https://youtu.be/hWTFG3J1CP8

Best. Youtube. Movie. EVAR!

My grandpa died today. Just an hour or so after I visited him, so I guess I can be lucky to have had the chance to say my goodbyes. Even though I promised to visit him soon again. It came as a bit of a surprise, because he was doing slightly better (he recognized me at least).
It's the first real death I've ever experienced, but I knew it was coming so at least I was mentally prepared. As far as that is possible.
The most surreal part of it all though, was when I visited my grandma later this evening (about 6 hours later) with my parents. And all the children of my grandpa were discussing what to do with the funeral. I know what funerals are like, but it's so weird to see how one is planned... from the location to the coffin to the invitation cards.
Still not sure how to feel... at least I know he led a wonderful and rich life, and I can only aspire to lead a life like he did.

He'll be missed.

Okay, little update... not a good one

My grandpa had another attack, and we went to visit him. he no longer recognizes me. He will most likely die next week.

A big school project (that will determine whether I will make it this year or not), isnt going to well... we're horribly behind on schedule, and I cant talk sense into my teammates that the animating part really will be the hardest part.

I've been having pains and spams in my chest the last couple of weeks. And as much as I'm trying not to, I've convinced myself that it's a tumor or something. I can literally feel something hugging my left lung. I'm really hoping it's just stress.

And to top it all off with glorious coating,  CultBust broke it off... just because I got a bit angry for her not being online for a week now (without saying anything about it being advised by her therapist, which I would've UNDERSTOOD)

Now if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna paint my hair black, listen to Linkin Park and curse at the world... thats still what emos do, right?

Just letting you people know I'm taking a short break from FA. Life and school are really busting my chops and really need my full attention.
However I might still upload something from time to time, just to scratch that itch I'm bound to get... but dont expect me to respond on any comments or anything. Not that anybody really cares about that, but just saying.

Cleverbird out

This was good, really good

We don't compromise. You shouldn't either.

If guns kill people, then...

-Pencils miss spell words
-Cars make people drive drunk
-Spoons make Rosie O'Donnell fat




as seen on a hilarious shirt, I really want to own

Goddamn you Americans, keep your bills to yourself

Just heard that he's had a bleeding in his brain (cant recall the name for that)... He was just improving a bit from an previous attack, so this came as a shock to most people. We might get a call this evening...

Not quite sure yet what to think or feel... and that troubles me somewhat

https://youtu.be/Ww7u1jYg-Ug

Some of the finest American animation I've seen in a while...

Is it still NSFW?

Now I'm into all kinds of weird music genres, but this one has been haunting me for a while now
I'm looking for music that sounds anything similar to this OR this one

it's a long shot, and truthfully I'm not even expecting any replies... but as a dutch saying goes, never shot is always miss (it sounds better in dutch)
and hey, perhaps I've just hooked someone else to this music

P.S play both games, they're phenomenal

Probably could've used a better title... meh

Anyway, just click the link below and support those tigers!

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/4472920/

IT'S JUST ONE CLICK (well two, if you count the link first)! IT WONT KILL YOU!

https://youtu.be/vCB7RqGS684

That was adorable xD

Cats <3

So out of boredom I decided to watch MTV yesterday... And can we all agree to remove the M from MTV? It no longer has anything, ANYTHING at all to do with music
The only moments when they apparently show music, is during this After Hours thing (this could be different from other countries) and I think in the very early hours, although that could still be this After Hours thing

And where do they get names like 'The Real World' from? If thats the real world, I must be living my life completely wrong because my life, nor anybodies life I know, looks even remotely like that.
And dont even get me started on shows like 'Made' or 'My Sweet Sixteen'... I could murder those people, and not feel a sliver of guilt about it

I miss the old days when I remembered MTV was more about music and less about TV

So actually I was just a gonna do a journal rant about the tree thing... but lo and behold what I heard this morning on the news! America! (imagine a heavy voice saying that, like in the Dr. Tran clips)

Really now? Do I really need to bring up that picture again I posted a few journals ago?
You know the funniest thing that crossed my mind when reading that? "Only in America" Thats what crossed my mind. You dont ever see that kinds of stuff coming from say Asia, or Europe or anywhere! Just America.
Here's a guy willing to risk endangering countless military men in the middle east, just because he thinks the Quran made 9/11 happen... guess what, the bible isnt that peace loving either. Hell I'm willing to bet the bible actually has more blood on it's hand than the whole Quran together!
Religion, the worst thing humanity ever invented.

Which brings me to my original idea for this journal "When a tree falls in the woods, and nobody hears it. Does it make a sound?"
YES OF COURSE IT DOES! Are we humans really that fucking self centered that we think, that just because we arent allowed all laws of science dont apply? I thought we waved that notion away once we discovered that the sun doesnt revolve around the earth, but the earth around the sun.

That is all
and now, time for some music!

"Borrowed" from  CinderAlchemist

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
Mah hair

2. What color is your favorite hoodie?
Black I guess, since I only have 1

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
If I think about this too much, I would create a paradox

4. Do you plan outfits?
Nope

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
Tired, victorious, fulfilled

6. What's the closest thing to you that's red?
A gum bal- My wall

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?
I dreamt I woke up in a strangers house, and we all started to freak out

8. Did you meet anybody new today?
Do online people count?

9. What are you craving right now?
 CultBust

10. Do you floss?
no

11. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
Farmers

12. Are you emotional?
sorta

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
yes, it was during math class... it was boring

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it
depends on the ice cream, water based I bite, cream based I lick

15. Do you like your hair?
I guess, I dont really do anything with it

16. Do you like yourself?
This'll do pig. This'll do

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?
If he pays the bill, sure

18. What are you listening to right now?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aTObBNQ1anQ

19. Are your parents strict?
not really

20. Would you go sky diving?
Unless I want a heart attack, no

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
never had it

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?
Not that I know of, I dont really care about that sort of stuff

23. Do you rent movies often?
if by rent you mean download, then yes

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?
I guess my other wall (not the red one) sparkles a bit (metallic paint)

25. How many countries have you visited?
3

26. Have you made a prank phone call?
Duh

27. Ever been on a train?
Everyday

28. Brown or white eggs?
White, although I've never had brown... there's a difference?

29. Do you have a cell-phone?
yes, but no number :x

30. Do you use chap stick?
nope

31. Do you own a gun?
nope

32. Can you use chop sticks?
I guess

33. Who are you going to be with tonight?
Me. myself, and I

34. Are you too forgiving?
I can be

35. Ever been in love?
I think so

36. What is your best friend(s) doing tomorrow (or the next soonest week day)?
Going to the same school as me, yet never meeting each other (we're even doing the same thing ffs!)

37. Ever have cream puffs?
Oh fuck yeah, I could snort that shit!

38. Last time you cried?
About last year

39. What was the last question you asked?
I dont remember

40. Favorite time of the year?
Spring

41. Do you have any tattoos?
Nope

42. Are you sarcastic?
No shit Sherlock

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
Fuck yeah, and I love you for asking

44. Ever walked into a wall?
yes

45. Favorite color(s)?
Red, Orange, Green

46. Have you ever slapped someone?
Does slapping yourself count? I was very tired that night, and I still had to drive for about 30 minutes

47. Is your hair curly?
No, but it's springy

48. What was the last CD you bought?
Gorillaz - Demon Days

49. Do looks matter?
Only for a first impression

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?
wait, love cheater, or game cheater? Lover cheater: no Game cheater: I guess

51. Is your phone bill sky high?
Hah... hahahahahaha

52. Do you like your life right now?
Needs more  CultBust

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?
there's no TV in my room

54. Can you handle the truth?
After reading The Hitchhikers Guide To The Galaxy, I already know all truths

55. Do you have good vision?
nope, thats why I have glasses

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?
I guess

57. How often do you talk on the phone?
Never

58. The last person you held hands with?
hell if I know

59. What are you wearing?
NOTHING! HAHA- no, a simple t-shirt and jeans combo

60.What is your favorite animal?
Bearded Vulture, or a Cock of the Rock (because they both have AWESOME names)

61. Where was your favorite picture taken at?
France

62. Can you hula hoop?
yes

63. Do you have a job?
Part time

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?
Tickets to Köln for the Gamescom

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Why would I do that?

TRALALALALA

So apparently Duke Nukem Forever is done... and it's even playable at PAX
dont believe me?

BAM!

And to quote Yahtzee (if you have no idea who this is, shame on you) "if this game doesn't turn out to be history's greatest contribution to human culture and a cure for at least one type of cancer, then I and every other reviewer on Earth are going to saw its bollocks off."

So yeah, I still got a code for this game laying around (got it for free when I visited the Gamescom in Köln)
Not really a first come first get kinda thing, but the faster you respond the higher the chance of getting it is...

Shame I didnt pick up more Portal codes, only managed to snag one of those.. and the lovely  CultBust got that one

It makes my brain go gooey trying to figure this out

Love that kind of stuff!

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The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo

A Swedish movie, made after the best selling thriller from Stieg Larsson, which broke international records. Is now being remade by some American asshole...
Why? Is America really that full of itself it actually has to remake a foreign movie, that won dozens of awards, just because some people refuse to listen to a language they've never heard (and for your information, Swedish is an interesting language)

I'm sincerely hoping this is getting the same result the Spanish [REC] movie got, when it was remade as an American movie (which was shit).

If you people even dare to remake Let The Right One In, I'm going to have to start killing people. And I'm sure no sane judge would ever consider me guilty

(P.S Both books were my favorites of all time. Look up Stieg Larsson' Millennium trilogy (thriller) and John Ajvide Lindqvist (horror, but with a terrific twist))