck up my cousins when they whine in a store you better as well
men- >.> i hate fat guys who think every gay guy wants to bone them. well only the fat sticky mean fat guys. santa claus is good though
scene- just get the fuck out of here you emo wanna beess
emo-TAKE A FUCKING SHOWER!
assholes- your going to be the next 80 yr old who dies from taking to many viagras ^.^
that's it for today if you have a problem with it shove it cuz i have freedom of speech ^.^
White People- WHy are you scared minorities, tell that mexican lady who's yelling at you to shut the fuck up before you get her ass deported. tell the black chick leave me the fuck alone and go back to africa bitch with your fake ass weave!
black people-It been a few decades, white supremecy is fuckin over stop using it as an excuse to be fuckin lazy and rascist toward white people!
mexicans- I love you guys because one of you actually mows my lawns and destroys my neighbors hedges for an extra 20. you guys can stay you are workers
asians- the only reason I wont date an asian woman is because you fuckin asians piss me off since the minute I piss you off you start speaking korean japanesse or chinnesse to someone else. WERE IN AMERICA SPEAK ENGLISH BITCH!
Dominicans- Stop stealing money from others by having their kids and divorcing their ass >.> you did that shit to my uncle and it wasnt even his kid!
Homophobes- your secret gays. dont even deny
gay people- I love you guys because you are my fashionistas thanks alot ^.^
woman- stop thinking all men are gonna give a shit, most just wanna bone you so get over yourself
skinny people- I hate skinny bitches, i blow on you and your gone with the wind
fat people- orcas beware it's called trimspa (this is only for fat bitches who think their hot shit)
white people (again)- if i see your kids acting up, i better see you kicking their ass!!!!! if i'm ready to fuck up my cousins when they whine in a store you better as well
men- >.> i hate fat guys who think every gay guy wants to bone them. well only the fat sticky mean fat guys. santa claus is good though
scene- just get the fuck out of here you emo wanna beess
emo-TAKE A FUCKING SHOWER!
assholes- your going to be the next 80 yr old who dies from taking to many viagras ^.^
that's it for today if you have a problem with it shove it cuz i have freedom of speech ^.^
Tonight's Rant: What I hate
Posted 17 years agoI hate when people who you have respect for are complete assholes. I had this guy I thought cared for me like a sister, but my x bestfriend told him some bad shit about me and he cursed me out. When I tried to make it better he called me a whore and slammed a door in my face T.T if you have a problem with someone dont be like that, just tell them, especially if they care abotu you. Because of his ass holeness his girlfriend dosnt talk to me and neigther does many people I care about. Never trust an asian asshole it'll come and bite you in the ass
I hate people who know jack shit but will pretend they do. I was in class and some dumbass lecturer was telling us about safe sex, he knew nothing but how to put a fuckin condemn on a banana and that's it. He like demonstrated that shit a million times and when someone had a question he wouldnt give us a straight anwser, he'd be stupid and try to make on up! just say you dont know and leave it at that!
I hate people who know jack shit but will pretend they do. I was in class and some dumbass lecturer was telling us about safe sex, he knew nothing but how to put a fuckin condemn on a banana and that's it. He like demonstrated that shit a million times and when someone had a question he wouldnt give us a straight anwser, he'd be stupid and try to make on up! just say you dont know and leave it at that!
Today's Rant: what I hate and Why
Posted 17 years agoPolitical Correctnes: Why do people this is proper? I'd rather be called a spik the 'someone of the latin community' who the fuck wants to be called that, who even uses that? 'what race are you' 'I am of the latin community' I hate people who call black people african american, why not just call them black! Your weird to take this shit to heart
Rascist Black people: Black people are more rascist than white people, jesus!
I went to a chicken stop and this white chick was at the counter, she asked the black woman 'do you want dark meat or white meat' the woman just spazzed and started screaming 'just because I'm black you think I only like dark meat! you rascist lil cracker. dont make me kick yo ass'!' I just started laughing and called her the n word (i dont want someone banning me) she just turned and said 'listen latin chick' I just laughed and kept calling her shit. I hate you guys cuz ur always making white people cry for what????
Therapists: YOU FAGGOTS MAKE ME FEEL LIKE CRAP NOT BETTER, I HOPE YOU STUPID THERAPIST GET SHOT AND LIKE FALL FROM BUILDINGS AND SHIT!!!!!
I will tell you my deal with races tommorrw
Rascist Black people: Black people are more rascist than white people, jesus!
I went to a chicken stop and this white chick was at the counter, she asked the black woman 'do you want dark meat or white meat' the woman just spazzed and started screaming 'just because I'm black you think I only like dark meat! you rascist lil cracker. dont make me kick yo ass'!' I just started laughing and called her the n word (i dont want someone banning me) she just turned and said 'listen latin chick' I just laughed and kept calling her shit. I hate you guys cuz ur always making white people cry for what????
Therapists: YOU FAGGOTS MAKE ME FEEL LIKE CRAP NOT BETTER, I HOPE YOU STUPID THERAPIST GET SHOT AND LIKE FALL FROM BUILDINGS AND SHIT!!!!!
I will tell you my deal with races tommorrw
Request
Posted 17 years agoI need requests!
Boredom
Posted 17 years agoI ate a cheesecake and then got sick...I cried...that's about it...my day sucked....i want more cake!
No Subject
Posted 17 years agoOK I odnt know how but my lil sis nuked my fucking watches T.T
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